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Title: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 09, 2009, 01:24:33 PM
Hi Guys,

I'm asking for thoughts and prayers for my family during this time ahead.

Wasn't sure where to send this, but thought you could or would place it in the right thread. 
Thanks
 
Sorry I haven't written before now because I have seen that you guys do care.
So, here's a very brief outline of the latest curve ball tossed my way
 
I't's been a rough past 3 weeks.
And it looks like several weeks/months maybe longer of a rough road ahead as well.
 
I'll start with 09/18/09: I called the WRJ. VT. Veterans hospital.
I told them I am having chest pains and just didn't feel well.
Come right in, they said.
Got there at 2:30pm, by 3pm I was in the ER.
 
They thought I was having a heart attack, nope not me!
I also wouldn't go to Boston Vets Hospital as they suggested, not on a Friday afternoon. (ghostown on weekends)
 
The next Tuesday (9/22), I had a stress test (Hey,does anyone ever win that race?),
as well as a contrast C-T scan of my chest. Seems my heart is strong enough but,
as it turns out there's a tumor growing on/in my thymus gland, (an organ that's part of the Lymph gland system) between my breastbone and heart. It is the size if a fist. (I hope they were nt thinking of Tyson!)  lol   Did I say it hurts?
 
So a biopsy was done the following Tuesday morning (9/29). It was guided by the use of the C-T scan. Waiting the 5 days for the call from my Doc was a challange. But the info came finally.
It's Thymoma, Cancer of the Thymus. Part of the Lymph system. Hodgkins or Non-Hodgkins cancer has not been decided yet.  The Stage is believed to be Stage 2 or 3.
 
I was told yesterday that they have to remove it and all the mess that seems to be confined to my chest cavity at this point. It has spread to at least my right lung (left lung ?)
 
Good news: It's not genitic, so I can rest on the fact that I haven't passed on a dirty gene to my children or my grandchildren. I am thankful for that.
 
Strange news: This type of cancer only sticks it's ugly head up in 500 - 700 people in America a year. I'm surprized they even have a name for it.  lol
 
A Tumor Board met today at the WRJ VT V Hospital along with some Dhartmouth Hitchcock Hospital Doc's. to discuse my case. (Lucky my case was on their agenda so soon)
However, I'm now told my tumor is to big and to wrapped around my heart, vessels and veins and has also attacked my right lung, (left lung ?) and other areas of my chest. The tumor has metastasizes and is now unable to be removed surgically.
   
I still  have many questions to ask latter
 
Now, The plan is a PET scan (10/19) at Dartmouth to locate any and all tumors around my body. The hope is there won't be many.  (none would be nice)   
 
Radiation treatment for several weeks sometime after a (10/30) appointment with Oncology maybe the radiation will be paired with chemo also. If my tumor can be shrunk enough, then removing it might be back on the table in several weeks. The Doc says a this time it's only a hope. (but that something!)
Although I'm not sure what several means???
 
But, for now I can say to my VA primary Doc, "I told I didn't feel good!!"  lol (been telling her for months)
All along, I thought I was simply feeling this bad because of diabetes.
That's what the PCG at the VA has been telling me too.
 
I have a rough road ahead it seems
I'm still trying to get a handle on all the info myself.
I will let you know from time to time how I'm doing
 
till then
 
Take care of yourself
 
your friend and fellow member
chappy

Sam Legasse
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Post by: Grizzly on October 09, 2009, 01:33:09 PM

We wish you the very best of luck!

Keeping you in our thoughts & prayers.

Take care,
Grizzly
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Post by: Wanna ride on October 09, 2009, 01:35:36 PM
We will certainly be thinking of you, and you are in our prayers. Please keep us posted.
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Post by: ice6900 on October 09, 2009, 01:39:16 PM
Chin up. we will be thinking of you and wishing you back on your bike and in the wind
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Post by: Wrongway on October 09, 2009, 01:44:21 PM
 Sam,
You have a big family here for all the support you can handle. Use us when you need us, were here for you.  Dave
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Post by: Buy early on October 09, 2009, 02:31:48 PM
Sam,

Sorry to hear of your illness! Sounds like you are working with smart people who care about you. I know it's tough but enjoy each and every day and know that many in this community will be praying for you! Keep us posted on your progress.
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Post by: Twolanerider on October 09, 2009, 02:46:46 PM
Hate to read this man.  Frightening stuff.  Even worse when we really don't have a great clue what the hell they're actually talking about sometimes.  Best of wishes I can muster heading your way.  One step at a time so first get better than get well.
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Post by: GtreetSlide on October 09, 2009, 03:45:04 PM
Sam,

Although I don't know you, I am truely sorry about your battle. The only advice I can give is: "Fight Like Hell, and Don't Quit Fighting!"

Also remember that every moment is precious, so don't forget to live to the fullest and enjoy every moment to the best of your ability with family and friends.

best Wishes,
JimBob
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Post by: harleydave on October 09, 2009, 05:57:54 PM
Stay positive
Our thoughts are with you
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 09, 2009, 10:07:35 PM
Sam,
Sorry to hear about the fight you have ahead of you. My prayers go out for you and your family.
Fight this with all your might, don't give up. Your friends here will be with you.
God bless,
Mike
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Post by: hard10 on October 09, 2009, 10:57:00 PM
Sam, you and your family are in my thought and prayers.
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Post by: chappy on October 09, 2009, 11:11:24 PM
Hi folks, I am Chappy's wife Sue,
I hope its ok but I am going to sign in under Chappy's user name to post updates from time to time, if Chappy isn't up to it
Thank you so much for all your kind words and thoughts and prayers.
Chappy's wife,
Sue  aka  Miss Daisy
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Post by: smkymtnboy on October 09, 2009, 11:54:17 PM
Sam ,my prayers are with u. you sound like a fighter with an attitude to overcome. i will looking for your updates!!  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Screamin on October 10, 2009, 08:10:06 AM
Hi Sam and Sue;

Hoping and praying for only the best for you two. Like all of the rest of us here said, get better, get well and get back in the wind next spring.
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Post by: 09S/E roadglide on October 10, 2009, 08:48:59 AM
god bless you guys.....
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Post by: sadunbar on October 10, 2009, 09:27:45 AM
We're praying for you...  God Bless... 
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on October 10, 2009, 09:49:10 AM
Sam & Sue,

 God Bless you guys .... thoughts and prayers coming your way from Upstate NY. Know that you will be in our thoughts.

Howie & Raquel
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Post by: kb on October 10, 2009, 07:41:01 PM
May God be with you and make you well real quick. kb
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Post by: hard10 on October 10, 2009, 10:49:38 PM
Sharing this with helps each one of us appreciate just how precious life and relationships are.

There are things that happen in life that touch people in ways they never expected. This is one of those occasions for me. Sam, I can say I've never really read any of your posts before and obviously we've never meet before. Yet, I have been thinking of you and your illness all day. As a matter of fact, Linda & I were talking about it this afternoon. It is amazing how one comment or post on this site can have such far reaching effects. God bless you Sam & Sue and know that we will be praying for you.
AJ
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Post by: NVTHIS on October 10, 2009, 11:11:21 PM
Please keep us posted on how your doing. Sometimes it makes me feel better just to talk even if it's through a computer. The family of CVO owners are the best, so lean on us and remember we have you in our prayers. You must be a very strong person because GOD never gives us anymore then we can handle.  Please take care and take one day at a time.
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Post by: chappy on October 12, 2009, 11:35:44 AM
Hello folks,

Thanks for all your careing and kind words.
All the advice, well taken also, thanks!!

I had a copy printed of the Doctor's notes and reports.
I also had copies made of the biopsy report and well, pretty much everything from Sept 19th until last Thursday.

I've been reading these papersover the weekend and it's amazing to me that although I speak english, these papers are much like reading a foreign lanuage. And it's a comfort to me that I can prove I'm not the only one that doesn't spell good. What's even funnier to me is that the Doc's don't take the time to do spell check either.  lol

After looking up words for the meaning, I find I can't even sound out many of the words. But they are very precise, and finely point to what is going on. As I stated earlier, my chest is quite a mess, the thymus cancer (Thymoma: man, that sounds to me like some kind of Island dance the locals talk you into danceing after they sauce you up a bit), It has metastasized by tisue to tisue so far, to my right lung, my inner cheast liner, my diaphram, a level #9 (what ever that is, reminds me of the White Album song number 9, confusion sums that up pretty good I guess, lol), my heart and it's veins and vessels seem to have the most tissue to tissue aggression tossed it it for now. It seems there are 2 sacks that hold the heart in place, both of those sack perimeters have been compromised. So one of our hopes is that the second way this type of cancer spreads (through the blood) hasn't happened yet. That info will be gathered with the PET scan on the 19th. Time is flying, it's only been 3 weeks and 2 days since my call to the Hospital asking about chest pain. One week from tomorrow will be the Pet scan. One other way this cancer spreads is through the lymph system, the thymus is like grand centrol in the chest for the lymph system. We are also hopeing that that system has not metastasized past my chest cavity, and the PET scan I'll have will gather that info as it is of my whole body.

Tomorrow, I plan to find a way to recieve treatments more locally, since they will likely be 5 days a week on an out-patient basis, the travel seems would be would be worse than the treatment. From here it's 2 and hours to Boston and about 4 hours to Albany, NY on some of the worst roads during winter conditions, but I hope to find out that info at my Oncology appointment on the 30th, (Trick or Treat, treat I hope) maybe I'll wear a costume, all my leathers and foul weather face mask. lol

Although the Tumor Board meeting wrote me off for surgery, one of those Doc's has made an appointment for me 11/03 at the Boston VA hospital with a tumor Board there, so I will have a second oppinion at least. I'm hoping, because the boston VA hospital has more experience with this type of cancer, maybe they will be more apt to give a more aggressive approach and possibly surgery before the radiation or chemo treatment starts. Now that would be OK with me.

Anyway, thanks again for careing, and I will keep you infored as I gather more info.

For now,
ride it while you can

Sam aka chappy
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Post by: NVTHIS on October 12, 2009, 12:09:39 PM
Hello Chappy, thanks for giving us a update. Please know that we all are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Also, please have Sue to post as much as she wants, even if it's to just talk to the key board. Never underestimate the power of prayer, sometimes GOD works at his own speed but rest assure that he is whit you and so are we. So stay strong and post when you can. Oh, Sue sound like a keeper you may want to keep her around, she sounds great.

Chris  :)
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Post by: REGGAB on October 12, 2009, 12:53:23 PM
Sam,  Being the son of a pathologist, I know enough about this stuff to be dangerous.  I think you have a wonderful attitude about all of this.  I can tell you are holding your head high.  It's very apparent that you are a very strong willed man.  Renea and I are keeping you and your family close in our thoughts and prayers.  Thanks for sharing with us.

Henry
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Post by: TheVgirl on October 12, 2009, 01:52:00 PM
Wow, Sam, you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.  I'm putting a sticky on my computer with your name on it so every time I read it, I will say a prayer for you. 

Keep us posted,

V
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Post by: miker on October 12, 2009, 02:27:20 PM
Our thoughts are with you Sam...

Be wikit cayahful in that traffic gointa Bawstin. 

Mike & Lisa. 
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Post by: tlr on October 12, 2009, 03:26:53 PM
Thanks for the post.  First I wish you the very best going forward.  My advice is to continue going for opinions on this.  try and find someone in the country that has performed a similar type of surgery.  He/she is out there, i am sure.  Ask them to examine your x-rays, cat scans, PET etc.  There is often a slution to most every issue we face.  Try and keep both a positive attitude and energy is so important.  All the best and please keep us posted.

Ted
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Post by: DavidB on October 12, 2009, 03:49:13 PM
Hang in there Chappy,

I have been through five brain tumor surgerys in the past few months.
Ya got to take care of your self now and let others help.
Its truly a day at a time approach after surgury.
Im now walking again after 7 months down.
Dont give up.

Dave   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: spydglide on October 12, 2009, 04:23:00 PM
My thoughts and prayers go with you Chappy.  spyder
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Post by: Talon on October 14, 2009, 09:14:33 AM
Our prayers are with you!

Craig
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Post by: RJ749 on October 14, 2009, 01:38:26 PM
For us this has been a miserable year, too many friends with health issues for my liking.

We're here for you both, it takes all of us pulling together to get through these events.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you for a successful recovery.
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Post by: joeymaq on October 15, 2009, 04:25:45 PM
Were all pullin for ya!   :angel:
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Post by: CVOJOE on October 18, 2009, 11:36:56 PM
For us this has been a miserable year, too many friends with health issues for my liking.
We're here for you both, it takes all of us pulling together to get through these events.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you for a successful recovery.

Yip, what Roger said above. Not a good year in my corner either, but I am not dealing with what your are going through. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and your family as well.

Joe
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Post by: southtxcruiser on October 18, 2009, 11:40:50 PM
keep fighting ... my prayers are with u.....
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Post by: NVTHIS on October 21, 2009, 03:11:23 PM
Hey Chappy, it's Chris. Everything here is personal and first name bases. We are getting to know you and your family so please let us know how your doing. We are all thinking about you and the tough road ahead. Being in the Harley family we are tight and look out for our own. So please take care and when your up to it give us a update. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Chris  :)
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Post by: chappy on October 22, 2009, 10:53:51 PM
Evening!

I had the PET scan done Mon the 19th. Today I recieved the report and results. Quite a mixed bag, but, the good news was that my cancer has not spread beyond my chest cavity. The bad news is the largest of my tumors in my chest (the one that is attacking my heart, veins and vessels) has nearly doubled in size. Some more good news, the others have grown but not by as much.

I will still keep the Doc appointment at the Boston VA hospital on the 3rd of Nov. My last hope for surgery, but the top dog in my neck of the woods says, there's no way to cut the cancer away from my heart and he has never known the other Doc to do surgery after the first says he won't operate. But, I'm still going to play this hand to the last raise or fold. Within a few days of that hurdle, if sugery is out, I will be starting radiation treatment. The good news there is it looks like I have a very good chance for those treatments to be done locally as I had hoped for. Still hopeing that will be the case. Today, I have taken the first step of excepting the fact that I am in pain, I filled an order for some pain pills. At this time I plan to only take at bedtime in hopes that I might sleep a bit better and longer. I was a little reluctant but that's when the Doc said if I was his father, he'd put a couple pills in my coffee. That's when I saw how young the Doc was and realized how old I must look to him. I had a good laugh at that. LOL

My wife is having a bit of a hard time with this, as is my two adult kids (30 & 33 years old) as you can imagine. Today the Doc and nurse sat with us for 2 &1/2 hours answering as many questiuons as we could come up with. To much to cover right now, but, today I was told to get my stuff in order. Turns out, that a body can only get so much radiation in a life time. The plan is to shrink the large tumor. That result will only by me some more time. When I can't recieve anymore radiation, the tumor around my heart will start growing again and the other tumors will have been growing as well. They will just grow and spread to other parts of my body until systems strat to shut down. I haven't been given a date yet, but it seems this will be my undoing unless a miraculous event takes place.

Although today was a long day that had a tough pill to swallow. My wife and I drove a little over an hour to be at my oldest grandsons 13th birthday party. I'm glad we went, but I am beat and am now headed for the rack.

I'll write again soon when more of todays Doc visit sinks in.

Mean time, Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers on behalf of me, my wife Sue, daughter Sarah, son Shaun and my 4 grandsons.
The comfort you have brought to my family can not be messured.

Thanks again

Sam   
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Post by: kb on October 23, 2009, 08:53:51 AM
May God grant you a miracle. My prayers and thoughts are with You. kb
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Post by: sadunbar on October 23, 2009, 11:18:13 AM
I am probably like others - I can hardly find the words...  You are showing incredible strength facing this ultimate challenge.  May God be with you and your family.
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Post by: miker on October 23, 2009, 11:22:53 AM
Thinking of you daily...you'll be on my mind on todays ride.  :)
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Post by: martys on October 23, 2009, 11:31:30 AM
It sounds to me like your god is already with you in helping you to talk about this most personal moment in your life.  Our prayers are with you that he keeps your family in his grace for you.

Marty
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Post by: NVTHIS on October 23, 2009, 12:04:42 PM
Chappy please know that you and your family are in my prayers. There's not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I strongly believe in a higher power, and that we are all put here for a special reason and purpose. I keep a saying up on my Facebook that from Jimmy V. "Never give up, Never every give up". His words are very powerful. Write them down and put them somewhere that you will see them many times a day.  :)  
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Post by: BG on October 23, 2009, 12:41:33 PM
Chappy, you are showing a great strenght in facing this.  My thoughts and prayers are with you daily.  Keep us informed and keep fighting my friend.
-Robby
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Post by: Highjagger on October 23, 2009, 01:07:13 PM
Keep being strong , both .
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on October 24, 2009, 09:53:38 AM
Sam,

Thoughts and prayers for you and your family this a.m.

God Bless


Howie
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Post by: 04se103 on October 24, 2009, 10:03:04 AM
Sam Prayers and Thoughts for you and your family God Bless
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Post by: chappy on October 24, 2009, 10:19:46 AM
I like to laugh, and other then a well told story joke I enjoy the candid type of things best.
So far, I have had a part in just such a one.
A couple weeks ago one of the Doctors put in for me to have a "scan".
Well, as it turns, I've had more than a few scans now and maybe several more coming.
Anyway, I asked the Doc., "how did the scan go for me." She said while looking into the magic screen and pounding the ABC's on her keyboard. I can't find the results. After more than just a few minutes, she said, she'd have to re-order the MRI, since the 1st order failed due to her misspelling MRI.
Ithink what was even funnier, When I laughed out load while shakeing my head, I'm telling you, I was nearly slapping my knee. That's when I saw that she was not amused at all.  LOL

Sam chappy
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on October 24, 2009, 10:24:28 AM
Good on ya Sam .... I've found a sense of humor can go a long way when at the VA  :huepfenlol2:   :2vrolijk_21:

Howie
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Post by: NVTHIS on October 24, 2009, 08:11:01 PM
Chappy that's funny, the building I work at is on UPS Drive, right next door to UPS Headquarters. I had a lady ask me on the phone one day how to spell UPS, I almost did what you did. Keep laughing it's good for the soul

Chris
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on October 24, 2009, 08:12:20 PM
Sam Prayers and Thoughts for you and your family God Bless

x2
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Post by: hard10 on October 25, 2009, 12:02:22 AM
Hey Sam. As others have said, you have been in my thoughts daily. It truly is amazing how one person on an internet forum can touch the lives of so many. I guess the fact of the matter is that this could effect each and every one of us or at least someone we know. Your courage and strength are an inspiration to us all.  Keep up the fight & God Bless.
AJ
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Post by: hdbrad03 on October 25, 2009, 09:03:46 AM
Sam you have the best thing going for you a good sense of humor. My father n law is also fighting the BID C and the best medicine he has had is a positive attitude. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

 :bananarock: :bananarock:
      Brad and Val
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Post by: chappy on October 25, 2009, 09:39:41 AM
I guess the fact of the matter is that this could effect each and every one of us or at least someone we know.
AJ

Hi AJ,

Yup, seems there is one thing this unfair old world does fair;
is the fact the the sun shines on and the clouds rain on each of us.
In other words you sum it up pretty good, each and every one of us are at risk as far as the curve balls this place can and does toss every moment of every day at the human race.

As old a saying as this is:
"Stop and smell the roses!"
When we don't, we miss some of the best this old world has to offer.

Hope "all of you" enjoy a nice sunny fall day like it is in Sunapee, NH today.

your friend
Sam
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Post by: Bubba on October 25, 2009, 07:50:10 PM
Sam,  my family keeps you and your family in ours prayers.

bubba
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Post by: hard10 on October 27, 2009, 11:19:52 AM
Sam, another morning thinking about you & hoping you're feeling better.
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Post by: NVTHIS on October 29, 2009, 01:56:27 AM
Chappy just checking in to see how your doing, I think about you everyday and can see that other members are as well. Have a great day and remember we are here for you and lean on us if you need too.

Your friend,
Chris
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Post by: chappy on October 29, 2009, 12:17:24 PM
Hello friends,,
 
Here's a quick note about tomorrow;
Tomorrow I meet with my cancer team at the WRJ VT VA hospital. It will be a question and answer session and I have 5 pages of questions. I typed them and printed them on sheets with a triple space between the questions so I can write the answers. (OK, so Sue can write the answers, since we what to be able to read it later. LOL) I plan to go back to my WORD DOC and fill in the answers so I then can print copies for myself and Sue, Sarah and Shaun.
I will bring the same question papers to my Nov 3rd appointment at the Boston VA Hospital as well and include those answers on the sheet before I print them off. Trouble with me is, as I get one answer I most likely will think of at least a few more questions to ask. But, this is the test, I will prove whether or not the Doc's and Team really meant I could ask as many questions as I want.  LOL  tomorrow will tell.
 
I'll let you know of any new info, or I'll wait and give you a shout after the Boston appointment. Oh, The Team has made an appointment with me Nov 4th, the next day after Boston. That will be a time to go over all the results, reports and so on and make a plan of attack. So, I'll know more than. About time for some good news. lol

your friend in Sunapee, NH
Sam   aka   chappy  
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Post by: Talon on October 29, 2009, 01:33:12 PM
Good luck Sam, we'll be praying for good news!

Craig
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Post by: Screamin on October 29, 2009, 01:47:18 PM
You're in my thoughts several times a day Chappy. Keep your spirits up and we'll be there through this thing.
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Post by: chappy on October 30, 2009, 08:15:07 PM
Hello Family and friends,



Today started with another donation to the vampire at the friendly VA Laboratory. Seems that my liver and kidneys are of some importance to the Dr.s. I got right into my Oncology Dr.s appointment today. Kind of funny though, turns out that they actually thought I was somebody else!!  lol  I sure enough had an appointment at this time today, however, so did another Veteran with a name spelled so closely to mine that I was mistaken for him. Maybe only because it was me that went into the Nurse station before I went into the Doc office. So, I guess it had all the makings of a real Halloween trick and not a treat. But, soon it was laughed off and then onto the bussiness of health.



Sue and I asked the Doc questions that pertain to his area of expertise. I had 5 topics that contained questions. Three topics were for him and the other two topics are more specific for a Surgent and someone that offers clinical trails for my type of cancer. Those questions and many that overlap will be asked of the Doctor that I meet at the Boston VA next Tuesday.



I learned today that, there is still an outside chance that I can have surgery. If I do have surgery, I will need a 4 to 6 week period of time to heal enough from the surgery before any other treatments will start. However, it is clear and I understand that my largest tumor, the one that has attacked my heart, can not completely be removed. At best, some of it will still remain and the lesser tumors may or may not be able to be removed from my chest cavity either. The idea of surgery sounds good on the surface, but, there are many risks involved and since it's mainly an attempt to buy me some time, it may not be practical for me not just because of the health issue but because the time it buys may be no better than just treatments alone. So, as it stands next Tuesday is the next big hope that I have. Not all of the questions could be answered today about treatment, chemo or radiation. However, I learned that my tumor is to big for the type of radiation treatment that uses "seeds" or "pellets". And I was pleased to hear how far the radiation process has come in rescent years. If I do recieve radiation I will most likely get it 5 days a week and have the weekends off. The machine that delivers radiation can actually measure your chest as it breathes and as your heart pumps and adjust the measurements of the impact of the radiation. This helps to ensure that healthy tissue near the cancer will survive the doses of radiation that is in my case very close to parts that I might want to use later.  lol



We talked about timelines and what could be hoped for, again it seems that I need to wait until all the blood, scans, test and reports are in from the Vermont VA hospital and the Boston VA Hospital with all the different doctors notes and recommendations, and that's not going to be before the Nov 4th visit to the Vermont VA.



Then, I still won't know the plan untill I see the next Doctor, that's who will acually give the treatments that has been decided on. Of course, I will also have to wait and see if the VT VA will allow me to get that done at the local Hospital like I have asked for. And that decission is made in yet another department in the VA system. I think I heard the Doc say something about December of 2012, NO, not really. But it will take 3 or more weeks for the first of treatments if there is no surgery. I guess that's why they gave me 120 pain pills. lol



As I mentioned in an earlier message, I plan to type the answers within the Word Document that has all the questions and also plan tp bring that to my Boston and again to the next VT VA appointment and update that same document and bring it to the (??) I forgot what you call the people that give the radiation or chemo treatments.  lol  There is just way to many new words to learn and I'm not a good speller either. Sound it out, they told me as a kid, ya right, that bit of instruction still haven't caught on for me. You know, the whole "i" before "e" accept after "c" kind of thing. I knew then that didn't work for "either" but all that got me was the corner and a hat that sort of grew on me.  lol



I guess schooling never ends.



I have some more chewing to do on this weeks lessons

Till next time



Sam   aka   chappy 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on October 30, 2009, 09:22:18 PM
Sam, it's good to see you still have your sense of humor! Thoughts and prayers are with you!
AJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 30, 2009, 09:30:08 PM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. We are with you throughout this fight. Praying for your victory!
Mike


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on October 30, 2009, 11:29:10 PM
Chap how are you, it sounds like you had a very busy day. I'm glad your starting to get to the right Doc's that can help you. Hey, tell me about your bike or bikes over the years and some of your favorite rides. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I look forward to reading your post keep them coming my friend.

Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Bubba on October 30, 2009, 11:41:20 PM
Sam still praying for you..... Jo Ann's and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

God Bless,

bubba
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on November 04, 2009, 11:03:29 AM
Good day Chap, how are you. The sun just came out here in Louisville and it got me thinking about you. I know your days have to be long just waiting until your next appointment. But God made us all strong so keep the fight strong like you. Only you know how you feel so sometimes you need to look the Doc's in the eyes and say listen, this is what I want. I know you will get your way, God Bless and keep in touch.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on November 04, 2009, 07:22:34 PM
Howdy folks,
 
Lots has gone on since my last update was sent out.
And I wanted to get back to you all after I had the newest information and the plans that have been laid. Sorry I'm so long winded, I'm really trying to trim it down but there's just so much going on right now.
 
But first, I really what to make a very important point to you all. I'll start by saying Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You all have given to me and added to my strength while I walk down the latest path in my life. Your thought and prayers have helped me and Sue more than I can even imagine. So, let me tell you a couple of the things that has gone on in the past week. Last evening when Sue and I got back from a very long and extremly tiring day at the Boston VA (about a 12 hour day). These last few weeks have been weeks that has sucked at my strength not only physically, mentally and emotionally. But back to what's happened of late. We got home yesterday, it was dark as can be. I didn't really look around much, I just wanted to get in the house, put something in my gut and go to bed.
And that's what I did, so this morning when I got up, Sue said look out the windows, so I did. To my surprize and delight, my whole yard was clean, I was hard pressed to even find a single leaf. I have a pretty big yard, about 1/2 acre of rakeing. No note and no idea as to who did this for me. But Thanks to all that took part from Sue and I.
Next, because the price of fire wood has jumped to $250.00 a cord this year and I burn 3 to 4 cord a year, Sue and I decided that the cost and then reality of all the work that burning wood brings, well, it just isn't a bargin to say the least. We narrowed our idea of a new heat sourse to a LP gas furnance in out cellar, "forced hot air type" or one of those woodstove looking, fake log type LP gas heaters for the living room. Now we've been talking for some time about this heat supply change. Weeks before I found myself on this latest curve ball express. Anyway, we went to our LP gas supplier and asked him to help us with the cost difference between the two. He's been busy, a very hard guy to catch, so I had to call a few times to get a return call. He told me he'd get back soon. So, as time ticked it was soon well within the health issue. He called me last Thursday morning and asked to meet at my house at 12:30, because he wanted some messurements. He showed up, took those messurements and said let's go out to the truck. I thought he was going to write something up for me, but as we got to his truck, He turned and said, "The Lord has been good to me through the years and I think he wants me to share with you..." he then pointed to a brand new LP gas furnance,  he then added, "this furnace is for you and Sue as a gift." It blew my mind, we went inside to tell Sue, She fell into tears. Our LP gas man said, "you guys have been customers of mine a long time and good paying customers." He had no idea of the situation Sue and I are in. This is without a doubt an answered prayer of the silent type.
 
Now, last but not lest, as you all know I went to the Boston VA Hospital for my last hope at a second opinion. I did sort of prepare myself, because I was told that the Dr at Boston wouldn't operate on me either. However, he said he would operate, I won't get into all the risks, but after coming to the knowledge that a body can only get so much radiation and that's it, Well, it seems if all goes well on the Operating Table, then Radiation and Chemo, I will have a better chance for survival and a longer time is a much better chance than just radiation and or chemo alone could provide. Now, are you ready, I'm due for surgery on Nov 12 at 6:00 am. I'll be in the boston VA Hospital for a week or so. The Dr told me that if my heart is damaged, because not only he a Thoractic surgent but he's also a heart surgent. He said it looks like the cancer has damaged my (something )cava. He showed me a model of the chest and pointed to the cava. Wow!! It does look like I should hold onto that one. Anyway, he said "don't worry he could repair it with gortex". It's still a rough road ahead, but now my hopes are based on things going well for a 60% chance of a 5 year survival. That's so much better than the meger months that I had for my hopes just the day before yesterday.  There is so much more I could tell you, like the risks and one very possible risk is that he may open me up and change his mind and simply close me up. There are a few things that will happen as a result of the operation, but, they are small stuff compared to what this ride has been so far. So, I'm not out of the woods yet, so please keep praying for me and my family because I know that your prayers have helped tp turn this around a great amount all ready.
 
Also, it's still looking good for me to get radiation at the local Hospital. If it turnd out that I need rehab, there's a good chance for me to get that closer to home also.
 
Todays visit to the vermont VA hospital went well. The whole team it seems are as pleased as me and Sue. This ride has seemed as though round and round I have gone, and there was no brass ring to grab at all. But now it has a brass ring and I have grabbed ahold of it.
 
Thanks again for all your prayers.
I wish I could write each of you a more personal message to thank you for your willingness to even read about what's going on let alone all words of encouragment, and such heart felt thoughts and especially your prayers.
 
Many thanks to all of you.
Sam  aka  chappy     
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Bubba on November 04, 2009, 10:10:59 PM
Sam you and your family are still in mine and Jo Ann's prayers.
God bless you my friend.

mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on November 05, 2009, 09:11:01 AM
This is a good read Sam. Thoughts and prayers are with you and Sue as you know. Thanks for taking the time to give us an update. Here's a little cautionary tale about rehab   :nervous:  :huepfenlol2:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-_ZywDWRK8
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 05, 2009, 09:25:57 AM
Sam,
God answers prayers in many ways, sometimes thru people and sometimes thru his own hand. Looks like you are receiving
from both. God bless you and yours! We are walking this journey with you thru our prayers.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on November 05, 2009, 09:59:00 AM
Sam, you and Sue are still in our prayers. You mentioned that you were sorry for such long winded responses. Don't be. One of the best therapies you can have is talking about your situation. The best part about doing it here is that there is no one to interrupt you. I think you'd be surprised at how many people's lives you have touched by telling your story. In particular, how other people have been there for you when you needed it most. The gesture of someone anonymously cleaning your yard shows us all that it's the little things in life that mean the most and have the greatest impact. It teaches us all that we can be better people. Keep the updates coming as we need them as much as you do. You're an inspiration to all of us.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on November 05, 2009, 02:24:09 PM
Sam, that is all certainly good news.My prayers are with you during this battle.Have faith in God,yourself and you're Dr. and you will win. KB
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on November 05, 2009, 02:58:12 PM
Sam,

Just found and read thru this entire post. I hope to meet you one day soon as you sound like an incredible human being. I have just prayed for you and will continue to do so.

It was awesome to see God move thru your LP guy!!

God bless you and your family.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on November 05, 2009, 03:07:01 PM
Praying for your victory!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: southtxcruiser on November 05, 2009, 04:18:06 PM
god is listening and even answering u... keep up the fight ... i know he is on your side... my prayers are still with u...
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on November 05, 2009, 07:59:00 PM
Sam, you and Sue are still in our prayers. You're an inspiration to all of us.
......and you are a inspiration to each of us.  thank you.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on November 07, 2009, 02:39:09 AM
Sam and Sue,

I've read and followed along and silently said prayers for the very best for you... I'm very glad things are looking up.

Some of that good karma is coming full circle for you now.. never give up, and things WILL get better!

Aloha...

Rob
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on November 07, 2009, 11:57:50 PM
Sue and I just got a call.
Another couple that goes to Sue's MS support group and us have hit it off pretty good. We have gotten together outside the group funtion for cookouts at the lake. as well as helping each other get back and forth to appointments (oh, so many appointments) our friends are a sort of mirror image to Sue and I. With us it's Sue with MS, with them it's Phil with MS, with us it's me with cancer, with them it's Carin with cancer.
Now with great sadness and great difficulty just to say it, Carin passed today. Sue and I will miss her so much. As you must know Phil is in the valley of grief. It seems that even when we know we have some time, it's still the hardest time to actually get things in order. Just knowing you could have done a better job doesn't null and void all the hoops tha forms that will find their way to Phils door step. What a mess this old world can send your way. Please give a prayer or two for Phil, he's got a paperwork hell to deal with.

Please don't think i'm selfish, but this hit me hard today, it was like shock first day all over again. Here I was thinking, I'll give it my best shot. A wave or two went through me today saying, it doesn't mater, I'm headed for the same fate. Sometimes it shakes right off. Today The shakeing lasted much longer. So now I can say I was shakeing but I'm not shook.
Not seeing much humor right now, but tomorrow is a whole new day
96 hours and 42 minutes I'll be on the table
I'm hopeing for success and the most cancer possible will be removed.
Enough so the radiation and chemo will finish it off.

After all, I still got rubber on my sneakers on the Ultra, and juice in the tank.
I still want to connect the sidecar to my Heritage Springer
hook up the camper and go camping at lest one more time.

But, what do I hear, reality!!! Oh ya, I forgot I have to take the lawn mowing deck of the yard tractor and put the snowblower.

Been riding moto bike since 1964, as I grew so did the bike. Bare bone mostly (less to fix that way).
I'll start with my harleys
first harley 1972 XLCH, things liked to fall off, sometimes me! the Od broke over and over til I didn't replace an guess of miles would have to be "not eneough"),
second Harley 1985 FLT (nice bike for riding, I called it my ugly duckling. 55000 miles)
third Harley 1990 FLHS (this on I customized good job too. 75000 miles)
fourth Harley 1997 FLSTS (birch & Red most fun bike. 69500 miles) Fifth harley 2003 Ultra Classic (has the most extra parts, maybe more than what's on all the other harleys together). (But, The Ultra is by far my favorite to ride distance 86000miles).

I'm hoping I'll be rideing again in the spring.
I'd like the ride to be place to place just to shake the hands that typed this many encourageing posts to me.

I'll be there for at lest 7 days starting on th 12th of November
Not sure if there will be laptop internet hook up or not, I hope there is. I don't even know if I can use my cell phone there.
If I can't write what's up with me I'll hope my wife does.

If you want to drop a card in the snail mail
West Roxbury Veteran's Medical Center
c/o Chaplain Samuel Legasse
1400 VFW Parkway
West Roxbury, MA
                02132
 
Sam   aka   chappy
 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on November 08, 2009, 10:55:24 PM
Sam, still praying for you and keeping you in my daily thoughts. Thought of you when I was at the Charleston (SC) Veteran's Day parade today. Don't remember what branch you were in but remembered you were going to a VA hospital. Then I stopped for fuel and started chatting with this guy who was admiring my bike. He told me he was on his way to the VA hospital for surgery & thought of you again. Keep us posted.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on November 09, 2009, 07:59:37 PM
Hello Family and Friends
 
I just wanted to say:
Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers.
Your thoughts and prayers have done more for me than you may ever know.
 
Sue and I are headed to Boston at the crack of dawn.
We need to fight the traffic going in so I can be on time (10:00 am) for all my pre-op tests. Not sure what will take so long but they told me I will be there for 4 to 5 hours for all the tests to be done.
 
Instead of coming home Tuesday just to turn around and go back again Wednesday, we are going to stay over near the VA West Roxbury hospital. We'll just hang loose on Veterans Day. Sarah and Shaun are coming to Boston on Wednesday to stay also, we're hopeing to get a bite to eat Wednesday evening. We're just going to enjoy a day together before the big Thursday morning of my operation. It will allow us to be at the hospital ER to check in at 06:00 on Thrusday morning a less stressful event. The ride to Boston isn't my favorite thing to do, especially if I have to be there at a certain time 6am and with an empty stomach.
 
Sue will write to let you all know how everything went in surgery. And I'll write as soon as I can. I'm not sure if the Hospital has wifi or not. And I'm not sure how secure my stuff will be there either. So, it might be a while before you hear from me.
 
Thanks again
Dad  aka  Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on November 09, 2009, 08:02:58 PM
Best wishes will continue to be heading east continually.  This seems way too much hassle just to get out of raking your own leaves.  So be strong and continue on.  Good care ahead :2vrolijk_21: .
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on November 09, 2009, 08:08:40 PM
Thoughts and prayers from here too Sam. Will be looking forward to hearing from you. Good luck.

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on November 09, 2009, 08:48:51 PM
All my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. The power of pray has got you this far and now it will give you strength to get through this week. Good Luck my friend and enjoy your Wednesday with Sue.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on November 09, 2009, 09:16:35 PM
Stay strong Sam and we look forward to hearing the good news by the weekend.
AJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Special_Ed on November 10, 2009, 08:18:23 AM
Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family Sam.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on November 10, 2009, 11:32:42 AM
Good luck with the surgery! As before we are all praying for you and your family.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 10, 2009, 11:41:13 AM
Sam,
Enjoy your supper Wednesday evening with your family.
Praying for your sucessful surgery every day.
Your extended family is pulling for you and we will be waiting for updates.
God Bless!
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on November 11, 2009, 09:52:47 AM
best wishes

 :bananarock:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on November 11, 2009, 11:18:47 PM
I know that Sam is having surgery tomorrow and I know that we all wish him well. Now that he is not going to be logged on for a bit I would like to hear from some of you guys that know Sam and Sue. I would think at this point that they could use our help in more ways then one. If we can do something then I'm sure it would ease Sam's mind a little so he can focus on getting better. You can send me a PM or e-mail me on what they need. If you know them please let me know. And Sue if your reading this please know that we care for Sam a great deal and wish him luck. My thoughts and prayers will be with you in the morning. GOD Bless you both.

Your friend
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 12, 2009, 07:11:31 AM
This morning as I am sitting on the back porch, I am thinking of Sam and the surgery he is going through today.
May God be with you Sam and guide the surgical team through this operation.
Prayers sent for you and your family.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on November 12, 2009, 08:06:32 AM
This morning as I am sitting on the back porch, I am thinking of Sam and the surgery he is going through today.
May God be with you Sam and guide the surgical team through this operation.
Prayers sent for you and your family.
Mike

Same here Mikey! May God be with you today Sam & Sue.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: sadunbar on November 12, 2009, 08:16:48 AM
Here is to wishing Sam the best possible outcome from today's surgery....  Best wishes and God Bless....
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Hoist! on November 12, 2009, 08:41:26 AM
Best of luck to ya today Sam! My thoughts are with you!!!

Hoist! :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on November 12, 2009, 08:48:00 AM
Good luck Sam. Your in my prayers.

JW
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Beemer on November 12, 2009, 09:52:06 AM
Well, It's been many years since this crusty old retired Air Force Chief said an honest to goodness prayer...maybe never.  But Sam, I said one for you today.  I was surprised I knew all the words!

Jeez, it just occurred to me...I hope God didn't faint from the shock of hearing from me!  He needs to be on his toes this morning.

God bless,
Dan & Mia
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on November 12, 2009, 11:29:50 AM
Sam, praying for you today! Hope it's a success. You have touched the lives of many people here and we're all hoping for the best possible outcome.
AJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on November 12, 2009, 11:35:41 AM
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today Sam,  Your God be with you and the opperating team.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on November 12, 2009, 02:18:15 PM
I know that Sam is having surgery tomorrow and I know that we all wish him well. Now that he is not going to be logged on for a bit I would like to hear from some of you guys that know Sam and Sue. I would think at this point that they could use our help in more ways then one. If we can do something then I'm sure it would ease Sam's mind a little so he can focus on getting better. You can send me a PM or e-mail me on what they need. If you know them please let me know. And Sue if your reading this please know that we care for Sam a great deal and wish him luck. My thoughts and prayers will be with you in the morning. GOD Bless you both.

Your friend
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on November 14, 2009, 01:25:39 AM
Does anyone Sue so we can get a update on sam.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: lv2ride56 on November 14, 2009, 07:58:38 PM
Hope you can find some damn good Progressive shocks for "the rough road ahead". Please keep us posted whenever you feel up to it and know that all of our prayers are with you.
Ride when/if you can. It's could therapy.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on November 17, 2009, 03:49:44 PM
Has anyone heard how Sam is?  KB
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 17, 2009, 04:46:16 PM
Still waiting, haven't heard a thiing. I hope and pray that everything went well.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Screamin on November 17, 2009, 04:57:21 PM
Just thinking of Sam and hoping all went well.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on November 17, 2009, 06:55:17 PM
Just thinking of Sam and hoping all went well.
Me too. I was hoping that Sue would post for us. But I going to continue to pray extra hard.

Chris  :)
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Steep on November 18, 2009, 07:17:20 PM
WOW! What a thread............

Sam, you are an inspiration. We almost lost my Dad this summer, but he is a tough ole bird and fought his way back from the brink. One thing that inspired me most about him was/is his sense of humor and it really helped him and the family. Your candidness and strong spirit are remarkable and I hope and pray that you are recovering and getting good news as we wait to hear from you.

Godspeed,

Steep
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: OhioDave on November 18, 2009, 07:27:25 PM
Waitin and prayin......
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 19, 2009, 06:42:28 AM
Waitin and prayin......

Dave
Your not alone on the waitin and prayin...
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: amigo Jorge on November 19, 2009, 10:40:18 AM
Mi amigo Sam......just read this thread...My prayers are with you and hoping you get well soon  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on November 19, 2009, 02:14:15 PM
Update on Sam's (chappy) surgery;
 
Hello Family and Friends
Today is Nov, 19th. One week to the day since I was opened up.
Now, are you ready for this?? I'm home!!
Sue's brother Kenyy drove Sue and I home yesterterday. We gor here about 2:30 pm. A friend Iron Mike from Epsom was here waiting to give Kenny a ride but we were able to visit for a few minutes before they left. I was good to visit with Kenny and Mike, but, to tell you the truth I was beat and it didn't take me long after they left before I was in my own bed. AHHHHHHH!! It felt so good.

I can't say thank you enough for all your thoughts and prayers. I am so blessed to have a family and friends like you all. This is the first time I'm at the computer and I have made about 6 calls on the phone. I'm sure I will get to it a little moe each day day as I gain my strength back. And as I do I will continue to keep you in the loop.

I go to the Vermont VA hospital on Monday to see my Oncoligist. I will get a little more info on the pathology lab results then, but the full results will take many days if not weeks to complete. I also have an appointment for with the surgent on Dec 1 as a followup and a day to set the plan of attack against the cancer that remains in my chest. We knew that he couldn't get it all, but we are so happy that he got as much as he did. I'm happy that I was able to get released from the hospital a couple days before the original plan set for Fri the 20th. Because of the size of the biggest tumor it was even brought up more than a couple times that I may have to stay a couple extra days. My heart had been under such a load due to the size of the large tumor that after I was stitched back up my heart grew some wings and wanted to fly. Freedom is a wonderful thing !!  But, or So, I have to take a pill 3 times a day just just to slow my heart down so it will beat at a normal pace. I guess 130 a minute is a bit much.

Until I post again
Dad, Sam, chappy
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Post by: miker on November 19, 2009, 02:16:06 PM
Woo!  Great to hear~~  !  :drink: :drink:
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Post by: spydglide on November 19, 2009, 02:21:26 PM
That's great news to hear from you directly also, Chappy.  We'll continue to send our prayers your way. Now, rest and get strong.  ;) spyder
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 19, 2009, 02:37:10 PM
Sam,
This is wonderful news! We have all been wondering how you faired with the surgery and prayed for the best.
Glad to hear that you are home and resting. Keep up the positive attitude and keep us informed. I think we all have plenty to be thankful for this Thanksgiving.
Mike
 :drink:



Yes, now I will add the  :drink: back to my signature.
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Post by: Black Diamond on November 19, 2009, 02:43:39 PM
Great to hear from you. You remain in my prayers

JW
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Post by: Fired00d on November 19, 2009, 02:45:26 PM
That's great news to hear from you directly also, Chappy.  We'll continue to send our prayers your way. Now, rest and get strong.  ;) spyder
Ditto!!! :2vrolijk_21:

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: Twolanerider on November 19, 2009, 02:48:05 PM
Been waiting for that post.  So pleased to read you're back home.
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Post by: Talon on November 19, 2009, 02:48:49 PM
Glad top hear your doing so well, get plenty of rest and stay strong!  :2vrolijk_21:

Craig
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Post by: Screamin on November 19, 2009, 07:21:56 PM
So happy that you're home and able to update us Sam. We continue to pray for your rapid recovery.  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: sadunbar on November 19, 2009, 07:27:00 PM
That's great news to hear from you directly also, Chappy.  We'll continue to send our prayers your way. Now, rest and get strong.  ;) spyder

 :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: DICKW on November 19, 2009, 07:29:21 PM
Glad to hear your back in your own bed....... I hope all goes well in the near future and beyond.

Thanks for taking the time to post, we were all getting anxious.
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Post by: southtxcruiser on November 19, 2009, 10:18:37 PM
good to hear u are home and relaxing ...rest up and we will keep the prayers going... :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Special_Ed on November 19, 2009, 10:19:52 PM
Sam,
So glad to hear your home, thoughts and prayers continue for you and your family.

Take care,
Ed

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Post by: Bubba on November 19, 2009, 11:23:21 PM
Sam It's soooooooo nice that you made it home WoW what GREAT news!
I'll keep you in my prayers my friend.
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Post by: hard10 on November 20, 2009, 04:03:14 AM
Sam, I've been out of town for the last week but have been think of you almost daily. I'm happy to hear that you're resting well in your own bed! Keep the updates coming as we need them as much as you do.

AJ
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Post by: NVTHIS on November 20, 2009, 10:33:37 AM
Chap, thank you for let us know that your home and safe. I know it's been a tough road so far but getting home and sleeping in your own bed sounds good. I have been thinking about you and Sue everyday and I will continue to send prayers your way. Have a great day my friend

Chris
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Post by: amigo Jorge on November 20, 2009, 10:39:19 AM
Great mi amigo Sam......you will be riding soon!!
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Post by: ccr on November 20, 2009, 01:18:14 PM
Nothing better than sleeping in your own bed at your own home. Great news! Rest, get strong and keep fighting.
We'll keep asking for great things to come your way in all our own ways. 
 ;)
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Post by: Robmay on November 22, 2009, 11:56:09 AM
CHAPPY!!!! That is SO AWESOME to hear!! I will continue to keep you, your family and doctors in my prayers!

  :pineapple:  :pepper:  :apple: :carrot:  :jalapeno:  :cucumber:  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: kb on November 23, 2009, 08:53:52 AM
Sam,There is no place like home. Enjoy it and have a wonderful Thanksgiving. kb
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Post by: chappy on November 23, 2009, 08:37:28 PM
To my wonderful family and family of friends at CVOHARLEY
 
Just an update to keep you in the loop.
 
This past Friday my new furnuce was installed. What a difference it has made. My home is warm in just a couple moments and it stays within a few degrees until I change the thermostat. I don't mind NOT hauling the wood and NOT stocking the old wood stove already.
 
The pain from the surgery is already less than the pain I experienced before the operation. That is of course if I don't reach in a way that I shouldn't or roll in bed the wrong way. For right now, I'm not supposed to lift anything over the weight of a gallon of milk. I didn't think that could be right until I tried, Yup, a gallon of milk is a good cut off point. But bending over to pick up a coin has changed a bit for me too. I don't really care about 2 bits anymore, at lest for now. lol
 
I have no way to shut off my car or truck airbag so I can't drive for a few weeks and I really don't like riding in the back seat but for now that's the weay it goes. It sure beats the outcome of an airbag deployment. My Doc said it would be a disaster, I think he might know what he's talking about.
 
My son Shaun came today to bring me to the Dr's appointment and will bring me to another one tomorrow. Shaun drives, Sue rides in the front passenger seat and I ride in the back all by myself. I now understand why kids always ask, "are we there yet?" The back seat just makes it seem a much lomger ride.
 
Today, my Oncologist, Sue and I went over more of the available pathology report. I recieved the confirmation that some things has changed, some for the better, some not. Here's some of the good news. First, it was good that the Surgent didn't just close me back up after looking inside. Next, I'm also thankful that he was able to get as much of the cancer that he did. Some areas that went better than first hoped for was the removal of as much of the largest tumor around my aorta and vena cava veins. Another area that went well was around my trachea. So it seems I may continue to bored folks to death with my piles of useless information.  LOL  I have a friend that fondly referers to me as Clff, as in Cliff from the show Cheers. The worse I have had with talking is some horseness when I an approching or am tired. Now, tired seems to come early and heavy and a nap seems to be just what the Dr ordered, No really, he ordered that.  lol
 
The cancer in my right lung, he thinks he got it all, the cancer in the back of my chest and along the chest wall, he got most of it. The cancer in my left lung will wait for radiation as will the rest of the residual cancer. There is some cancer that he refered to as floaters, kindof the stuff that got away while the cutting was going on. I'm told that's where the chemotheapy comes in. I knew going into this that the operation wouldn't get it all, but I am glad for the amount that was removed.
 
Now for one piece of bad news. The Thymoma Cancer of the Thymus wasn't what it turned out to be. What was found is still cancer of the thymus, however, the type I have is Thymic Carcinoma. It turns out to be much more agressive, faster spreading, has a very high recurrent rate, more difficult to destroy and has a much lower survival rate. All things the same the rates would drop from the first hopeful 60% over 5 years with Thymoma to 13 % over 5 years with Thymic Carcinoma. But, I'm still in this for the long haul and if I continue to heal at my current pace I should be able to start radiation within a couple to 3 weeks from now. About a week earlier than first hoped for. It's felt that Chemo couldn't start for another couple weeks after the radiation starts.
 
It is looking better after today for me to recieve the radiation at Dartmouth Medical Center. That's what Sue and I have been waiting for, it has yet to be confirmed, but, as I said, it's looking better today that it did even last Friday. Last Friday id when Boston VA hospital called and said that the Vermont VA didn't know what they were talking about.
 
Thank you for all your continued thoughts and prayers
All the Doc.s have told me I look to be doing much better than they thought I would at this point. I believe it's because of all of you thanks again
 
sincerely yours
Dad,  Sam,  chappy
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Post by: Black Diamond on November 23, 2009, 08:42:26 PM
Sam

Prayer sent, and will be. Stay strong. Hoping only the best for you and your family!

JW
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on November 23, 2009, 08:50:02 PM
Thanks for the update Sam. You, Sue and your family have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Thoughts and prayers from here as well my friend.

Howie
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Post by: southtxcruiser on November 23, 2009, 08:58:24 PM
u are a inspiration to everyone on here ..... keep up the fight .... god bless and keep praying with us
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Post by: sadunbar on November 23, 2009, 10:03:45 PM
Thanks for the update.....  Seems as though you are doing very well in all respects.  We will be praying for your continued perseverance and improvements... One day at a time...  :2vrolijk_21:  God Bless...
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 23, 2009, 10:21:10 PM
I was thinking of you today as I do every day, and low and behold you come through with an update.
I thank God every day for answering our prayers and blessing your recovery.
Will continue to pray for your complete recovery, and look to meet you on the road in the future.
God Bless!
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: hard10 on November 24, 2009, 02:16:44 AM
Sam, thanks for the needed update. You've got a lot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving! How about a family picture?
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Post by: NVTHIS on November 24, 2009, 02:58:23 AM
Sam, thanks for the needed update. You've got a lot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving! How about a family picture?
Sam, hard10 is right. Family picture is requested to be posted this week. And we don't want you taking the pic. LOL  :daisy:
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on November 24, 2009, 04:32:29 AM
Sam, thank you so much for the updae, your positive upbeat spirit is an inspiration to us all...

Many prayers to you and Sue and the rest of your family...

I look forward to each of your updates...

Rob

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Post by: chappy on November 24, 2009, 05:17:47 PM
This just in!!
It's not a complete family photo, but it's a scan of the newest members to my line. My son Shaun and his wife Amy are giving me and Sue our newest grandchildren. Twins are cool because Sue is an identical twin as was my mother. We have been waiting for twins quietly for some time now. Due date is late May early June. Not sure of sex or if identical yet but hopfully will know by next ultrascan.

I hope the scan of the twins is clear enough to see.

Just another reason to be thankful.
Sam  aka  chappy(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f67/limozn/Amyspictures-1.jpg?t=1259101022)
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Post by: DICKW on November 24, 2009, 05:45:10 PM
Congratulations............... we'll be watching.   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Fired00d on November 24, 2009, 06:00:39 PM
This just in!!
It's not a complete family photo, but it's a scan of the newest members to my line. My son Shaun and his wife Amy are giving me and Sue our newest grandchildren. Twins are cool because Sue is an identical twin as was my mother. We have been waiting for twins quietly for some time now. Due date is late May early June. Not sure of sex or if identical yet but hopfully will know by next ultrascan.

I hope the scan of the twins is clear enough to see.

Just another reason to be thankful.
Sam  aka  chappy(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f67/limozn/Amyspictures-1.jpg?t=1259101022)
Congratulations Sam that is awesome!!!!!!!

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: spydglide on November 24, 2009, 06:03:09 PM
 :2vrolijk_21:   :2vrolijk_21:   spyder
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Post by: Screamin on November 24, 2009, 06:52:02 PM
Sooo cool Sam. Congrats and best wishes for them.
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on November 24, 2009, 07:46:17 PM
A lot to be thankful for Sam  :2vrolijk_21: Congratulations and Happy Thanksgiving!!!!
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Post by: NVTHIS on November 24, 2009, 09:31:25 PM
Chap that is great, I am very happy for your entire family. Another great reason to give THANKS this time of year. Grandkids I know that I will have some one day.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 24, 2009, 10:31:09 PM
Congratulations Sue and Sam!
We know the joy of grandchildren very well, Susie and I have 7 grandsons and 1 granddaughter. Also, 1 great granddaughter.
Very nice Thanksgiving present We will look forward to the twins updates with much anticipation.
Shaun and Amy sure know how to lift your spirits.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 01, 2009, 07:25:03 AM
Sam,
As I sit on the back porch drinking my coffee, I;m thinking of you and hope and pray you are doing better.
Just want you to know that even if we don't post daily, you are in our mind and prayers.
Hope you and your's had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Mike
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Post by: NVTHIS on December 01, 2009, 12:15:07 PM
Chap just checking in on you to see how your feeling. I hope you and Sue had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Talk to you soon my friend.

Chris  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: hard10 on December 02, 2009, 01:18:52 AM
I saw the pictures and thought someone had spiked my Diet Pepsi! Seeing double again.  ;D. My younger sisters are fraternal twins though most would never know looking at them, they look almost identical. Sam, this is obviously a gift. Enjoy it for all it's worth! Still thinking and praying for you daily.
AJ
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Post by: chappy on December 03, 2009, 12:30:49 PM
To my family and my friends.

Howdy folks,

Sorry it took a little longer to get back to you this time around.

I was doing so good two days before Thanksgiving I hardly could believe it. And I must say, I was beginng to think this operation recovery was going to be a breeze.

Then the day before Thanksgiving hit. Wow, I'm not sure that I have ever felt such fatigue in all my life. And, yup, I have been fatigued before for various reasons. I would have a good long sleep and could shake it off pretty good. But, I guess that was then and this is now. I will shake this fatigue as soon as I am able.

I need to be all I can when I start radiation treatment and it looks like that's next Tuesday 12/08/09. Still not sure what the date will be to start chemo, but it will be sometime after I start radiation.



Good news, the Veterans Medical Administration has approved the "FEE BASIS", so it all a "GO" for me to recieve radiation at the Dartmouth Hitchcock Hospital. What a relief. I can only imagine how long the ride would seen back and forth to Boston or Albany, NY 5 days a week for 8 weeks. And to top it off I would still have to go to the WRJ Vermont VA Hospital for chemo treatments. But now, easy goes it, the Vermont VA Hopital and Dartmouth Hitchcock Hospital are only about 10 minutes apart from each other and both are abot 40 minutes from my home.



I stated in an earlier post how glad I was that my cancer was a type that didn't spread from 1 generation to the next. And it is pretty much the case, however, since the surgery and all the pathology lad work, it turned out that I didn't have Thymoma a type of cancer of the Thymus. The Thymus cancer I have is called Thymic Carsinoma. It's a nastyier beast with bigger teeth and among some of it's uglier traits it also has the ability to spread to next generations through a predisposed gene. So, I have an appointment (also at Hitchcock Hospital) to find that gene and see if I have it, if yes, then my kids get checked, if yes for them than my grandkids get checked and so on untill it checks negitve for my posterity. As I recall if it checks as yes a yearly chest X-ray will be the safety net to catch any ativity of thymus cancer, and hopefully in it's very early stage. At least the safety net is a painless quick and simple tell for the followup for my kids, and that's only if I have the gene. I'm hopeing that I don't have the gene. Other than the gene, the Doc's all say that they just don't know where Thymic Carsinoma comes from or what causes it. I must have watched to many science fictions in my life, I can't seem to understand why there is such questions in the medical field. But then again, I pretty much live in the world where repair you need to do is at the Harley shop, Auto shop, Home Depot or Wal-Mart. lol



I had my Surgery check-up on 12/01/09, had all the stitched removed and a general once over. My 3 extra belly bottons where the chest tubes came out don't look so much like belly buttons anymore. Now they look more like a squirrel bit me real hard in 3 places before it got away. lol  The big scar is looks to be healing good but I have lots of numbness on my right brest area. The Doc said it will come back. I also have a severe pain on my right lower ribcage from my frentic nerve (part of the diaphram). When it acts up it's very hard to breathe in and I loose a few points on the stupid suck air in gadget. I stopped taking pain meds the other day, but last night I took one and "wow" I sleep a little better once I fell asleep. I guess I take them for a few more days now and stop again latter. I really do enjoy a full night of sleep, or at least 4 hours worth of shuteye. lol



My right lower lung, where I had a wedge removed is doing good and with all the hacking and wacking that went on in my chest, all and all it feels pretty good. My chest musles and sternum and ribs that were cut are still pretty sore. Especially when I cough, sneeze or even yawn. I still have a hard time reaching up for anything so once I get it, I leave it down. lol  I still bring up some phlegm several times a day, the good news is it's getting less painful, easier, less frequent and it's clear.



This past Monday a friend, Kevin, brought me and Sue for the ride to see the Surgent in boston. A little over 3 hours there, poor Kevin rode about an hour just to get to my house first. (THANKS AGAIN KEVIN!!) The way home seemed much longer because we stopped for a bite to eat. I think I slept a little on the way home. A song that comes to mind every time I go to Boston or other big cities is, "Thank God I'm A Country Boy" . I was good to get home. Since then I have had a hard time even gettin out of bed or the recliner. I'm just so tired and week. I need to get my bitt in gear and walk til I drop, well, maybe not drop, but more like a controled landing into an easy chair or bed maybe. lol



That's all I can seen to remember right now, but I'll check in again soon.



thanks again for all your thought and prayers



Dad,  Sam,  chappy

PS:  the twins and Mama are doing good!!

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Post by: Talon on December 03, 2009, 12:47:22 PM
Good luck Sam, stay strong! Our prayers are with you and your family.  :2vrolijk_21:

Craig
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Post by: DICKW on December 03, 2009, 01:25:03 PM
Sounds like a bit of a struggle, also sounds like your staying positive....good for you.

Stay strong Chappy.
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Post by: NVTHIS on December 03, 2009, 01:58:02 PM
Chap I'm so happy that everything worked out with the VA. Now you can spend less time in the car and more time at home getting rest like you need. Stay strong my friend. Sending prayers you way.

Chris
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Post by: Fired00d on December 03, 2009, 02:37:07 PM
Chappy,
So good to hear from you and thanks for the progress report. I pray for your continued healing and full recovery... you are an inspiration to us all your courage and spirit is remarkable.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: spydglide on December 03, 2009, 06:50:44 PM
Chappy, I'm pulling hard for ya man!  You're truly a inspiration to me and I'm sure all the others that read your accounts.  You write with such dry wit and acute truthfulness that I'm just in awe of how strongly you're holding up thru all this.  Keep on keepin' on!  And we'll be sending the positive vibes your way on a regular basis.  :) :2vrolijk_21: spyder
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Post by: southtxcruiser on December 03, 2009, 10:33:22 PM
great news..... keep up the fight and the postive attitude... :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 04, 2009, 07:17:01 AM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. Get plenty of rest and don't overdo it, recovery takes time. Every morning as I sit on my porch
drinking my coffee, I think of you and wish I had a magic wand to wave and your recovery would be complete. Well I do have that wand and it's called prayer, it just takes a little while for the results to be seen and felt.
Praying for you daily, and I as well as everyone else here look forward to your updates and the day we get to ride together.
God Bless!
Mike
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Post by: chappy on December 09, 2009, 03:52:21 PM
part 1  (sorry, a bit to long for one post, part 2 follows)

Hello Family and Friends at CVO
Thanks again for all your uplifting words, thoughs and prayers
 
Finally, yesterday, I had my radiation appointment. It was two days before the 4 week aniversary of my surgery.
 
Even though it turned out to be what has become the norm for Sue and I, we went fully believing that the next step into my battle with thymic carcinoma cancer was finally going to be engaged yesterday. Though it has been a very odd chain of events that has lead me down this rough and bummpy road this so far. I tried hard to maintain a positive outlook and to be rested for this part of the fight and onward. However, the Radiation Doc said in a nut shell. Because my cancer is stage 4a,  very aggressive, and hard to kill, they won't give me radiation because the remaining cancer needs  (g-ry 60) radiation 5 days a week for 8 weeks to maybe kill my cancer, but the tumor and the marginal area of cancer and healthy parts and pieces that remain after the bulk of the tumor was removed surgically must be zapped as well to even have the hope that all the cancer would be toasted. That would be the point in this fight where radiation and chemo treatment would over lap and help each to win the battle for me.
 
Unfortunately for me I won't experience that battlefield, because my heart can only withstand a level of about 15 to 20 of those G-ry radiation mesurements without permanent damage to the healty tissue of my heart, and the area of my esophagus also needs 60 G-ry radiation and is more than it could recieve and still allow me to swallow and other normal uses. Another area that cannot recieve the 60 G-ry radiation is my spinal cord at the L9 area, it can only withstand about 15 to 20 as well, otherwise the damage to heathy parts (mainly my heart, my esophagus and my spinal cord) and the consequences out weigh the good that could be hoped for. The damage to my heart would most likely cause my otherwise heathy heart to have serious problems just pumping my blood at proper pressure, beats per minute, proper rhythm and even up to stroke and heart attacks could be the result of the radiation treatments. The damage to my esophagus would affect my ability to swallow and all the problems that that could add. The spinal cord damage would likely paralyze me from (L9) my chest down if the treatments went as planned. The problems that that could and or would cause is to many to list, just know this, I have a living will that was written long before my surgery and I made it clear then that I really didn't much favor the way of life that much of the possible outcome could give me if I followed through with the radiation treatment or chemo as presented to me yesterday. Now, put that together with the reality that those are only 3 of the areas that the cancer margin involves my vital organs or parts that make life normal. Now add, my left lung still has a tumor that hasn't been touched yet. That lung tumor wasn't done because of the difficulty it would have been during the surgery. The Doc yesterday spoke of another surgery now to remove the right lung tumor. I'm not keen on that idea now that I have learned all this other news cuncerning my survival statistics.  The margin area around largest tumor that ended up messureing 19 X 15 X 9cm roughly 7 1/2" X  6" X 3 1/2" is pretty big. What I was told is this, "The surgery was a task of taking the jelly out of a jelly donut and still have a donut when that was done, the radiations task is to remove all the jelly that was left behind as well as the margin that includes all the donut parts that have any jelly mixed in plus a little more dough of the donut to be as sure as you can be that you get all the jelly (cells), then the chemo would attack and kill everything in me with a messured dose and timeline to allow my heathy cells to rebound while the cancer cells wouldn't have time to rebound before the next chemo treatment, inching toward the point of overcoming the cancer. I was told that that could take months of treatments."
 
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Post by: chappy on December 09, 2009, 03:52:57 PM
Part 2 of 2

That was the plan, but so goes the roller coaster ride, or yoyo or how ever it would best be put. This is really a curve in the rough road ahead that I hadn't considered, let alone given any preperation for this posibility of outcome. Now, there's still the other tumor in my right lung and the area around and all the remaining parts and pieces of the tumors that were removed during surgery. Honestly, I'm a bit puzzled why this result was never mentioned to me before I had the surgery. At my Dec 1st appointment at the Boston VA hospital I asked the surgeon if he would still have done the surgery knowing the outcome as far as the type of Thymus Cancer diagnosis being changed from Thymoma to Thimic Carcinoma, he said "YES" because it did in fact add time for me to enjoy my life longer. For that I am thankful, and as I have though on that point I have decided that it would be like asking me if the motorcycle ride I rode to point B would STILL have been ridden if I had known that it was going to be a pounding rain for 500 miles of the 2000 mile the roadtrip. Those of you that know me also know the answer to that question. Rain or not, I would be thankful for the ride, wet or dry, still have stories to be told while rocking in the chair on the porch.  
 
Now for the chemo portion of this puzzle, I was told that as good as chemo can pack a punch aginst cancer, with or without radiation,  it just isn't strong enough to help in my case. All it would do in the long run is make me sick while I wait for that day. It all comes down to quality v quanity. Very strange how different it is with only one letter changed in a word, the "L" and the "N". Quality  or Quanity,  that's really the question. And simple too!
 
It seems that I'm on my own now, Although the RN coordinator of my cancer team ( a real go getter, I glad she's on my team) told me yesterday that there is still folks on the team that will help me through all the stages that remain for me. "in triplicate of course" lol  Got to love the VA system  lol   thanks Lin
 
I'll send another update soon because I have lots of Doc's and Nurses to talk to in the nexts few days and weeks. As from the beginning, things can and have changed many times over and I expect things will change again. So, I choose to take your advice and hang in there.
 
until then
Dad   Sam  chappy
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Post by: martys on December 09, 2009, 04:23:42 PM
God Bless You Chappy,  Your a strong strong man.

Marty
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Post by: GregKhougaz on December 09, 2009, 04:30:22 PM
Chappy,  Amazing you can even sit and type the story!  That's quite an inspiration. 

Our thoughts and prayers are with you this Christmas Season! 
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Post by: spydglide on December 09, 2009, 04:36:11 PM
Sam, I'm praying for you and your family.  You are a inspiration to me and others that you are sharing this part of your life with and we're right here pulling hard for ya, bro.  :2vrolijk_21: spyder
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Post by: Fired00d on December 09, 2009, 05:37:49 PM
Sam I continue to pray for you and your family.... this fight ain't over. I thank you for sharing your fight with us as it has truly been a blessing. Your determination and positive attitude has been an inspiration. God Bless.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: southtxcruiser on December 09, 2009, 06:00:20 PM
what courage to just be able to write that ... your a inspiration to all of us... keep praying with us and the next change will be good..
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on December 09, 2009, 06:55:37 PM
Sam, not sure what to say other than "Thank you". Your honesty is an inspiration. I'm not sure who is benefiting more by your telling of your story, you for having someone to talk to or us for being there to listen. Know that we are here and will be for you. God bless you and your family.
AJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on December 09, 2009, 09:10:58 PM
Hello Chap, you maybe the strongest man that I have ever known. Just your shear will to keep fighting is a inspiration to us all. Just like Jimmy V says "Never Give Up, Never Ever Give Up". We are here for you as you are here for us. Chap, your CVO family is hanging strong for you and we will continue to pray for you and you family. GOD Bless you and Sue.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on December 09, 2009, 09:41:41 PM
Sam, you're a braver man than I am having the ability to sit and pour this out with the courage and calm you do.  I'm a selfish bastard.  It's rare I do something "for" anyone else or with them really in mind.  Come spring, or whenever the weather allows before then, I'm riding for you man. 

Not "in honor" of or "in memory" of.  Just riding with a brave brother in my heart and along for the ride and to write the stories of the ride back to when I get home.  Because you'll still be here to read them :2vrolijk_21: .
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hdbrad03 on December 10, 2009, 02:50:12 AM
Sam  I want to thank you for sharing your journey. My Father-n-law is on his own Cancer Journey. He is fighting Cancer of both lungs. He has been on Chemo for over a year which has played a large toll on his quality of life. We visited him 3 weeks ago to get his house in order for the winter. He was very much down and gave us the impression his fight was over. Come to find out after his most recent PET(??) Scan they claim the cancer has been defeated. He will receive 2 more Chemo treatments to make sure all cells are destroyed. Now we hope his strength will return!

So Sam never give up as my father-n-law was just about to do. There is alway hope and the will of higher beings than us. I greatly stand up an applaud you for your courage and continued outpouring of information. Our prayers will always be there for you and you family.


 :bananarock: :bananarock:
       Brad
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 10, 2009, 08:42:01 AM
Sam,
Your strength and courage is an inspiration to us all. I continue to pray for you and your family.
Please know that your CVO family is in on this fight and will not give up. Although the road is bumpy and full of unknowns, we ride with you on this journey.
Love to you and your's,
Mike


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Aussie1 on December 10, 2009, 07:04:33 PM
Hi Sam and Sue. I am only brand new to the site and have just read about your journey. You truly are an inspiration to all (even way over here in Oz). As they say 'where there is will there is hope' and your will continues to be the stongest i've heard of. So keep hanging in there. Our thoughts are with you.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: AZ SESG on December 10, 2009, 10:56:50 PM
Hello Sam,
  Your story combined with the ability to genuinely share it are far more valuable than all of the other, "things," we may possess.

  Please know, from our family to yours, we are praying for your continued strength and the invincible spirit you so powerfully demonstrate.

  As I've heard Lou Holtz say, "Life is ten percent what happens to you and ninety percent how you respond to it."

  There are no gauges for willpower; no statistics for determination; no pie-charts for resolve. Keep on keeping on!

Best regards,
Charlie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on December 14, 2009, 05:28:41 PM
Hello Sam just checking to see how your doing today. I hope you are able to stay warm, it's been cold here in Louisville. Take care and hope to hear from you soon.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on December 16, 2009, 07:10:29 PM
Sorry to here of your bad news. In a short time I have figured out this is a great place to air what ever is on your mind.  A great group of people here to listen and help when they can.

I will keep you in my prayers. Be strong and take care.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: XCESS on December 16, 2009, 09:43:32 PM
Hi Sam and Sue, I am not  very active on this site. I just came across your journey. I am most impressed with your story and your wit. obviously you are a person that touches people without even  knowing it. You have a tremendous appetite  for life and it seems like you are a true biker. regardless of what this disease  has done I believe you always  had a big heart! LOL. 5 years ago last friday I suffered a massive  heart attack. I had a blood clot in the  main artery. they call this the WidowMaker. Most people  don't survive when it happens. the surgeon who was about to do the bypass surgery  on me  was going  over my chart and looked at me  and said'there must be something wrong here. your occupation is showing as  a Banker. I didn't think bankers had a heart!!!!!!!'. He actually said this. He also told me that  the 4 other surgeons  chose not to operate on me as I was not expected to make it thru surgery. he said he saw on my report I rode harleys and felt that as a biker I would want to be around next summer to enjoy another riding season and therefore I must have the will to live so he was up for it if i was. He was right. 5 years later and 125,000 km, I'm still going strong.keep the will to live  my friend. sam and Sue, all the best to both of you and your family.I hope that perhaps some day  riding  thru new england i can stop and saw hello. take care of each other and god bless.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on December 18, 2009, 03:16:36 PM
To my Family and Friends at CVO,
 
I am amazed how quickly this year seeks the New Year ahead. And yet, it's so strange that the path Sue and I are walking has developed a skip or a loop that keeps bringing us back to the fork in the road that started this bumpier path we find our selves on now. It's been a little bit of time since my last update, sorry, but the truth is, I've been holding out for better news. Oh well, so goes the wait. This busy old world really is a hard place to (learn to) wait. I've always been a, (as I put it, A Spaz-o-matic) kind of, Let's get it done, Let's Go, or at least, Making the Plans for the Next Road Trip. It's so different now, I only seem to have plans for the days that contain Doctors appointments, or Lab Tests, or some kind of scan or another. My last few appointments have been in the Oncology, Chemo-Therapy or Radiation Department. As I sit there and wait, I notice all the new faces that are my fellow waiting room adventurers. Many of those folks that are a perfect mixture of race, creed, color and age show their own kind or type of battle scars and wounds that they have endured during their own private war against their own private enemy. Some show that they are new on the roster and are now up for the battle that lies more ahead than behind. All seem so quiet and still, some have companions and some alone. All clearly show by the brightness of their eyes that they are alive still and nothing less than who they are and have been since the start of their battles. Some are reading, but not books or periodicals, mostly their own clinical paperwork or reports. Nearly none look around at others and nearly no eye contact one to another. On those brief eye to eye, the look away is the only thing that goes fast in this waiting mode that I'm sure is at time is as big an enemy as the beast we all fight. What I have been brought to and yet still only understand slightly is that during the hour to hour and a half that I've spent in this type waiting room in my past 3 visits, is that every chair is full and as one person is called that chair is in turn filled again by another example of the suffering that goes on every minute of every day in every such waiting room. This war is much wider than I every really knew. And like any war, there is those that are KIA's (killed in action), MIA's (missing in action), POW's (prisoners of war) and also Those that make it home have their variations as well. Of those that make it home, some show or not the scars, wounds and disabilities they continue to endure while they wait for follow up appointments to see if life has given them a pass until the anticipation of the next check up builds it's pressure for the waiting for those results of the newest tests that were scheduled. The hope is for good news or at least better news. For some it is better news and there are those that have to start all over or the news isn't even that good, but rather the news comes that there is nothing more that can be done. But still, there are those that are told that they have won the war and a cure has been achieved, Oh happy days!! But wouldn't know, this old world won't let you enjoy those days fully either, it seems that with the best of news comes a nagging fact that have been given the name, (Survival Guilt).
 
I am still waiting for the Vermont VA Hospital appointment with the Chemo department, I'll know on the 29Th of this month if the VA has a different verdict for me as far as chemo goes. For now it's still to early to know just where I'll be in this lineup. But at this point with the re-hashing that the Tumor Board did with my case this last Tuesday it doesn't look as though I will have any changing news any time soon. As it turns out that Tumor Board is with the same group of specialists that said that they wouldn't operate on me. So, with that in mind, I can still have hope that when the Boston VA Hospital finally calls with an appoint for me to see their Radiation Department I might have a different outcome than the Hitchcock Hospital had to offer, which is really no offer at all. If the offers are different, I'll have to ask how it could be, and what is it based on, something new or the same stats that have been shown to me right along? The truth that I have to understand is that my cancer Thymic Carcinoma is so rare that there really isn't any test book charts to refer to or follow. In fact, all the statistics are based on a 29 person study done on 29 people with Thymus Cancer. Thymus Cancer has 2 types of cancer, Thynoma and Thy mic Carcinoma. In America there is only 500 to 700 people a year that get Thymus Cancer and of those only 1% get Thymic Carcinoma. That really means that I should have bought a PowerBall ticket the same day I was diaognosed.  lol
 
I asked a simple question of the many specialists that I have seen in the past several weeks. None would give me and answer. My simple question was; When or where is the line crossed from simply being depressed after recieving depessing news such as my diaognosis, and that sinple feeling of being depressed has stepped into the level of full depression? Well, finally I was given an answer. LOL, Now, I said I was finally given an answer, I'm not sure at all that it is "THE" answer. LOL  But, anyway, the answer I was given is, If you have a bottle of pills and the typed instruction on the lable says, "take 2 pills twice a day for depression", Well you have depression. LOL,  That sounds more like a Jeff Foxworthy stand up than an answer I'd expect from a Doctor. But for now this funny train chugs along.
 
I'l write again latter.
 
You and yours, Have the Merriest of Christmas and the Happiest New Year Ever
love,
Dad, Sam  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on December 18, 2009, 04:31:20 PM
Sam :

     It is my loss that I have never met you in person but only on the pages of this site.  Your journey in life is a familiar one to me as my Father went down a similar path that you have been going down.  In reading your last post you have helped me to understand more than ever what my Dad saw during our visits to the Doctors during his battle.  The perspective of Me and my Family was focused on so many other thoughts of what if's and how about's, while my Dad felt a calm and intuitive outlook on the life of others around him.  You are an inspiration to me and I can't thank you enough for sharing your life with me, and all of us on the site.  I truly hope that we have an opportunity to meet in person in the not too distant future, and until that time my thoughts and my prayers will be with you.

Thank You Chappy

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Fired00d on December 18, 2009, 06:00:46 PM
Sam,
Thanks for the update and even more thanks again for sharing your journey. I know I've said it before but your strength and outlook is something to be admired and an inspiration to us all. Keep the faith and the fight. God Bless.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: AZ SESG on December 18, 2009, 10:34:12 PM
Sam,
  Your words are a powerful testimony to the genuine spirit of hope. A trait we all should desire to possess and proclaim.

  Here’s wishing you and your family a, MERRY CHRISTMAS!  And a, HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

  I will accompany this Christmas wish with a promise: Every evening at 9:30PM my wife and I will lift you and your family in prayer.

Praying for you and yours,
Charlie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on December 19, 2009, 02:02:21 AM
Sam,
  Your words are a powerful testimony to the genuine spirit of hope. A trait we all should desire to possess and proclaim.

  Here’s wishing you and your family a, MERRY CHRISTMAS!  And a, HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

  I will accompany this Christmas wish with a promise: Every evening at 9:30PM my wife and I will lift you and your family in prayer.

Praying for you and yours,
Charlie

You maybe on to something here, and Chappy we are going to need you and Sue to help. Every night at 9:30 we all join Charlie and his wife in a power Prayer session. I know a lot of riders read the post to keep up with Chap so I know they will join in too. Ok everybody we all know what we will do tonight all at the same time 9:30. The Power of Pray you have to love it. GOD Bless everyone.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ultraruss on December 22, 2009, 09:42:46 PM
Sam my wife & I are on the prayer list for the 9:30. God bless don't know what else to say but will continue to make the 9:30 group prayer!

Russ & Syma
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on December 23, 2009, 02:42:05 AM
Sam my wife & I are on the prayer list for the 9:30. God bless don't know what else to say but will continue to make the 9:30 group prayer!

Russ & Syma
Thanks for adding to the 9:30 pray list, I know there are many on the list. The power of prayer, you got to love it.  :)
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on December 23, 2009, 08:35:40 AM
Sam, just checking in, as always your in our prayers. Christmas is a wonderful time, hope you and you family find confort and strength in God during this Christmas season.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 23, 2009, 09:28:16 AM
Sam and Sue,
You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I too will join in the 9:30 prayer group.
Susie and I send our warmest Christmas wishes to you and your's!
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on December 23, 2009, 09:54:40 PM
Sam & Sue,

So sorry to hear about your trials and tribulations.  My family and I send you a warm and sincere greeting during these holidays.  Thank you for sharing with us and may the Lord's comforting presence be with you.  You are in our prayers as well.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ultraruss on December 23, 2009, 10:51:15 PM
Hi Sam & Sue
My husband just told me about y'all. I can honestly say I totally know what y'all are going through. Both my husband and I were diagnosed with cancer in January of 08. It wasn't too very bad for him, because we were lucky and caught it in time...he had ti have surgery but no radiation or chemo but cancer is cancer...physically, and mindly. I wasn't so lucky....but I am still here...My husband was standing behind me while I was writing this and asked why I was telling you guys this.....it amazes me how there are times men can't see any farther than the end of their nose.
In case there are any of you out there that are questioning the same thing....I will try and tell you.

When someone is going through what Sam & Sue are I believe it kinda helps to know they're are so many people out in this cyber world that truly know what is happening to them...what they feel...how desperate and only and afraid they are...but to know that through that all there are this that have made it through....maybe it gives them a little bit of hope so desperately needed. My prayers are with you
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on December 25, 2009, 10:06:05 PM
Sam, I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you on Christmas Day. Y'all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on December 30, 2009, 09:54:34 PM
Hello Chap, I was just checking on you and to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 06, 2010, 05:48:25 PM
Sam, I have not seen you on in a few days, how are you. Hope your doing well.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on January 06, 2010, 06:30:05 PM
Hi Sam. Hope all is well. My prayers and thoughts are with you. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on January 06, 2010, 08:27:15 PM
Alright Chappy. Time to give us an update and let us know how you're doing. Don't think we forgot about you.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 07, 2010, 03:33:08 AM
Hi Family and Friends at CVO,

I hope all is well with each and every one of you. Ans Happy New Year, I hope it's the best ever for you and yours.

Sue and I have had a very good Christmas, we saw more family and a better time was had by all with out a doubt. New Years was quiet, I even went to bed at about 7:30 pm.

Not much had happened for me since the decision to withhold Radiation for many reasons and that went for the chemo too. But I saw a chemo/oncology Doctor back at the WRJ Vermont VA and he gave me hope for posible and successful treatment. On top of that I had some x-rays and a c-t scan today for a baseline snapshot of how I'm now doing in my chest since the surgery. Being tired and short on breath and sore seems to be still a part of the healing process.

I go to Boston on Friday for a second opinion to see if I can reciece Radiation Treatment, (my birthday present fron the VA Med Center I spose). I hope it won't be with the grim bagage that the Hitchcock Hospital gave me. I think that whole let down at Hitchcock Hospital was based more on bean counters than fighting this beast. And Boston was willing to operate and added time to my life by doing so, and I am thankful.

On Monday Jan. 11, 2010 I am being reconcidered for chemo-therapy. If it all works out good, I'll start chemo at the Vermont Veterans Hospital on that same monday. Eventhough I'll have to go to Boston 5 days a week for 8 weeks and I would have rather gone more local, OH WELL ! Now, I am more interested in just fighting and being around for a few more rides. Hopefully I can swing a ride to see as many of you great folks that have written a post or e-mail, cards and even phone calls.

God bless you all

I'l write again very soon to let you know what happens between now and Jan 11. My hope is that it'll all be good news

I have been able to tap into your strength each time I read your words.

your friend
Sam  Dad  chappy  friend 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 07, 2010, 08:15:36 AM
Sam,
Good to hear from you! Glad to hear your Christmas and New Year went well. You and Sue are in My thoughts and prayers daily. Looking forward to meeting you and Sue and if you venture down this way, know that you are welcome to stay with
us.
God Bless!
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on January 07, 2010, 12:04:47 PM

Sam,

Great to hear that your holidays went well.
You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.
Keep us posted on your progress.   :2vrolijk_21:

DJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 08, 2010, 12:27:37 AM
Chap it's great to hear that you Sue and family had a wonderful Christmas. I will keep you in my 9:30 prayers that you will continue you fight. Thanks for giving us all a update. God Bless you Sam and please send Sue my Love as well.

Your Friend
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 10, 2010, 04:16:13 PM
Hello family and friends at CVOHarley,

I hope you are all out for a nice warm ride on two wheels. I'd like to be also, but, it's only 21 degrees with icey roads here in Sunapee, NH. This is usually the time of year that cabin fever sets in and winter blues follow closely behind. The season that calls for a plan for a great escape of just a little bit of the snow and cold.  The plan that will calcuate the 2600 mile round trip to Daytona Beach. The fastest two weeks of the year for a resident of the North East, USA.

This seems to be a year that has started with so many things on my mind that Daytona will be out of my reach on my Things To Do List. Pictures of Daytona Beach bike weeks gone past will remind me of those warm sunny and dry days of yesteryear. It seems that this globlal warming has chilled the sunny coast of the sunshine state to match much of the northern states. And all this time I thought that the Floridians really meant it when they said they didn't care how it was done in the north.  lol  This year will see cobwebs only for those two weeks. But short daytime rides can start as early as mid to late March. Getting home is a must do because black ice on the roads go unnoticed untill you feel that sudden slipping slide to one side of the road or the other. That upset stomach is only matched when you just as suddly hit the clean dry tar that will whip you in a falsh to where ever you happen to be looking at that moment in time. If at that same moment you listen very close you can hear the sound of Walt Disney music playing a tune in slow motion. The sadest winters we has brought snow fall that is messured in feet rather than inches as late as May.

Well, here's an update on my Friday visit to the Boston (Jamaica Plain) Veterans Hospital for my Radiation/Oncology second opinion appointment. The short story is the VA Doctor wants me to keep my chemo appointment with the Vermont VA hospital and then go back to the Boston VA Hospital on Wednsday the 13th for a very high contrast c-t scan and a PET scan. His goal is to have a computer calculate the dimensions of my body and match to scale the two scans so they can be laid upon each other to create a 3 dimensional picture of my chest cavity. It will be a 3-D picture similar to a hologram. He said that it will give him a better idea of what he's up against. He said that if it is as he thinks, he will be able to start Radiation treatments in 2 to 3 weeks. The plan will be as I have been told by the other Doctors I've seen, % days a week for 8 weeks. Unfortunately it will be done in Boston rather than the Dartmouth Hitchcock Hospital that just up the road a bit. If this works out for the treatment, at least it's not Albany, NY. I have many options on how to be there and I may switch my method week to week. But daily travel will be unlikely as the weeks pass and the weather worsens. January and Febuary are the worst winter months for these parts. And these treatments would make a trip to Daytona imposible for this year. But, hey, Spring is just around the corner, although the corner is a big one indeed.  lol

Tomorrow, may actually turn out to be my first chemo treatment. That plan of attack seems to be the same as well, one treament every three weeks. It seems that the great risks concerning radiation and chemo treatments that I was warned about at Dartmouth Hitchcock Hospital holds less of a threat to my well being according to the VA Doctors. If I end up getting both treatments, radiation will require me to go to the Boston VA Hospital and I will most likely recieve the chemo treatments at the Boston VA Hospital as well, but only until the radiation is over than I'll get the remaining chemo treatments at the Vermont VA.

Because of my nearly 40 years experience with the VA system the one thing that concerns me most is the ability or rather inability to shuffle paperwork back and forth between facilities. The fiasco of lost or late arriving paperwork or lab/scan reports has already reared it's ugly head more than a few times since last September. Heathcare shouldn't need such proactive assistance from the patient, but, I have learned that I trust noone. Nothing personal, It's just that I've been around the block a few times and no matter how many times I've been around it never seizes to amaze me how differently the scenery is with each passing. I have come to enjoy that fact. That's why I enjoy the Skyline Parkway and the Blue Ridge Parkway and roads such as those. I never tire of the ever changing scenes and the same old veiws are brand new every time. This road I'm on now is unfamiliar to me and I'm hoping that one pass will be enough. Although, I am taking notes just in case.  lol

I'll write again very soon to let you know how the first chemo visit goes.
Something that I had mentioned in an earlier post, I'm glad that I was able to GIVE my hair to Locks of Love before cancer TOOK it from me. I'm glad somewhere there is a girl wearing a wig made with my hair. Even if she is wishing that whoever gave the hair didn't have so much grey.  lol

looking foward to spring
sincerely
Sam   Dad   chappy  friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on January 10, 2010, 05:20:08 PM
Chappy, glad to see you're still in good spirits even without the gray hair.  ;D Keep the reports coming knowing that you have touched many people here with your story of courageousness and determination. Keeping you and your family in my prayers,
AJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: AZ SESG on January 10, 2010, 10:31:52 PM
Sam,
  It is good to hear you have some specialists seeking to perform further tests. We are praying for the best.

  I am glad to see you take a proactive part in your course of treatment. Far too many patients do not, to their detriment. A small amount of due diligence, from the patient or patient's family, can make a big improvement in the overall result.
 
Praying for you and yours,
Charlie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on January 10, 2010, 10:55:01 PM
Chappy,  our prayers are with you, stay strong as you sound, and as we all should love and enjoy the ones close to us and enjoy each and every day!      MIKE and SANDRA
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 11, 2010, 01:04:56 AM
Well Chap you did it again, as always you touched my heart but this time in a bigger way. I have been keeping up with you since you started your posting in this thread, and you always sign out with, Sam, Dad and Chappy. Three words that covers most everyone that reads your post but now you have added the most important word of all, FRIEND. I know that all of your CVO Brothers are miles apart but I know that all of them feel the same way I do about you and that is we are friends. No one here takes that word lightly, it does not take a face to face conversation to become friends. But it does require people to care about each other, and if there is one thing that I have gotten from your post is that we do care for each other and care about what happens to each other in our day to day lives. So I guess what I'm trying to say is "Thank You" for your Friendship. I will look forward to your next post and as always I will keep the 9:30 prayers coming your way. I hope that the paperwork is kind to you this go round.

Your Friend,
Chris   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 11, 2010, 02:33:46 PM
Sam,
The best to you on the Boston trip! We are are with you in spirit on this journey.
As Chris said, I am proud to be your friend.
God Bless,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JoMo on January 11, 2010, 09:01:21 PM
Sam my thoughts and prayers have not stoped since you started this tread. Like the feelings of what the others have stated
friend, I to am proud to call you FRIEND  :2vrolijk_21:

                                            Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 11, 2010, 09:35:51 PM
Chappy, God bless you, I admire the way you hold your head up and continue your journey, my friend you are in my prayers.  Good luck on your next round of treatments.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on January 12, 2010, 11:00:45 AM
Keep us posted, I look for your updates everyday! Your prayers as always are with you.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 15, 2010, 01:16:25 AM
Hello Chap, Sam, Dad & Friend, it's 1:00 am and I cannot sleep. So I'm setting here talking with two of my kids about life long friends and I told them about you. So I wanted you to now that I'm thinking about you. I hope your getting some good rest. Take care my CVO Brother.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 15, 2010, 08:01:55 AM
To My very special family of friends at CVOHARLEY,
If this ends up a double post I'll take one done.

I am hoping all the best for you and yours

First, Thanks for all the great word of encouragement. They are so helpful. Sometimes I get in the dunps and start feeling sorry for my self. And I really don't like to feel that way. What I do is logon and read these posts and I'm ether LOL or a few tears are running down my check.

I had my first chemo treatment on Monday the 11th of Jan. I get 2 special chemo cocktails and then the regular cocktail is last. That set up and procedure takes about 5 hours. I also get the same 2 special cocktails on Tuesday and Wednesday. They take less time than the first go round. This will continiue for months every 3 weeks for a 3 day round of chemo treatments.



I spent the day (Wednesday) at Jamaica Plain Veterans Hospital. I had a c-t scan with a very high contrast and then I had a PET scan. I was able to grab a bite to eat and then I had to have a simulation to setup the areas to send in the radiation. I had to have tattoos so the technition will know where to shoot me. Now this is the closest thing to Rocket Science I've ever had a part in.



Today,(Thursday) I couldn't get out of bed. I'm just beat and this morning it felt like I was going to hurl. I'm glad I didn't. The ride to Boston is a long one, but time has a way of fliing whether you're having fun or not. Before you know it it will be March. Personally, I can't wait.



I will get the 3 day chemo treatment at Boston when it becomes due. When the radiation treatments are done I'll resume getting my chemo back at the Vermont VA Hospital. Now that's the only thing that really makes sence to me so far. I'll got a few leads on a place to stay, I hope they work out. The VA Huntington House and it's overflow house is booked solid until April. So, they're out of the picture.



I'm going to try to get a room in a one star motel that starts an Monday and ends on Thursday. I hope 4 nights for 8 weeks will be cheep. Maybe I'll rent a camper and just park it in a nice spot on the VA parking lot. we'll see LOL



I still can't get a square answer when I ask if the 8 weeks will add time for me or nor. I don't mind a tradeoff, if I end up ahead. This is a lot of stress for my wife, and as the treatments start to show more weekness, I'm not sure I'll be able to push her wheelchair. I is kind of funny, when I get up to the desk to check in, almost always the receptionist thinks it visit is for Sue. we get a laugh out of that ever time.



Tomorrow (Friday) I go to the chemo room to have some blood out to see if I can start taking my diabetets med (metformin). All the stuff that was put in me for the c-t scan and the PET scan has to be gone before I can start taking the metformin again. It seems that they don't play well together.



As I get lookinh closer to the snafu concerning the Dartmouth Hospital refussing treatment to me. Well, I looks like one piece of paper wasn't sent. As a resuly Dartmouth must have thought I wanted thousands of dollars worth of radiation treatments for free. Now, of course it's to late to just fix the screwup. But, I plan to ask them where the buck stops. Just so I can give them a chance to add a statement. That always gets them. It might end up in the State Paper, if so, I'll add a link. and let you know.



There are othe radiation facilities around the area, and as I read the law, if a medical ficility takes Medicare, they by law have to take VA as well. So, there is an outside chance, very outsidechane that I will end up getting treatment closer to home.



If ever there was a time for it, Now is the time to use the old tool; "You can get more bees with honey than you can with vinegar".



My Friends at Heritage Springer Owners Assoiation sent me a package today. It has a 2010 calendar that displays our dream bikes, a Pin, a Key Ring, a bracelet or necklace and a small and large stcker, all with our HSOA logo. I couldn't say thank you enough. Thank you seems to just bearly touch the surface when compared to the true graditude that is made alive with such a gift.

Thank You Chief & Blondee and everyone else that took part in making this day so much better than it was before the mail came.



God Bless you and yours

Sam Dad chappy friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on January 15, 2010, 08:57:40 AM
Hang in there Sam, you probably won't get any real answers until you go through a few rounds of treatment. Hope all goes well, prayers sent your way!!!
Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on January 15, 2010, 10:24:08 AM
Good morning Chappy, Hope you are comfortable and warm. I grew up in that part of the country and know how cold and gray it gets, so I hope your day is sunny today. We have a rain storm coming and it is suppose to last about a week ( SoCal ), on the other hand there is a fire in the Cleveland national forest (Grandpa Doc is close by to that area) that needs to be put out so God will help the firemen with that task. There is not much more other than the usual bump and grind of every day life.
 As we all should, try to enjoy each and every day and the ones around us, stay strong and keep faith.   Mike  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 15, 2010, 10:31:03 AM
Sam.
Keep up the good work my friend.
Prayers sent your way daily.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on January 16, 2010, 10:38:33 AM
Sam,

Thanks for keeping us in the loop. Your story is an inspiration for sure. Thoughts and prayers from Upstate NY as well. And I'll say an extra prayer for the patience needed dealing with the VA  :huepfenlol2: Been my experience that the bureaucracy at the VA  can be as much or even more trying than our ailments  :huepfenjump3:

Rest up, get well and let's ride this summer!!  :drink:


Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: southtxcruiser on January 17, 2010, 12:10:04 AM
thanks for the update.... keep throwing punches and dont wait for the bell....god bless and ill keep u in my prayers...
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: sadunbar on January 17, 2010, 01:04:59 PM
Think of you often, Chappy...God Bless...
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 17, 2010, 01:16:37 PM
Thanks for the update, keep up a good spirit, keep fighting and we will continue to pray for you and your family.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 20, 2010, 03:59:13 PM
To my
Dear family and friend at CVOHarley,
 
It is always so good to hear from each of you with such encourageing words to me. I count myself very lucky to have such careing friends as you have been to me and I am honored to have such warriors keeping me in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you all once again. I hope all is well with all of you and yours.

Life sure can come at you fast and thing here have come pretty fast, especially the changes from one appointment to another. I just had my Oncology Radiation Doctor quit working for the VA in Boston. Seems I'm at square one again for radiation treatment.
Even though I have started chemo treatment in WRJ Vermont VA Hospital, and am glag about that, I must say I didn't know it was going to make me so sick. It's much like the worst case of the flu I have ever had only worse. I have only had the first 2 days of chemo and I was doing OK the first couple days that followed. Then, wow, it hit fast. I am only today feeling some better. I have three days in a row for my next chemo treatment on Feb 1st. I hope I don't get hit as hard this next time. I now remember why I stopped drinking till the bar closed. I'm sure you've heard it before, but, I only closed the bar on days that end with "Y"!! lol!! 

I have had so many changes for radiation start dates, and now once again. This time it may have been more positive than negitive because as it turns out I might be able to get the treatment in Concord, NH rather than Boston. This equals more than an hour and half one way travel for me. And will also let me get the chemo in WRJ Vermont to boot. (I LIKE IT!!) I hope it works out.

The down side is, it will delay once again when this radiation can get started. I have that appointment set at Concord Hospital on the 28th of this month.

Although the Surgeon said I should have started radiation as soon as 4 weeks after the surgery. That date has come and gone and then some. My surgery was Nov 12, 2009, so the date to start radiation should have been by Dec 10.  Heck, that's only 150% late as of today, so what am I complaining about? LOL I have been very proactive during this whole thing, although, I do know the truth is it's out of my hands.
 
I will continue to keep you informed.
Thanks for your thoughts, prayers, loving and kind words
 
warnest regards
Sam Dad chappy friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on January 20, 2010, 05:36:32 PM
Chappy, glad to see you're still in good spirits even with the delay. I think the whole world saw that Massachusetts had bad weather yesterday. Not to worry, Spring is just around the corner! Keep your head up & remember we're all thinking & praying for you.
AJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 20, 2010, 06:56:50 PM
Chappy,

Glad to see you are trying to keep your spirits up, it has to be tough.  I have went through the ordeal with other friends and I know how hard it can be.  Hang in there, we are all keeping you in our prayers. Perhaps a bunch of us could ride up your way when the weather clears, late spring I'm sure.

Keep us all informed, we are an extension of family.

God Bless

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 21, 2010, 01:40:56 AM
Dude, you are a true Warrior. All the chit you have been though and now another Doctor has come and gone. Sam my friend you are my hero, I had a brain tumor the size of my fist over 28 years ago and I know I did not handle it as good as you do. You are truly Blessed with some special powers that not many people have. I bet you have a way with people too. You are in my 9:30 prayers.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 21, 2010, 10:29:17 AM
Sam,
Good to hear from you. I hope the Vermont treatment comes to pass. Keeping you in our prayers and look forward to your updates. Damn the torpedos, full speed ahead!
God Bless my friend,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on January 21, 2010, 10:53:39 AM
I do know the truth is it's out of my hands.
 



Chappy, You said it perfectly with that sentence. We can only hope and pray and keep our faith strong.
 I hope you can enjoy the days knowing that you have friends praying for you across the World.
Stay very close to your faith ! Love the ones around you dearly!

 Your Friend, Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 28, 2010, 02:16:31 AM
Just stopped in to say hello Chap, I think about you everyday. After you beat this thing I hope you are strong enough for that ride. You know the ride across the US to see everyone and take a short ride with each of us. Man, you better get your rest, your going to be busy. See you soon.

You Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 28, 2010, 09:33:09 AM
Hi Chris,
I think of you and all the others that take time to shoot me a word.
I check morning and night, and even time to time my cell phone for e-mail notices (when I can figure it out that is).  Your words to me have become one of a few sources that I draw from. Especially when I'm at an appointment waiting to see the different Doc I have. I head to Concord Hospital in a few minutes. I should find out if they are willing to give me radiation. Is, GREAT!!  If not, not so good.
I'll let you know something tonight.

Have a great day all
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on January 28, 2010, 10:03:28 AM
Hi Sam,  This morning I'll hope and pray for any good news you may receive today, either way though it's in Gods hands. Illness and suffering is the worst and also the very times that we give it up to God.

I'll be waiting for your news, Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hdbrad03 on January 28, 2010, 06:42:21 PM
Sam,

I hope with all my Heart hope you will receive the needed treatment! Which will lead you to improved value of life. My friend I think of you every day and hope to have that ride with you that you so deserve.

 :bananarock: :bananarock:
      Brad

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 28, 2010, 09:43:20 PM
Sam,
Hopeand pray youhad good news today.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JoMo on January 28, 2010, 10:10:17 PM
Sam still in my thoughts and prayers, I hope things are working out for you.
God Bless

                                      Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 29, 2010, 12:48:49 AM
Good evening,
more like good morning here in the est,

Thanks for the well wishes all!
My Doc appointment went OK, I guess.
The VA failed to get all my info there, but, that's OK.
My wife Sue has done a very complete folder with everything in it.
The Doc was so impressed he asked to use it as his info until the VA stuff gets to him.

He gave me a very close once over and said that I should go ahead with the scheduled chemo for Mon, Tue, and Wed at the Vermont VA next week. He told me that he should have a decision if he'll start radiation on me by the end of next week. If it's a go, I should be able to start radiation sometime the week of Feb 8th. I was hoping for an answer today, but, half wondered if it could be pulled off. I'm OK with the additional wait and I think I'm getting better at waiting with each week that passes. Well, not really!  lol

The ride to Concord Hospital was such an easy ride compared to Boston. Very relaxed and the best part is, I have a few different ways I can go. So it's not the long but rushed ride either.

It's been 18 days since my first round of chemo on Jan 11 & 12. I was given lots of little booklets to read and didn't read them. Maybe I should have so I would have been more ready for today. I woke up this morning with hair all over my pollow case. Took my shower and hair was coming out by the clumps. I knew I'd lose my hair, but what really surprized me was, I didn't know that my scalp would hurt. I'm not bald yet, but it seems that's what's coming. I gave my hair to locks of love a while back, so my hair isn't really long now, but it's not as thick either now either. I'll have to get a photo of the hair loss progress. I'm not sure how long it takes to go bald, maybe I'll dig out the booklets and take a look and see.

All and all, it looks as though I have another week to get by before I have any real news.
I'm going to chew this for a while and try to have a good weekend. I hope the weekend is great for all of you. Those that are riding, please enjoy it for the both of us. Windy and cold here, spring is only 2 months away. Can hardly wait.

your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on January 29, 2010, 01:02:43 AM
Sam, I will be praying for you, for your strength,faith,courage to walk this path that has been placed in front of you and your family.

Good night and god bless, Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on January 29, 2010, 04:14:52 AM
Sam I'm happy that the doc gave you the green light for more treatment. I think thats a good move. Please have a great weekend and I will be thinking about you. Also, please give Sue a big hug for me. She sounds great.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 29, 2010, 06:51:04 PM
Chappy,

Everytime I read about your journey I am proud to be able to say a prayer for you.  Keep your will power up, as you said spring is really just around the corner.  I am glad your DR. is going forward with the treatments.

God Bless,

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: southtxcruiser on January 29, 2010, 07:52:24 PM
inspiration comes in many ways and forms... chappy is a inspiration for sure....holds his head high and meets his challenges with faith ...u mr chappy are why this forum is so awesome..... as always my prayers are with u.  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on January 30, 2010, 06:40:12 PM
Hello Sam, Hope today is going okay and you and your family are having a good day my friend!   


                                                           Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on February 01, 2010, 12:39:20 AM
Hello my Friend, Sunday was a very hard day for me. I'm sure you remember I lost my Father-in-law, My Friend, My Pop the day after Christmas. Well, Sunday was his birthday he would have been 84. Can you believe that 84, people say that he lived everyday to the fullest, but I would rather think he lived it being happy. He had a great family, loving wife, 4 good kids and one of the best fring son-in-law you can have. Well, I guess by now you know I was very close to my Pop. Please know I still have my Dad and he is great and I love him with all my heart but I had a special relationship with Pop that I cannot explain. He was a very private person with few words but always had something good to say about everyone. I was a young 19 year old hard working know it all when Karen and I started dating. He would take the time to teach me how things worked and how to repair them after I F&%ed them up. I ask him one time "how do you know so much" he replied you do to, you just need to slow down and look at it from all sides and think about what you are going to do before you do it. He told me another time that " the only thing that's Rocket Science is Rocket Science - everything else we can fix". Sam my friend, I guess by now your thinking why in the hell is Chris telling me all this. Because after everything you have said in your post and me getting to know you, I realise that you remind me of Pop. Their is properly people just like me in your life that look up to you in ways that they don't even know. See, I not talking about all the sad chit, I'm talking about I hope I can become the man you and Pop are.

Your Friend,
Chris

Happy birthday Pop   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: AZ SESG on February 01, 2010, 11:21:33 PM
Hey Sam,
  It is about ten minutes until our family lifts your name on high.

  I want you to know, we have you and yours on our minds and in our prayers.

Best regards,
Charlie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on February 03, 2010, 08:55:48 PM
Hi Sam,   Just wanted to say hello, thinking about you every day, throughout the day.
 Your always in my prayers!

        Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on February 04, 2010, 08:39:00 AM
Hey Sam, just checking in, hope your doing ok. Never heard about chemo causing you scalp to hurt, hope that's a temporary thing! We think about you every day, prayers coming your way.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 05, 2010, 06:52:19 PM
Hi Chappy,

Hope the treatment went well and you are regaining some strength, just wanted you to know you are in our prayers.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: pkl on February 05, 2010, 07:03:32 PM
We will be keeping you in our prayers. If you were one of the "lucky" few to get this maybe you can be one of the lucky ones with a good outcome.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on February 05, 2010, 07:08:00 PM

Just wanted to let you know you are still in our thoughts and prayers here Sam.
We're pullin for ya all the way!

DJ   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on February 07, 2010, 04:34:22 PM
Chappy, Just thinking about ya. I hope all is going well. God bless & take care. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 07, 2010, 05:58:31 PM
Sam,
Just thinking about you as I do daily, and hope today is a good one for you and your's.
God Bless,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 09, 2010, 03:41:13 PM
Hello to my family and friends at cvoharley,

 

It's been a while since my last update and for that, I'm sorry. Truth is, my spirit is strong, but my flesh is weak. In other words, I'm in it for the fight, but that 3 days of chemo every 3 weeks is really kicking my butt. It seems that after my second three day cycle of chemo on Feb 1st, 2nd and 3rd I have been as sick as the first cycle of chemo. The sickness starts on the 2nd day of chemo and quickly gets worse each day until the following Monday. So yesterday Feb 8th was the first day I started feeling better. Today is better yet, but I'm looking forward to feeling better than this. Hopefully by tomorrow or Thursday. Thursday I have to go to the Vermont VA for blood tests. I think it's 3 or 4 tubes, enough blood for several tests. If the tests are to see if I'm sick, well, they're just plain to late. lol

 

If all is consistent with this round as was with the first cycle, I should feel pretty good by next week. That puts me right in line for the next 3 day treatment that starts on the 22nd of Feb. They have told me to reserve my strength for the chemo treatments. lol  That's kind of like the boss saying, "Don't spend it all in one place!" when he hands you a very small paycheck for a lot of hours of work.

 

Last Thursday I got the call back from the Radiation Doctor at the Concord Hospital. The news wasn't what I had hoped for. He told me that he would not give me radiation. At least not now and not while I'm getting chemo. He told me I wouldn't be able to take both treatments together. He recommended that I have another C-scan in Mid-March to see if the chemo has caused a good enough improvement to maybe start radiation by then. The chemo Doc says that he will look at the same C-scan to see if he has mixed the right cocktail of chemo drugs for me. He will have a better handle on how much longer on that mixture or maybe he'll change it for a better outcome. Meanwhile, I still have cancer growing, but I have been told that maybe the growth has been slowed. Man, I've got to tell ya, that's just to many maybes for me. I'm a black or white kind of person and staying away from the gray area in life has worked for me, well, maybe!  lol

 

My wife Sue has hung in there for me. More so than any wife should ever have to. She has managed to only have one flare up from her MS during my cancer fight so far. She's such a strong women. My daughter and her boys and my son and his boys are all doing OK and the twins are OK as well. One of my grand boys, Brevin, while the Saints took it home, he took a spill and split his chin open. Brave little guy, only 6 and he took his five stitches without any shots for pain. He went to school today after enjoying a day home on Monday.

 

As usual, you guys, my friends and family has been kind and encouraging beyond the call of duty. I'm a lucky guy to receive the love, warmth, prayers and thoughts that I receive daily from you all. I hope all is well with all of you and I want to give (a little early) three cheers for spring. Now less than 6 weeks a way.

 

I'll write again with any news of change as soon as I can.

 

My love and thanks to all of you

Sam, Dad, chappy & friend
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 09, 2010, 09:57:15 PM
Thanks Sam for updating us. We are all praying for you and Sue during these trying times.
Rest up for the next round of treatment.
God Bless my friend and know that we, your CVO family, are with you.
Mike


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Post by: Bubba on February 09, 2010, 11:19:45 PM
Sam thanks for the update you are still in our prayers... 

mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on February 09, 2010, 11:42:07 PM
Thanks for sharing your life with us once again Chappy, I can tell you that while I'm sure that it is good therapy for you, it is also touching every one of us in many different ways and we feed off of your strength, compasion, and faith.  You are always in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on February 10, 2010, 03:26:14 PM
Sam, keep the FAITH! Although we've never met I can truly feel the pain that you are enduring. Each moment I think I've got it rough someone else has a "cross to bear" that's larger than mine. I promise you that both Sue and you will be in my daily prayers. Try to be positive, continue as best to live each moment to the fullest and know that Gods Will, will be done. May God our Savior Bless you and yours. Will expecting to read updates indicating positive results.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 10, 2010, 10:15:39 PM
Chappy thanks for the update, we keep you and yours in our prayers, we pray all the Doctors have used the right mix and all will be good again someday soon.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on February 11, 2010, 10:46:52 AM
I found this at hdforum.com. It is a link to help Chappy. The good folks of this site have historically been eager to help our brothers and sisters in need. And it is in that spirit that I'd like everyone to take a minute and read the following: http://hdforums.com/forum/touring-models/b-hdf-benefit-for-our-good-friend-member-chappy-sam-legasse-b-43.html

Thank you all very much,

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 14, 2010, 03:15:49 AM
Hi Howie,

I finally got back to write one of the hardest things I ever tried to pen.
Nearly as hard as what I try to write in one of those cards I send my wife.
The real point I guess is women folk been tellin us menn forever that we don't get our heart felt words out very good, so it just ain't me.  lol

But, I want to thank you for bringing this to cvoharley on my behalf.
I also wanted to send along a copy of what I fially sent as a message of thanks to HDF where you reside also.

As I have written before, I am a blessed man to have so many friends such as you and so many here.

Thank You my friends.

sincerely
Sam, chappy, friend

Hello:
JohnTN and Terry1955 and all the kind Folks here on HDForum,

I’ve chewed some and now want to attempt a few words concerning the act of kindness toward me by our very own, JohnTN and Terry1955 here at HDForum. I also want to add the nameless and selfless acts of all the those that have been so kind as to follow the lead there of.

What I would like to say is, and what really blows my mind the most is, I’m just not used to having such kindness coming my way. Not to say that I haven’t seen kindness in my life, because I have. It’s more like the direction and deliberate kindness by me and Sue and others toward “other” folks and not necessarily toward me is what's so different. Now that’s about as clear as mud. LOL I guess what I’m saying is simply the good old saying, “It’s easier to give than receive!” In fact, it’s hard to receive, but what’s harder is how to say Thank you in a way that’s not just so many words. Well, as it turns out, there’s really only one way anyone can really say thank you, and that’s from the heart. So, from the bottom of my heart, “Thank You All.”

I have received so many well wishes from my family members at HDForum, I couldn’t even begin to name all of you. I have also received by snail mail a couple of checks. I don’t know if I should name names, but I have decided not to do so on the forum. I will inform John of your name and amount so he can keep record of it all together on his end. I hope this will not offend anyone. If any want to remain completely anonymous please let me know and I will honor your request. If not, John will know as I receive or at least once a week. I plan to call him tomorrow.

I also received several skull rags and have worn and had my head warmed up already. It was in the 20s today and my unhairy head has sported some pretty cool headgear that was not only warm but cool, or would that be cool but warm? But anyway, Thank You for that as well. I will do my best to send personal thanks to each of you that have sent to my home. Far as what has gone to John’s end, well, I’m hoping that he keeps good records because I plan to reply to each and every one involved.

For a bit of wisdom, Never ever go from a thick hairy face and scalp to a nearly hairless head in New Hampshire in Feb. I’m telling you it’s just to chilly for that. I saw 2 of my grand boys yesterday, the 13 year old did a double take a few times, the 4 year old stopped in his tracks until I spoke, then he too gave me a big hug. I plan to see the other 2 soon as well, it will be the first time for them to see me without a full beard and head of hair also. Funny, my daughter is 33 and she said she couldn’t ever remember me without a beard and thick hair. I’m just glad that my hair isn’t falling into my food any more. LOL

Now it's past 2:30 pm and I'm headed for bed. I’m hoping for a good night sleep tonight now that the chemo sickness is in rest mode till next treatment on the 22, 23 & 24 of Feb. I didn’t know that the sickness lasted half of the 3 weeks from treatment to treatment.

Sincerely
Sam Legasse your friend in Sunapee, NH



Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 14, 2010, 06:30:56 PM
Chappy, you are indeed a man of honor, we all admire you for your service to your country and my family prays for you in your battle and will help anyway we can.  Stay strong my friend, spring is around the corner, someday the snow will all melt and things will be good again. Good luck on your upcoming treatment man hang tough.

Chains.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on February 18, 2010, 02:04:19 AM
Hey Chappy, it's 2:00 am and I can't sleep again. I was thinking about you and Sue. You guys are so blessed to have each other. I feel the same way about Karen and myself. I can tell that Sue is the love of your life.

I hope you are starting to feel better.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FLYNDYNA on February 19, 2010, 11:33:06 AM
Praying and pulling for you Chappy. Very inspirational to read of your strength...God Bless you, and heal quickly!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on February 20, 2010, 08:56:59 AM
Chappy,Sam,Friend ... we love you man! You are a gift from God sent to all of us. Keep keppin' on.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 21, 2010, 02:38:15 AM
as always, I can't begain to express how much your encourageing words mean to me.
I know that they along with your thoughts and prayers are helping me, I can't imagine how it would be without them.
This Monday the 22nd the 3 day chemo cycle starts all over again. I don't much like the sickness, but, so goes the fight.
I heard the call "Charge" and charge I have done. It's clear I'm not done yet, but, like my topic states, I may be down but I'm not out.

Thanks for being my friends
and thanks for all your help
God bless each of you
chappy, Sam, Friend

I'l try to write again very soon
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 21, 2010, 09:05:23 AM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. Our thoughts and prayers are with you every day. Keep up te good fight and give Sue a big hug from South Carolina!
God Bless,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JoMo on February 21, 2010, 12:34:00 PM
Yes Sam keep up the fight praying for you every day. Sam my friend you are the man  :2vrolijk_21:

                                                    Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 21, 2010, 12:39:13 PM
Chappy,

Keep up the fight, I admire how strong you and your family are.  Get well spring is not far away my friend.  We will keep you and yours in our prayers.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on February 22, 2010, 12:34:24 AM
Chappy, I will be thinking about you. Be strong as you always are.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 22, 2010, 06:24:17 AM
Thanks Chris,

I'm headed to the chemo room in about 10 minutes. Less than an hour and I'll be sporting a couple nice tubes and late model bags.
Well, before ya know it, it's tomorrow.
Hope this sunrise shines with greatness on you all today.
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on February 22, 2010, 08:33:05 AM
 ... and Chappy, we are all praying for your many tomorrows. God IS with you.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ggraves427 on February 22, 2010, 08:42:41 PM
You are on my prayer list. I wish you the best my friend.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 23, 2010, 08:05:07 AM
hanks guys,

Shortly, I'm out the door to head up th snowy road to the Vermont VA Hospital fo chemo treatment #2 of #3 of this cycle. Yesterday was the long day, 5 1/2 hours today is about 4 1/2 hours. You know how we've hit on how ," others alsways seem to get more of a hard ship then ourselfves. Very intertesting to me, there isn't much complaining. Jokeing seems to be the ticket that breaks thr ice. The nurses play along. The many doc's but play so good, but after the Doc's leave the tention loosens nincely and the room is more like central comedy, That's th best time of the day.

yesterday I was given several  new pills to help wit chemo sickness.  think every ond did it's done their job. I did get a little sick but not bad, Today will tell if the new pillls will make my do. Yestersday, I came right home and went to be. Slept like a log. Funny thing, lots of little but vert weird dreams.

One of our HDForums supporters here sent me package with several doo-rags. (Very genous) He has chossen that I offer a doo-rag to each of the Veterans that are loosing hair from fighty cancer.
From: c/o  DavidSitver Tech-N-CycleGear  LLC,24 Yorkshire Drive, suffern, NY 10910-7217.  I'll hand some out today. I know it will bring soom smiles to a room that have such solemn affect on the folks that come and go. Thanks David for you warm and careing heart.

More next time if these newest pills work, or I'll be napping again. Some of the weird dreams are pretty cool in a very strange way of course.  lol

My hope to all of you is that you and yours have a great week.
Thank again
chappy  friend  Sam Legasse


 
   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on February 23, 2010, 09:36:28 AM
I wish you "sweet" dreams when you take your nap today. Ones that are pleasant and the kind one wants to remember ... not those wild weird scenes of non-scense that stream through ones mind only to shake you awake wondering; "what the heck was that all about?" Sometimes I think all the pharmaceuticals do that! Anyway, prayers continue as promised. Chappy, are such an inspiration to all of us. God bless
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on February 23, 2010, 09:51:35 AM
Thinking about you and yours this morning Chappy, I hope all went well with your treatment and you are resting calmly.  We send our thoughts and prayers to keep you in the comfort of His hand.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 23, 2010, 09:58:47 PM
I hope all went well today and the pills worked.  Stay strong.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on February 23, 2010, 11:33:56 PM
I hope you have a good night and get your rest. I hope the pills works as well.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 24, 2010, 07:38:12 AM
Hi Folks,

Monday and Tuesday of chemo went OK. I'll be headed out to the VA Hospital in a few minutea for todays hook-up. Then when I get home, it's off to bed. I'm hoping that I don't get as sick this time. It is in my favor since the Doc's gave me yet more pills and even a shot that I brought home and will inject Thursday.

Finally it's snowing here like Feb has always been. I guess I'll plow when I get home before bed and a deep sleep.

Believe it or not, it's still nt squared away with the Hitchcock Hospital, they sent me another bill for a servive Not rendered. Vermont VA Hospital said they'd take care. I'm hoping they do, because I really don't want any more to do with Hitchcock Hospital. Also, no word back from Concord Hospital as far as a copy of that Dr.s notes and report. I'm telling ya, if these folkks were self employeed as I was they'd be out of work.

More latter

Hope all is well with all you guys

chappy Sam friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 24, 2010, 08:19:53 AM
Hospital billing clerks are only one step above lawyers and reporters on the food chain! That ain't saying much. ;)
God Bless
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on February 25, 2010, 11:54:57 AM
Hi Sam,
  I  hope your day is good, I know it gets frustrating with the mistakes of many, but don't sweat the small stuff, that will all work out.
 We will pray for you and yours,
                                                  Mike and Sandra 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 25, 2010, 01:13:41 PM
hello folks,

Made it through the third cycle chemo, finished the third day of the third chemo treatment plus one. Got up pretty early and plowed the snow out of the driveway. Then Sue and I went out and had some breakfast. I had 3 blueberry pancakes with maple syrup. Very tasty, but, what a sugar rush too. Well now I'm crashing from the sugar rush and I think I'll take a nap.

I think the Doc's finally got the med's I needed for the chemo sickness. I don't really feel sick or at least as sick as I have been in the past. Just tired, and that's an easy fix.

Believe it or not I have out lived another Doctor. She told me yesterday that she's done. On top of that it seems I have had another Doctor switch my care to a different Doctor. To bad, I liked the first one better. I go back for blood work on March 3rd. Today I get a shot to boost my white blood cells, it seems they have been sleeping on the job, so it's time to wake them up a bit.

I was able to talk more with some of the other veterans while they get chemo too. I guess the staff does their part to make the room as normal or regular as posible, because we all seem to have the same days for treatment. So far I have been bless with strong man facing sad stories. Many bring their wives as well so Sue is able to share some of her stories with the group as well.

Well, thanks again everybody
I hope all is well with you and yours

your friend
Sam chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on February 25, 2010, 01:22:34 PM
Chappy.........Good to hear from you again.  Hang in there man, spring is around the corner and that can only help to lift up the spirits some.  You
continue to be in our prayers.

God be with you

DJ   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: VINNYHD on February 25, 2010, 01:50:18 PM
CHAPPY, YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN OUR PRAYERS... ALL THE BEST BROTHER!!!   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 26, 2010, 05:35:59 PM
Keep up the spirits Chappy, sounds like the DR.s are trying to get a handle on things.  You are always in our prayers.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: southtxcruiser on February 26, 2010, 11:49:11 PM
thanks for the updates chappy ... :2vrolijk_21: my prayers are with u always...
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on March 01, 2010, 04:33:52 PM
Think of you and yours daily. Prayers continue to come your way. God Bless
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 01, 2010, 05:54:40 PM
Hi Chappy  :)  It's nice to hear a bounce in your step as you write us with your latest progress.  It sounds as though the new med mixture is helping you in a very positive way.  Our thoughts and prayers seem to have had some answer directed your way so it seems the best thing to do is keep them comming your way my friend.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 05, 2010, 01:08:17 AM
Howdy Folks,

Today was the hump day with my chemosicknes for me on this cycle. Seems that 10 or 11 day into the 21 day cycle (half way) is the day that I DO notice that I'm feeling better. If all is the same with these go arounds tomorrow I should feel better, and better again with each day that passes until the 18th day of the 21 day cycle. At that time it seems I have the start of a head game going on in the cobb webs of my mind as I try to prepare for the following Monday (Mar 15th) when I surrender my arm over to have chemo flow into my veins Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.

Some Real good news, TODAY, I was on two wheels. I rode in 36 degree temp to the Harley shop. Going to have a spring once over done at the Dealer and not on my hands and knees on the froozen floor of my garage. I shure do miss the air lift table I slod last fall. A little early for spring once over, the cabin fever is killing me, but it is much better than being to late. After I dropped my bike off, I drove home while snow spit at me from the sky in defiance because I choose to laugh at the cold. Ha ha ha!! My dirt road wasn't to bad, I had to watch the mud holes and ruts filled with water and ice. The real trick as always on these early rides is the sand and salt and the deadly black ice. All went good, although the stop at the bottom of Winn Hill Rd was pretty slippery. I got part way to the dealer and realized that I hadn't registered my bike yet. I glad I didn't get tagged for that. But, even that couldn't have taken the smile away, in fact my smily hinge needs some oil, it's a little sore from recent neglect spicked with some over use today. It felt good. The forcast for the weekend sounds warmer yet if southern roads wins the toss. Those frost heaves push the airfoil a tad bit, I came out of my seat a couple times so an eye for detail has to accompany the very earlt spring breakout rides.
Did I say It felt good to ride today. LOL

I hope all is well with all you folks.
And thanks again for all your support, thoughts and prayers as my family and I traval this path. My faith allows me to see the great work that is accomplished by the words and deeds of caring friends such as I have been blessed with. Thanks again.
Sorry if I came across a pridefull boasting silly teenager....
Buy, Hey; did I say it felt good to ride today. lol

still smiling
Sam chappy  friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Screamin on March 05, 2010, 06:53:27 AM
Truly the best post I've read all week Chappy. Way to go.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: miker on March 05, 2010, 07:46:33 AM
 :2vrolijk_21:  :drink:

OOoo Rah.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 05, 2010, 07:56:24 AM
Now there is a post that makes my heart happy and you seem to be passing that big smile around Sam!!! 

In thoughts and prayers:
Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on March 05, 2010, 08:39:15 AM
 Great to hear your feeling better! the ride helps the feel better process too! Might have been a little cool though.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 05, 2010, 10:08:12 AM
Sam,
Reading your post put a great big smile on my face! :) You really don't know how happy you've made a lot of us with just one ride. I look here every day to see how you are progressing.
God Bless.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JoMo on March 05, 2010, 08:55:38 PM
Chappy I woke up today to what I considered a bad day. I was in such a slump, but reading this great post my
frame of mind has changed. Thanks to you my friend. Ride on and long. I'm so happy to hear that you went on a
ride  :2vrolijk_21:

                                Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: sadunbar on March 05, 2010, 09:37:54 PM
Way to go, Chappy!   :2vrolijk_21:  I'm sure that was one sweet ride!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on March 05, 2010, 10:19:02 PM
 :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on March 05, 2010, 10:47:38 PM
WOW Chappy!!  That's the coolest news I've heard in some time!!   :huepfenjump3:  :orange: :mango: :pineapple:
Keep up the good work and congrats on your ride.  Spring's almost here!
You continue to be in our prayers Chappy.

DJ   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 06, 2010, 08:57:03 AM
Chappy, what a great post to read, I can almost vision your smile and seeing you dodge all the pot holes sand and black ice.  Keep up the strength and we will all keep up our prayers.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Harleyrider_49 on March 06, 2010, 09:05:32 AM
 :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: x 1000 !!! ;D
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 06, 2010, 02:53:12 PM
Hello folks,
This is Sue, Sam's wife. I don't even know how to write this note because I don't know how to express my deepest feelings for what you all have done for Sam.

It is with great humility that Sam accepts this generosity from you all. I have watched him read the threads with many smiles and with many tears flowing down his cheeks. He has had to endure so much since his diagnosis back in September. It is so difficult to watch him go through all of this, especially after the chemo treatments start and he is so sick. I truly believe the Lord is going to use him as a "Medical Miracle". It takes more faith than I ever imagined but I just keep praying.

Thank you all again for everything you have done for Sam. Not just for the benefit that is being done, but most of all for your friendship. You all will never know how much you each mean to Sam and I pray that the Lord will bless each and everyone of you as you have been a blessing to Sam.

I wished you all could have been here to see Sam's face light up like a Christmas tree Thursday as he rode out of our driveway to go to the Harley shop. It was a good  40 minute ride and when he got to the shop, everyone there said they had never seen Sam with such a smile on his face.

As we were riding home in the van and talking about what we were going to have for dinner, we decided on Chinese food and it was the best meal and time we had had together in a very long time.

Take care, Sue
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hdbrad03 on March 06, 2010, 06:23:36 PM
Sue we all are so gratefull that Sam was able to get out for a short but very important journey. I'm sure it did more for Sam's good will than any Hospital or Doctor could have done. For it is the small things that really matter the most. The wife and I continue to wish your family best wishes and send you and Sam our prayers.


 :bananarock: :bananarock:
      Brad
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Screamin on March 06, 2010, 06:39:31 PM
Sue, Brad put it as well as can be said. God bless both you and Sam.

+1
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 07, 2010, 07:39:52 AM
Sue,
You and Sam are in our hearts and prayers daily. I look forward to meeting both of you in the near future.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 07, 2010, 09:08:04 AM
Thank you for your post Sue,  I have yet to meet Sam and Yourself in person,  but I can tell you this.  Sam has been a huge inspiration to me with the way he has been sharing his path with all of us, and has helped me to come to grips to another level, with the path that my Father had been on.  My Prayers and thoughts are with Sam, You, and your family and it does my heart so much good to read the "up Beat" post about his ride last week.  I look so forward to meeting both of you in the future, and keep you in my thoughts till that time.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on March 08, 2010, 07:21:14 PM
...
Take care, Sue

You have so many people pulling for Sam that don't voice it.  Keep on with the keeping on. 
Lots of love and best wishes. 
And Sue, you take care too.
 :-*
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on March 08, 2010, 09:10:40 PM
Hi Sam and Sue, My wife Sandra and I are hoping your days are going smooth, by reading your recent post it seems you've had some good times recently, we will continue to pray for you both and your family.
  Keep up the good spirits, Mike   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: southtxcruiser on March 08, 2010, 09:28:28 PM
awesome .... not only did u make my day but my week.... :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :pineapple: :pineapple:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 09, 2010, 12:49:24 PM
Sue,

Thanks for the post, I think of Sam and you a lot, the strength and determination it takes to go through the routine you guys do daily is amazing.  I have had many friends go through this battle and win, it takes your type of strength and a lot of prayers which I know you are getting.  I cannot imagine how Same felt being able to ride to the dealer, it is a good thing it wasn't summer, he probably would have had a mouth full of bugs from that ear to ear smile.

Always in our prayers.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 10, 2010, 12:01:56 PM

Originally Posted by John TN 
This benefit is officially closed,,, the final tally if nothing else comes in snail mail is $220.00 + # PayPal balance: $2,728.34 USD =

$2948.34

This is/was so awesome, I'm so proud to be part of this HDF family of many walks of life and see what folks that share the love of motorcycles can do when they come together for a good cause.

I thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for your help in this benefit, and I want to thank another forum for their help in all of this as well, many thanks to all of the Heritage Springer forum members for your help, they posted links to this benefit as Sam is a member there as well,,, that's super great when two forums and tons of folks show heartfelt caring and sharing.

Hats off to all of you!!!!

Regards John TN

Hi all,

Well, I've got to tell ya, I'm blown away!!!!!!!

My deepest thanks go to JohnTN at HDForums.com, for even thinking ahead to help Sue and I fill a dream that has come close in the past but never happen. Thank you too, all of you that sent so many warm words of encouragement to me and Sue as well as the many gifts. Just so you know, I tell every body I see that I know a great bunch of people and let them all know where all these doo-rags come fron and from one member here he told me to pass them out to other Veterans at the VA Hospital chemo room. I did just that and it was a big hit. They all wear doo-rags that were sent with the best of wishes. Who could ask for more. Thanks again HDForum.com.
Alaska, here I come. LOL
well, maybe I'll wait till it's a bit warmer first.

A very special Thanks to hspring03, he is a member here but also put it up on HSOA.com where he (ACE) and I are both members also. A brother from Mass, I look foward to meeting him on a ride very soon. Also, thanks to all the members that have become my friends at HSOA.com 1 of the 3 Harley Davidson Websites that I go to.

And Last but not least I’d like to Thank GH a member at CVOHARLEY.com
GH posted there of the benefit for me and folks there have also responded in like maner as did HSOA.com and HDForums.com members. Also, thanks to all the members that have become my friends at CVOHARLEY.com 1 of the 3 Harley Davidson Websites that I enjoy going to and am a member of.

Sue and I are speechless and we both will get back soon with a thank you that will hopfully come close to expressing our feelings to a bunch of folks I wish I could say thanks face to face.

Later
With warmest regards
Sam aka chappy & Sue
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on March 10, 2010, 01:44:52 PM
Hi Sam & Sue,

It was to outstanding to read that Sam has been able to throw a leg over already this year. Got to admit I might be just a bit jealous as I have to many chemicals on the road to be out myself ... yet. Prayin' for rain here  :2vrolijk_21:

I would like both of you to know that from my perspective if there's thanks to be given here it should be from me to you. Your heartfelt openness has been an inspiration beyond description. Seriously, I don't know how to express how the way you've chronicled your journey has inspired me. And, I'll go out on a limb and suggest there may be many good folks here you've touched in ways you'll probably never know.

So my friends ... thank you and God Bless!!!

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Fired00d on March 10, 2010, 02:06:51 PM
Hi Sam & Sue,

It was to outstanding to read that Sam has been able to throw a leg over already this year. Got to admit I might be just a bit jealous as I have to many chemicals on the road to be out myself ... yet. Prayin' for rain here  :2vrolijk_21:

I would like both of you to know that from my perspective if there's thanks to be given here it should be from me to you. Your heartfelt openness has been an inspiration beyond description. Seriously, I don't know how to express how the way you've chronicled your journey has inspired me. And, I'll go out on a limb and suggest there may be many good folks here you've touched in ways you'll probably never know.

So my friends ... thank you and God Bless!!!

Howie
Well said Howie :2vrolijk_21:... I'd like to ditto this post Chappy and Sue you have been a true inspiration... what you have given by sharing your journey and showing your strength is way beyond what any of us could ever give you. God Bless.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
:fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on March 11, 2010, 05:28:52 AM
Helo Chappy, I too got out for the first time this year. I guess it's hard for you to sleep with that big smile on your face, I know it is for me. lol - Please keep the post coming, you are my hero. I know with all the prayers and positive thoughts you will beat this. I hope you are able to get back in the wind real soon. I will talk with you soon.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 13, 2010, 02:24:37 PM
hello CVO family and friends,

Meeting as many of you and yours has become part of my plan for the ride to Alaska.  As it gets closer to the riding season I plan to map out a route that will get me closer to meeting as many of my Harley loving friends as I can. Although right now my biggest challenge is to get better, or at least better than I am. That includes my riding endurance level. Sue and I plan to have our first long distance ride of the year in late May. I plan this ride with a long time riding buddy "Delta" with the loop that will bring us up to Nova Scotia and around the Cabot Trail and the beautiful veiws of Cape Breton. We haven't worked out all the details, but Delta and I seem to manage best without any details set in stone but rather just a few destinations and take the advice of other riders and locals we meet along the way.

This spring break out ride, I'm hoping, will get the saddle sores long behind me. lol  The ride to Alaska is the big ride for this year, more like the big ride of my life if I can pull it off. I hope I can head out within a week or two after the spring break out ride to Nova Scotia. I'm shooting for mid to late June. I would like to do a USA four corners as part of the Alaska ride. So, I guess I could call it a Four Corners Plus 1. In doing that I'll have the oppportunity of a lifetime to meet many of you folks along the way. I have lots of plans, one of them is to put together a web page so I can daily load pictures and comments with the route and list of towns I stop in. I still have time to work out the details and build up the strength I'll need to keep the foward motion. I'll let all of you know what's up with the plans from time to time as the start date gets closer.

But, part of any plan has to be a close and serious look at one's ability to carry out the plan. That's really where I'm at right now. I start another three day round of chemo Monday and I have the weekend before jitters as usual. I'm not looking foward to the chemo sickness at all, but I'll take it willingly for the time it buys me to keep on keeping on. After this treatment and before the next cycle I will have another c-scan that will tell me alot of info. Mostly if the chemo is working out and if I can finally start the 8 weeks of radiation or not. I'm hoping I can start radiation and keep getting the chemo and get better enough to pull off the two rides ahead. With all the thoughts and prayers from you guys how could I ever fail.

So once again, Thank you to all of you.
See you on the road, I hope that many of you can ride with me on some of those miles during my Four Corners Plus 1 Ride. Sue and I would love to and look foward to meeting as many members and friends as possible.

sincerely and
proud to be your friend
Sam   aka   chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 13, 2010, 06:40:49 PM
Sam:  I hope your travels take you near the Niagara Falls aria so that I might have the honor of meeting and riding with Sue and yourself.  If not I hope that I might be able to catch up with you along your travels.  Thoughts and prayers will be with you for your up comming week of treatment and I hope the sickness is minimal after this round.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on March 14, 2010, 05:19:41 AM
Chappy, the Derby City has to be a visit area. I would love the honor for you and Sue and guest to crash at my house for a day and then I can put together a group of riders to hit the highway with you. Please keep me  in mind. Good luck next week.


Your friend, Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 14, 2010, 11:44:58 AM
Sam,

Sounds like a fantastic group of trips you have going on.  If you figure out your route on your four corners trip I would love to meet you and Sue.  If you are coming through Alabama we will put you all up.  If you post your route and its not coming through we will ride to find you to say hi. God speed and keep getting better.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JOYRDZ on March 15, 2010, 01:04:49 AM
Hi chappy and Sue- I just now ran across this story and all I can say is WOW! What an amazing story, and how wonderful to have of these people who 'got your back'!

God Bless!

Jeff Lovell
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 15, 2010, 11:33:09 AM
Sam,
Looks like you are planing a busy summer.
When you do the four corners ride you would be passing thru The Lowcountry, so keep us posted and plan to stay at
Mikeytee's Bed, Breakfast,Bar, and Grill.
Garage parking, plenty of room, lowest rates in the country ( free ) !  ;D
Susie and I would love to have you visit us.
Plenty to see in the area.
Keep us in mind when you make your plans.
I would enjoy riding with you to your next stop.
Mike
 :drink:
Prayers to you and Sue


 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 17, 2010, 12:43:33 AM
Hi family and friends,
I made it through treatment 2 of three, 3rd treatment tomorrow. Going to hang in there for the long haul. I did get an appointment set for March 30 for my next c-scan, that the test that sets the stage for the next plan of attack. At this point a PET-scan still hasn't been set yet, nor has a date for radiation (or not). But I am set up to have more chemo on the the 5th of April for the next cycle of 3 treatments. Those may or may not bee the same as I'm having now, the c-scan will tell that tale.

On a two wheeled note. I'm hoping to get out for a ride this weekend, Yup I'm hoping. It's supposed to be in the 60s. Got to love that for an early spring. I'm hoping I'll have my heritage springer running by than too. I think it might be the gas so I'll drain the tank and put in some nice new gas and change the plugs for good messure. I have a new batt on the shelf so maybe that will get the charge blast and be all set for a ride. I never did get to putting the sidecar on, and now with all what's going on maybe I won't get to it at all.

But, now it's off to bed again, sleep for another couple hours or so. For all of you that are riding, I wish I was right there with you on two wheel. For all of you offering your hospitality, please know, to just be able to put my right hand in your hand to shake and say hello face to face, with my friends will surely be a day on the list of best days lived by this country boy. I can hardly wait. I'll let you know of the route and planned times as soon as I get it together.

your friend
Sam  chappy.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on March 17, 2010, 12:47:30 AM
Hi family and friends,
I made it through treatment 2 of three, 3rd treatment tomorrow. Going to hang in there for the long haul. I did get an appointment set for March 30 for my next c-scan, that the test that sets the stage for the next plan of attack. At this point a PET-scan still hasn't been set yet, nor has a date for radiation (or not). But I am set up to have more chemo on the the 5th of April for the next cycle of 3 treatments. Those may or may not bee the same as I'm having now, the c-scan will tell that tale.

On a two wheeled note. I'm hoping to get out for a ride this weekend, Yup I'm hoping. It's supposed to be in the 60s. Got to love that for an early spring. I'm hoping I'll have my heritage springer running by than too. I think it might be the gas so I'll drain the tank and put in some nice new gas and change the plugs for good messure. I have a new batt on the shelf so maybe that will get the charge blast and be all set for a ride. I never did get to putting the sidecar on, and now with all what's going on maybe I won't get to it at all.

But, now it's off to bed again, sleep for another couple hours or so. For all of you that are riding, I wish I was right there with you on two wheel. For all of you offering your hospitality, please know, to just be able to put my right hand in your hand to shake and say hello face to face, with my friends will surely be a day on the list of best days lived by this country boy. I can hardly wait. I'll let you know of the route and planned times as soon as I get it together.

your friend
Sam  chappy.

I don't write often in your thread Sam.  After reading it there's usually little left to say and nothing left to add.  The story is all yours.  Only wanted to say good luck with the rides your planning, ride safe, keep strong and get that guy to mow your grass again.  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 17, 2010, 01:02:23 AM
I don't write often in your thread Sam.  After reading it there's usually little left to say and nothing left to add.  The story is all yours.  Only wanted to say good luck with the rides your planning, ride safe, keep strong and get that guy to mow your grass again.  :2vrolijk_21:

Hi Twolanerider,
That's funny. Looking back that yard care was really a treat and glad I didn't have to do it. Yard care and riding sure is a conflict of interest for sure. But mowing grass won't happen here for at lease 60 days or so. I really expect that I'll have the plow busy a few more times yet. And then the next huddle is the mud season. Wouldn't you know I live on a dirt road. Worse case, I'll trailer the bike down off the hill to some tar road and park at a wal-mart or such and then put some miles on. One thing I love is that spring brings longer days. And let me say thanks to you for reminding me how much I have been blessed. It humbles me to recall.
Thanks friend
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 17, 2010, 07:14:45 PM
Chappy,

Enjoy your ride this weekend and ride safe.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JoMo on March 17, 2010, 10:45:28 PM
Yes Chappy ride safe, ride long and enjoy the many miles a head of you.

                         Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: AZ SESG on March 17, 2010, 11:14:44 PM
Good evening Sam and Sue,
  Your faith and perseverance bring great joy!  Your updates always cause me to smile and give thanks.

  "Do not keep the faith.  Spread it around!"   :)   For your example it should say, "Continue spreading it around!"   :2vrolijk_21:

  We continue to lift your names on High, each evening at 9:30PM.

All the best,
Charlie and family
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on March 18, 2010, 12:55:48 AM
Chappy I'm very happy that you may get to ride. I just wish I was there, and so does a lot of others from here.

Be Safe my Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on March 18, 2010, 08:17:07 AM
Hey Sam, hope all is going well, I just went out for my first long ride of the season, was in the high 60's here. Man nothing clears the head and makes me feel good like getting out the first few times. Of course it going to be a hing in the low 30's on Saturday!!! Get out and ride! Our prayers are with you every day Sam. Good luck with the springer!

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hard10 on March 20, 2010, 09:09:22 PM
Sam, I was riding home from the local dealership this afternoon. It was only about a fifteen minute ride but about half way home, a thought of you hit me like a ton of bricks. Like so many others have said here before, you have touched us in ways that you will never know. Please know that you, Sue, and your whole family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 21, 2010, 12:24:52 AM
Thanks Hard10,

Today wasn't as good a day that I had hoped for. Maybe a tad better than yesterday, but, it wasn't a day I could ride. Although, I did get som company and had a good feast of spaghetti and meatballs. Latter Delta, a riding buddy stopped by. He was out and about on his bike and stoped in. He lives in the greathe Manchester, NH area and told me it's hard pressed to find any snow. At my house tha snow drifts on the edge of the roads is still quite high. And my back yard has a foot or mor of snow. Yet, cross the couple of big hills on I-89 to The Conn. River valley and it's like a new time zone. But The good news is, "IT"S SPRING!!!" Back to some chills tomorrow.

This chemo just kicks the snot out of me. If it acts the same I should be ill until around the 25th of March. The good news is I'll have a c-scan on the 30th of March. Lots of info will be gleamed from the scan, I hope so anyway. One of my new friends that is going his rounds with chemo has been as sick or maybe even more sick than me. It's sad to see so many people sick from this stuff. He may have his changed as I may as well. The talk was that I may not be able to continue with chemo. Now the radiation is another story all together. Story there is I may never get to start. It's a mixed feeling for me concerening that. On the one hand, I don't like the thought of 5 days a week for 8 weeks, but on the other hand I don't want to give up either.

I'm hoping that if this is my last year to ride, I'll at least be able to put on some great miles and see face to face so many that have made my riding the most worthwhile experience of my relaxed life. Relationships can be the best of the best and if we do it right our memories will be what blesses us and others for much time to come.

Well, , sorry if I got foggy, Just overwhelmed with the dream of a greatest riding season ahaed. At least that's my plan.

I hope all is right with all of you and yours
chappy


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 21, 2010, 09:09:53 AM
Good morning Sam,
You don't have to apologise to anyone here for sharing your thoughts. We are blessed that you have chosen to share you journey with us.
Keep your chin up and your eyes straight ahead.
I look forward to riding with you this year.
God bless you and yours.
Your friend,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 21, 2010, 10:08:42 AM
Hello Sam, just keep thinking of the rides ahead, don't let the other stuff lower your spirits, I know its easy for me to say, its not me getting the treatment.  You are are a strong man with a strong family and friends that all love you and pray everyday for you.  Keep your head up and help us help you with your fight.

God bless you and yours.

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on March 23, 2010, 08:14:59 AM
Sorry to hear you getting sick for so long Sam. Keep those thoughts of the great riding season ahead and it might help you through the illness from the chemo. Hope you start feeling better soon and can get out and enjoy the spring weather. We keep bouncing from nice warm weather in the 50's and 60's to snow! Just giving us a tease of what's to come. As always, prayers are with you and the family!!

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on March 29, 2010, 09:40:37 AM
Chappy, my daily prayers continue your way. God Bless.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 01, 2010, 03:20:40 AM
Cancer update  March 31, 2010
Hello family, friends and folks,
Part 1

Time flies and more gets sent to the To Do List everyday it seems.
I finally had my C-scan yesterday (the 30th). It was a long day that started at an 8 am blood draw that filled several little tubes of my blood. I had to wait for all the tests to be done before I could see the Doc. And before you could know it there was the Doc and only 2 hours had gone by. LOL  Now, as I stated, I was set for a c-scan; NO FOOD OR DRINK. Man, I was getting hungry, I think everyone in the chemo room could hear me rumble. Oh well, at that point I only had 4 more hours before I could have my 2PM c-scan. I thought: NOOOOOO, Say it ain’t SOOOOOO!!!  I am hungry. Just as I’m thinking how long that wait was going to seem, the Nurse gave me 2 16 oz bottles of what looked like white powdered caulk with a little water just for good measure. The word Vannia was on the label, who are they kidding??  NOT ME!!  Anyway, one led was marked 12:00 NOON and the other lid was marked 1:00 PM  and as much as I didn’t want those special drinks made for clear c-scan shots, I started to think on vannaia, and vannia started to sound good, in fact, it started to sound down right tasty. I started to glance at my watch more often, not so much to see the time that I was boarded enough to look at the time, but then the glance was in reference to how much time will need to pass before I could drink down one of those refreshing cool vinnia mike shakes. Finally it was 12: Noon, I grabbed a drink unscrewed the top, ripped the tab of the top and gulped the whole thing down. I was about half done when my brain said, “WARNING-WARNING!!!-THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK”!!!  Slowly that thought took over every idea that I was getting refreshed. Suddenly, my mouth was filled clear down to my belly with this white gritty, pasty, Jell-O stuff that I just couldn’t find even a hint of vanilla in. Then I realize I wanted to stop swallowing but it seemed as though it was all one piece. So, with only all of it to Loose, I decided to go for it, and did. Yes, I finished. But the very sad fact, I was really only half done, I had to drink another one in 59 minutes. Have you ever notice when you are waiting for something you want it takes forever, BUT, if you’re not so much in a hurry to, let’s say, Drink some white gritty, pasty, jell-o stuff that lacks even a hint of vanilla in it and know you’d like to stop swallowing but won’t be able to because it is all one piece. Blaaaahhh  ‘twice even!!!”  LOL  That was a fast 59 minutes. I decided to take several breaths and slam it down as quick as I could. Again, I was down in less than a minute. I was proud of my self and walked proudly to the trash can even though my whole body would get this weird sort of shake, kind of like what a dog does just inside the door of your home when he got rained on for his outside nature call.
The C-scan went well. With a strange event to follow. The blood cath was left in the arm from the morning blood test, just so I wouldn’t have to get stuck again for the contrast juice that the c-scan required. After the scan, the CT Tech pulled out the blood caht and bandaged it I got off the table and got dressed. I then went to the waiting room where
Sue was and noticed blood all over the place, I mean lots of blood. As I was thinking some poor bugger is in bad shape and was bleeding all over the place. I went to point to the blood with my right hand and saw blood projecting from my hand. That’s when I noticed the poor bugger was me, I was squirting blood, like a squirt gun all over the place. The guy that did the scan on me walked me out to the waiting room so he could call the next name. He told me to sit down. I would have had to shimmy my way to any of the few seat that was available so I just stood there with my hand raised and put some pressure on it. Before you say the Gettysburg Address the bleeding was stopped and the big mess was cleaned up.
It hasn’t bled since.


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 01, 2010, 03:28:44 AM
Part 2
That was then, this is now-today March 31.

My Doctor had today off, but when he got the info about my c-scan he called me. Best I use the outline format to share the results of my contrast C-scan. Here goes

1.   No new cancer growth, including outside the chest cavity
2.   The Lymph Drop Mets didn’t show up
3.   Scar tissue was much less, including around my heart and lungs
4.   The tumor in left lung was gone
5.   The marginal area around the larges tumor that was removed is still cancer, but much of it is gone
6.   BEST NEWS, I don’t have to receive my 3 day cycle of chemo on  Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday of next week.
7.   More Best News, A PET scan has been ordered, those results may open the door for me to start radiation.
8.   But with every long ride you run the risk of rain, and so it is with this ride, and there is some rain. But it’s OK because I knew going into the surgery that there was a risk, in fact many risks. One risk has shown with clarity that it did happen and explains why I am having difficulty breathing, my frenetic nerve was cut during the operation. That frantic nerve is the nerve that works the diaphragm and causes the breath in and out as we breathe each time. Our amazing bodies have a back up system to breath. The good news is you don’t even have to think about it, the not so great news is the back up system isn’t quite as good or efficient as the good old diaphragm. But like I said many times, I can deal with that.

Next stop, A blood test tomorrow and then an appointment for a PET Scan. Then Radiation.
Hopefully, I’ll never have to deal with chemo sickness again. Yet, honestly, this whole ride has been much like a yoyo. I hope this is not just another “jo”.

Now for the very very best news yet…..
I hear this weekend is set for 80-degree weather here in the northeast. I’m hoping for a nice two-wheel ride. Sunday the 4th is Sue and mine 35th wedding Annverury. That day 35 years ago it was 27 degrees with fog and heavy mist, changed to heavy rain than snow. We ended up with 18 inches of heavy wet sticky type snow. I’m glad it’s not snowing this year.

Lot’s more to write but I beat you’re getting sick of reading.
So long for now
Ride safe, Ride long
Your friend
Sam, Dad, chappy, friend

     
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on April 01, 2010, 08:02:31 AM
Great News Sam! I guess the sickness from the chemo was worth it. Continuing prayers for continuing improvement and some nice rides this spring!  :2vrolijk_21:

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on April 01, 2010, 08:48:54 AM
I never get sick of reading that your improving Sam  :2vrolijk_21: Happy Anniversary to Sue and yourself and I hope you get to enjoy the nice weather out on two wheels this weekend :coolblue:  You remain in our prayers and thoughts my friend.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on April 01, 2010, 10:43:48 AM

but I bet you’re getting sick of reading.




Not yet.  Please keep it up (and writing your story too).
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Werkscycle on April 01, 2010, 11:35:24 AM
Sam,

Sorry to hear of your illness, stay positive and never lose your sense of humor, our thoughts and prayers are with you,never give up the fight we'll be pulling for you all the way.

  Chuck
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 01, 2010, 10:01:30 PM
Sam,
Happy 35th Anniversary to Sue and yourself!
Keep up the good work and you will catch Susie and I. We just celebrated our 44th yesterday.
I am so happy to read of your good, better, best report.
Enjoy your ride this weekend.
God Bless.
Your friend Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on April 01, 2010, 11:26:24 PM
Sam,

Glad to hear from you, sounds like some positive news for you.  By the way Happy Anniversary, sounds like Sunday will be a great day, I hope you can get out and ride.  Let us know how the ride goes.  Our anniversary is the 21st, been together for 30 years, 20 of them married.  Ride safe and long.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on April 02, 2010, 08:34:29 AM
Lots of reasons for celebration this Easter weekend Sam!! Congratulations to you and Sue on your 35th Anniversary!!!   :beerchug:

Let's ride - Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on April 02, 2010, 09:58:40 AM
Stay positive Sam, your doing great! I think of ya everytime I take your old FXRG jacket for a ride.


JW
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: NVTHIS on April 03, 2010, 01:46:44 AM
Bro, listen to you. You sound great and it's not just your health that is the cause. Happy 35th Anniversary to you and Sue, that is great. I'm very happy for you both. Now, this weekend get out and let the wind hit you in the face, that is your gift to your self. And that will make her happy to see you get out as well. Have a safe ride Bro, and keep writing.

Your Friend,
Chris
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on April 06, 2010, 02:54:33 PM
I think I can speak/write for all of us readers when I say continue to keep us informed. We all enjoy your ability to make our tough times seem so insignificant. I know that sounds so self centered but it's true. You've a Gods given ability to comfort those around you, and you are making each of us better through this media. My prayers continue daily ... all because of you. I pray for God to give you continued strength, to provide the doctors with the wisdom necessary to provide you with proper care, and for rapid healing. God Bless.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 06, 2010, 10:20:29 PM
Hi folks this is Sue, once again writing for Sam. We so enjoyed riding the bike over the weekend although he is still recuperating from exhaustion. We rode about 6 hours on Saturday, had a beautiful ride but about 2 hours before getting home he knew he was approaching his limit. When we got home he pretty much veg’d out and went to bed really early.

 On Sunday, our 35th wedding anniversary, brought us another 6 hour ride that started with seeing our kids and grandchildren and then met up with some friends that took us to lunch. Then the four of us rode down along the Conn. River in Vermont and enjoyed seeing no ice on the river and buds on the trees. Headed east back into New Hampshire and took the slow roads in a round about way back towards home. Stopped for gas about 45 minutes from home and it was obvious Sam had had enough for the day. Once we were home he went right to bed but thoroughly appreciated the ability to ride the two nice days we had.

 Monday, we went to the chemo room at the VA Hospital  to say so-long to his chemo buddies and to wish them well and also had a chance to talk to the doc. We asked a few questions and was reassured that the CT scan looked good. He is having the PET scan done Friday, April 9th and that will point to either more chemo treatments or radiation treatments. But it seems as though the high doses of chemo that he has received already has brought his body to the limit at least temporarily. The doctor explained that if and when tests reveal that the cancer is showing growth then chemo will start again. So right now we are praying that the good news continues with a great PET scan to follow. Got home early Monday afternoon and Sam was still exhausted from the bike rides and went to bed again. He’s been laying low all day today and hopes to write to all of you guys again soon. He and I just want to say thank you for all your continued thoughts and prayers.

Warmly,
Sue
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Bojiboy on April 06, 2010, 10:28:23 PM
Sue,

Congratulations on your 35th anniversary! So happy to hear you two were able to get in so much riding, I'm sure it was good for the soul. Keep up the good spirits, we're always thinking of you both....

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on April 06, 2010, 11:54:20 PM
I sounds like a wonderful weekend for both of you,  I'm so happy to hear that you were able to get in a couple of nice rides while celebrating.  Sam, you take that well earned rest for now, cause there is plenty more good days ahead for you and Sue!! 

Always in our thoughts and prayers

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: sadunbar on April 07, 2010, 12:04:35 AM
It sounds like had a wonderful weekend and anniversary ride.  Truely inspirational...  God Bless...
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Post by: southtxcruiser on April 07, 2010, 12:25:08 AM
happy belated anniversary... and its awesome to hear that u and him are riding.... :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 07, 2010, 07:15:53 AM
Sue,
So happy to hear that you were able to git in the two rides!
Just want to know if Sam still has the big old grin on his face, I know he was too tired to wipe it off. ;D
God Bless both of you.
Your friend,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on April 07, 2010, 07:29:41 PM
Hi Sue,

Glad to hear you and Sam were able to get out and go two days in a row.  Sounds like you had a great anniversary. We will keep you both in our prayers, let us know how the PET scan goes.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 13, 2010, 10:29:03 PM
Sam /Sue,
Just wondering how you are doing? Think about the two of you every day. Pray that all is well and the weather is warm enough for riding.
God Bless!
Mike
your friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on April 14, 2010, 12:32:15 AM
Sam /Sue,
Just wondering how you are doing? Think about the two of you every day. Pray that all is well and the weather is warm enough for riding.
God Bless!
Mike
your friend
Yeah !! what Mike said.  Hope all is well

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 18, 2010, 09:06:41 PM
Howdy; part 1 of 2

Hello Family and Friends at CVOHarley,

Sorry for the delayed update.

I would like to start this update with a quote from my earliest post that followed my first PET Scan that referred to the newly discovered malignant tumors in my chest.

Quote: “They will just grow and spread to other parts of my body until systems start to shut down. I haven't been given a date yet, but it is now official, the word Terminal was used so it seems this will be my undoing unless a miraculous event takes place. Now would be good!! lol So then it would be unterminal, much better. Lol”

The Key word that I would like to point out is, “Miraculous”. Right around that same time, my oncology Doctors told me, I not only have tumors in my chest, but one of them was very large and what’s worse, it was inoperable and without a cure. All this information, given to my wife and I was the findings of the Tumor Board that meet every Tuesday at the VA Hospital in Vermont. Not only VA Doctors attended this Tumor Board Meeting, but are also attended by Doctors from a local teaching Hospital, the Dartmouth Hitchcock Hospital.

This is where I realized I needed help much beyond the reach of man and his medical expertise. Since my wife and I are folks of faith, it came natural for us to turn to our Farther in heaven for help. This is also when I went to Boston, Mass VA Hospital for a second opinion. My first answer to our prayer came in Boston from Dr. Cohen. He told me all the same information that I had first received, with this exception, he would do the surgery that I needed. I must admit, as pointed out in the above quote, I had my doubts even to go for a second opinion, and again, I admit, I was surprised to hear this Surgeon say he would operate on me. Not only would he operate, but, He asked me what I had planned for the next Thursday (the day after Veterans Day). By the end of that next Thursday, I had had the surgery and it was as successful as we had hoped for. (all those details are stated in the earlier posts)

After the following four weeks of recovery from surgery I went to the Dartmouth Hitchcock Hospital with the hope that Radiation would soon start. To my surprise, I was told that Dartmouth would not do any radiation on me. I was told they are in the business of helping people not hurting them. Once again, this was a combined decision from that same Tumor Board that had first, in so many words told me to go home and die. Much confusion abounded as stated in my many posts that followed.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 18, 2010, 09:08:37 PM
part 2 of 2

Within a few weeks after that roller coaster ride I started chemotherapy at the Vermont VA Hospital. So that all is clear, I would like to remind you all of the fact that all this was to buy me more time to live. Now, this brings me up to my latest CAT-Scan and the results that it gave. My Vermont VA Doctor, Dr. O’Donnall told me that I didn’t need to have my last three day round of chemotherapy because the CAT-Scan had shown such great results. Now, don’t get me wrong, I knew this was great news but, I was a bit reserved and slow to fully jump with joy and thanksgiving. After all, this new report was the findings of the same Tumor Board that had twice before slammed me with a death sentence. Needless to say, I wanted a second opinion with the use of a PET-Scan. I was given my wish and a PET-Scan was scheduled. It was completed and showed the same great results. Nothing lit up. The PET-Scan was clear, no cancer. I asked for an additional reading of the scans by a Doctor outside the VA system. This too was granted to me. The additional report was by Dr. Mahadivide at the Concord Hospital. He called me and gave me the confirmation that I had doubtfully waited and also hoped for. Since he was my second hope for Radiation, I knew he was familiar with my previous Scans, so I asked him if it was possible that a wrong Scan had been sent to him. He assured me that it was a Scan of me and the report was a great report. He agreed that I not only didn’t need to continue to receive chemotherapy but I also didn’t need to receive any radiation treatment. He also agreed that I should keep the monthly follow up appointments with Dr O’Donnall my VA oncology Doctor, as well as the CAT-Scans set up for me every three months. So, now I can say with all the assurance I can muster, I believe intervention of my God has been given to me and the miraculous outcome of this bumpy road has bought me time as was my prayer.

I also know that if and when this thymic carcinoma cancer shows it’s ugly head again, the right recipe of chemo drugs will be at the ready, to beat the cancer to the mat once again. I do know that at some point down that road the chemo will have no more effect against this cancer. But, know this for sure, the cancer has been beaten to the mat this time and I have won yet another round in this fight for time against a foe, that I stated in an earlier post, (this cancer doesn’t know who it’s up against). At this time I do have a problem with my breathing due to the phrenic nerve damage that was done during my surgery. This damage has paralyzed and caused the permanent loss of use of my right side diaphragm. While I’m sitting, I breathe OK, but, with much of any excersion I’m out of breath and I find myself gasping for air. I’m hoping that exercise will help this problem. I also need to gain some weight and muscle mass that I have lost since the surgery last November 12th. I am still on the mend from open chest surgery as well as the level of fatigue and exhaustion I deal with daily. So to sum it up, I'm still on a bumpy road, but not as bumpy as it was.

I am thankful for the Doctors that took part in the success of my yo-yo ride of events. I am thankful to my God for the many prayers that He listened to and answered in a mighty way. I am also thankful for the many of you that took the time to pray for me during these many months. I am also thankful for those encouraging words that you sent by e-mail and cards and letters and gifts you sent by USPS, UPS and FED-X.

Please continue to keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I keep my Doctor and CAT-Scan appointments and walk vigilantly looking over my shoulder at the ready to do battle against my foe, cancer. Also please keep me in mind as I build my endurance to ride my motorcycle for another summer riding season. My first long distance ride planned is the Cabot Trail in northern Nova Scotia, Canada. Now I have to get myself into shape and I have about 6 or 7 weeks to do so.

With sincere thankfulness to you all

Dad, Sam, chappy, friend
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Post by: Twolanerider on April 18, 2010, 09:37:01 PM
Sam, that's wonderful man.  Amazing in every possible way.  No words to do it justice sir.  Damn you're inspiring.

Not to be a dark cloud at all, but the entirety of the history still has a part that pisses me off.  Got to admit my biases up front.  Don't trust doctors any farther than I can ride them (two-up).  It's a bias that comes from too many errors in my father's care and others I've witnessed.  But you had a group of professionals willing to send you home to die.  With little more than a pat on the ass and a patronizing "we're not here to make it worse."

Obviously the focus is on the miracle; and the future.  As it should be.  Some small part of me would still be pissed though.
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Post by: Black Diamond on April 18, 2010, 10:01:46 PM
Sam, that's wonderful man.  Amazing in every possible way.  No words to do it justice sir.  Damn you're inspiring.

Not to be a dark cloud at all, but the entirety of the history still has a part that pisses me off.  Got to admit my biases up front.  Don't trust doctors any farther than I can ride them (two-up).  It's a bias that comes from too many errors in my father's care and others I've witnessed.  But you had a group of professionals willing to send you home to die.  With little more than a pat on the ass and a patronizing "we're not here to make it worse."

Obviously the focus is on the miracle; and the future.  As it should be.  Some small part of me would still be pissed though.

DITTO

JW
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Post by: martys on April 18, 2010, 10:30:16 PM
Sam :-)   It gives my heart so much joy to read the words that you have posted this time.  I keep you and Sue and your family in my thoughts and prayers, and thank you for the incredable amount of inspiration you have given me through you battle, and the way you have shared your faith with all of us.  I look forward to the day I get to shake your hand and give you a hug when we meet out on the road my friend.

Marty
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Post by: chappy on April 19, 2010, 12:27:41 AM
Sam, that's wonderful man.  Amazing in every possible way.  No words to do it justice sir.  Damn you're inspiring.

Not to be a dark cloud at all, but the entirety of the history still has a part that pisses me off.  Got to admit my biases up front.  Don't trust doctors any farther than I can ride them (two-up).  It's a bias that comes from too many errors in my father's care and others I've witnessed.  But you had a group of professionals willing to send you home to die.  With little more than a pat on the ass and a patronizing "we're not here to make it worse."

Obviously the focus is on the miracle; and the future.  As it should be.  Some small part of me would still be pissed though.

Hi Twolanerider and blackdiamond, I think we three are riding tandom when it comes to the short fallings of the medical field. Especially when it comes to the Doctors people skills. At least many of them. I have seen agendas by Doctors and staff that aren't in the best interests of the poor guy needing help. That's why much of my prayer asked the Lord to guide the hands of the Doctors and bless the teaching that should have sunk into their brains. Thier ego and pride is up to them. All jokes aside, I always want a second opinion. lol    Now as far as pissed, well I think it would hold the same value of a piss hole in the snow. Can't give it away so there ain't much need to hang on to them either.  lol          your friend, chappy
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Post by: chappy on April 19, 2010, 12:30:29 AM
Sam :-)    I look forward to the day I get to shake your hand and give you a hug when we meet out on the road my friend.

Marty

Right back at you, and the sooner the better.
Sam   aka  chappy
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Post by: Screamin on April 19, 2010, 07:01:39 AM
Sam:

You latest posts are what so many of us have been hoping and praying for. My joy at reading them is indescribable. We'll continue to be with you and can't wait to read your updates and ride reports in the months / years ahead.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 19, 2010, 09:55:04 AM
Sam / My Friend,
Today I am as happy as I have ever been after reading your posts. God has answered the prayers of many
of your family and friends. You have been truly blessed!
I look forward to to the day in the near future when we meet up in person.
My prayers continue for you and Sue.
Your friend,
Mike
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Post by: Twolanerider on April 19, 2010, 10:50:18 AM
Hey Sam?  How far you ridin' this summer :2vrolijk_21: ?
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on April 19, 2010, 10:53:37 AM
Wow is all I can say. What a read!! Thanks for taking the time to update us on this miraculous progression. Warm thoughts from here to your entire family. There is a palpable sense of relief in your update. Really good stuff ... made my day  :2vrolijk_21: Eat and rest well .... we've got some riding to do!!!

Howie
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Post by: AZ SESG on April 19, 2010, 11:08:49 AM
Sam,
  This is wonderful news and a genuine blessing! < I've got Glory Bumps! (goose bumps) > As you and I have previously discussed, all things are possible when you are in touch with the Master Physician!

  There will be additional praise combined with our prayers tonight at 10:00PM!

Praying for His continued blessings on you and yours,
Charlie
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Post by: ccr on April 19, 2010, 12:35:16 PM
Absolutely Wonderful news.

 :cherry:
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Post by: Talon on April 19, 2010, 02:00:41 PM
Great news Sam!  :2vrolijk_21: :pepper:

Craig
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Post by: DJ56 on April 19, 2010, 02:22:29 PM
Excellent Sam!!  :2vrolijk_21:  You continue to be in our prayers.

DJ













































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Post by: Chains on April 19, 2010, 07:12:46 PM
Sam,

As I sat here reading your latest report all I can think is thank the Lord and I keep muttering it to myself. I am so happy for you and yours thank it brings tears to my eyes.  We will still keep you and Sue in our prayers.  Ride safe and long my friend it is indeed miraculous.

Jim
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 27, 2010, 08:20:06 AM
Sam,
It's been a week since we've heard from you,
I pray all is well and you have been out riding!
Just wondering!!
God bless my friend,
Mike
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Post by: Chains on April 27, 2010, 12:39:57 PM
Sam,
It's been a week since we've heard from you,
I pray all is well and you have been out riding!
Just wondering!!
God bless my friend,
Mike
X 2
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Post by: chappy on April 27, 2010, 09:56:32 PM
Hi Guys,

Well, it's been raining for a week and in fact, it even spit snow for a while today. Nothing stuck to the ground, it's to wet...  lol
My next Dr appointment is May 17th. That check up will be for blood work and q&a.

I requested copies of my C-scans and PET-scans from the hospital. I got the copies in todays mail in the form of CDs or DVDs and I can't seem to open them on my computer.  So much for having a copy for my own records.  lol

I'll let you all know as soon as I can get a few miles in.
I hope you're all riding.
your friend
Sam  aka  chappy

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Post by: JoMo on April 27, 2010, 10:34:11 PM
Chappy you and Sue are allways in my prayers. It is so good to hear that you are doing so well and out there riding.
Our Lord truly shines on you and Sue, one day I to hope to shake your hand and ride with you.
And Happy Belated Anniversary.

                        Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 28, 2010, 07:31:47 AM
Thanks Sam.
Just want to know your okay.
Hope the rain stops and it warms up so you can RIDE!
God Bless my friend,
Mike
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Post by: Talon on April 28, 2010, 08:43:17 AM
Yea, we've been having crappy weather too. Typical Colorado spring weather, there was snow down south the other day some areas got 11", now it's going to be around 80 today, then back to rain or possibly snow for three or four days!

Craig
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Post by: chappy on April 28, 2010, 01:53:21 PM
beleive it or not...
Snowing again today and it's stcking to the ground.
It's white mud season here for a while.
Gone soon I hope.

thanks for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers.
I'm hoping to meet all of you for a ride too.
until then, be well.

your friend
Sam  chappy
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Post by: Chains on April 28, 2010, 01:56:23 PM
Sam,

Great to here from you, seems to rain here every weekend and Tornadoes season is here so it gets a little wild.  Your family is in our prayers every day, hope you get some ride time in soon.

Jim
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Post by: MAT on April 30, 2010, 12:54:48 AM
Hi Sam, Good to hear your doing good, except for your weather,
 hope it clears so you can get in some riding time.
Have fun and stay safe, prayers are going your way,  Mike 
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Post by: kb on May 12, 2010, 09:39:50 PM
Hi Sam  I hope that all is going well for you. My prayers are with you. kb
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 20, 2010, 09:06:04 AM
Sam,
Hope all is well with you and Sue I know you have been busy with the twin grandsons.
Just checking!
God Bless my friend,
Mike
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Post by: chappy on June 01, 2010, 02:09:07 AM
Hello Friends and Family,

Thanks so n much for your continued prayers. There's so much going on in my family right now I can hardly keep it straight. I've been getting out on the bikes for a few haours at a time. I really thought I'd be doing better than what I've been doing. A bit discouraged with my progress. I get winded so easy especially on those hot and humid days. I can hardly breath. I do have a heathy hunger and have scratched that itch pretty good. I have gained back 10 pounds that chemo took away. My Doc said I still have a long road ahead, I find that to be better than earlier advice the Doc's gave when they said I should get my ducks in a row. My head has started to spout some hair, it's coming in thick, soft and very slow. My beard is growing a little bit faster but not to thick and it's mostly white. All the other body hair has not started to grow yet at all. My hearing isn't doing to good. Although, sometimes that's a real benefit. ha ha ha

Stil set to leave the 12th for the trip to Nova Scotia Cabot Trail. Sue will ride with me and Delta will be on his Ultra. I hope I don't sloww down the ride that they are hoping for. Should be able to slow the pace down once we get to Alma, NB, Canada on the West shore of the Bay of Fundy also a must see is the ROCK. There is a fifty foot tite to see, good for a few shots with the camera too.

Thanks again so much for being ther for me and Sue, I want to meet everyone of you and I hope I can pull it off before the end of rideing season this year.

Your friend chappy   aka   Sam
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Post by: martys on June 01, 2010, 09:13:43 AM
Hello Sam  :)

     It is great to hear the word " progress " in your update,  even though it may not be at the pace you would like to be at, it is still great to hear it is moving in the right direction.  I know you will enjoy the ride to our East Coast,  it is some of the most wonderful countryside you will ever see, and some great riding as an added bonus.  You remain in our thoughts and prayers Sam and Sue and thankful for your continued recovery.

Marty
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on June 01, 2010, 10:08:19 AM
Sam,
It's great to hear from you and that the progress continues!
We keep you and Sue in our prayers daily.
Keep up the good work.
Look forward to meeting you this year.
Your friend,
Mike
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Post by: kb on June 01, 2010, 10:29:42 AM
 Good morning Sam.  What ever you have been doing sure seems to be working,keep going. My prayers are with you. kb
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Post by: JoMo on June 01, 2010, 07:35:06 PM
Sam  :2vrolijk_21:

  You are allways in my prayers.

                  Jo Mo NYC  :coolblue:
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Post by: Donny B on June 05, 2010, 04:55:56 PM
Attitude and a good outlook is the best thing for you to do, Our thoughts and prayers are with you and yours.
Head up, God Bless. Don
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Post by: Chains on June 05, 2010, 09:43:58 PM
Sam,

Good to hear from you, I hope you and Sue enjoy your trip and the weather is great every day.  Maybe not too hot and humid if your lucky.

Good to hear from you, take a lot of pictures for us all.  As always you are in our prayers.
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Post by: countryboymt on June 06, 2010, 01:56:53 PM
WOW! I have been off the site all winter, doing my snowmobiling forums, I have to tell you Chappy, I am glad I read this at work,Where no one could witness the emotions this read brought out. I laughed with you, cried for you , Wept with your wife, Stood in the background with admiration in my face at the pictures of your, yet to be born grandchildren,And stood shoulder to shoulder with My new found friends,(That i have never met) On here.  If on your tour around the country, you come through the north west, Let me know, I would be honered to meet up with you and put a few miles under the bikes. You my friend are truly Inspirational.
Bryan
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Post by: MAT on June 17, 2010, 10:30:57 AM
Can't wait to see some pictures from your trip, hope your having a blast and really enjoying yourselves.  Mike
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Post by: swat1 on June 17, 2010, 05:18:11 PM
Sam, Glad to hear the progress cant wait to see your pictures
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Post by: grit on June 25, 2010, 04:22:39 PM
Haven't been on the site for a while Chappy but my prayers for you and yours have continued as promised and will until you have complete recovery. It sounds like you are getting there. Keep the faith and be safe.
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Post by: chappy on June 25, 2010, 06:11:48 PM
Hello Family and Friends,

I hope all is well with you and yours.

It’s been a while since my last update on things here, so here’s the scoop.
Sorry it's so long!!!!
Because I'm as long winded as usual, I have to post in 2 parts
this is part 1 of 2

Sue and I got back from our trip to NB and NS Canada. We traveled just under 2000 miles round trip. A very close friend Delta rode with us, always a pleasure to ride with him and as usual we had a great time. I was a bit under the weather most of the trip, even though, still had a great time. The money exchange rate was worse than I have ever seen. Nothing was a bargain, Rooms and Food was highly priced. In fact middle of the road type rooms were as highly priced in Canada as upper middle class Hotel/Motels in the northeast of the States. More than not the evening meal for the 3 of us cost more than the room for the night. We ate a lot of seafood, it was very good tasting too.

We crossed the border into Canada at the Calais, Me/ St. Stephen, NB crossing. We rode an hour or so more then called it a day and got a room at Saint John, NB. Our plan was to go to the Hopewell Rocks and Bay of Fundy National Park as well as the fishing village of Alma. But the weather report showed cold and rain was coming and rather than riding the Cabot Trail in the fog, rain and cold that would be there in a couple of days we headed for the Cabot Trail the next morning to beat the bad weather. Our new plan paid off. The Cabot Trail ride was very clear and mild temps as the link to the pictures that we all took will show. The ride there put us in the direct path of strong and cold winds that led the bad weather front our way. Once we made it to Nova Scotia the winds really picked up and the temps really went down. At one point we were riding in 40 degrees F temps. I don’t know what the chill factor was But I could see my breath, we did finally make it north of the weather front and the weather turned much warmer and clear.

This is a good time to say, I should have paid more attention in school on the days that conversion of gallons to liters, miles to kilometers because there was no way I could figure my gas mileage per gallon. lol  The only way I knew the temp that I can understand was when Delta told me what his ambient air temp read on his fairing gauge. My GPS maps were all out of kilter once I crossed into Canada, and Delta’s GPS was better but not much better. At least his was more reliable than mine. In fact, a couple days after I got home, I called Garmin to get help to reload the updated maps, much better now. What’s a bit funny was, I brought with me an Atlas, a nice large print with lots of city maps as well. But, when I really needed it, I found that it didn’t include Canada. Go figure!! Lol

The Cabot Trail is a trip that Sue and I have wanted to do for many years. We have been so close to the Trail a few times, but when just miles away we decided to turn away to head west and went to Prince Edward Island to avoid the rough weather we were in and the weather that was still coming our way. So to finally make a successful ride of the Cabot Trail was a riding victory for me and Sue. We rode the Cabot Trail clockwise and at times the views were just amazing. Again, the pictures will show many of the spectacular overlooks that could be had along the Trail. I was amazed at the number of bikes that were also along the trail and so many nicely keep older cars. There must have been a car show nearby. Before I forget, I want to mention that the largest black bear I have ever seen walked across the road ahead of us maybe 200 yards or so. He didn’t have a care in the world. Saw 3 or 4 eagles and I thought I saw a seal, but at a closer look it was a buoy. Sue and Delta got a laugh at that, but, later a Park Ranger called attention to a seal that also turned out to be a buoy. Then I didn’t feel so bad, the Ranger even thought she saw a fish in the mouth of the seal/buoy that she had her telescope locked on. We didn’t put many miles on that day because of the slower coastal route we were riding. We ended that day with a room on the other end of the Cabot Trail and more seafood.
 
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Post by: chappy on June 25, 2010, 06:13:20 PM
Part 2 of 2

I think we all slept good in preparation for the ride in the morning that would take us back towards the Hopewell Rocks. A must see. The tide rises or lowers 8 feet and hour. The tide at the Hopewell Rocks is 32 to 40 feet. Alma village is a fishing village where the fishing boats sit idle in a cradle on a mud floor with the water nearly out of sight until the tide comes in. Pictures!! I must admit, I was whooped by the ride and didn't have it in me to do much walking so most all the photos were taken on the fly. Delta and I walked down past the closed gate to hopewell rocks to snap a few pics from the top of the ledge. No way would I make it down the stairs to the bottom and then make it back up again. Delta agreed. lol I think he was nearly as winded as I was.

That next Morning we headed for the USA and got a room at Bar Harbor, Maine. Or, as they say, Bah Hahbah, DownEast Maine. More seafood and a good nights sleep ended that day. The next morning we rode to the Acadia National Park and enjoyed the view from atop Cadilac Mountain. It’s the highest location that close to the sea in America. The view is unforgettable. We then rode the long ride home with a few rain drops along the way. I forgot to add that we hit a very heavy down pour on the ride to Hopewell Rocks. The rain was the type that you can’t see more than 25 or 30 feet at the most and wouldn’t you know, we were on a highway at the time. So we slowed down to 60 mph at least. Lol I brought home lots of wet clothes from that day.

I have left out so many points, that if you were with us on this trip, after reading this, you would have to wonder if I was writing about the same trip. Best of all, there was very little bad weather, NO breakdowns, NO accidents, and memories that will last a lifetime, or at least until dementia sinks it’s hooks.

Delta’s photos
http://s45.photobucket.com/albums/f67/limozn/2010%20June%2011-15%20%20Sam%20Sue%20Don%20%20Canada%20trip/

Sue’s and my photos
http://s45.photobucket.com/albums/f67/limozn/2010%20June%2011-15%20-Sam%20%20Sue-%20%20Don%20%20Canada%20Trip/


Got home and had aother good report from my Oncology Doctor visit. The bug I had on the trip is gone and my tooth ache is even gone. Yippy I O !!

Take care, Sam aka chappy
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Post by: Fired00d on June 25, 2010, 06:29:32 PM
Chappy so great to read about your trip.... glad you were able to enjoy it. :2vrolijk_21:

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: martys on June 25, 2010, 07:12:55 PM
So very glad you were able to enjoy a little corner of our country Sam and Sue  :2vrolijk_21: but even more so that you were able to do it in relative good health and on two wheels  :pepper: :pepper:  You remain in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty
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Post by: Chains on June 26, 2010, 11:05:01 PM
Chappy,

Looks like you guys had a great trip, glad you are in shape to ride like you did.  Hope all reports keep comming back good.  You and Sue are in our prayers.  Ride safe and long.
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Post by: Robmay on June 27, 2010, 10:33:33 AM
Looking good Chappy!  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: chappy on July 21, 2010, 02:42:37 AM
Hello Family and Friends
 
I guess what I'm saying in the Subject is the affect that my cancer diagnosis has had on me has been much like a Yo-Yo. Without stateing all the ups and downs that I, or to put it more correctly, Sue and I, have endured since the cancer diagnosis was given to me last September, I'll just let you all know that it has been 3 months since my last chemo treatment and C-Scan, a time table that I am very thankful for. Although I was told ther was "No Evidence of Disease", I was also told that there is no cure for Thymic Carcinoma cancer. This is when I am also usually told that a bus could run me over tomorrow. Or, when it's your time to go... and on and on. But, with my wife and I happy that we might have some relatively enjoyable time to spend together this summer somewhere other than at the Dr.s office, clinic, chemo room, getting blood sucked out of me or at the pharmacy or any of the other medical things that can be dreamed up. Instead: We did the motorcycle ride to Nova Scotia, Canada and had a great time. It did whoop my butt, yup I was beat. But I am so glad I pulled it off. I have been doing more around the house, again, very tiring and seems to take for ever, I feel like I'll never catch up, but, then I see just how much I have done and realize that if I didn't have the surgury last November, I wouldn't be here to do any of it. So, to be real clear, I am very thankful to be here and be busy even at a slower pace than I would have ever believed could become my norm for me.
 
On July 12 this year I had another one of my contrast C-scan s done at the VT VA Hospital. For me this is now a fairly routine scan to be done every 3 months. This time however, cancer showed up in three places, 1, the upper lobe of my right lung, My right lung is the lung that already had the cancer and lower lobe removed. 2, At the split of my wind pipe between my two lungs, not the best location there is I'm sure. And last, at my trachea, not a good spot either. I enjoy being able to swallow and talking is something I also enjoy. lol  I was called by the VA Hospital to come in and see the Doc. It looked like I was headed for another regimen of a stronger chemo cocktail, but a trip to Boston VA Hospital for another C-Scan and a PET Scan was the new plan. To my surprize, Monday July 19th was the day that an appointment was squeezed in for me. Well, I got the call today from the Doc. The cancer had grown for sure, but, amazingly enough, it wasn't or isn't growing at the very aggresive rate suspected, but rather a much slower pace. Thank God. What's even more great news, I don't have to start chemo now, unlike like first planned. It seems that at my next C-Scan it will be decided if chemo should start. This is great news for me, I have my summer back, I can ride some more and if I need to start chemo in three months, well that's October and riding season is on it's last leg then anyway. "So there," cancer, you blew it again. That's YOU to the mat three times now, my hope is that you give up on me and leave. But know this, until you leave, I'm on guard and I have some pretty good doc's that know what thier doing and I have so many friends and family that are praying and thinking of me That I must say I'm surprized that you don't move on to where you might find it a bit easier for you.
 
I don't think I'm going to make it to Alaska this year, because I can see I still have a ways to go before I can take on a road trip like that but I have been in the wind and enoy it as much as ever. On a more positive note, I got a hair ct today. First one in a long long long time.
 
I'm a very lucky man to have so many folks from close and far that care about me. Your thoughts and prayers have done more for me and Sue than any of us may ever know in full. But I want you all to know this,  I and Sue are more thankful for you as my family and friends then either of us could ever express.
 
Sorry I rambled on. I should be hacking zzz by now
 
good night and good dreams to you all
Sam  aka  chappy
 
ps  no spell check tonight  lol
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on July 21, 2010, 03:56:16 AM
Thanks for checking in again.  Have been waiting for the post describing enjoying the Nova Scotia trip.  Really glad to read that. 

Hate to read the damn stuff is showing up in more places again.  No matter how it works out it is outstanding to know you'll have your summer and another riding season to enjoy. 

Don't be good, have fun, strangle the summer and make it your own.  Godspeed to the next good time :2vrolijk_21: .
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 21, 2010, 08:48:27 AM
Sam,
I enjoyed reading your posts of your trip. Some day I would like to do NB & NS. I hope some day would get here.
My prayers are with you and Sue every day and will continue.
As for the slowing down in completing jobs, you don't have the market covered. Age has a lot to do with this as I and many others have found out. Getting older with grace ain't going to happen around here. I will complain every day about how long it takes to get things done.
Best to you and Sue!
God Bless!
Your friend,
Mike
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Post by: Robmay on July 21, 2010, 09:40:34 AM
Thanks for the update Sam. Still praying for you and your family!!
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Post by: sadunbar on July 21, 2010, 09:57:58 AM
I continue to be inspired by your spirit, Chappy.  God Bless you and your family.  And it's great to hear of your cycle adventures!  I hope you continue to have a fantastic riding season...!!!   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: martys on July 22, 2010, 10:25:04 AM
Great to hear from you Sam, and glad to hear you are in the wind this summer!  Enjoy each and every day my friend, You and Sue and the family are always in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on July 23, 2010, 12:14:11 PM
Great to here from you Chappy, God Bless you and yours.
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Post by: ccr on August 04, 2010, 03:53:14 PM
Good to hear from you.
 ;)
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Post by: ggraves427 on August 04, 2010, 05:59:04 PM
I wonder how many other guys there are like me that don't say much, but are still praying for you every day?  Best to you and Sue.
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on August 04, 2010, 07:06:08 PM
I wonder how many other guys there are like me that don't say much, but are still praying for you every day?  Best to you and Sue.
I know your not alone in your quiet support HLG. Still hanging with you Sam & Sue!!!

God Bless

Howie
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Post by: Joelgonia on August 04, 2010, 08:04:53 PM
What an adventure - and a cancer survivor!!  My Dad survived prostate cancer 12 years ago -- You guys sound a lot alike.  He can not slow down, and if he could, he wouldn't!  Keep it up -- We'll keep up with the prayers,  Joel
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 04, 2010, 10:23:54 PM
Sam,
You and Sue are in my prayers every day. I am still looking forward to riding with you. Please keep us posted on your progress.
The love of your extended family has no limits and is always here for you.
God Bless.
Your friend and extended family member,
Mike
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Post by: DJ56 on August 04, 2010, 10:52:21 PM
Glad you got to do the trip up north chappy.  You and Sue are truly inspiring folks.  Keep up the good fight.  Prayers...

DJ                                           
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 17, 2010, 08:42:15 AM
Sam,
Haven't heard from you in a while. You and Sue are in our thoughts and prayers every day.
Hope all is well and you have been out riding.
God Bless,
Your fiend,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on August 17, 2010, 11:33:23 PM
Still thinking of you and praying for you and your family!  Hoping all is well and you are getting more riding time in with Sue, also hoping you are enjoying the baby's. God bless you Sam !
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 18, 2010, 01:31:14 AM
Thanks so much for thoughts and prayers. I've been very encouraged by your caring posts.

There has been some set backs along side of the victories and that seems to be par for the course.
At the very least, it keeps things interesting.

The twin boys are now 3 1/2 months old, man, time flies.
They are doing very well and have reached the percentile of children that were born with full term.
Believe it or not, they both have reached 10+ pounds.

Sue had another flare up with her Multiple Sclerosis, she had her bounce back after 3 treatment of IV infusion.
The hard part is I loose a little bit of her each time she has a flare.
This time she hasn't bounced back as well as she had so many times before.
I think it has to do with the hot temps and high humid weather we've had of late.
And the stress she is under dealing with a sick hubby can't be doing her much good either.

I haven't been on the bike very much lately.
I've been a little under the weather myself.
In an earlier post I stated that the cancer showed up on my C-scan at the Vermont VA hospital, so I had a PET Scan and another C-scan done at the Boston VA Hospital. I saw a new Doc while my usual Doc was gone on Vacation. The news could have been better, but it also could have been much worse.
August 2nd, I had an appointment with my regular Oncologist Doc. But, strangely enough my scans are missing. Or at least they are not able to look at them on any of the VA computers. The Doc said he'd find them and give me a call. Today is day 16  and still no call. I called the Doc's office today and no reply yet. The good news is, I'm not on chemo treatment.  But all and all, the news I have been given by the fill in Doc and the regular Doc is really a mixed bag. I've lost around 10 pounds on average in the last 2 months. My hair is growing, and I've had 2 trims on my head and face so far.

I do have days that are easier than others, but I'm still very glad and happy that I've had a summer to enjoy. What's funny is, time flies whether you're having fun or not.

Now for the really great news, Sue's twin sister had a successful double lung transplant in Pittsburg, PA and is now at home in Maine. She was very happy to be home this past Saturday. It's been a long road for her. Sue and I are hoping that we can take the ride over to see her tomorrow. Sue might stay for a couple days.

Well that's about it it for now my friends. I hope all is well with you guys and I hope you are enjoying long dry sunny rides on two wheels.

Take care
your friend in Sunapee, NH
Sam  aka  chappy 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on August 18, 2010, 09:02:34 AM
Good morning Sam,  I am glad to hear that the twins are doing so well but not so glad to hear of the set backs you and Sue have had this summer.  I guess in the larger picture things could indeed be worse as you said, but I still hope and pray for you that they get even better as time flys by.

Always in our thoughts

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on August 18, 2010, 10:05:03 AM
Sam, All we can do is one day at a time and hope and pray we enjoy the next, the baby's must be total enjoyment to be around and experience. I hope that you and Sue can make the trip to her sister and visit. Meanwhile my family and I will be praying for yours. God bless you and yours !
  Talk to you soon, MAT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 18, 2010, 06:31:40 PM
Sam,

Good to hear from you, wow, twins 3 1/2 months already, that's great.  Sorry to hear Sue is under the weather, but the heat places a big part on MS, the hotter it is the worse it is on the person.

You and you family are in our prayers everyday, take care  and God Bless you and yours.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on September 13, 2010, 11:38:14 AM
Chappy and Sue, you're still in my daily prayers. God Bless.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FLYNDYNA on September 14, 2010, 08:48:00 AM
Chappy, Sue and Family,

Continued best wishes and prayers for you all...enjoy each day knowing we are with you!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 18, 2010, 12:47:19 AM
Hello Family and Friends at CVOHarley,

As usual, I'm long winded.
So this is part 1 of 2

Let me start by saying, I hope all is well with you and yours.
And Thank You for all your prayers thoughts and encouraging words.

I also want to say a couple of things that I am very thankful that took place these past couple months.

Sue and I had twin Grandsons on May 9th, (Mothers Day), well, Grandmothers day too. Although Lincoln and Braden were born premature by 7 weeks, they are now at full percentile for babies of equal age. Shaun and Amy have their hands full. Better them than me. lol

I have been out riding my mc, including a ride to Nova Scotia, to ride the Cabot Trail and also boating on Lake Sunapee and the stretch of the Connecticut River from Springfield, VT to North Walpole, NH. It seems as though the summer has just flown by, however it has been a good season for me.

I had the ultimate honor on August 6th to officiate the wedding ceremony for my best friend Don  aka  Delta and his Bride Cathy  aka  Hazeleyes. It was an outside wedding and you couldn't have had a nicer day.

Now for a difficult post to write about my fight with cancer. Thymic Carcinoma cancer has been quite a foe so far and it seems it hasn't yet realized who it's up against. Since my last update, lots has happened at the incredible pace of a snail. Although my Oncology Doctor ordered the first c-scan to be done at the Vermont Veterans Hospital, unfortunately for me, he left for a 3 week vacation and was gone when the scan was read in Vermont. A second oncology Doctor read that c-scan and she ordered a follow up c-scan and a PET scan also to be done in Boston, Ma. They were done in late July, so all 3 scans were done in July. The reason she (the second Doctor) ordered the scans to be done was because the first one proved to be such a poor report. My main oncology Doctor still hasn't seen my c-scan or PET scan from Boston Veterans Hospital as of last Monday the 13th. At that appointment it was thought that everything looked about the same. No real alarms. A bit strange compared to the report I got from the second oncologist. But, pretty much the same yo-yo tricks that I have come to expect.

The very next day (Tuesday, September 14th) I had a ten month follow up with the Surgeon that took the cancer tumors out of my chest last November 11. He was able to access all my July scans as well as the brand new c-scan with contrast that he ordered to be done the same day just prior to the appointment I had with him.

So, par for the course, this is still quite a roller coaster ride with it's continuing ups and downs. Little should this day be different than the others it follows.  lol

part 2 of 2 next post   chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 18, 2010, 12:49:16 AM
hello again,

part 2 of 2

The Surgeon came into the examination room where Sue and I were already talking with the his right hand woman. The Doc asked very few questions and then plain told me that the cancer is back and it's growing very aggressively. He told me that there is 5 new tumors in my right lung and 1 new tumor in my left lung. While he was talking I pictured how much I did not enjoy the chemo express because of how sick it made me. But before I could gather all my animosity for chemo therapy, Dr. Cohen still speaking, interrupted my thoughts with the words, "We'll have to operate again!"  SLAM !!!  goes the door of all my previous thoughts. And before I could say, "WHAT??"  He added, but we will have to do the right side first and latter do the left side side. Man, I got to tell ya, that's the last thing I expected to here. As much as I hated chemo, that's what I thought would be the next step if this cancer showed up in Dodge again. The Doc said that it wouldn't be along the same scar this time, it would be a cut from my front along my ribs under my arm to my back. I asked why not do both at the same time. He told me because it would hurt to much. Man, now that's the second thing I wasn't expecting to hear, and frankly, I really didn't like hearing that at all.  lol     So, I said, I thought that's what the drugs are for? But, laughs were had by none. lol    All this will be brought before the Tumor Board at the West Roxbury Veterans Hospital in Boston next Tuesday the 21st and if all goes as the Doc expects, I will have the tentative date of October 7th confirmed for the first of the two surgeries. Just to add a little frosting to the cake, as I left the Doc's examination room, he said, "You do know that this can't keep going on?"  I do know that, but hearing it out loud and all really did bring a new level of (not wanting to hear that!!)  Needless to say, it was a long, and nearly 3 hour ride home. Sue and I didn't talk much and when we did it was very short sentences. As though we knew what the other was thinking, but, why wouldn't we know, we've been married 35 years. Next to breathing, that's the longest I've done anything with one exception, riding motorcycles.  lol   I'm still looking for that next long distance ride, my favorite way to mc ride.
 
Next Tuesday I'll get the call from Boston and the answer to what the Tumor Board has decided about me. But earlier that same day I'm going to meet with my oncology Doc in Vermont to go over all these developments. I'm hoping that he can help me as think out questions that I want to ask the surgeon when he calls me latter that day. I also will have several questions to ask the oncologist while I'm with him as well. As always, Sue will be with me to take notes and ask questions of her own.
 
I have lots to think about and needless to say, sleep isn't coming to easy these past couple of days. Lately I have felt like the rabbit in Alice in Wonderland, wondering how I'm going to get everything done as I look at my watch (or calendar). Today I started the bi-annual garage transition. Seems winter is on us soon here in NH. I mowed the grass for the last time this year and now the snow-thrower attatchment replaces the lawn mowing deck. I'm always amazed how much junk accumulates in my garage. I think it's because of the cost of tossing things at the dump, it just piles up. Tomorrow is going to be dump day. I hope I have enough dump tickets to pay for the pile I'll be bring. Funny thing is, It's more like the local exchange, because I often times bring stuff home. You know, for those projects and all. lol  You've heard the saying, "One mans trash is another mans treasure"? Well, for me it's more like, "One mans trash is my trash now!  at least sometimes it feels that way.  lol  Like tomorrow. Trash day, a lot of stuf is getting returned.  lol
 
Well, thanks for listening, I promise the next up-date will be sooner and shorter.
my warmest wishes go out to you all
Dad, Sam, chappy, friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on September 18, 2010, 01:31:04 AM
HI Sam & Sue

     I read your latest post with a tear in my heart, I hope and pray only the best for you and your family.  I'm not sure if you are familiar with The Book of Job,  but I see many similarities with your life's path in these modern days as Job faced in his times.  I pray that you can keep your faith and hope, and your fate should turn for the better as did his.


Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 18, 2010, 09:49:09 AM
Sam,
Your post today nearly dropped me to the floor. I can only hope and pray for better things to come.
You and Sue are in my prayers daily.
Continue the fight knowing our prayers are with you.
God Bless, my friend.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on September 19, 2010, 10:12:33 AM
Sorry to hear, Our prayers go out to you and your family. See what next week brings.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 19, 2010, 04:13:15 PM
Sam,  Very sorry to hear this negative news, I wish it was better. Like I have said before all any of us can do is one day at a time and keep marching on and make everyday count as if it could be our best. We all have trials in our lives and it is how we handle them that describes our character. Remember that God doesn't give us anything we can't handle!
   We will be praying for you and yours, thinking of you often, Mike and Sandra
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 22, 2010, 07:56:02 PM
Hello Family and Friends at CVOHarley forums,

Thanks for your continued replies, thoughts and prayers.
They mean alot to both me and Sue.
I hope this post finds you and yours well

Here's the sooner and shorter winded update I always promise. lol

I finally recieved the word from the Boston Veterans Hospital today. The tumor board and those in power to make decisions concerning me have decided that I am not a canidate for either of two surgeries needed to remove the most part of the Thymic Carcinoma cancer that in now in both my lungs. I was also told that there is just to much cancer to deal with surgically. So, to put it in the simplest terms, I guess I don't have to make that decision now (lol) whether or not to go ahead with the plan for Oct 7th for the first surgery that would tackle the 5 tumors in my right lung. So be it.
I was also told to get back to my oncologist at the Vermont Veterans Hospital to see if chemotherapy might be a plan of attack against my cancerous parasite. This I do know for sure, at this point anyway, it's out of my hands, so please continue your thoughts and prayers for me especially so I make the right chioces that are before me, I still need wisdom concerning this matter.

I'm pretty tired of waiting for the Doctors to all be on one page. I think I'm going to get on my motorcycle and take a ride with the goal of getting the cobwebs out of my head. This ride must be soon because as you know, shorter days and the cold of winter is soon on us here in NH.

Thanks again
your friend and brother
Sam aka chappy

PS How's that for sooner and shorter winded? lol
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Post by: MAT on September 22, 2010, 08:07:16 PM


 I think I'm going to get on my motorcycle and take a ride with the goal of getting the cobwebs out of my head. This ride must be soon because as you know, shorter days and the cold of winter is soon on us here in NH.





Sam,  This sounds like a good plan, probably much needed, keep a good attitude.
 Our prayers will continue for sure,  Mike & Sandra
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DavidB on September 22, 2010, 08:15:35 PM
Being there Chappy I have a lot of empathy for you.
Helping others seems to get me away from myself.

I`m praying for Gods will for you and the power to carry it out.
Dave
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Post by: martys on September 22, 2010, 09:13:15 PM
I think I'm going to get on my motorcycle and take a ride with the goal of getting the cobwebs out of my head.   

 :2vrolijk_21:  :drink:  Thoughts and Prayers

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 23, 2010, 12:32:19 PM
Hi Sam and Sue,   
  Hope you both are having a good day, any riding?  Well just thinking about you both and thought I would send a note.

Continued prayers, Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 23, 2010, 02:31:06 PM
Sam,
You and Sue get on that bike and ride, it is something both of you will enjoy!
Riding always seems to help in clearing my head. ( as if anything will help my head ) :o
As always my prayers are with you.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on September 23, 2010, 10:08:59 PM
Sam,

take Sue and get on the road before winter and have a ball.  It always helps me, extra prayers for you and yours, God Bless
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 26, 2010, 04:16:52 AM
I've got tjust about all the bugs worked out so the plan is just about written in stone.I'm leaving in the rain on Wednesday the 29th of September.
Goes like this:Sunapee, NH to Hartford, CT to Scranton, PA to Maggie Valley, NC to Chattanooga, TN to Jasper, TH to Jacksonville, AL to Milton, FL to Tampa, FL to Savannah,GA to Lawrenceville, GA to Dacula, GA to Scranton, PA to Hartford, CT to Sunapee, NH Roughly 4000 miles give or talk.

It's a great plan and lots of sites to see.
the only bad thin is I am starting chemo again as soon as I get home. Man, I got to tell Ya, it just isn't any fun doing chemo. * hours on Monday, 5 hours each on Tuesday and Wednesday. It make me sick a bit more every day a little more to about the half way point of the 3 week cycle, then I feel a little better each day until I feel pretty good on that Friday. But then I realize on Monday it all starts again. Wouldn't ya know it, the thought of it makes me sick even thinking it's going to start on Monday.

But It does kill the cancer.... along with lots of good stuff too. Kind of like that olf KFC chicken TV commercial, "PARTS IS PARTS".

I'm ready to try sleep again a4:15am
Sam
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Post by: ccr on September 26, 2010, 05:38:22 AM
I've got tjust about all the bugs worked out so the plan is just about written in stone.I'm leaving in the rain on Wednesday the 29th of September.
Goes like this:Sunapee, NH to Hartford, CT to Scranton, PA to Maggie Valley, NC to Chattanooga, TN to Jasper, TH to Jacksonville, AL to Milton, FL to Tampa, FL to Savannah,GA to Lawrenceville, GA to Dacula, GA to Scranton, PA to Hartford, CT to Sunapee, NH Roughly 4000 miles give or talk.

It's a great plan and lots of sites to see.
the only bad thin is I am starting chemo again as soon as I get home. Man, I got to tell Ya, it just isn't any fun doing chemo. * hours on Monday, 5 hours each on Tuesday and Wednesday. It make me sick a bit more every day a little more to about the half way point of the 3 week cycle, then I feel a little better each day until I feel pretty good on that Friday. But then I realize on Monday it all starts again. Wouldn't ya know it, the thought of it makes me sick even thinking it's going to start on Monday.

But It does kill the cancer.... along with lots of good stuff too. Kind of like that olf KFC chicken TV commercial, "PARTS IS PARTS".

I'm ready to try sleep again a4:15am
Sam
Sounds like one heck of a route there, enjoy the ride.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on September 26, 2010, 07:58:58 AM
Hope to see you in MV.  Ride Safe my friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 26, 2010, 07:59:39 AM
Sam,
Thanks for changing things around. I'll see you in Maggie Valley!
God Bless,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on September 26, 2010, 08:42:55 AM
That sounds like a great trip Sam  :2vrolijk_21: I look forward to meeting you in MV  :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 26, 2010, 01:48:36 PM
That sounds like a great trip you have planned, enjoy that very much Sam !     :2vrolijk_21:
 P.S. I would like to see pictures of you enjoying the trip !!!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 26, 2010, 05:10:20 PM
All of you guys, keep your eyes open, lots of leaf peepers in NH already.
I figure that the trees around Maggie Valley, because of the elevation must be about what it is here.
Here, we already have our rakes out to rake the leaves into nice piles so the wind can blow them around the yard again while we're out for a putt.  lol

Fall is pretty but I like spring and summer best.

see you all at MV
chappy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 28, 2010, 01:27:08 PM
Sam,
I know you are real busy getting ready for your trip down to the sunny south. Ha Ha!
Just wanted to wish you a safe and dry ride. Be safe and don't overdo it. We will see you in
Maggie Valley on Thursday. You have my cell # and email address, keep in touch.
God Bless my friend.
Mike
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Post by: chappy on September 28, 2010, 10:45:04 PM
I'm meeting up with another member GH and we'll roll in together.
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 28, 2010, 10:47:35 PM
Awesome Sam! Have a great time !    :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 29, 2010, 07:33:48 AM
Sam,
Don't let GH lead you astray!
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on September 30, 2010, 08:42:50 AM
Sam,
Don't let GH lead you astray!
Mike
That hurt my feelin' Uncle Mikey!! We are in Inwood WV now. Moving slow hoping this gully washer may head north a bit. Keep the light on!!!

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on September 30, 2010, 09:09:19 AM
That hurt my feelin' Uncle Mikey!! We are in Inwood WV now. Moving slow hoping this gully washer may head north a bit. Keep the light on!!!

Howie

Weather sure is perfect down here in South Florida..... :P
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 30, 2010, 09:57:32 AM
I should have hooked my boat to the ultra trailer hitch. Mam, it is coming down.
I couldn't be in finer company. GH and I met up in Scranton, at a wendey,s. I think it was about 340miles or so for me. I would have arrived within a few min.s if I didn't,t have to deal with the road work. Smoothsailing so far waiting a little bit to let the heaviest rain to get by.
Chap
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 30, 2010, 12:08:07 PM
Sounds great Sam, good luck with the weather and have a boat load of fun.     :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on October 10, 2010, 09:51:48 AM
Good morning Chappy  :)  I was just thinking about you on this sunny Sunday morning and wondering how your road trip went.  I hope the weather cooperated for the most part and you enjoyed your time in the wind.  It was a privilege to meet you down in Maggie Valley and I look forward to the next time our paths cross.  I hope that the Twins and all the family are doing well and that Sue is enjoying that huge smile that I'm sure has not yet left your face.

Thoughts and Prayers

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 10, 2010, 01:55:00 PM
Good morning Chappy  :)  I was just thinking about you on this sunny Sunday morning and wondering how your road trip went.  I hope the weather cooperated for the most part and you enjoyed your time in the wind.  It was a privilege to meet you down in Maggie Valley and I look forward to the next time our paths cross.  I hope that the Twins and all the family are doing well and that Sue is enjoying that huge smile that I'm sure has not yet left your face.

Thoughts and Prayers

Marty


 :2vrolijk_21:
 I wish I had the opportunity to meet you Chappy, maybe in the future, I did get to see picture's of you having a good time with others though and that was nice to see, thinking of you and yours,  MAT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 13, 2010, 08:24:29 AM
Good Morning CVO!!!

Here I am at the Hampton Inn in West VA for the last morning on the road, I'll be home after just 500 or so short miles. This Inn is the same place lodged at on night (1) where GH and I stayed at on the trip to Maggie Valley. That next morning was a wet one. I think that was 29 Sept.
Today is a beautiful sunny day. I only dealt with rain the first two days. I did help support the HD Inc with parts purchases and labor fees. But, I think they had a good timewith my bike. The last place said they'd wash my bike, but after all was said and done, my bike was not washed. My guess is they saw the road dirt and changed their mind. I don't blame them there one bit. I didn't even wash my bike before I left nearly 2 weeks ago. It's been a great trip and best of all was meeting up and having a ride with so many of you guys. I hope your all doing well. I'll write when I get settled in at home.
Til then
your friend  Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Screamin on October 13, 2010, 09:34:48 AM
 :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 13, 2010, 10:25:53 AM
Sam.
You know you'll have to post a report on your trip. Such as: where you went; what you saw;
great rides you took; pictures; ect. Inquiring minds want to know!
Have a safe trip to the house and give Sue a big hug from all of us. Then you can rest up and start posting of your adventure.
God Bless, My Friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 13, 2010, 11:34:39 AM
Sam, I hope your 500 or so miles towards home go very smooth for you, God bless you,  Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: 04se103 on October 13, 2010, 03:27:41 PM
Chappy that's great news with you bike being fixed waiting to here about your trip  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 13, 2010, 08:09:13 PM
Well, I am home safe and sound!!
When all was said and done, it turned into 14 days on the road. 14 great days on the road!
Todays log; 554.7 miles on the OD with 10 hours and 15 minutes in the saddle.
I missed the mark of 5000 miles by 593, but a 4407 mile roadtrip works for me.
My favorite rides are long distance rides and this was that! For sure!
Left Inwood, West VA at 9:15 am.
Dark and cold as I pulled into my driveway in Sunapee, NH.
I-81 to Scranton, PA West on I-84 to Hartford, CT, North on I-91 to Springfield, VT then Rte 11 all the way to Sunapee, NH.  yeeeha!

The bike ran great after the repair yesterday
The bike is now unloaded and Mama is a sight for sore eyes.
I’m sure I’ll sleep good tonight.
Thanks to all of you.
You all made this a worthy roadtrip indeed.

I’ll fill in some blanks with details later.
Your friend
Sam  aka  chappy

PS: A very special Thanks to more than I can name, but you know who you are!! THANK YOU MUCH!!!!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: sadunbar on October 13, 2010, 08:12:05 PM
Sounds like you had one great trip...  Glad you made it home safely....  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 13, 2010, 09:24:46 PM
Sam,
Good to hear you are home safe and sound.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 13, 2010, 09:53:36 PM
Very, very, very glad you had a good trip and made it home safe and sound.   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 01:31:53 PM
Sorry folks but this is a long one, lots to cover, please bare with it, Since this is longer than the max allowed, I’ll have to post this in more than one post .  Again soory how long it is.  post 1 of 6

To my Family and Friends,

Here’s an update of what starts tomorrow, but mostly what has taken place in the past days.

Tomorrow, I’m back on the needle with chemo at the Veterans Hospital in WRJ, VT. Starts all over again at 8:00am, Monday for 8 hours, Tuesday and Wednesday 5 hours each. Then it happens again every three weeks till the Doc’s say I’ve had enough. Once again, I have to take their word for it, although, that task is getting a bit harder to do. It would be an easier task if all the Doc’s were on the same page, but it seems that they’re from different schools of thought. At least, that’s my thought on the matter!  lol

But, on to something of more interest, this past Wednesday evening I got home after a 4500+- mile road trip on my Harley Ultra. I left on 29 September 2010 and rolled into my driveway on 13 October 2010. Every great trip has it’s set backs and this one was no exception to that rule. I had the usual little stuff, a Dee part of the rear latch on the tourpac and replaced it at the Heart of Dixie Harley Shop in Alabama. Next was the cable that holds the tourpac lid from falling over the top and last was a battery for the security system. I bought these parts at the Savannah Harley Shop and put in a set of new plugs while I was at it. Then came the big one, I saw my engine light come on and my Volt Meter was down to less than 10. Not good for a bike that likes at least 14.5 volts going back into the battery as it rolls along. So I shut down everything that could be shut off. And headed for the next exit off the Skyline Parkway. I went west down the big hill to Elkton, VA and called AAA for a tow. I also called the Harley shop to let them know I was coming and what to expect. The tow came and got me to Shenandoah Harley Shop within a couple of hours and to my surprise my bike was on the lift within 15 minutes. Turned out to be my voltage regulator, my stator and a battery. All parts, labor and the extras came to 800 and some change just 3 and a half hours later. Back on the road and she run great all the way home.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 01:33:14 PM
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Now back to the count down to the day I left home. I had the usual get stuff together and hope I didn’t forget anything. And for once, I didn’t forget to bring anything and as usual again, I had more than I needed. What’s even funnier than funny, I had a hard time remembering where on the bike I packed the stuff I did bring. A very close friend of mine stated to me on the computer that he would ride with me anywhere and any time. As someone that loves road trips as much as me, that meant more to me than words could say. But this was a trip I needed to take and leaving alone was part of it.

I tried to arrange my loop to the Southland to include a few stops to see folks along the way. One I hoped to see was MikeyTee. He lives in SC not to far off the pike that I thought I’d be on, so I wrote. Let me tell you what a guy he is. He was willing to cancel his plans for a ride just so he’d be home to see me when I got there. That in it’s self should explain why this is a guy I wanted to see, a man I’m proud to call Friend. Anyway, as we shot messages back in forth; I realized that he was headed for Maggie Valley, NC. A beautiful Valley nestled high in the Blue Ridge Mountains not to far from Ashville, NC and the famous Blueridge Parkway. Just incase you don’t know it, them hills are the best reason to ride a motorcycle east of the Mississip. If you haven’t been there yet, a true must see before you cash in your chips. Well back to MikeyTee, I told him don’t change your plans, I’ll just turn my loop around the other way and meet up with him, and as it turned out, meet up also with more CVO Harley members than I could count. What a fortunate turn of events. Now, writing these words back and forth caught the eye of another man I know, named Howie. He’s known as GH  aka  Good Howie I found out while in Maggie Valley. Now Howie, and I touched base and we worked it out to meet up in Scranton, PA to roll into Maggie Valley together. Man, what a ride. We rolled in good fashion down I-81 (now I’m not admitting anything) just a tad over the speed limit. Made good time. The second day was wet, wetter and wettest. The weather did slow us down to just a slighter tad over the speed limit. We rolled in late, but if you got to know it was because of the late start in all. Ask GH about the missing keys sometime. I actually stayed at that same place on the line of WV and VA on the way home and asked the lunchroom lady if she lost her keys again. She remembered that SHE forgot. lol   The two nights I stayed in MV was a couple of great nights with great friends. We parted ways better friends than when we arrived. My special thanks to Charlie aka  Longtimehdrider. The shared a room with me and is now a friend I wish I had met long ago. Speaking of long, I bet if he knew how many times he’d have to type his screen name he would of picked a shorter one. Lol  I went with 1 group of CVO members for a Saturday ride that must have been 200 to 250 miles. A great ride on some of the prettiest roads in those parts. Saw a black bear must have been 300+ pounds easy, just walking in the field in the middle of the day not far from Gatlinburg, TN. Later, just as we took the first turn on the Dragon’s Tail we saw another Bear, and it made for an interesting corner to watch from where I was putting.  WOW, what a save, thought for sure he was going down. I don’t think the County Bear could believe her eyes either. A true piece of masterful riding indeed. Yippy Eye O!!   Speaking of Bears, how about that smokie incognito at the Dragon’s round top. I don’t think he fooled anyone. Lol, well maybe his wife. Lol

I greeted my friends with a screen name and parted my face to face friends with handshakes the next morning as I headed for the next stop, Chattanooga, TN. As I headed over many of the same roads I’ve biked on before this time was different. I was a bit sad to leave MV behind with the group that had given to me so much encouragement to go on. And go on I must. So to you guys and gals, thanks for all your thoughts and prayers I’m proud to know you and know you even better. I hope I will remember all your names, but if I don’t, I will remember all your faces.  Ride safe my family and friends at CVO.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 01:36:01 PM
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I think it was under 200 miles to Chattanooga, TN where I met up with my friend and brother JohnTN. We first met in Effingham, IL at the first annual Barn Bash at Legacy Harley Davidson. I somehow saw that such a party was going to happen. And I thought it would be a good idea to ride the 1200 miles to let them know that the right way to spell LEGACY was actually Legasse and I had the name to prove it. I asked my best friend Delta  if he would like to take a ride to get a tee shirt. He said ok, Where? I told him Effingham, IL. He said, OK. By the way, Legacy Harley didn’t care how I spelled Legasse. Lol  So, I bought the Tee shirt. Delta and me rode out there the next year too. Back to JohnTN, he rode to Effingham from his home in Tenn. John, Delta and me hit it off pretty good so, on another road trip Me, Sue and Delta stopped by Johns in TN and met his Mom, the sweetest Mom you ever met. Hey John, tell chappy said hey!! Me and John sat around the Chattanooga HD for a while then headed to a place to get some lunch. As john puts it, it takes an out of Towner to show a local where to eat someplace new. Lol  Thanks for the belt buckle, nicest I've ever had. From a friend even makes it better. Me and John headed south down the pike for a while before he turned off to head toward home. So long buddy, see ya next time. But, some rides fate don’t work as planned. Me and John were going to meet up in Atlanta with another member of HDForum and her husband. But, other than saying sorry, I can only say, we’ll have to do it next time for sure. Till then, Georgia Girl and Todd and John, ride safe and be well my friends. I stopped for the night near Pelham, Alabama so I could replace that broken Dee latch on my tourpac. The dealership call Heart of Dixie actually broke open a package to sell me just one latch part and not the whole thing. $3:00 USD can you believe that. Now that’s a dealership I highly recommend. Thanks.  

I got back on the road after I fixed my latch and was at my next stop late afternoon or early evening, the Panhandle Florida. This was a long over due visit with my brother Bob, Sheila, Vince, Tom and Angelic & Joe and nephews and nieces I’ve never ever met. It was determined by Vince that 28 years had gone by. I’d ask each of you, never let that happen to you. Thanks for that great sausage, man o man, I lick my chops thinking about it. Thanks for letting me do my laundry, nothing like a hot shower and clean clothes to put on. I’m glad I got to see all of you, next time it will be for longer I hope. Till then, I love you guys!!


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 01:39:02 PM
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I rolled out the next day on I-10 east to I-75 south to get to see my US Marine Rider riding partner from my home state NH. He’s in Florida living with his Mom  Nellie and sister Girt. Now these are two of the finest women you’d find. My friend Panther is very fortunate to have them caring for him. He suffered a roadside bomb blast in Iraq on March 03, 2006 and now lives very close to a Veterans Hospital that specializes in head and brain injuries. He looks so much better than the last time I saw him. I visited for about 5 hours and Panthers Mom made me a lunch and I was soon on my way. One regret, I didn’t get to see Girt. Hey Girt, next time, OK. I miss you guys. God bless our Warriors and their families!!!

I took I-75 north to I-10 east to I-95 up to Savannah. I got a room just south of the Florida line. What a dump. There was a hunk of hair and flesh stuck on the edge of the desk where someone’s head must have been smashed at one time. It’s the kind of place that you shower when you’re leaving. Lol I got to Savannah Harley shop and that’s where I did the few fixes, the tourpac cable, the security battery and a set of plugs. I had a long lunch right next door at the Hooters with my sister-in-law. It was a good visit, we talked mostly the old days and then the kids. The hard part was while I brought her up to date with the whole fight that I have been in for the past year. We parted ways with a tear or two, I will always miss the good o days of Christmas’s, Thanks Giving’s, Birthdays, cookouts and such. Even those days that weren’t so good, you were there for me & Sue. Thanks, Love ya!! I spent the stayed the night with my brother Dave and Carol and Dave brought me to Fort Pulaski, a must see if you ever get to that area. Dave & Carol it was a good time seeing you. But you wore me out, by the way thanks for letting me stay another night. You said you ate more in those 2 days than you usually eat in a week. Yup, me too. Or maybe it’s just my clothes shrunk after washing and drying them while I was with you guys. I especially and glad I got to see Amanda and Steffan and also meet your friends. I still can’t get over that they all put together such a nice meal for me. Such acts of pure generousity is rare to see, but on this road trip I was greeted with such generosity I had to fight off tears many times over. Thank you to all of you, please give each other a big hug from me.  Hope to see you all again soon. Thanks for all your prayers; I know they have been heard. Again Thanks so much. Love you guys too.

After breakfast with Dave at Denny’s I fueled up put on some road threads and hit the highway again. This time toward Atlanta. My GPS was giving me trouble along the way and by this time it had stopped working. So, I was glad I had brought along my map. I made it to the Lawanceville, GA motel just as Union Jack and his group pulled in. WOW!! I was going to try to meet those guys at The Atlanta HD shop but decided I would miss them. So I kept going toward Lawanceville. It amazes me how meetings just fall together the way they do. Now, as it happens, I had the pleasure of meeting my first fellow HSOA member just as I pulled in to the motel and again, It was Union Jack. I got checked in and as I was going to move the bike, the group was ready to head over to the cookout for supper. Yummm, I was hungry too. How’s that for double time timing!!  Lol
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Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 01:40:08 PM
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That was Friday night, met so many members of HSOA I couldn’t begin to name them off. But you guys know who you are, without my 2cents. After eating and chatting with so many, I was ready for to hay, so off I went to the motel and a good nights sleep. Got up at 0600 and had a bit in the lobby and jumped in the saddle by 0700 to meet up for a 200 to 250 mile ride through the North Georgia hills. I never knew it was so pretty there. On other road trips I usually turn a loop east or west about the Georgia line back to NC or TN. I had missed out on some real nice twisty roads on Mountains and around lakes and into valleys. How did I miss all this before? Glad I met up with the group for this ride. We got back to the home front and the BBQ was on. Man What a great bunch of folks. The presented me with a book that they had put together of the entire thread of my journey. A journey that they too had walked with me. They were there for me to lean on and they encouraged me all the way and more. I don’t know when I have felt more welcome. I knew I was home with this bunch. Many of them met me at the motel on Sunday as I was leaving just to give me a hug. Talk about a hot lump in the throat and burning eyes. My family of the road. The Living Legend, Heritage Springer Owners Association, you have done me proud. Thank you very much. I’m afraid to start naming names because I don’t want to leave any of you out. But, to say thanks without saying Ace would be impossible, because Ace is who opened the thread that told you guys what I was dealing with. So, again, because of Ace, we were all able to become closer than ever would or could if it had not been for his caring about a fellow member. God bless you Ace and all of have to know that if I started with the special thanks, I’d need several pages. So please except my sincere gratitude and many thanks. I am your friend and you are mine, and it shows so clearly to be a fact, because NOW I have a Leather bound note book with every post on the thread that Ace posted just about a year ago. It starts off with a poem that Sue or I have yet to be able to read through. It's now a prized possession to be treasured by me & Sue and my Posterity. The mere words, "THANK YOU!" doesn't even touch the deapth. WOW!!

Now back to the ride. Me and Mud and his Mrs. rode north on some beautiful roads together. Mud has said he slowed me down, nope, he didn’t. I think he wants to believe it was my ride, but, nope again, it was our ride, and a great one at that. Even though my GPS wasn’t working any more, out of the blue it started to work, right when we needed it the most. We were on the Blueridge Parkway south of Ashville and we wanted to get to Boone, NC. The Parkway would have brought us to Blowing Rock, just 5 miles from Boone but that was at least 5 plus hours away. So, back to the GPS turning on, it picked us the fastest route to Boone in just 2 hours 8 minutes. On roads I never would have been able to figure out on a map. We got to Boone in just about 2 and a half hours and checked in and had a steak across the road at Peddlers Steak house. Yum, I’ve eaten there before, always great food. Even though they ran out of sweet potatoes just when one was suppose to land on my plate. Oh well, that’s why they make sweet stuff for after the meal. I couldn’t even finish that. I’m full just thinking about that meal. Delta asked if I ate at Peddlers, I told him, sure did!! That next morning we headed up the Blueridge and rode to Afton, VA. Right at the joint of the Blueridge Parkway and the Skyline Parkway a place right out of days gone by, in fact, I think the cleaning lady is still back in days gone by too. What dump!! Sorry Mud!!  Well, we got and got gas and indigestion and off to the skyline parkway. After only about 30 miles and my voltmeter gave a sad report. I pulled over and Mud followed my lead. I told him what was going on, so we headed down off the hill to Elkton, VA. I called AAA; they got there in about 2 hours. I called Shenandoah HD to let them know what was coming their way. Once the tow was there me and Mud and his better half parted ways. He gave me a call later to see how things were in all. Hey Mud, how about that Rte 151? Some twistes!!
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Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 01:40:58 PM
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At Shenandoah hd, turns out the owner, a real down to earth guy, has family in my town back home. I hope he looks me up when he’s up this way. Back to the repair, 3 ½ hours and a new voltage regulator, stator and battery and the extras that totaled $800.00 plus and out the door. I rode up to the first exit in West VA and got a room for the last night of this road trip as was the first night. At that point I was 554.7 miles from home that took me 10 hours and 15 minutes. But of course, that also includes gas stops and a sit-down meal. Lol true biker talk lol Today, Sue took a call from Shenandoah HD to see how I was doing. At that time I was snoring after a long day of chemo. My many thanks to the crew for the caring service and follow up I received. See you guys next time. Bob, you are welcome in my home. Stop by next time you’re in Sunapee.

I’m sure I have forgotten more than I typed, but by now you’re probably glad I’m done.

For now, good night
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 19, 2010, 02:25:16 PM
Thanks for sharing Chappy, it sounds like a WELL deserved trip you had. I just wish I was a part of it and had enjoyed just a small amount of that adventure along side of you. All I can wish for is the time in the future that I could share with you. If your ever out this way my house is your house. I ( we ) will be praying for you and that your treatments go well, Sincerely Mike ( MAT )
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 02:36:00 PM
Hi Mat,

Thanks for the heart felt words.
Hey you know it's only a hard 3 day ride. See ya Saturday!!  just kidding, I'm on some downtime right now, But hopeing for the next summer and any rides that will pan out then.

I too hope to ride with you some time in the future.
I hope I did bore you to much with the read. It really was hard to limit it to that amount  lol
It certainly was a thrill to put faces to so many riders that had touched mine and Sues life.

Thanks to you and others the needle on my hope meter ran very high
your friend
Sam
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Post by: Fired00d on October 19, 2010, 02:46:43 PM
Chappy thanks for sharing the report, and even more glad you had a good trip. :2vrolijk_21: When you get back down to Afton/Staunton/Charlottesville area please let me know.... and I guess I need to make a ride back up to NH too that's only fair. ;D

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 02:50:16 PM
Chappy thanks for sharing the report, and even more glad you had a good trip. :2vrolijk_21: When you get back down to Afton/Staunton/Charlottesville area please let me know.... and I guess I need to make a ride back up to NH too that's only fair. ;D

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:

I will get there again and hope to meet up with you.
When you get up to NH and if you should see a bumper sticker that reads, "WELCOME TO NH: NOW GO HOME!!". 
Don't believe ti, you're always welcome at my home.

your friend,  and thanks for all you did for me.

Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: porthole on October 19, 2010, 03:23:56 PM
Hey Sam - reading your journey puts a lump in my throat. Nice have met you and sharing a little saddle time. Too bad you were not able to spend a few more days at the MV GTG. But now you have something to plan on for next year.

Hey, my boys and I as well as a few other CVO lads are already working on plans for a mid summers (2011) ride back in the area.
As long as you don't mind a nice - relaxed - leisurely - stopping to see views and enjoying some good local foods and beverages type of ride that tends to avoid interstates and if we get lost that is a plus type ride - you are welcome to join.

And by the way - it was pure luck - and an eye opener  :'(
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 05:20:26 PM
Hey Sam - reading your journey puts a lump in my throat. Nice have met you and sharing a little saddle time. Too bad you were not able to spend a few more days at the MV GTG. But now you have something to plan on for next year.

Hey, my boys and I as well as a few other CVO lads are already working on plans for a mid summers (2011) ride back in the area.
As long as you don't mind a nice - relaxed - leisurely - stopping to see views and enjoying some good local foods and beverages type of ride that tends to avoid interstates and if we get lost that is a plus type ride - you are welcome to join.
And by the way - it was pure luck - and an eye opener  :'(

My favorite kind of riding. I like to set the zumo on shortest distance from a to b. Man, I tell ya, I've seen roads I never would have other wise.
Sue and I did the lower 48, took 35 days and it was 10146 mile with less than 1000 on interstate. We hit as many National and State parks as posible. Eaven hit bike week Sturgis in the mix. Only had one set stop and that was to see a Marine in Bethesda Hospital while in rte south. It is easy to run out of favorite foods to eat on a long roadtrip though. Not much beats a home cooked steak on the grill.
Count me in on the next CVO get together, and if at all posible I'll be there with Sue I hope.

I still smile when I think about the dance you had on the Dragon's Tail. Now that was a smooth move, one to be proud of! I think Mama Bear is still shaking her head in pure wonderment that a 800 lb motorcycle can switch direction full 180 twice  while grabbing a hard left turn and then shot out of the hole like nothing happened. Now that was cool!! 

If I didn't say it yet, you really did a great job putting together the ride. I had never been on that wildlife loop. Man, even saw a big black bear. Very cool.
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on October 19, 2010, 08:15:38 PM
I am glad you had such a wonderful road trip Sam and It was a real pleasure to meet you in MV.  I hope and pray that your next bout of treatments go smooth and are very successful,  and I look forward to the next time we meet again.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 19, 2010, 09:26:35 PM
I am glad you had such a wonderful road trip Sam and It was a real pleasure to meet you in MV.  I hope and pray that your next bout of treatments go smooth and are very successful,  and I look forward to the next time we meet again.

Marty
I feel the same way. I hope next time we can take a while to sit down and chat a bit. Til then, be well and lets hope for a short winter.
your friend
Sam
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 20, 2010, 01:56:19 PM
Sam,
The report of your trip as first class. I only wish we had more time to spend together before you hit the road. Looking forward to our next meeting.
Take care my friend and give Sue a big hug from Susie and me.
God Bless
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Jock on October 20, 2010, 09:36:14 PM
Sam,

I have prayed for GOD's healing hands to be placed upon you and I look forward to future adventures together.

In the meantime be well...
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Post by: MAT on October 28, 2010, 09:26:54 PM
Giving a shout out to see how you are doing Chappy, you and Sue are mentioned and prayed for every evening before we dig into the food that God has blessed us with, hope all is going okay and you and yours are getting along alright !    MAT
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Post by: JR on October 29, 2010, 04:36:38 PM
Hey Sam! :2vrolijk_21:

Just lifted you and Sue up in prayer! I was looking forward to seeing you in MV and getting some pictures of you to post on the site. I didn't realize I was sitting only a couple seats from you one evening. When I walked away I mentioned I wanted to see you and they said you were right there. I went back over there and you went in already. Next morning I heard you left. Just want you to know I have been following this journey your on and want you to know I love ya! God willing we can some day meet. If your ever near the Memphis area I would love to see ya! You can stay here if you need a place to sleep. I will continue to lift you up in prayer and added you to our prayer list at church! God Bless you my friend!

John  :bananarock:
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Post by: chappy on October 29, 2010, 07:34:07 PM
Hello Matt and JR,
No greater gift than when a brother lifts another in prayer.
Many thanks to both in fact all of (I don't want to leave anyone out) lol


After going through a box of pictures the other day, I saw a picture of me sent home from Bootcamp. It really got me thinking, here's what I came up with.  I hope you enjoy it.

10 REASONS WHY MY TIME IN BOOTCAMP IS LIKE MY CHEMO THREAPY
 1/  I lost all my hair
 2/  My food no longer had appeal
 3/  Lots of needles
 4/  Always felt fatigued
 5/  Always felt like I was running in circles
 6/  Always enjoyed two minutes to myself
 7/  Felt everyone over me was incompetent
 8/  Always enjoyed a card or letter
 9/  Entered with the intention of being a lifer
10/  After only a week I wondered what in the world did I sign up for

your friend
Sam
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Post by: martys on October 29, 2010, 07:57:16 PM
Hello Matt and JR,
No greater gift than when a brother lifts another in prayer.
Many thanks to both in fact all of (I don't want to leave anyone out) lol


After going through a box of pictures the other day, I saw a picture of me sent home from Bootcamp. It really got me thinking, here's what I came up with.  I hope you enjoy it.

10 REASONS WHY MY TIME IN BOOTCAMP IS LIKE MY CHEMO THREAPY
 1/  I lost all my hair
 2/  My food no longer had appeal
 3/  Lots of needles
 4/  Always felt fatigued
 5/  Always felt like I was running in circles
 6/  Always enjoyed two minutes to myself
 7/  Felt everyone over me was incompetent
 8/  Always enjoyed a card or letter
 9/  Entered with the intention of being a lifer
10/  After only a week I wondered what in the world did I sign up for

your friend
Sam
It is that outlook and sence of humor that is the true blessing  :2vrolijk_21:

Thoughts and Prayers your way Sam & Sue

Marty
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Post by: MAT on October 30, 2010, 12:45:17 AM
Sam,  I really like number 9.     :2vrolijk_21:     Mike
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Post by: hdbrad03 on October 30, 2010, 04:23:13 AM
Now that's some funny chit there Sam. Keep your Spirits high. Keeping you in my thoughts.


 :bananarock: :bananarock:
     Brad


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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 08, 2010, 09:35:01 AM
Sam,
I was just thinking of you and hope this day is a good one for you.
As we head towards the Thanksgiving holiday, I am thankful to have such a good friend as you.
God Bless, my friend!
Mike
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Post by: chappy on November 12, 2010, 02:43:12 AM
November 10, 2010

Update on Sam

Hi, this is Sam’s other half writing on his behalf. Sam has started the chemo treatments and finished cycle one of the 3-day IV infusion of the chemo treatment. As if the side effects of the chemo wasn’t enough, he had to go and get a very bad sinus infection on top of everything else. Way to go, Sam!

He did the 3 day cycle on the 18th, 19th, and 20th of October, just 5 days after getting home from his bike ride. He only wishes he could have visited with you all longer than what he was able to. This is by far, one trip that he will never forget. He talks about all of you who he finally got to meet and always has a twinkle in his eye and with the other a sparkle of a tear. It has meant so much to him to finally put a face to the many many names he has met on the 3 harley related boards that he goes too.

Well once the chemo days were up, like clockwork Sam started getting sick on day 3. By day 7 or 8 we knew something else was going on. I thought it was a cold coming on but Sam knows his body better than me I guess because he knew it was something more serious brewing. We ended up being at the VA Hospital for almost an entire day while they drew blood cultures, urine tests, chest x-rays and more blood tests. Then they wanted those good ole specimens from his lungs as well as his sinuses. Alls I can say on that and me who is an RN is “YUK”! The results were sinus infection which when on chemo is not the thing to get. For that matter, no infection is what anyone on chemo wants to get. His body has been trying to fight this thing ever since.

Sam is having a really hard time this time around. He wants to sleep a lot and his appetite is less than adequate. I told him the other night he isn’t eating enough to keep a bird alive. Isn’t that what you guys usually say to us woman when we are complaining we are too fat and want to loose weight? lolol

Sam hasn’t been up much so I told him I would write to you all to give you an update. Usually by the end of the 3rd week when he is heading into his next cycle of chemo he at least gets that last weekend where he actually starts to feel human again. Unfortunately, he starts his 2nd round of chemo this coming Monday and he is not feeling human yet. He actually got a break this time because instead of the 3 week spread, he got an extra week off because there were no docs in house on this past Monday to approve the orders for his chemo once his blood work came back, so he has a 4 week break this time. Thank goodness because I can’t even imagine how he would be feeling if he had had to start this past Monday.

Speaking as his wife, I have to tell you all that he thinks the world of all of you, friends and family members. You have given him your friendship, your encouragement, your love and most of all your prayers. What more could anyone ask for. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!!! Each and everyone of you, because not only have you been there for him, but you have all been there for me as well. I couldn’t endure this road I am traveling without the support of you all. So again Thank You. Well, I thought Sam could ramble on at times and look at me. Please continue to support, encourage, love and pray for Sam as he travels down this path. At times it can become so lonely, and that is when he remembers how much we ALL care for him. God Bless You All and hopefully the next update can be from Sam. If not, I promise I will keep you all updated.

Love from both Sam and I (Sue)
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Post by: martys on November 12, 2010, 07:46:41 AM
Thank You Sue for the update and kind words.  It was an honor to finally meet Sam down in Maggie Valley and as you said put a face to the name on the site.  My heart goes out to him for the journey he must endure and also to you and the family for the support you have been to Sam.  I have talked with Sam about how he has helped me deal with what I went through with my Dad and Sam is inspiring me still, every day.  I pray that he comes through these set of treatments with flying coulors and look forward to seeing him on the road again.  My prayers are also for you and the family that you can remain strong for Sam.  Again I thank you for the update and look forward to Sam's next long-winded post.

Marty
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Post by: Talon on November 12, 2010, 08:12:11 AM
We pray for you guys every day, hope Sam starts feeling better soon. You guys hang in there, keep us updated.

Craig
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Post by: Chains on November 12, 2010, 11:59:59 AM
Sue, thank you for the update, I know our highlight of the entire MGV trip was meeting Sam, hope you can come to the next one with him.  You are in our prayers everyday, give Chappy a big hug for us.

Chains
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 12, 2010, 04:51:52 PM
Sue,
Thank you for the update.
I think of you and Sam every day. It was such a honor to have face to face time with Sam in Maggie Valley.
Please know you both are always in our prayers.and we look forward to meeting up with you guys in the future.
God Bless
Mike and Susie
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Post by: JR on November 12, 2010, 05:56:01 PM
Still praying for Sam and you too Sue! I pray for Gods strength and healing both physically and spiritually. What a blessing it is to be able to go to the throne of God on your behalf! Love you guys, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Robmay on November 12, 2010, 06:57:22 PM
Still praying for you Sam!!
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Post by: Mano on November 12, 2010, 07:40:13 PM
My thoughts and prayers are with you. I will light a candle for you on Sunday when I go to church.
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Post by: MAT on November 12, 2010, 10:13:10 PM
Sue, thank you for the update, you both are in our thoughts and prayers daily. God bless you and yours!
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Post by: martys on November 22, 2010, 10:20:46 AM
Good morning Sam,  I was just thinking about you and Sue again this morning and thought I would drop a note to see how you are doing.  Our prayers are with you always.

Marty
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Post by: Chains on November 25, 2010, 01:14:12 PM
Good morning Sam, Sue and family, thought I would write to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving.

As always you are in our prayers.
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Post by: NVTHIS on December 02, 2010, 05:11:38 AM
Prayers still coming your way Sam. Take care and I hope your feeling better very soon.  ;)
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Post by: NW Glider on December 03, 2010, 03:20:51 PM
Sam & Sue,

We have never met but I offer my prayers and hopes for a speedy recovery.

I am not new to motorcycles but I am new to Harley Davidson's "family" of owners. To those that are in the family no explanation is needed, to those that are not in the family no explanation can define it. Sue, take care of yourself and Sam.

John
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on December 03, 2010, 04:18:03 PM
Prayers still coming your way Sam. Take care and I hope your feeling better very soon.  ;)

X2... I havent replied to this thread in a while, but it is time I did once again.

Hope all is well for both Sam and Sue, you are an inspiration to us all.
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Post by: martys on December 08, 2010, 08:58:47 AM
Hi Sam ,  We haven't enjoyed any of your "long winded" posts for a while.  I just hope, and still pray that all is well with you, and wanted to let you know we are still here for you.

Marty
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Post by: bubtrauma on December 08, 2010, 02:43:37 PM
Can anyone update Chappy's recovery
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Post by: Chains on December 08, 2010, 07:46:32 PM
Can anyone update Chappy's recovery
X 2
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 10, 2010, 04:09:09 PM
Just heard from Chappy this afternoon. He will be posting here soon.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on December 10, 2010, 05:40:17 PM
To my Family and Friends,

I hope all is well with you and yours.
If I miss writing again before Christmas, I hope you have the Merriest Christmas ever.
 
Sorry it’s been so long since the last update.  I have had a bit of a rough during the past few weeks. The chemo has been hard on my immune system and the Doctors had to postpone the start of my 3rd round of chemo this past Monday. The plan is to start next monday if I pass the blood test. Not that numbers make a whole lot of sense to me but I'm told that a 14 is a great test result, and that 5 is the lowest that it can be to receive chemo safely. My test result was a whooping low 1.7, way to low for chemo.

During the last cycles of chemo that ended last March, while sitting in the chemo room with others on chemo (some just getting hooked up and others finishing for the day while others still during the long wait just for the stuff to finish running into their veins), anyway, I saw first hand when others were told that their blood tested to low and couldn’t get their treatment of chemo that day and had to wait a week, just to see if the blood test proved better. I could see the mixed feelings of those that were then sent on their way caused me to think at that time, what a discouraging thing to deal with. I guess now I know that I didn’t really even consider that it could or would happen to me. Yupper, I was right, it’s a discouraging feeling for sure. What adds to the emotional yo-yo ride that cancer treatment brings is the uncertainty that even the appointment is up in the air even after sitting in the chemo room chair and being hooked up to the IV bag. The wait for the blood test results has just been routine for me so far it seems. I won’t take the wait for blood results for granted any longer. 

Since last Monday my left nostril has turned to resemble hamburg with near continuous running and bleeding. My lower lip has blistered and split as well. I’m hoping that I can start chemo on Monday next. (I never thought I'd hope for chemo, but!!) The hardest part of a week delay is that the sickest 3 days from the chemo well now fall around Christmas with the worst will be on Christmas Day. Meanwhile, I had to stay away from stores and limit visits to or from anyone because my immune system is so low. The last cycle round of chemo had me miss Thanksgiving. I can handle it OK, but it has been hard on Sue. This was the first Thanksgiving she has ever missed with family and now Christmas too. On Thanksgiving we had a quite time with a nice meal together. We had spaghetti and meatballs. It was very good although I didn't and haven't been eating much. Things just don't taste very good, in fact, I some times can't even deal with the smell it seems.

Sue has been doing OK with her MS. I don't know how she does it, her Doc's thought she would have had a flare up by now because of the added stress in her life. She is a strong woman, proud she's my wife. She went out yesterday and had her hair done. She got a perm, it's been a long time since her last one. It reminded me of how good she looks with that big smile she can muster even during hard and even bad times. She's a keeper, I sure am glad I didn't toss her back in back when I was fishing. lol
 
The twins are 6 months old and 19 and 20 pounds now. They roll over and sit up on their own now too. They laugh and giggle and each have 4 teeth. They are both healthy and are within the range of kids that were born on time rather than 7 week early. Sue has been able to see them but because of the bugs that have been floating around I haven't been able to see them since I got home from my road trip. Hard to believe I have been home from that trip for about a month and 3 weeks. It feels like months and months. Time is just dragging along it seems, probably because I live one appointment to the next. Now I look forward to my spring break out ride. It is usually a very cold March ride. I plan to keep that tradition going as long as I can.
 
Sue and I wish you all will have the Merriest Christmas and the Happiest New Year
My warmest regards
Dad  Sam chappy friend
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Post by: Twolanerider on December 10, 2010, 05:44:54 PM
Thanks for taking the time to write Sam.  You've been and will continue to be an inspiration.  Good holidays to you and all your family. 
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Post by: bubtrauma on December 10, 2010, 05:48:27 PM
Pulling for ya chappy. I BELIEVE you will do fine through it all.

Bub
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Post by: Robmay on December 10, 2010, 07:00:15 PM
Still praying for you and your family Chappy! Wishing you and yours a very Merry Christmas!
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Post by: Fired00d on December 10, 2010, 09:33:45 PM
Chappy you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers... wishing you and your family a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: Black Diamond on December 10, 2010, 09:34:11 PM
All the best to you and your family!
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Post by: Chains on December 10, 2010, 09:49:17 PM
Sam,

Great to hear from you, Terri and I really enjoyed meeting up with you in Maggie Valley.  Lets get a group and plan a trip up your way this summer and see whats up on your coast.  I'm sure you have some great places to ride and visit.

Please give Sue a big hug for us and keep up the fight.  We pray for your quick recovery.


Merry Christmas
Your friends, Jim & Terri
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Post by: JR on December 10, 2010, 09:50:06 PM
Great to hear from you Sam! It is an honor to pray for you and Sue! May God give you strength in your battle. Love ya man! God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: chappy on December 13, 2010, 05:00:06 PM
Prayer works!!
I got to my Doc's appointment at 7:45 am. Had the blood drawn and tested. My very low test result of 1.5 last week causing me to skip the chemo cycle has been replaced with the new very high result of 10.5 this week. As a reminder, 14 is best and 5 is as low as it can be and still get chemo, last week mine was a 1.5. So, a result of 10.5 is better than best to me. I believe because of your prayers I had my chemo today and will have for the next two days as well. The Doc was as happy as Sue and I. I am pretty beat up and feel inside-out right now so I'm headed to bed to be rested up pleanty for the next two day worth of chemo treatments.

Just a thought; If it was me that gave out names, I would have named "chemo" "peemo" cuz, that's what it makes you do, is pee mo' and mo' and mo'!!!
I'm going to lay down, but sleeping is out of the question, because I have to pee so much. It doesn't help that I have to pour the fuilds down to help push the chemo to all the cells that is posible.
What a minute, I'll be right back........... ahhhhhhhhhhhh
That's why horses stomp their hind foot and look up with a cocked head with their tounge half hanging out!!!!

Till next time.

your friend
Sam  aka  chappy

Those seeking:  :worthless: need not reply  Laughing out loud!!
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Post by: kb on December 13, 2010, 05:07:38 PM
Great news keep up the good work and you're CVO friends will keep up the prayers.
                                                                                                          kb
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Post by: Chains on December 13, 2010, 05:15:27 PM
Great news Sam, I agree with you prayer does work.

How about one of these, looks like it may work and save steps. LOL
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Post by: chappy on December 13, 2010, 05:40:42 PM
Chains,

That looks like a great idea!!
I think I would be able to top it off with what must be at least 93 octane.  lol
It might even glo in the dark.

As lousy as I feel, I FEEL GOOD, getting the ball rolling again.
I'll really need you covering my 6 on day 10,11 and 12 (Dec 23, 24 & 25),
those are the sickest that chemo seems to make me following the start of each chemo cycle.

Thanks again for your continued prayers
Sam  aka  chappy 
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Post by: Chains on December 13, 2010, 06:53:52 PM
I thought you might like it, you may have to take the bracket off and duct tape it on, removal will be tough though.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 13, 2010, 09:42:27 PM
Sam,
We know prayer works and will keep praying for you and Sue. Glad to hear your #'s are up and you are back on the chemo. You know we have got your six. Get all the rest you can and know we are here for you.
Love ya brother.
God Bless, my friend.
Mike
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Post by: chappy on December 14, 2010, 01:32:47 PM
Belive it or not, I never did get any shut eye last night.
Funny thing is, I'm a bit afraid to fall to far into lala land because I might dream I'm standing behind the big oak peeing in the brook. I don't like that idea, but, so far so good!

Day two: DONE always shorter than day one, I get one bag less of drugs, I like it that way. Day three is short too!!
Sack Time: ZZZZZZZZZZ

Again, Thanks so much, you guys are like my Wheaties!! The breakfast of champions.
or sack time snack for time out!! lol

See ya tomorrow friends

chappy
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Post by: martys on December 14, 2010, 02:05:11 PM
I hope you get some rest tonight Sam and maybe an early Christmas present of less fatigue after this round.  I also hope that you are taking care of yourself also Sue,  you guys are in our thoughts and prayers every day.

Marty
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Post by: chappy on December 15, 2010, 06:42:46 AM
I hope you get some rest tonight Sam and maybe an early Christmas present of less fatigue after this round.  I also hope that you are taking care of yourself also Sue,  you guys are in our thoughts and prayers every day.

Marty

Thanks Marty,

I slept great last night. I cashed in my chips around 6:30 pm and only got up once to go to the head. Then fell right back to sleep. Been up now for only 15 minutes. My third and final chemo treatment for thi cycle this morning and my plan is for a nap when I get home. If I can pull that off I should be well on my way to caught up on sleep.

Here's hopeing
Sam

Have a great day my friend
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 15, 2010, 07:30:50 AM
Sam,
Sounds like you have a plan.
Hope it works!
And while your planning, how about turning up the heat, it's 16 degrees here this morning.
Take care my friend and God Bless.
Mike
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Post by: FLYNDYNA on December 16, 2010, 05:20:18 AM
Sam,

Glad to hear of the continued improvement...continuing prayers and all my best for you and yours...

Flyndyna
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Post by: MAT on December 16, 2010, 09:02:34 AM
Good morning Sam,
  Good to see you keeping up the fight, tell Sue we all say hello from the west coast. Prayers continue as always and Merry Christmas to you and yours.   MAT
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Post by: chappy on December 24, 2010, 02:56:33 AM
Hi all,

Not much to report except hard to sleep. But strangely enough, when I'm sitting in athe chair, it's hard to stay awake. I know, I know,  wa wa wa!!  lol

I'm not sure how it all came to pass, but, I am so honored and humbled to be a member of such a class act as The One and Only CVO Owners Group.
Once again, I am just beside myself with amazment that I could be so blessed. I brag on you guys every chance I get, and you probably already know this, but most folks just don't have a clue what it means to have so many folks genuinely care. You know I'm not talking about lip service, any dingy bar has ample supply of that, what I'm talking about only starts with words but then those words become deeds. And we all know that Action speak louder than words. The action you guys have taken for my sake has not only baffled those around me but around the world. We are a global brotherhood, One I am proud to share with you my friends. We pound on a keyboard, we send things by snail mail, we talk on the phone and most and best of all we ride side by side. But, maybe even better than all of that, we plan for our next rides and share the excitment of the gathering even months ahead.
Till then be safe and be happy.

Thank you all for the Christmas you gave me
Merry Christmas and God bless each and every one of you.
See you at the next gathering

your brother Sam/chappy
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Post by: Twolanerider on December 24, 2010, 02:59:31 AM
Thanks Sam.  Best holiday  wishes and all the bravery and chutzpah it takes to keep on keeping on.  Proud to have read your words this year.
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Post by: ggraves427 on December 24, 2010, 09:22:32 AM
Glory be to the Lord and to those who inspire us to be more like Him in word, action and deed. Merry Christmas Chappy. Give Sue a hug. Still praying for you and yours.
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Post by: bubtrauma on December 24, 2010, 09:38:22 AM
Faith is BELIEVING and I believe thinking will slowly get better for you keep snoozen and have a GREAT rest and easy does it my friend.

Warm wishes to you and your family from Canada .....eh

Bob
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Post by: Chains on December 24, 2010, 09:38:57 AM
Sam,

Terri and I wish you, Sue and your entire family a Merry Christmas ans=d a Happy New Year.  Hooking up with you at MV was indeed the highlight of 2010 for us.  We look forward to a repeat in 2011.

God Bless,

Jim & Terri
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Post by: martys on December 24, 2010, 10:05:07 AM
Sam:

     Once again your words of inspiration are flowing from my computer monitor straight into my heart.  Diane and I wish you and Sue and all your family the best of all Christmases and a Healthy and happy 2011.  I look forward to our next meeting and pray you receive healling grace to ride again.

Marty & Diane 
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Post by: JR on December 24, 2010, 12:26:02 PM
Wow Marty! Well said! It was like it came right out of my heart!!! :2vrolijk_21: Sam, what my dear friend Marty said X2 and change Diane to my wife's name Debbie. :D We love you Sam and it is a joy to lift you up in prayer to the throne of grace! Merry Christmas and God Bless! :bananarock:
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Post by: MAT on December 27, 2010, 10:11:26 PM
Merry belated Christmas Sam,Sue, and family and a very happy,hopeful, and prayer filled New year !   :)  Mat and Sandra
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Post by: MikeV on December 30, 2010, 12:51:18 PM
Sam,

I have been following your progress and your will, strength and faith have been very inspiring. Cancer has hit my family very hard over the years and it's great to see you hitting back. Have a Happy New Year and remember Spring is right around the corner!

You and your family remain in our prayers.

MikeV

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Post by: chappy on December 30, 2010, 11:44:04 PM
Tomorrow and especially tomorrow night is the big exchange from one to another
Please enjoy, but be careful out there.
Let's keep a 2011 Eve coming at us New for 365 safe calender events.
Happy New to one and all
chappy
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Post by: martys on December 31, 2010, 12:01:11 AM
Tomorrow and especially tomorrow night is the big exchange from one to another
Please enjoy, but be careful out there.
Let's keep a 2011 Eve coming at us New for 365 safe calender events.
Happy New to one and all
chappy
And back to you Sam and Sue,  and I would like to add "Good Health" to you and to all for 2011 and beyond.

Marty
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 31, 2010, 03:42:11 PM
Tomorrow and especially tomorrow night is the big exchange from one to another
Please enjoy, but be careful out there.
Let's keep a 2011 Eve coming at us New for 365 safe calender events.
Happy New to one and all
chappy
And back to you Sam and Sue,  and I would like to add "Good Health" to you and to all for 2011 and beyond.

Marty

Sam,
I'm with Marty on this! I look forward to seeing you and of course riding with you during the upcomming year.
Happy Trails and God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink: This one is for you!
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Post by: MAT on December 31, 2010, 07:58:15 PM
Happy new year and positive thoughts for all...... :2vrolijk_21:...... :)
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Post by: chappy on January 09, 2011, 03:48:42 AM
To my Family and Friends on CVO Forum.
I spoke to GH via phone a few days ago. We both must be suffering with cabin fever. LOL  We talked for what must have been at least 4 hours. At one point we hung up, but then I remembered someting I wanted to say so I called him back just to tell him. Sue wasn't feeling very good. I don't remember if GH and I talked before, during or after Sue had her IV Infussion for her MS Flare-up. But She is still sick, in fact even sicker than then. She has been in bed for two full days now. She must be getting sick of my cooking, popcorn, chips, milk and cookies, toast or take out from the local Pizza shop. I was feeling pretty good last weekend and having a whole extra week to rest up and be ready for chemo sounded good to me, although, I don't feel all rested up. I made it to my newest birthday (Jan. 08), since I found that I had terminal cancer stage 4b I really didn't think I make it this far. The most resent guesstimate from a Dotor was 6 months, that was given to me in March of 2010. But Nov has come and gone and I'm still here. I go in this coming Mon, Tue and Wed for chemo. I am hopeing and praying that my blood levels will pass so I can get on with it. Don't get me wrong, I have yet been able to fine one thing that's enjoyible about chemo. Well, there is one exception, and that's the support that the other chemo jockey's give and recieve. Believe it or nor thare is a Retired Navy Admiral that has Cancer and Parkinson's Decease. He gets chemo five days a week every 3 weeks. To top it off he's 81 years old. I have the honor of sitting next to him when we're there togeter. We share stories back in forth. He's really a nice guy. What blows my mind is why isn't he at Bethesda Hopital down near Washington DC.
I'll write again and let you'll know if my blood was good enought to start the chemo. I can't wait for the spring break out ride, and I have a plan in the works to bring Panthers Bike down to him in Florida. If I have it right, there's a group down there that will set up a sidecar to be a reciever for his eletric chair and his sister Girt will take him for rides. If it fall into place I'll probably put his bike in the back of my truck and tow my bike my the trailer so Sue and I can put a few sunny miles on while we are dow there. That a big on to chew, but I have between now and the middle of Feb. That's when I will be getting my last round of chemo for this cycle. (I HOPE)
I hope this fits or I'll have to do a two-fer
I hope all is well will all of you
your brother Sam
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Post by: Chains on January 09, 2011, 08:27:11 AM
Sam you and your family are an insperation, keep the faith brother your are in good hands.
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Post by: martys on January 09, 2011, 10:15:00 AM
     Happy "New" Birthday Sam  :2vrolijk_21: Again I am sitting at my computer looking out the window at all the snow on the ground and thinking about how lucky others are that they get to ride this time of year, and I am blessed with the opportunity to read one of your updates.  To say you inspire me to be a better person is an understatement, when I read how you so lovingly look after Sue after her treatments, knowing how difficult it has been for you.  When I read your genuine concern for the elderly Navel Officer when most would be sitting in that room withdrawn in worry of your own situation.  When I read of plans to, not just get a ride in at March Break but to bring (Panther's) a buddy's bike down south so that in his wheelchair he can still get in the wind.  These random acts of Kindness are the mortar that hold all the bricks of our life together and you sir are doing it right.
     I wish you an easy time with this next round of treatments this week and a speedy recovery time from them.

Your Friend
Marty
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 09, 2011, 03:19:00 PM
Sam,
You and my dad share the same birthday, he just turned 91.
A belated Happy Birthday my friend!
Rember, my house is on the way to Fla. Susie and I will expect you to stop over and be our guests.
( We have plenty of room.)
Give Sue our love and take care.
God Bless My Friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MAT on January 09, 2011, 08:14:18 PM
Sam, Best of luck with the treatment, keep up your nerve and will power. Happy belated birthday to you and prayers are going out to you and Sue, we are with you in spirit.    Mike
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Post by: JR on January 09, 2011, 08:27:39 PM
Happy Birthday Sam! :drink: Sorry to hear about Sue. :-\ I just lifted you both up in prayer and will continue. I love ya brother, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Talon on January 10, 2011, 08:12:38 AM
Sorry to her Sue is sick, been praying for you daily. Hope all goes well with your chemo, and Sue feels better real soon!

Craig
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Post by: porthole on January 12, 2011, 11:30:39 AM
Happy Birthday Sam - looking forward to riding with you again at Maggie Valley 2011  :2vrolijk_21:

This time I'll even let ya buy me a beer for the entertainment  :drink:
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Post by: martys on January 12, 2011, 12:27:15 PM
Thinking about you after day 3 Sam...   I hope all is going well

Marty
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Post by: Talon on January 12, 2011, 12:30:45 PM
Thinking about you after day 3 Sam...   I hope all is going well

Marty
X2  :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on January 20, 2011, 08:43:06 PM
To my CVO family ... Chappy's wife Sue asked if I'd pass on some news in regards to our brother Chappy.

It was brought to my attention this evening, that Chappy's fight has intensified as he knew it might. He's been admitted to the VA hospital with neutropenia, not uncommon when fighting this cancerous foe. But because his white blood cell count is dangerously low he is unable to receive his chemotherapy. Our friend Chappy is a fighter but any and all prayers can only help in this time of need for Sam & his family.

Sam is concerned about not returning emails and pm's. He just wanted everyone to know what the hold-up is!!!

Howie

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Post by: martys on January 20, 2011, 08:48:16 PM
Thanks for the update Howie (the good) and please let Sam and Sue know that our prayers are sent his way every day weather he is able to post to us or not.  He has touched us in a way that only God can understand and I thank him for that inspiration in my life.

Marty & Diane
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Post by: Fired00d on January 20, 2011, 08:50:02 PM
Howie thanks for the update... prayers sent.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: sadunbar on January 20, 2011, 09:29:44 PM
Thanks for the update Howie...

     And HUGE prayers to Chappy....
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Post by: Talon on January 21, 2011, 08:34:13 AM
Hope things turn for the better, prayers out to Sam and his family as always.

Craig
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Post by: faceracer on January 21, 2011, 08:43:50 AM
My family and I send out our thoughts and prayers to you Chappy. Hang in there brother we are all pulling for you!

Face :wings:
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Post by: Black Diamond on January 21, 2011, 08:58:25 AM
Thanks for the update Howie

Chappy, keep up the good fight. We'll keep up the prayers.

JW
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 21, 2011, 10:15:34 AM
Thanks Howie, I just emailed Sam yesterday. Praying for you Sam and Sue!
Mike
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on January 21, 2011, 07:13:16 PM
Sam has been sent home today.  :cucumber: :apple: :jalapeno: :carrot: Things are looking up. Much can be said for the power of prayer and good thoughts. I'll  :drink: to that!!! God Bless Sam & Sue
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Post by: martys on January 21, 2011, 07:14:52 PM
 :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Fired00d on January 21, 2011, 07:20:11 PM
Sam has been sent home today.  :cucumber: :apple: :jalapeno: :carrot: Things are looking up. Much can be said for the power of prayer and good thoughts. I'll  :drink: to that!!! God Bless Sam & Sue
Hallelujah!!!!

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: sadunbar on January 21, 2011, 07:31:20 PM
Sam has been sent home today.  :cucumber: :apple: :jalapeno: :carrot: Things are looking up. Much can be said for the power of prayer and good thoughts. I'll  :drink: to that!!! God Bless Sam & Sue

Fantastic news!!   :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: 

Thanks for the great update Howie!
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Post by: spydglide on January 21, 2011, 07:57:44 PM
Great news. :2vrolijk_21:  spyder
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Post by: Grizzly on January 21, 2011, 10:40:24 PM
Sam, Sue and their entire family stay in our thoughts and prayers.

All the very best.
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Post by: Chains on January 21, 2011, 10:41:39 PM
Howie, fantastic news, thank you, our prayers continue for brother Sam and his wife Sue
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Post by: chappy on January 22, 2011, 04:05:48 AM
Howdy folks, another awake time so I thought I'd check in. Wow, how could I do anythingthing but feel better seeing all the posts. It's very humbling. Special thanks for those that fowarded posts from other sourses. I do know that while I just laid around the hospital, Sue had her hands full. We've had so many calls and e-mails I may never get then all returned in a timely fashion and I I don't get back to anyone personally, please forgive me. The Doc's thought for sure that I'd bottom out at the white blood count at 500. That would have guaranteed the blood trnsfussion, even staying at 1000 WBC could have brought about the same result. But, power of prayer from all you guys pulling for me had my numbers actually double over night and insted of getting a transfussion I got to go home. I'm still a tad under the weather, hard to eat, tastes aren't so good and a bad stomach doesn't help. I don't see any marathon's in the near future, but I'd rather ride anyway!!
Please except this as my very specail thanks to all of you along with my wist that all is well with you too.
chappy
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Post by: spydglide on January 22, 2011, 08:13:30 AM
What a wonderful thing it was this morning to read your message Chappy.  I'm doubling up on my prayers for you as a result. :2vrolijk_21:  spyder
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 22, 2011, 10:57:41 AM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. Prayer is a wonderful thing and when it comes from the heart from so many friends, it can only work better. Rest up my friend, will talk to you soon.
God Bless,
Mike
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Post by: yellow103 on January 22, 2011, 12:03:39 PM
Chappy, I know we have never met, but have been following this since your first post. and like everyone else on here, have been sending up healing prayers daily. There is power in prayer, where two or more come together in agreement. Stay strong, stay postive, give no room to the Devil, that he may gloat. God Bless you and your wife. Keep on Keeping on brother...
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Post by: Chains on January 22, 2011, 08:12:59 PM
Sam. great to see your up and on the site, keep up the positve attitude, we will keep the prayers going and we all will get together again soon.
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Post by: Gettinold on January 22, 2011, 09:12:20 PM
Sam it's good to hear from you.  :2vrolijk_21:   
            Dave
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Post by: martys on January 25, 2011, 02:53:08 PM
Good afternoon Sam :
      You were in my thoughts this afternoon so I thought I would just send you a note to say hello.  I hope all is well with Sue and Yourself and the family.  55 days till spring my freind  :2vrolijk_21: we'll be riding before we know it  :pepper:  till then, stay well.  :2vrolijk_21:

Marty
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on January 25, 2011, 06:51:30 PM
Sam, it is ever so inspiring to read your updates...

Our thoughts and prayers are with both you and Sue in this most difficult time....

Hang tough dude....  :apple:
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Post by: onebadtk on January 25, 2011, 07:56:41 PM
very sorry to hear such news stay strong ,fight hard bro you and your family are for sure in our thoughts and prayers  .
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Post by: chappy on January 26, 2011, 03:28:34 AM
Thanks Guys,  Today came slowly but then again it was swept away in a moment.
Sue and I hussled to get there on time for out Tuesday morning appointments.
First one, I met with a councilor, when over the some of the feeling I've been having, they assured me it was the chemo that causes this type of side effect. Also talked about depression and how much is to be expected, ect ect. She gave me some good advice. Her closing coment was, "keep your chin up". So, I asked her if she want to see how positive I have been with this whole thing from the start. She said yes, so O took out my wallet and folded it open and laying there waiting to do something was my comb. For those that haven seen me lately, I'm balder than a bowling ball. If my Feb 7, 8 & 9 are my last chemo treatments than the first week of March will be the slow start of putting riding eason together again.  :2vrolijk_21:
Then, blood draw. I think my next tattoo will be a dart board with the bulls eye right where the needle is supose to go. No more reasons to miss. lol
My next appointment was with a Doc I have never met, his first words to me were, "Why do they what you to see me?"
Man, that does not cause me to believe he has ever read the book, "How To Win Friends And Inflemce People"
He aked many questions but didn't let me finish an answer even once. So, I gave him my answers only for as long as he was quit. As soon as he stated to speak again, I stopped taking. It's less stressful that way, The Doc won't be so stressed out when he lives for the day. What a wingnut!!
last but not least, I'm a bit bummed. I have an O2 guy coming to my house to set me with for o2. I'll try, but, this ol boy ain't going to be tither to anything. Least way not for now.

Well, 03:15, I giues I have to try to hit the hay
Good night my friends
I'm ridding in March

your friend and brother
Sam  aka  chappy
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Post by: Talon on January 26, 2011, 08:11:43 AM
I know it's tough when you feel like you do, but like she said, keep your chin up. You and Sue are an inspiration to me. Everytime I get upset by something I think of you guys and then about what was upsetting me, it then becomes very trivial. You just hang in there, we're thinking of you every day!

Craig
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 26, 2011, 09:24:46 AM
You, my friend have had your chin up for so long it thinks it belongs on your forehead!
Keep it there, it makes you look good!
God Bless My Friend,
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on January 26, 2011, 11:58:04 AM
You, my friend have had your chin up for so long it thinks it belongs on your forehead!
Keep it there, it makes you look good!
God Bless My Friend,
Mike

Wow, Mikey, if my chin is on my forehead, that would make my nose a hood scoop on a specially designed chappy head cap with periscope sunscrean glasses, for those long and fast rides in the hills. I bet that would look pretty cool. Piture both nostrols flaired wide open, dust blowen off my shoulders big grin where my hair line would be, if I had hair. I bet I'd just have to put a screen on my nose so the bugs wouldn't get ramed down my throat.
I better stop dwelling on that thought, I started to think why it could get embarrassing if I loosened my belt bucket at the dinner table.  whoops!!  lol Man, I couldn't call those longest rides, Iron Butt rides any more either, well that might not be so bad I guess.

Thanks for the smile brother

chappy
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Post by: Twolanerider on January 26, 2011, 12:58:29 PM

Wow, Mikey, if my chin is on my forehead, that would make my nose a hood scoop on a specially designed chappy head cap with periscope sunscrean glasses, for those long and fast rides in the hills. I bet that would look pretty cool.



But.....  You couldn't go to Maggie Valley anymore.  It always rains during Maggie Valley.  And in the rain you'd drown :o !
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 26, 2011, 01:55:09 PM
Wow, Mikey, if my chin is on my forehead, that would make my nose a hood scoop on a specially designed chappy head cap with periscope sunscrean glasses, for those long and fast rides in the hills. I bet that would look pretty cool. Piture both nostrols flaired wide open, dust blowen off my shoulders big grin where my hair line would be, if I had hair. I bet I'd just have to put a screen on my nose so the bugs wouldn't get ramed down my throat.
I better stop dwelling on that thought, I started to think why it could get embarrassing if I loosened my belt bucket at the dinner table.  whoops!!  lol Man, I couldn't call those longest rides, Iron Butt rides any more either, well that might not be so bad I guess.

Thanks for the smile brother


chappy

Smile? I'm LMAO at the picture now embedded in my mind, or what's left of it! ( The mind that is )
You can still ride in MV, you just need a clothespin on your nose. ;) See you there my friend.
Mike


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Post by: Chains on January 26, 2011, 07:45:15 PM
Sam, you now look like Marty?  Thats cool cause you both are great guys, cannot wait till we all get together again.  Prayers on the way tonight as always, still tying to get the chin on the forehead vision out of my head.  Take care my brother.
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on January 27, 2011, 09:37:42 AM
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Post by: martys on January 27, 2011, 11:16:22 AM
Sam, you now look like Marty?  Thats cool cause you both are great guys, cannot wait till we all get together again.  Prayers on the way tonight as always, still tying to get the chin on the forehead vision out of my head.  Take care my brother.
I guess we will now have to change your name Sam ....to "Mini Me"   :huepfenlol2: :huepfenlol2:  Your a handsome man for sure  :2vrolijk_21: :huepfenlol2: :huepfenlol2:
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Post by: chappy on February 01, 2011, 08:35:36 PM
Hello to my family and friends,
 
As I had hoped my Monday appointment for a ct-scan went without a hitch. My Oncology DR called me today with the results. He called it a mixed bag, and I'd have to agree with that discription.
Here goes, I have some tumors in my right lung that no longer can be seen with the ct-scan, I have some that are smaller now. I have some that are the same size and some larger, I also have some new tumors. And last but not least, I now also have what I can only say is the newest word in my vocabulary: Atelectasis
Atelectasis is a collapse of lung tissue affecting part or all of one lung. This condition prevents normal oxygen absoption to healthy tissues. Always wanted one of them: ya right!  lol
 
After a little more discussion with my Dr on the phone, I was told that my next schedualed three days of chemo on Feb 7, 8 & 9 was still on the books. I had hoped that my ct-scan would have shown such great improvment that I wouldn't need to keep that cycle of chemo, or at worst, it would be my last treatment in this (my second) regime. However, the way it was left, I don't know how many more chemo cycles are remaining in this regime. But, who doesn't like a good mystery. hahaha
 
I still need your prayers because I stand a chance of my white blood count dropping again. I don't need another infection and I really don't want to get admitted to the hospital again either. I do need strength to get through the valley that follows the chemo treatments. That valley has been about half way through the cycle, however, this last couple cycles have been worse than any I remember and the last one not only got me hospitalized but was a week or so earlier that any other valley that followed a chemo cycle. I find it difficult and even a head game to continue the chemo, but as I have said before, Charge has been called and charge I must do. But, I must say, Is it spring yet??
 
Late last week I had a home delivery of Oxygen tanks in two size stylish green tanks and also a concentrator (a machine that makes oxygen out of normal roon air). Just what I wanted, another tether to hold me down. lol  I haven't started the O2 yet. The instructions of how to and when is some what vague, so I will go over it all again when the visiting nurse comes on Friday. I then will go over it again on Monday the 7th when I go in for my first of three chemo treatments. Then I guess I'll be able to no longer put it off. Who knows, maybe I'll like it. At any rate, I hope I won't need it forever.
 
I didn't sleep last night, neither did Sue. I finally fall asleep around 5am and slept all day, I plan to go to bed again soon and hope to sleep all night. It is going to add over a foot of wet snow to the 5 or 6 inches that we got today. I didn't clear the driveway today and am glad to wait until the snow is done falling before I deal with the task.
 
January was a busy month for Sue and I. With the treatments and sickness and hopital stay there wasn't much time for much of anything else, but I can say I'm happy that I managed to get the van and the truck registered and state inspected and leagally set for another year. The bikes will have to wait till I can see the ice clearling from the dirt road I live on. I'm hopeing that the mud season is as short as it was last year because I want to ride and the sooner the better. I'm planning my spring breakout ride, but haven't got it written in stone yet. It is narrowed down to West or South. Maybe I'll go Southwest.
 
Well I guess that's it for now except I hope all of you are doing well.
 
till the next one
warmest wishes
Dad  Sam  chappy  friend
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Post by: martys on February 01, 2011, 09:46:22 PM
Thanks for the update Sam.  Our prayers and thoughts are still going out to you and Sue that this next hurdle will not hold you down for too long.

Marty & Diane
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Post by: spydglide on February 01, 2011, 10:53:58 PM
Thanks for the update, Chappy.  I'll continue to send prayers for you (and Sue) and keep you in my thoughts.  I can only imagine how difficult this is for ya'll, but just know that the good Lord will be with you thru all of it.  spyder
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 02, 2011, 12:38:51 PM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. You and Sue are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Glad you are planning your spring breakout ride. I'm sure you will pick the right direction to head. Remember, you are welcome here anytime except Sept. 21- 25 which is Maggie Valley 2011. Of course you could always plan on being there again this year.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
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Post by: DJ56 on February 02, 2011, 12:53:46 PM
Sam...close your eyes.  Smell that freshly mown yard?  Think..spring is coming.  Spring is coming.  Spring is coming.   :divers009:   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 02, 2011, 05:10:59 PM
Sam...close your eyes.  Smell that freshly mown yard?  Think..spring is coming.  Spring is coming.  Spring is coming.   :divers009:   

That works for me. I didn't sleep last night, ended up sleeping from about 4am to about 1pm. Had some coffee and freshly baked gingerbread man's. Got dressed for the first time in two days and then, I went out and plowed the dooryard. The snow is now over the windowsills. Freezing rain and sleet now with a chance of changing back to snow later. Maybe another 3-4 inches coming tonight. Hard to think of the lawn, but, I like that thought much better than snow. Seems the older I get the more snow just hurts, not like when I was a kid and enjoyed playing in the stuff all day when school was called off.

Sam
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Post by: Chains on February 02, 2011, 10:45:10 PM
Sam,

I know what you mean, when I was a small child, snow was a hell of a lot of fun, as I got older it became a chore, now that I am as they say elderly it is a pain in the A$$.  I thought moving to Alabama 7 years ago would rid me of the white scourge, found out this year it can and does come to Alabama,

Take care, give Sue a big hug for us, we will see you in the spring.
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Post by: chappy on February 08, 2011, 02:08:04 AM
Hello family and friends ,

I went to my Feb. round one of three chemo treatments today. I had a few concerns, the top two were, would my white blood count be high enough to meet the 5000 needed to go ahead with the treatment. It was, but the count came in at a low 6,700. That opens the case for other concerns as the treatment moves forward, and especially puts a watchful eye on this cycle and the numbers of my white blood cell count. I really don’t look kindly to the chance of a dropped blood count with the chemo sickness coming early or another stay in the hospital. As mentioned in my last post, my last ct-scan was a mixed bag of results. I was told that if I did get chemo today it might be a different cocktail mix than what I have been getting. My Oncology DR stated that the current chemo cocktail might not be working as well as hoped for, but at least for this cycle, it turns out to remain the same. I have been scheduled for a future chemo cycle on March 7, 8 & 9 and that means it is planned to continue to be 28 day cycle and not go back to the previous 21 day cycle. That’s OK with me. I like the idea of an extra week to recover from the chemo. Again, because of my, not so good report on the ct-scan, I also am having a PET scan done sometime shy of my next scheduled chemo cycle. This time it will be done in New Haven, Conn, a mere 187 miles from my home. The hope for this scan is to bring into a clearer picture just what is going on with the cancer and to possible bring about a rethink on the chemo I currently use. On the dark side, it may show that any further use of chemo may be non-productive. On the bright side, maybe some radiation could come into my treatment, however, that seems to be very unlikely.

I met two new guys today at the chemo room. One Veteran had such a bad report to his tests that he was admitted to the Hospital. Before he got a room, He sat across from me and I was able to talk to him for a while. As it turns out he owns the same year, model and color Harley as my 1997 Heritage Springer, red on white of course. It was sad to see him head off to a Hospital room, I can say, I must know very closely how he felt. A still-ness sweep the chemo room as he left on his two feet refusing the wheelchair that was offered to him.

Another Veteran was already getting his personal cocktail of chemo when Sue and I arrived at about 8:00am. I was guided to the chemo chair next to him. He and I also talked along with another Vet that sat across from him. This third Vet and I have been in that same room at the same time on several treatments and have become very friendly. The newest guy sitting next to me had a long beard and without words spoken, I think he was concerned he might lose it due to the chemo. When I walked into the room, he looked at my bald face and my head with a skull rag and I think that he may have seen his fear up close and real. Later, as we were talking the topic of hair falling out came up. I took off my skull rag and showed him my hairless dome and then showed him a picture of me on my ID. Then I told him that not everybody loses their hair. That’s when the Marine across from him spoke up and said that he was one that didn’t lose his hair. I think it was perfect timing and I also think it helped to take much of the pressure off the newest member of this conversation and topic. Like me he hadn’t been with out a beard for 30 plus years. He also had family and friends that has never seen the looks of his hairless face.

Last night Sue and I went out for a meal with another couple. We had seafood, and it was good. These friends of ours surprised us with a bag with Christmas presents as we were readying to leave the parking lot after our meal. I’ve got to say, I’m just not getting any better at how to receive from others. Sue and I are so blessed with caring friends close by and also scattered all around this whole world, we are very thankful.

Sue and I have now lived 3 years in a neighborhood here in Sunapee, NH. I have never lived in such a friendly, helpful and caring neighborhood in all my life. I don’t even really know how to respond. Words just seem to fall so short. There is really just one way to say, "Thank You for caring", and that's from the heart, So Thank You for caring about Sue and I, we hope you are all blessed in the same mighty way that you have blessed us.

I’m going to try and fall asleep sooner rather than later, so I will say goodnight to all of you and wish you all well. I’ll send out another post if anything turns far from the trail I’m on.

Take care now
Sam  chappy  friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on February 08, 2011, 05:22:36 AM
Good Morning Chappy:

    I am pleased to read that your white count was high enough to start the next round of treatments, and I hope and pray that you grow even stronger through the process.  You continue to be an inspiration to me and many others by your kindness to us, through these updates, and by your support to so many others around you.  Other gentlemen are faced with the same fears that you have been faced with and you are blessed with the opportunity to pass some strength on to them, and in so doing pass an understanding of humanity on to us all.
     Thankyou Sam for sharing your journey with us and we look forward to hearing about the great feeling you will be experiencing in you spring break out ride.

Marty & Diane 
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 08, 2011, 10:28:57 AM
Sam,
You always know just when to post. I was feeling down about some things going on around here and needed a lift. Trivial things like the water pump loosing power and not being able to run a new line due to the rain. So here I am feeling sorry for myself and low and behold My Friend Sam comes to the rescue! Just reading your positive posts and realizing what is truly important has lifted my spirits and put me back on the right path.
Sam, I thank you for being here and showing us all how to deal with life as it comes our way. Give Sue a big hug for me and keep going forward. Again, you have made my day!
Thank you and God Bless My Friend,
Mike






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Post by: Chains on February 08, 2011, 11:52:20 AM
Good morning Sam,

I am speechless, your concern for others during your trying times is amazing.  Reading about the Vets gives me chills as I lost many good friends in Nam.  We are happy to see your white above 5,000 hope all is going well for you and Sue and the family today.  You are never out of our thoughts long, you are indeed an inspiration to us all.  Hang in their my friend we are all pulling for you with the man above.

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Post by: miker on February 08, 2011, 12:06:53 PM
My thoughts are with you Sam...enjoy the O2, it is good, used to use when I was in the service for hangover cures on the flightline, worked good...Hoping the best for you man.

 :drink:
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Post by: Robmay on February 08, 2011, 03:08:27 PM
Thanks for the update Chappy! I will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer!
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Post by: chappy on February 09, 2011, 02:25:18 PM
Hi folks,
I finished my 3rd of 3 rounds of chemo this week. I'm home now and ready for a nap. I did manage to hack some zzzz last night, but two nights without sleep just plain wares me out. A good nap this afternoon and a good nights sleep tonight should just about chatch me up. Today is the last day for a couple of week plus that food will slide by my teeth and tongue and even the smell of the most enjoyable treats forces the desire away. So, I'm going to spilt a to-go baby back ribs Full rack with Sue for supper. She's going to make some Boston style Baked beans, sweet corn bread and cole slaw. Ya'll know what that means, nooo not that's, that's just natural (lol), what I mean is, if I can do it, I've got me a great lunch lined up for tomorrow too. Yapper, some more gas too.  lol

Take care my my friends
I'll see ya'll latter
Sam   aka   chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on February 09, 2011, 02:31:12 PM
Ribs and Beans ????  I think Sue might need the O2 tonight... lol  enjoy your meal Sam, and glad to hear you are finished for a few more weeks.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 09, 2011, 05:59:07 PM
Ribs and Beans ????  I think Sue might need the O2 tonight... lol  enjoy your meal Sam, and glad to hear you are finished for a few more weeks.

Marty

Now that's funny!!
I think I can make those tanks and hoses work on a couple more lungs.  :bulb2: Good idea!!
Sam
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Post by: spydglide on February 09, 2011, 05:59:36 PM
Great post to read Sam....that you're still managing to find the up-beat outlook on these trying times.  Pulling hard for ya, my friend.  ;) spyder
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Post by: schmoopy on February 09, 2011, 08:50:39 PM
Hi Chappy and Sue. I'm Miker's wife. I finally set-up my own spot for several reasons. First was to say what an inspiration you both are and to send you guys my own well wishes and support. I've been following your story "from the wings". Your strength and fortitude are amazing! My other reasons are a bit more selfish... the support and comfort we get from this amazing, awesome, and generous family is priceless. Know that you are never far from my thoughts (and many others, as well). I hope you find as much comfort from this as I do. Take care and be strong!   Lisa
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on February 09, 2011, 08:56:44 PM
Sam, we are glad to hear you finished this round of treatment....

Eat some healthy food for those of us that shouldnt eat the good-tasting stuff!

 :coolblue:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on February 09, 2011, 10:43:34 PM
Sam, I haven't been on much at all these past few months and I caught up on your thread ( most important to me ) and am glad to see your spirits are up and strong. I hope those taste buds open up and let you enjoy some good food. Hugs and prayers from us to you and yours. Keep warm and off the ice.   Mike
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Post by: schmoopy on February 21, 2011, 10:02:12 PM
You are never far from my thoughts. Hope things are going well. If you're in one of the rough spots, I'm sending happy thoughts your way to help get you through!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 22, 2011, 01:59:40 AM
Thanks guys,
Yah, in one of those rough spots. I've found on chemo there is a spiral that falls an spins at a rate that I have little to no control over. Way back at the beginning of the exit ramp from all that was normal in my life, I struggled with the difference between depression and that that is depressing. My main focus at that time was the meds that were offered me as a solution to a problem. But, it seemed more important to me to know the cause first then if any the meds would treat the cause by name. In the end, the lable on the bottle of meds prescribed to me also stated, "take X for depression". So that end and my answer from the Docs simply was , "If cancer is depressing, you have depression." Or in other words, "It doesen't mater, just take these pills."

My problem still is as simple as it was then. The chemo downward spiral to the depressing place or depression is just that, (a downward spiral). It takes about 9 or 10 days to get there. It then stays or lasts in it's deepest and darkest place for 2 to 3 days then spirals back upward a bit each of the 9 or 10 days in small but equal amounts in an oppisite direction much like the downward spiral did after the chemo treatment. This is a cycle, a temparary revolving place, not a fixture or permanate in nature. All the pills were those that required a daily dose for 6 to 8 weeks before I would feel or notice any change. Haven't they been listening? I tire trying to explain the spiral factor that brings about the sadness or depressing thought or depression is, just about the time I am nearing the tail end of the upward spiral and what I could only then call normal during a regime of chemo treatment, well it's time to start all over again. Right now I have finally made it through the deepest darkest and am on my way back to normal, well, chemo normal that is. Well anyway, at that point I really don't want to be all droaned out on anti-depression meds, I want to enjoy being me for that short time at least. During my two regimes of chemo, I've had 26 days of chemo hooked up to me. That's 10 months of chemo out of the 14 months since chemo started. Just saying!

I have been very much sicker each chemo cycle for the last 3. The sickness has come sooner and with more vigor. Infection has been more amongst the mix of sick and a hospital stay last cycle. I seems that being admited to the hospital may become more the rule than the exception.  All along every 3 months or so, throw in a ct-scan. On this cycle of such a ct-scan it read proorly enough to have a PET scan ordered for a better look see on Feb 28 at the New Haven, Conn VA Hospital. During this cycle I've also been given oxygen at home that needs to be set at 3 liters. I am also scheduled for my next 3 day cycle of chemo on March 7,8 & 9.  Other than that I've got rings on my fingers and bells on my toes.

Can I go for a ride yet?  LOL

yout friend chappy/Sam  
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 22, 2011, 02:33:22 PM
Chappy,

Great to hear from you, you are never out of my thoughts for long.  Hang in there brother the riding season is on its way and we all will do a GTG again.

Your Friend

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on February 22, 2011, 07:50:59 PM
Hi Sam ,  I just want you to know that the rings on your fingers are there to remind you that... like your fingers... "You" are encircled by a continuous band of friends, Family, and a higher power all pullin' for you and prayin' for you.   Now the bells on your toes... They are just there to get your attention so you will see the rings when you are "looking down".

Hang in there buddy

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on February 23, 2011, 01:03:02 PM
Hi Sam,  You seem to be strong enough to roll with the punch's that keep nailing you - keep it up.  When that awful thing called depression comes around I have found about the only thing you can do is give it all up to God, put it all in your faith as it is all in his will. I believe, in our journey here as we go through good and bad, weather its by our choices or fate is Gods will, he is a merciful and loving God. 
 Stay strong and enjoy and love your family!


   My best to you and yours, Mike 
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Post by: Talon on February 23, 2011, 01:49:19 PM
Sam, wish you the best, the road doesn't sound easy, be strong. We send you our prayers every day!

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on February 23, 2011, 06:56:55 PM
Thinking of you Sam.  And wishing you some positive & good thoughts.  You're in my prayers.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on February 23, 2011, 09:12:47 PM
Sam, you are an amazing man. :2vrolijk_21: It is painful to read what you are going through yet it blesses me at the same time as I read your words. There is so much love in my heart for you and Sue as I petition God on your behalf to the throne of glory! May Gods grace continue to be sufficient for you and Sue! Love ya brother, God Bless!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 26, 2011, 09:10:38 PM
Hello family and friends,
 
Once again, thanks so much for your thoughts ans prayers. It seems that the last several days at least, I have needed your thoughts and prayers more more than usual. Spring fever;  not the easiest thing to deal with, especially when thoughts of the open road with the rumble of a V-twin sending the thrill of the oneness of the road and the ride as you cut through the fresh air enjoying the sights, sounds and smells that surrounds you as the road ride even runs through your veins. Truly, that's what I would rather was going on with me lately, but life did send me a path a bit harder for me to hike with each day that pasted more painful than the day before.
 
The past four days has been especially difficult for me with those days was shared with pain far above that that has become part of this fight against cancer and the sickness that chemo gives. The pain is similar to the pain in your side when you run to far and to fast, or that from doing to many sit-ups in to short a time. You know, the pain that grows just below your ribs in the front, usually on both sides but in my case it's just on the left side. The pain is greatly increased if I try to bend over and while in the process of sitting down or getting up from sitting and especially when I try to get into bed and lay flat on my back. Getting into bed and laying down takes me a couple of minutes and then several more to actually rest my legs and lower my legs from my knees high and the soles of my feet flat on the sheets. Rolling over in bed latly has been an adventure and a whole new experience that I hope will find it's end soon.
 
About 8:30 pm last night and with much prompting from Sue, I finally called the VA Hospital nurse advice line, after a long wait on hold I finally got to talk to a real person (in Dayton, Ohio) she told me to go to the Emergency Room, NOW. So off to WRJ, Vt. I went. I got there and received care just moments after arriveing.  After an IV hooked up to my arm and blood drawn, the count showed my white blood count was 18K ( higher than normal) and the excruciating pain was narrowed down to be radiating from an enlarged spleen (not a good thing). The ER Doctors wanted to admit me for pain management and an emergency ct-scan, but because of the med (metformin)  that I take to control my sugar diabetes, a quick ct-scan would be out of the question and would have to be delayed for a minimum of 12 hours from my last dose, pushing the soonest ct-scan to 3 to 4 am. On top of that, I would have to cancel my PET scan scheduled for Monday at the New Haven, Ct VA Hospital. I was relieved that the pain wasn't related to a more serious problem and decided to leave and go home insted of getting admitted to the hospital. I was told several things to be aware of and if several different things showed their ugly head I would have to get back to the hospital asap. I agreed and headed for home about 1 am.
 
I still am in quite abit of pain, but I don't want to miss my Monday PET scan. My biggest reason for my decision to go home was, my next 3 day treatment of chemo (March 7, 8 & 9), hangs in the balance of the report and results of the PET scan. I am somewhat surprised with myself, because the truth is, I would never wish chemo on anybody, but here I am, hoping that next chemo treatment isn't canceled or delayed. Go figure !!  lol 
 
When I got home I took a couple of pain pills (the big guns) and waited for them to cut the pain down enough for me to actually lay down in bed. That took about 2 hours and the motion of laying down still hurt enough that it took 3 attempts over a period of about 15 minutes. Once down I did finally fall to sleep until about 5:30 am. At that time I took another of my heavy duty pain pills and got back into bed slowly and painfully.
 
Right now I'm kicked back in my living room enjoying the comfort of my recliner. I made it through the night and tomorrow I'm going to head down leisurely to New Haven and stay at a hotel just down the street from the VA hospital that will do the PET scan on me at 10 am on Monday. The weather report shows the ride down to Conn. will be at the end of one snow storm and the return trip home will be during the next snow and ice storm. So, I'll be driving down and back in my 4X4 truck, not as comfortable as my van but much safer with the weather report given.
 
I will then have to wait for the results of the PET scan while hoping that the New Haven VA Hospital communicates are better with WRJ, Vt VA hospital than the Boston VA Hospital is. Sometimes the wait for test results causes as much or maybe even more anxiety than that of the daily count down to the launch of my next chemo treatment. What a Pandora's box,at least that's the way this all seems to me at times, like now.  lol   Like a game that I would never volunteer to play, yet here I am, willing to jump in for "my turn", hey, it's my turn. lol  How did this happen? It really doesn't mater. The fact is, it did happen and now it has become my fight against cancer and my fight for life. So, I fight as best I can, but all the while I now it's out of my hands. Yet, I do know that I'm in good hands, much better than my own. And, now I say thank you very much for your thoughts and prayers because without which my demise could have already come and gone, but I live on.
 
With my warmest regards
Dad  Sam  chappy  friend


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: schmoopy on February 26, 2011, 09:55:39 PM
Dear Chappy, All I can say is you are fighting the good fight. We are all here with you and will be for the duration. Do what you have to do and we will send prayers, wishes, and good thoughts your way. You are not fighting this alone. All our love, hope and prayers are with you. I'm sure I speak for many others when I say, we wish we could do more. Just know that we are pulling for you any way we can.
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Post by: martys on February 26, 2011, 10:59:54 PM
Hey Sam,  could you do me a huge favor...Next week when you are sitting in the chemo waiting room,  comforting the others (because I know you will be) that are waiting for treatment...  could you (even though it may be a bit painful and you may look a little funny doing it) please give yourself a pat on the back for me and say "I Love Ya Man" for me,  because I am so far away and thats when you will need our thoughts and prayers the most.  Seriously Man ...  I want you to actually do this for me so you remember that we are pullin' for you.

God Bless

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on February 27, 2011, 10:10:45 AM
Sam, We all have worries and stress but most of us don't have anything comparable to the battle you are up against and I admire your will to march on in your daily battle, you can be assured that along with all our prayers the good Lord is right beside you and Sue walking you through your daily battles.
  If it was possible I would be first in line to take on your pain and suffering and give you a break from all of it, but I do know that you are not alone.    Always in my thoughts and prayers, Mike
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Post by: porthole on February 27, 2011, 01:01:49 PM
Well ya got  6 months to get better - your leading the next ride in Maggie Valley - see you then - hurry up and get better.
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on February 27, 2011, 01:04:57 PM
Well ya got  6 months to get better - your leading the next ride in Maggie Valley - see you then - hurry up and get better.
Careful what ya ask for Duane .... I've followed Chappy  :nervous:    :huepfenjump3:      :huepfenlol2:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 27, 2011, 02:48:17 PM
Well ya got  6 months to get better - your leading the next ride in Maggie Valley - see you then - hurry up and get better.

X2

Careful what ya ask for Duane .... I've followed Chappy  :nervous:    :huepfenjump3:      :huepfenlol2:

Sam I'll follow you anytime anywhere. I like the unknown! ;)
Get ready for your breakout ride, warm weather is on the way.
Give our best to Sue and know we are all in your corner.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:











Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on February 27, 2011, 03:44:32 PM
Hey Sam,  could you do me a huge favor...Next week when you are sitting in the chemo waiting room,  comforting the others (because I know you will be) that are waiting for treatment...  could you (even though it may be a bit painful and you may look a little funny doing it) please give yourself a pat on the back for me and say "I Love Ya Man" for me,  because I am so far away and thats when you will need our thoughts and prayers the most.  Seriously Man ...  I want you to actually do this for me so you remember that we are pullin' for you.

God Bless

Marty
X2
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on February 28, 2011, 08:49:49 AM
Sam, sorry your in pain, hope the PET goes well. As for your description of the of the pain, "The pain is similar to the pain in your side when you run to far and to fast, or that from doing to many sit-ups in to short a time."  Can you come up with a better description, not sure how many of us can relate to this description! :D Keeping you in our prayers, keep up the good fight!

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 02, 2011, 12:40:50 AM
To my family and friends,

Please except my ramble tonight

March 1st, can you believe it?  1/6th of 2011 is behind us already. This fact also means us motorcycle enthusiasts in the colder parts of the world are closer still to our riding season. I’m hoping to have my bike in the upright without the use of the kickstand this month. I know it won’t be a long ride, but any ride is better than no ride. Lol

I’m going to bring ya’ll up to date by walking backwards from now. It’s nearly midnight and I slept until 3 this afternoon and have pretty much sacked out in my recliner since. I went to bed yesterday about 6:30pm because I was so beat after the day that I had.

I made it to the VA Hospital at New Haven with time to spare and that was good, because if ever there is a need for more parking spaces, it’s there. Man, I went round and round and after I saw so many cars and trucks parked in the grass or should I say mud, I decided to pull up in the mud too. Glad I didn’t have my truck towed away.

Checked in to the reception and before long I was called. When having a PET scan you have to relax for a while. That’s when I got the test to see what my blood sugar is. It has to be less than 200 to have the scan and my sugar tested at 161, so all is good. In came the guy with the needle to shoot me with the stuff that seeks cancer. That went OK as well, but, to my surprise, I was handed two plastic bottles to drink down. I thought, oh no, not this again. I asked the Tech, what’s up with this nasty tasting stuff, I was told that flavor has been added. That, caused a relapse a days gone by and I forgot to continue my questions. The Tech left and I drank and drank and drank. And it did taste better.

About an hour later they called my name and said I should use the men’s room and then come into the scan room. Next I was on the scan table. The scan had to be the longest hour and a half that I can recall. Sue and I were on the road soon after. I wasn’t on the road 15 minutes when my guts felt a rip-roaring cramp followed soon with beads of sweat forming on my forehead. Then it dawned on me, the tech didn’t show me the men’s room so I could pee, and he had the other function in mind. I wish I had had the same thought, because, man o man, I had to go now, I mean NOW!!  I started to scope the roadside, nope, that wasn’t happening, we were in an urban/business district so I held as best I could hoping for the next exit to have a restroom available. Thank God, there was, so I took care of business and got back on the road. I still had over 125 miles to go at least. Made it home without mishap.

My Oncology Doc called today and spoke to Sue and brought her up to date. Here goes, first off, I can go to the VT VA hospital on Thursday for a blood test to see if I can start back on my diabetes meds’ I have to stop those meds prior to and remain off them after the scan until I have the blood test that makes sure my liver and kidney function is OK. The PET scan showed that the chemotherapy that I have been getting has been working as well as hoped.   I now have only one tumor in my right lung and one tumor in my left lung that lit up in the scan. Nothing lit up in my spleen either. All that is good news and to top it off, I’m all set for the chemo next week as long as my white blood cell count is over 5000. One thing did come back a bit negative though, it seems I now have something showing up in my upper colon. The Doc has a list of new tests for me now, just what the Doctor ordered!  lol   Meanwhile, my spleen doesn’t hurt as much as it did.

Dad  Sam  chappy  friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on March 02, 2011, 06:48:51 AM
Sam

Prayer sent for your continued strength during your endeavour. God bless.

JW
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 02, 2011, 06:49:15 AM
Very encouraging Sam  :2vrolijk_21: Keep up the positive thoughts.  You and Sue are as always, in our prayers

Marty & Diane
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Post by: spydglide on March 02, 2011, 08:46:23 AM
Chappy, good to hear the positive stuff.  You are in my thoughts and prayers on a daily basis.  Hope to ride with you sometime this year.....you are a brave soul & give us all hope & inspiration with your struggles as you relate to us.  God bless you & Sue.  spyder
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 02, 2011, 11:24:27 AM
Sam,
Encouraging report you have there. We all hope and pray for many more to come. Get ready for warmer weather and days in the saddle with the wind in your face. we all look forward to your ride reports, with pictures. Give Sue a big hug from your SC family.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 09, 2011, 12:39:51 AM
March 8. 2011   Chemo update,

Hello family and friends,

This week my three days of scheduled chemotherapy was bumped from starting on Monday to start on Tuesday because my Oncology Doctor would not be available on Monday. Sue and I showed up a bit before 8am to a very crowded room. Today was different, I didn’t know a single other Veteran in the room that I was directed to go into and the only empty seat. It was so crowed that Sue and all those that accompanied a patient had to leave the chemo room until the Patient’s Doctor was ready to talk with that Patient. Meanwhile all us Patients were getting setup for our usual infusion and giving a few tubes of our blood to confirm that we could safely receive our treatment. I was second to have a Doctor conduct the usual check me out routine.

A Nurse went to the waiting room and brought Sue back so she could be part of the check up. The Doc, Sue and I talked about several things as we waited for the blood test results to come back. A somewhat strange event that has become a normal part of my life is having a very personal medical discussion with my Dr in a crowed room.

Soon my blood work results came. That took the talk with my Doc up a notch. My blood test gave the OK for my chemo to proceed, but the Dr tossed another curve as usual. My Oncologist told me that the PET scan was a good one for the most part, but he still had questions about my upper colon. He went on to explain that he thought it would be good to have these three days of chemotherapy. I said “OK let’s do it.” He really wasn’t finished tossing curves yet, because he added, my body was reaching a possible dangerous level of toxicity from the chemo I’ve been getting, so these three rounds of chemo has met my limit. A plan of medical action now is wait three months time and then give me have another ct-scan to see where I stand in my fight against thymic carcinoma cancer. So, I said again, “OK, let’s do it.” I was hooked up to chemo and after an eight hour stay in the chemo room today I was finally able to leave. Tomorrow and Thursday, I do it all again.

Kind of funny how this works out, I want more than I could say for my chemo treatments to come to a halt. However, this out come falls a tad shy of what I had hoped for. And though, at the same time I am very glad for the fact that after Thursday’s treatment will bring an end to chemo and the awful sickness that it brings. It takes a long while for the chemo side effects to ware off. All the healthy fast growing cells that have been wiped out by the chemo will slowly pile up where needed to the numbers that will overcome the chemo sickness. I’m hoping my head will grow back some of my insulation. Lol, besides my helmet will fit better too.

I don’t care much for the idea of a three-month break from chemo followed with a ct-scan because that puts a ct-scan in early June or at best mid to late May. Seems to me that I will run a risk of the Dr telling me I need to go back on chemo. That would just about eliminate my riding season or at lest my plans for my favorite riding, “long distance rides”. Today’s mixed bag of news leaves bittersweet taste in my mouth. Don’t get me wrong, I am glad I can stop the chemo after Thursday. I think in a black and white sort of way. I like to have all the Intel available, but seldom is that the case. This case is one of those that lack much Intel and won’t for months to come. I won’t let it worry me, I’m going to ride as soon as I can and have plenty of rides in mind. Several long distance rides and even more that are day and over night rides. I know I won’t be able to pull them all off, but, “””HERE’S HOPING”””

Thanks for all your prayers, support and encouraging words
You’ve brought me immeasurable light that would have been very dark otherwise

Dad  Sam  chappy  Friend 


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on March 09, 2011, 01:10:11 AM
Hello Sam and Sue,  Hope all is well and things are alright with you both and your family, we continue to pray for you and hope the best for you. Thanks for keeping us informed.  Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 09, 2011, 06:42:11 AM
Good morning Sam & Sue:

     I hope the weather clears soon so that you get a good chance to enjoy your " chemo time out ".  My Dad lived for his Golf, and was faced with a similar situation.  He was out every day rain or shine, and we could not get the smile off his face.  My hope is that you can ride with miles of smiles and our prayers will be with you every day.

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 09, 2011, 12:46:05 PM
Good Morning Sam,

It seems your journey is full of twists and turns yet you always look on the bright side and have riding on your mind.  You make us proud to know you and the respect we have for you and your family is so large I cannot describe it.

Hopefully during your 3 month downtime you will be well enough to put a few hundred or more miles on weather permitting.

As always, you and yours are in our prayers.

Take care my brother

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 10, 2011, 07:38:23 PM
Today I finished my 3 day rounds of chemo for this cycle. This brings the total cycles to 10 and the total rounds/days I've recieved chemo to 32. This one thing I can say with certainty, I'll glad I am getting a break. Something pretty special happened at the end of my chemo room visit today. All the staff nurses gathered around me as I was getting ready for my departure and sang me an anniversary/congradulations song and gave me a cake. I had a piece after supper and it was very moist ans sweet. My favorite nurse Debbie explained that it would be difficult not to see me but they are glad that they won't see me and wished me all the best and then gave me a big hug. Debbie told me to get my bike ready and to put on many enjoyable and safe miles of rides. I had to fight the tears off. It reallt touched me and Sue. I also met a another new Veteran today that is a rider as well, we agreed to meet up for some rides this coming season, I hope it all comes together he seemed like a very likeable guy.

I got home early afternoon and laid down for a nap so I could get ahead of this chemo fatigue. I woke up and kicked back in the recliner for a bit then had spagetti and meat sauce with asarigus (sp) and applesauce and toasted garlic bread. And the cake, man I ate good and now I'm stuffed. I'll relax for a while pop my night time pills and hit the sack. Three days of chemo taked more out of me than I really care to admit, but a fact is a fact.  lol

I hope all is well with all of you

your friend
Sam

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 10, 2011, 09:49:56 PM
Sam,
Glad to see this round is over and you can get ready to ride. Get rested up as you have a lot of riding to do.
Susie and I look forward to seeing you this year. You and Sue are always in our thoughts and prayers.
God bless my friennd.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on March 10, 2011, 10:22:44 PM
Can't think of anyone more deserving of cake! Good for you and your family. God bless.

JW.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on March 11, 2011, 01:08:18 AM
All good news Sam, glad to hear you are on the positive side of things, have some good rides and give Sue big hugs from us.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 11, 2011, 09:37:27 AM
Can't think of anyone more deserving of cake! Good for you and your family. God bless.

JW.
I agree 100% you certainly have earned a big cake
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: miker on March 11, 2011, 10:36:50 AM
Good to hear...get well.  :)
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on March 11, 2011, 08:50:42 PM
I agree 100% you certainly have earned a big cake
:cherry:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 14, 2011, 01:29:36 AM
I think I'll be riding in no time what so evenr. All I Have to do now is register the beast ans off I go. We Plan to paint so on the car to match the bike. Prettypretty, can't wait. Come to think of it, I've got to register the Ultra Classic also.
             






















Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on March 14, 2011, 06:33:04 AM
I'm lookin' forward to some pic's of the "Breakout" ride Sam.  :bananarock:  Keep the shiny side up and get her into the wind my friend  :2vrolijk_21:

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: grit on March 14, 2011, 04:56:47 PM
My prayer list seems to get longer everyday Chappie but want you and your bride to know that you're still on it. Keep keepin' on.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: 16HD117 on March 15, 2011, 05:10:09 PM
Sam,
Looks like you have a lot of folks on the HD Forum pulling for you too!
 :2vrolijk_21:

http://www.hdforums.com/forum/off-topic/424793-chappy-sam-member-needs-our-prayers-and-support.html
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 15, 2011, 10:44:18 PM
Sam,
Looks like you have a lot of folks on the HD Forum pulling for you too!
 :2vrolijk_21:

http://www.hdforums.com/forum/off-topic/424793-chappy-sam-member-needs-our-prayers-and-support.html

Hi 11HD110,
Yes!  I am a very blessed hd rider to have so many fellow hd riders that have shown to care very much about me, here at CVO and two other forums that also have their riding priorities in fine order.  I have met 100's of hd riders from among the three forums and have made life long friends as a result of those meetings and gathering. I am looking foward to another season so I can see so many long distance friends once again.

sincerely
Sam   aka   chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 15, 2011, 11:24:39 PM
Sam,

We are looking forward to the riding season and enjoying the pleasure of your company, would like to meet Sue as well. 

Maybe we can get a group ride up your way.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 16, 2011, 03:03:27 AM
Sam,

We are looking forward to the riding season and enjoying the pleasure of your company, would like to meet Sue as well. 

Maybe we can get a group ride up your way.

Hi Chains,
Wouldn't ya know it, snow tonight. They're say 2-4 inches then sleet, freezing rain. Sue has an appointment for the tooth fixeruper. She's hopeing it wont need a root job. Don't blame her there.
I'm going to try to go the hour plus ride with her, but, I'm not sure if I can pull it off. I'm still pretty sick from the chemo. I had a meal last Thursday after the thrid round of chemo, then I was one sick puppy from then on. Tonight I ate some chicken, smelled and tasted good, but, just isn't sitting good. I will be glad when I can eat again without the fear of getting sick or sicker.

I'm hoping to bring Sue to the Maggie Vallie Gathering this year and stay a bit longer as well. I will plan to stop in on many of the others that I know and maybe my brothers (Florida & Georgia) as well. I'm planning to ride as much as my broken body will let me. I'm off the chemo now for a whaile, now I just got to get it through my system, man, the sooner the better.
I still haven't got my heritage springer home from the HD shop. I was riding last year at this time, but, that was after 4 months of chemo. This time around I've been on chemo 6 months for a total of 10 months out of 14 months. I really need to get in shape, I have no strength it seems. I loose my breath easy and just plain run out of gas. Other than that, I'm up for a ride.LOL I just hope I don't drop my bike, I probably wouldn't be able to pick it up. LOL
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on March 16, 2011, 09:17:24 AM
Should you trip brother, I'll help you up!

JW
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on March 16, 2011, 09:47:15 AM
Hey Sam - Maybe we can get the scoot washed this year in time for the first ride  :huepfenjump3:   :nixweiss:   :P   :huepfenlol2:

Hope you get in the wind soon - let's ride!!!!

Oh btw - check this ride out. It'd be a pleasure to ride with you again!  http://www.cvoharley.com/smf/index.php?topic=58200.0
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 16, 2011, 02:06:26 PM
Hi Howie,

Man, I can tell ya that thinking of being in the wind comes alot easier than thinking of eating. Let alone the actual event of filling my chops.
Altough, ribs is a favorite, nothing seems to be a favorite right now. lol

I need a tad more gas in the system to wash a bike, some good old fashion warmth would be a plus too.

Sue and I are planning to attend her family reunion in upper NY this summer, hope to see you on the trail.
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 16, 2011, 09:23:28 PM
Chappy,

Take care, hope Sue did OK at the tooth Dr.  Hate them root canals ouch!  Hope we can all cross paths this year and enjoy some quality time together.

Watch out for the snow.

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 16, 2011, 11:14:16 PM
Hi Chains,

Sue actually got off the hook today. Because of the snow fall and freezing rain/sleet her appointment was moved until Monday. She is hopeing that her broken tooth will just need a filling repair, but the Dentist hasn't ruled out a root cannal. The wait til Monday was bittersweet for her because if she had just been able to keep the appointment, it would have been behind her now. I just let her know you are thinking of her and she said to be sure and say thanks!!

chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on March 17, 2011, 09:32:42 AM
Hi Howie,

Man, I can tell ya that thinking of being in the wind comes alot easier than thinking of eating. Let alone the actual event of filling my chops.
Altough, ribs is a favorite, nothing seems to be a favorite right now. lol

I need a tad more gas in the system to wash a bike, some good old fashion warmth would be a plus too.

Sue and I are planning to attend her family reunion in upper NY this summer, hope to see you on the trail.
chappy
Careful what you ask for my friend  :huepfenlol2: Hope your feeling better soon and you get some time in the wind real soon. Weather is breaking here ... there is light at the end of the tunnel.

You & Sue are always with us in spirit ... looking forward to our next ride together.

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 17, 2011, 10:48:43 AM
Always thinking of you and Sue, if I can get out and ride this weekend I will take you guys with us in my mind.

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 18, 2011, 08:03:57 PM
Howdy folks,

Today was a much warmer day with lots of blue and wind. I had planned I would venture out on the road and enjoy my first of the season ride on two, but I had to instead admit I wasn't feeling up for the part, not yet anyway. I am hopeing that although tomorrow will be a lower temp ride, I can dress the part.
I did get out on four by myself today, not much time passed before the confirmation of correct reasoning fully revealed that as much as I prefer two wheels, two pair worked in my favor. I managed to deal better today with food, less nausea and finally the other end was following the spec sheet more closely to proper working order. Finally!! Hopefully it all continues. I am still running on low octane and the day just about whooped me, but it was nice to get out. So I guess today I'm celibrating an a pooped sort of way my first time out since Thursday March 10th (the last day of my three day cycle of chemo). Man, I'm glad it's over, even if it's only temperary.
Funny in a tired way that most will understand, I spent time in the Town Clerk's line waiting to register my two bikes ans a cargo trailer that I tow behind my Ultra on two up long distance road trips. Sue's wheelchair fits in great with about a 2 minute wrenching task. Anyway, I stood in the "time stands still" line for longer than I care, but, not bad since I could have spent the same amount of money anytime after Jan. 1st (my birth month). I did do something that I thought I'd do for years, but today was the day, I changed my four letter Veteran Initial Plate on my 1997 Heritage Springer from ""CHAP" to "HSOA". I did need to register the bikes if I wanted to ride without the risk of getting a ticket for an unregistered vehicle. I was lucky to secure the choice of "HSOA" for my '97 FLSTS Heritage Springer, because I have been a member of the "HSOA" Heritage Springer Owners Association so long my membership number is #250.
I also went to the Post Office also. I didn't have to wait in line there, but by the time I got back into my truck, I was ready for a nap. But, I had a nice supper with Sue (it even smelled and tasted great) and I cooked and right now I'm kicked back in the recliner with the laptop enjoying a chat with folks that bring a spring to my step and a smile to my face. I'll let you know if I pull off a ride tomorrow. I am hopeing so!!

your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: jayray00SERG on March 18, 2011, 08:10:17 PM
You are an incredible inspiration to many. So glad to hear about your appetite being strong! Get in the wind when you are ready. Thanks for being YOU!!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on March 18, 2011, 08:11:14 PM
That was a good read my friend. Congrats on the senses coming back around. Good to hear your feeling a bit better!!!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Fired00d on March 18, 2011, 08:23:52 PM
Howdy folks,

Today was a much warmer day with lots of blue and wind. I had planned I would venture out on the road and enjoy my first of the season ride on two, but I had to instead admit I wasn't feeling up for the part, not yet anyway. I am hopeing that although tomorrow will be a lower temp ride, I can dress the part.
I did get out on four by myself today, not much time passed before the confirmation of correct reasoning fully revealed that as much as I prefer two wheels, two pair worked in my favor. I managed to deal better today with food, less nausea and finally the other end was following the spec sheet more closely to proper working order. Finally!! Hopefully it all continues. I am still running on low octane and the day just about whooped me, but it was nice to get out. So I guess today I'm celibrating an a pooped sort of way my first time out since Thursday March 10th (the last day of my three day cycle of chemo). Man, I'm glad it's over, even if it's only temperary.
Funny in a tired way that most will understand, I spent time in the Town Clerk's line waiting to register my two bikes ans a cargo trailer that I tow behind my Ultra on two up long distance road trips. Sue's wheelchair fits in great with about a 2 minute wrenching task. Anyway, I stood in the "time stands still" line for longer than I care, but, not bad since I could have spent the same amount of money anytime after Jan. 1st (my birth month). I did do something that I thought I'd do for years, but today was the day, I changed my four letter Veteran Initial Plate on my 1997 Heritage Springer from ""CHAP" to "HSOA". I did need to register the bikes if I wanted to ride without the risk of getting a ticket for an unregistered vehicle. I was lucky to secure the choice of "HSOA" for my '97 FLSTS Heritage Springer, because I have been a member of the "HSOA" Heritage Springer Owners Association so long my membership number is #250.
I also went to the Post Office also. I didn't have to wait in line there, but by the time I got back into my truck, I was ready for a nap. But, I had a nice supper with Sue (it even smelled and tasted great) and I cooked and right now I'm kicked back in the recliner with the laptop enjoying a chat with folks that bring a spring to my step and a smile to my face. I'll let you know if I pull off a ride tomorrow. I am hopeing so!!

your friend
Sam/chappy

Now I know the reason I was blessed w/this day... so good to hear of your day and accomplishments.... Keep on keeping on. :2vrolijk_21:

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 19, 2011, 09:58:25 AM
Well, maybe a ride today is a bit of a push. Got up to a fresh dusting of snow and 32 on the thermometer. Here it is 5 to 10 and it's gone up a whooping 1 degree. The overcast will keep it cold, the wind is light. Hummmm, still in the deciding mode.
As usual, thanks for all your encourageing words my friends.
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on March 19, 2011, 11:12:11 AM
Sam It is nice to hear that you are doing things that you enjoying doing, rather than the things you need to do. God bless and have fun. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 20, 2011, 11:14:45 AM
Part 1 of 2

Howdy,

Another sunny clear and COLD today. I think I'm just going to deal with cabin fever a bit longer. RATS!!
Below is a post to a caring friend that sent me a link yesterday that claims to cure cancer. I get 2 or 3 a week and do read most of them. They don't offend me because I know they were sent with the hope that I'd be able to put this cancer behind me. With that in mind, who could ask for better friends than them. Like I have said many times, I am a blessed man to have so many people that care about me and have stuck with me on this, my most difficult path yet. God Bless You All!!

Hi Friend,
In responce to your link:

Thanks for your effort and time spent on your post. It's alot to chew and requires much reseach as well as (bottom line) "faith" in the ability of strangers to mix things that are naturally unavailable close to my location. I do use some of the things you mention, although I fall far short of useing them all.

The medical appoach that has spear headed my fight against thymic carcinoma cancer and has been a very difficult battle, with many ups and downs. Surgery saved my life in Nov of 2009. I lost 29 pounds of tumors and as much infected tissue as could be removed. I was and am unable to recieve radiation because of the damage the needed levels of radiation would do to the effected organs and or the marginal area of the remaining cancer. New tumors are maybe my biggest concern followed in close second are the stubburn remaining tumors that are still growing and chemotherapy is my weapon of medical choice.
 
Chemo is not fun, but it has shrunk some tumors, slowed the growth of many tumors and maybe stopped new tumors from growing at all. Unfortunently cancer spreads in three different ways, tissue to tissue, the lymth system and threw the blood system and cancer is spreading in my body in all three ways. What's worse, it spreads on a cellular level that can't even be seen with all the technology and medical machines that man has to offer. By the time the new cancer growth location is actually seen, it's a full blown tumor. Thank God my cancer seems to have remained in my chest cavity.
 
But, again, medicine offers me surgery, had the one and now I am deemed as inoperable as far any future surgeries. As the sugery has had it's limitations for me so does the chemo. I am off chemo right now, not because I'm in remission, but rather because I have reached a level of toxicity that has killed more healthy cells than my body can survive if chemo was continued. Thymic carcinoma cancer is a cancer that doesn't go into remission. But, my faith in Christ and what He has, is and is going to do, has given me the cause and I am persuaded that He is able to intervien to any degree including a full healing. Now, that's OK with me. However, still know this, if God chooses to do nothing, that's OK too; for more reasons then I could post or share here.

In March of 2010 I was given 6 months to live. At the end of that 6 months and the 7th month, Sept and Oct of 2010 I rode my Ultra 4500 miles and visited as many folks as I could. It was a good choice, riding and being with friends is much better than dieing. Now I am 6 months past that date of experation. I guess I just don't follow directions very well. lol

Thank God my cancer seems to have remained in my chest cavity. But, again, medicine offers me surgery, had the one and now I am deemed as inoperable as far any future surgeries. As the sugery has had it's limitations for me so does the chemo. I am off chemo right now, not because I'm in remission, but rather because I have reached a level of toxicity that has killed more healthy cells than my body can survive if chemo was continued. Thymic carcinoma cancer is a cancer that doesn't go into remission. But, my faith in Christ and what He has, is and is going to do, has given me the cause and I am persuaded that He is able to intervien to any degree including a full healing. Now, that's OK with me. However, still know that if God chooses to do nothing, that's OK too; for more reasons then I could post or share here.


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 20, 2011, 11:18:53 AM
Part 2 of 2

In March of 2010 I was given 6 months to live. At the end of that 6 months and the 7th month, Sept and Oct of 2010 I rode my Ultra 4500 miles and visited as many folks as I could. It was a good choice, riding and being with friends is much better than dieing. Now I am 6 months past that date of experation. I guess I just don't follow directions very well. lol

To jump back, (Oct. 2009), I was told if all three battle appoaches, surgery, radiation and chemo went well for me, I might have two years to live. That was told to me in by the oncology department head of one Hospital and confirmed by nearly a dozen other Dr's from the same hospital and many other hospitals as well. I have been unable to have any radiation and don't know if that changes any of the Dr's calculations on my departure. So, right now that leaves me 6 months away from that date of experation. I plan to ignor that date as I did the first date of experation given to me. However, One drilling fact that Sue and I live with ever day is, my cancer is terminal and although I have been able to beat the cancer to the mat a few times, the toll it is taking on me is a slower but very powerful path to the destruction of my body. I am on this slope for the long haul, and hopeing for a slow and long one. Less sickness and weakness would be great and I don't like pain all that much either, but there are Meds for all that and as I need them I will continue to add them to my daily pile O' pills. LOL But I can say, I do know that I'm on that slippery slope to my demise and I will fight as long as I will fight. But the day and hour is just plain unknown at this time.

I try to live one day at a time, but, that is really much harder than I ever realized it would be. I still have many dreams and goals and plans as well as unfinished business that I hope to take a big chunk out of before I check out. I'm glad to be alive and a very big part of my life is riding, and I'm so glad to see that my home 20 is so close to starting my daily good and warm riding conditions and offers so many options for riding loops.
It's only warmed up 3 degrees to a tempid 35 degrees since I checked at 8 am. Maybe I won't make it out for my first ride today, but it will happen and the sooner the better.

sorry for the length of this post and please don't take this post as a complaint but rather a statement that claims "It's OK" even though I know I am on the slope called my life.

Thanks for thinking of me
your friend
Sam/chappy

ps: Today I didn't make it out for a ride. I was just to sick, but, Man 'O man, I heard a harley coming up my dirt road. So, my eyes were glued to the window looking out toward the road to see who was so fortunate to be riding, and on my road even??? What a great surprize, it was my best friend and fellow CVO Forum Member, Delta. Without a doubt, beside my wife who holds first place, Delta claims a close second to who I have riddden the most miles together with. That includes the most miles on one road trip at a time, even the long distance rides of IBA. It was so good to see him and we agreed that many more miles together are officially on the books. Thanks my friend


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on March 20, 2011, 11:38:42 AM
Good to hear from you Chappy.  Thinking of and praying for you often, my friend.  It'll warm up sooner than later now and you'll hear the sound of your own scoots pipes.  :2vrolijk_21: har.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 21, 2011, 03:09:58 PM
I guess I should have got out on two wheels when it was much easier to control the ride. LOL
Below is four snapshots out windows in my home.

Spring has sprung
but it ain't begun
much saddle time for me
that thought I hate
but, I'll have to wait
until I ride my H-D

Sam/chappy

http://s45.photobucket.com/albums/f67/limozn/workshop/
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 21, 2011, 06:12:14 PM
Damn Sam, what is that white stuff in the background. I was told this time of the year that snow was dirty and sometimes yellow!
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on March 21, 2011, 07:30:19 PM
sorry Chappy.  Some people really love that stuff, but......this late in the year, it's got to be getting 'old'.  Maybe a really warm front will head your way, you could sure use one about now.  Hang in there.  :) spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 21, 2011, 08:50:36 PM
Damn Sam, what is that white stuff in the background. I was told this time of the year that snow was dirty and sometimes yellow!
Mike
 :drink:

Howdy Mike,

Snow is white as long as the indoor pumbing is working, it's cold out there!  lol
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 21, 2011, 08:54:38 PM
sorry Chappy.  Some people really love that stuff, but......this late in the year, it's got to be getting 'old'.  Maybe a really warm front will head your way, you could sure use one about now.  Hang in there.  :) spyder

winter was fun when I was a kid, now it's pretty once and all the rest of the winter cold and snow just plain hurts.
Must be a getting old thing, my grandkids still love winter. lol

warm is good, hot is better.  lol
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on March 21, 2011, 10:06:28 PM
Sam. great to see you were acble to endure the DMV lines, they are a complete pain.  I hope your weather clears up soon and you have the strengh to ride for a while.  Watch out for cages as they won't watch for you.

Thinking and praying for you and Sue,

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 05, 2011, 06:41:30 PM
Hello folks,

 This is Sue writing for Sam. I want to let you all know how Sam's Doctor's appt. went today. It certainly wasn't what we exactly thought it was going to be. We got to the VA Hospital around 8:30 this morning and ater waiting awhile and then seeing his oncologist we found out that Sam was down 2 units of blood. His red blood cell count was down and not only that but his kidney and liver function tests came back way too high.

Guess that sure does explain why he has been feeling like crap so much lately. The Doc says it was like Sam stood out in the road and got hit by a "Mac Truck". Guess that chemo isn't just killing his cancer cells but its going after everything in its path as well. Hopefully he will start to feel better in a few days,but it will take some time to really get back on his feet.

We finally got home around 6:00 tonight, what a long day it was. We will keep you updated as to how he is getting along. Thanks for all the love and prayers you all have sent and are sending his way.

Warmest regards,
Sam and Sue
ps can you believe it is snowing again today!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on April 05, 2011, 07:01:15 PM
Thanks for the update Sue,  it is a warm feeling that I get inside knowing that with all the challenges that you and Sam are facing you both find it in your hearts to keep us up to speed on Sam's progress.  As allways You, Sam, and all of your family are still in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 06, 2011, 12:34:39 AM
Sue,
Thank you for taking time to give us an update. You and Sam are in our prayers daily.
We will always be here for you.
God bless my friends.
Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on April 06, 2011, 09:38:27 PM
Sue,

Thanks for the update, I look for Sam's responses everyday and when I don't see them I figure he is fighting his daily battle and is to tired too sit down and write.  Prayers for you and your family, give Sam a big hug for me.

God Bless you all.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: schmoopy on April 06, 2011, 10:01:23 PM
Sue,  Thank you for keeping us posted. I know your time is precious. Make sure you take care of yourself. I think of you guys often and always keep positive thoughts going your way. All my love and support to you both!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 13, 2011, 06:14:27 PM
Howdy Folks,
 
Sorry it's been such a long time since my last update. My last day of the three days of chemo ending on March 10Th seems like such a long time ago but also seems like it was just last week. It amazes me how easily I loose track of time when I have such a hard time falling asleep and waking up at a regular time and find myself finally falling asleep in the wee hours of the morning and sleeping well into the day. Although I can't say that this has become my normal sleeping habits because on the days when Sue or I have an appointment of we need to run one of the many errands that normal life throws in our path.
 
Sue is just now coming out of a MS flare up. She chose to not get the 3-5 days of IV steroids that usually will get her back on her feet within a few days. So she will reach her peek of well being at a much slower pace. So we both are moping along at a turtles pace, maybe the weather has something to do with it. LOL  The snow is finally disappearing at a very noticeable rate. The streams and rivers are running high and mud season is upon us. It's raining lately nearly every day and although the roads are clear of all the sand and salt that winter has left behind. The town I live in has done a great job at keeping the ruts at a minimum on the dirt road that leads to my home. The skiing has ended on Mt Sunapee even though there is still lots of snow on the mountain. Sunapee Lake has pretty much seen the end of ice fishing and nearly all the bob houses are off the ice, yet plenty of ice still remains. The day so affectionately called "Ice Out" is aways off yet, and getting the boats water ready is still far off also. Only in the past week or so have Robins been readily seen bobbing along the muddy wet green areas that snow has been retreating from more and more each day.
 
I don't have a future date to start chemo again but I am scheduled for a ct-scan in May. The ct-scan results will help to set a plan of attack to continue the fight against my thymic carcinoma cancer. It's now been just over 4 weeks since my last chemo treatment and I just can't seem to bounce back this time around. My energy level is just about a zero and my arms and legs feel rubbery like I'm on a rebound of a heavy workout at the gym. I had an Oncology check up appointment on April 5Th and after the usual examination and blood tests it was decided that I needed to get two pints of blood. The plan was it would help snap me out of the decline and tail spin that I was in since the last three chemo treatments in early March. I'd like to believe that the blood helped me but I really don't know one way or the other. Every day that I get up I have plans to get something, anything done but in no time at all I realize how bushed I am and the next thing I know the sun is going down. Not much later in the day and I'm looking forward to falling asleep and can't seem to find it. When I feel as though I'm waking up I find myself thinking that I'd rather sleep longer and sleeping for several days sounds like a deal I'd buy into.
 
I feel like a babbled long enough and chewed your ear long enough so I'll say so long for now.
 
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on April 13, 2011, 07:06:00 PM
So great to hear from you all Sam.  Sorry that Sue's been dealing with the MS flare.  But, just so glad to hear from you both.  Hang tough & we'll send prayers your way, my friend.  :2vrolijk_21: spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 13, 2011, 10:29:15 PM
Like spyder said, it's good to hear from you. I know about the rutted road as I live on a non-paved one as well. The price we pay for not being crammed into a 300 house subdivision! The ice and snow will melt and the rain will stop. Riding season is just around the corner for you guys. As always you and Sue are in our thoughts and prayers and we look forward to hooking up with you this year.
Give Sue a big hug from us.  ;)
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on April 13, 2011, 10:54:48 PM
So great to hear from you all Sam.  Sorry that Sue's been dealing with the MS flare.  But, just so glad to hear from you both.  Hang tough & we'll send prayers your way, my friend.  :2vrolijk_21: spyder
X3 Sam, glad to see you on the site, man I feel like I have known you since I was a child. Looking forward to seeing you this year, hope Sue is well enough to ride too.

Take care my brother, thinking and praying for you guys everyday.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on April 15, 2011, 11:13:38 AM
Hey Sam! Just prayed for you and Sue. Sorry to hear your not feeling up to par. Hopefully that blood will kick in. Take care, love ya man!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on April 23, 2011, 09:43:53 AM
Sam,

HAPPY EASTER to you, Sue and the rest of your family.  Hope you are up to an egg hunt and yours is made of gold.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 29, 2011, 02:26:09 AM
Hello my friends,

I hope this post finds all of you safe and well.
I hope you were spared from the terrible destruction that so many of our states experienced yesterday.
Sometimes it's just plain hard to imagine let alone understand how quickly what is regular and normal can change in a moment.
So many lost their lives and so many still missing. My thoughts and prayers go out to each of the families that were forever changed as a result of the rescent weather.

I wanted write today and now it's night and already tomorrow. It amazes me how fast a week goes by. I have an appointment Tuesday with my Oncologist. A usual type check up. We'll talk about all the med's I take, I'll have blood work, a physical once over and a CT-scan. I'll have to wait a day or two to get the results of the CT-scan and I have to admit there is a certain amount of anxiety to battle with each CT-scan. Last March 10th I ended my second regime of chemo because I had reached my level of toxicity. My cancer was still growing at that time and the larger tumors were in my lungs. It's a challange to not think about poor results from the tests next week. I'm not sure how my blood tests will come out. Might be OK, or low white blood cell count or low red blood cell count. I might need a blood transfussion or end up in the Hospital for a spell. I'm hoping not, but, I haven't felt all that good and it seems to me that I'm getting weaker day the day. I don't ever remember being this weak before. Sue give me good meals and I have been eating but really don't feel like it. I've gained some weight and I have a little gut action going on too.

Yesterday (Thursday) I went to Granite State H-D and removed my heritage springer from winter storage. I had them disassemble my springer fork and send my rigid fork to Liberty Sidecar to have a 5 degree rate for better stability on the frontend with the sidecar I have on it. Well Granite State H-D really screwed up the job and my frontend. So, long story shorter, I didn't want them to do any more damage. They said they'd fix it, however, they still didn't have the tools needed. HOG membership let me down so I had AAA come and tow my bike home. And she is now home and I plan to undo the mess that has been done to my bike. To add insult to injury, the dealship did this normally 4 to 6 hour job so poorly that it has to be redone in it's entirety and chared me 15.79 hours to do it. At their shop rate of $85.00 per hour it comes to $1,300.00 plus. I was steaming to say the least.

When the tow truck flatbed showed up, I helped as much as I could and when my bike and sidecar was strapped down and ready for the ride home. I put the heal of right hand on the edge of the flatbed deck and hopped off with the plan that I'd land on my two feet like I've done in the past. Well, something that hasn't fully sunk in yet is the fact that I'm just not the man I use to be. I'm very much weaker than I ever remember, so when my feet hit the pavement my legs just folded like rubber. I went down so hard, I sware I heard Walt Disney music playing. I was so quick it reminded me of my childhood ice skateing attempts that far exceeded my ability. Bang, down I went. My butt, back and head all hit with the force that knocked the snot out of me, Really, I had snot coming out of my nose. The driver helped me up and I needed the help too. I was raining here so I was soaked to the bone on my back side. It really hurt but I'm not sure if I was more embarassed at that time than hurt. But here it is 2:15 am 14 hours after the fall and I still hurt. I really don't like to take pain meds and I do have some powerful ones at that, but, I didn't have to be pushed to hard by Sue to pop some dalaudid (sp). I think I'm not hurting as much as I would without them.

Sunday is the event called The Keene Swap Meet. It's a sort of spring kick off and attracts thpousands of bikers in the New England area. It's a great place to see friends that are to far away to see often. I hope to go, but, I'm not sure I could walk around the Cheshire County Fair Grounds. Tomorrow I would like to attend a 40th for a couple that are friends that have been dealing with health issues too. I hope ASue and I make it there.

I am so looking forward to riding this year, I hope it starts soon.

Well enough for now my friends
Sam/chappy
 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: 16HD117 on April 29, 2011, 05:01:12 AM
Sam,
Good luck with your doctors appointment and scan Tuesday!
 :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on April 29, 2011, 10:08:24 AM
Good to hear from you Sam, wondering how you were doing.  :2vrolijk_21:

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on April 29, 2011, 11:37:51 AM
Sam,
Good luck with your doctors appointment and scan Tuesday!
 :2vrolijk_21:
X 2
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on April 29, 2011, 03:58:43 PM
Sam, good to hear from you.  :) Wish you the best with the up-coming Dr's. appt. & all.  And sorry 'bout the 'accident'....(but at my age, I can relate to doing stupid stuff that was a piece of cake a few years back).  :-[ har.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Gettinold on April 29, 2011, 05:21:22 PM
You are a inspiration to us all Sam! Hang in there ok.  :2vrolijk_21:
             Dave
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on April 29, 2011, 07:21:35 PM
Faster than a speeding bullet  :rifle:... (not) able to leap from tall tow trucks in a single bound  :huepfenpinkie:...  going to do really well at his Dr. appointments next week  :1112:...   IT'S SUPER SAM   :bananarock: :pepper: :2vrolijk_21:  Good luck and Keep the Faith My Friend  :)  Our prayers are with You and Sue

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: SEURG on April 29, 2011, 09:27:57 PM
You are a inspiration to us all Sam! Hang in there ok.  :2vrolijk_21:
             Dave

X2.  :stars: :furious2:

Our prayers are with you, god bless! :ons_4:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 30, 2011, 01:49:33 PM
Faster than a speeding bullet  :rifle:... (not) able to leap from tall tow trucks in a single bound  :huepfenpinkie:...  going to do really well at his Dr. appointments next week  :1112:...   IT'S SUPER SAM   :bananarock: :pepper: :2vrolijk_21:  Good luck and Keep the Faith My Friend  :)  Our prayers are with You and Sue

Marty & Diane

Now that's funny!!!!
Maybe I ought to check to see if the Kryptonite lock I keep on my bike is red or green???
Thanks guys for your continued encouragement
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Wolfy6 on April 30, 2011, 02:45:38 PM
Keep your head up and your family close. When things get tough think about the ride and smile. Godbless.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 01, 2011, 12:11:40 AM
Howdy Fellow CVO Members,

I took another tumble last evening as I turned in the bathroom to exit I fell face down. I really don't remember falling but strangely I heard the thud. Sue heard it too and luckily I landed on the floor without hitting the sink or tub and still left room for the door to be opened. Sue helped me get into my recliner and in a short time helped me get into bed. I slept pretty good and now I'm home from attending a 40th annv for Jerry and Barbra. Funny how 40 years seem like such a long time, but they only have Sue and I beat by 4 years. lol

Seeking help!!  I have asked my friends and family on the Heritage Springer forum and thought I'd ask my friends and family here too.
I'm pretty weak so I'm not sure if I can do it but I am at least going to give it my best shot with Small Claims Court over the incredible labor over charge let alone that the work is of such poor quality I have every reason to believe it needs to be redone in it intirety. I've watched Judge Judy and Judge Joe Brown enough to know that I'll need all my ducks in a row.

Apples to Apples! What I mean is, I must be absolutely correct in what it is that takes 4 to 6 hours. At this point I am pretty sure I understand but, lol, I have felt that way before only to find later that I was wrong. So it's a safe bet that I could possibly be wrong with this, as far as what a Judge will Rule, although I don't think so.

Now, according to the time sheet I was given by the Granite State H-D service manager, it took the H-D mechanic 2.93 hours to completely disassemble my Heritage Springer frontend. This means that the rigid fork was actually in hand and the triple tree was completely off the neck of the bike frame. This pretty much lines up with 4 to 6 hours for the complete job because 2.93 hours is roughly half of the higher end of the estimated 4 to 6 hours labor charge given to me by other local H-D shops.
Point in question: How can it possibly take a H-D mechanic 13.86 hours to reassemble the same parts that took the same H-D mechanic only 2.93 hours to disassemble?

I was charged $1,342.15 for 15.79 hours for a 4 to 6 hour frontend job and sadly it was done with such poor quality it can not be ridden and most likely needs to be redone in it's enterety. Although Granite State H-D said they'd repair (re-repair) my bike, I removed it from that shop. I had no reason to believe that the proper repair would be done in a timely manner or meet Manufacturer Spec's since the new shop mechanic doesn't even have the tools needed to reassemble and adjust a springer frontend to begin with.

I hired Granite State H-D in good faith to perform work on my Heritage Springer frontend during the winter storage and paid for the new shock absober as well.
There were NO other frontend parts replaced. For the purpose of clarity, let the below senario mean, (Labor Only)!!

Model: 1997 heritage Springer
note: my bike has nearly 70,000 miles and has never had any frontend work prior to this.

1) Disassemble entire springer front end suspension including head/steering bearings and inspect all parts. Labor Only!


2) Reassemble entire springer front end suspension including head/steering bearings. Labor Only!


3) Any and all worn or broken parts replaced with (NEW) parts with any additional labor charges are extra, and not included in this (Labor Only) scenario.

If you guys would be willing to get a written estimate for the work [1,2,3] listed above and send it to me I could add it to my evidence and hopefully will help me be reimbursed for the bogus charge.

A written estimate might be obtained in person or with a phone call to your dealer service dept. and ask for the quote to be sent to you. Anyway, It would be great if you would help me in this way.

Not sure how to ask more members here for help with this mater so if you would ask your circle of Harley friends I would appreciate it greatly.

Sincerely your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on May 01, 2011, 10:11:38 AM
I can see 3 hrs for disassembly and maybe 4-6 for reassembly depending on what was done and what adjustments neede to be made. 16 hrs labor is totally out there. Doesn't HD have a book labor guide? I used to do auto repair and we always charged flat rate labor and the mechanics got paid for that amount of hrs. If a 4 hr job was done in 3 you made money, if you screwed around and took 8 you still only got paid for 4. Maybe someone else here that has worked at a dealership can answer this question. Also did they give you a written estimate when you dropped the bike off? They should have to stick by that estimate unless other work was needed and that work would have to be authorized by you before thay could perform it.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on May 01, 2011, 11:31:42 AM
Happy Sunday Sam.
   
       You may want to find someone with a flat rate manuel and see if that is stated that it is how they bill shop time.
   Almost two days of labor seems like a lot of time to me. I have seen Ford techs remove rebuild and reinstall diesel engines on Super Duty trucks in that amount of time. I think you have a case for Judge Judy, We also want and need you to beat the battle with the big C,above anything. May God bless you, heal you,and keep you well. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 01, 2011, 02:07:01 PM
I can see 3 hrs for disassembly and maybe 4-6 for reassembly depending on what was done and what adjustments neede to be made. 16 hrs labor is totally out there. Doesn't HD have a book labor guide? I used to do auto repair and we always charged flat rate labor and the mechanics got paid for that amount of hrs. If a 4 hr job was done in 3 you made money, if you screwed around and took 8 you still only got paid for 4. Maybe someone else here that has worked at a dealership can answer this question. Also did they give you a written estimate when you dropped the bike off? They should have to stick by that estimate unless other work was needed and that work would have to be authorized by you before thay could perform it.

Hi Steve,
I to understand the uses of the repair flat rate book. It is a great estimating tool as well.
I don't know that H-D shops have to use the rate book as a written in stone document, but still, it's a great guide.
I have been told by other H-D shops in my area that it is a 4 to 6 hour job total and the shops hourly labor rates vary within about 15. dollars and Granite State is the highes among them.
Far as a written quote, nope, didn't get on. I have had work done at this shop for years and always was treated fairly and in a timly fashin. Frankly, I didn't even think I needed a written quote from a trusted Harley dealer. Never again!!
However, I did have the stipulation that if additional work was needed chech with me first.

Thanks for your input
Sam/chappy 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 01, 2011, 02:13:49 PM
Happy Sunday Sam.
   
       You may want to find someone with a flat rate manuel and see if that is stated that it is how they bill shop time.
   Almost two days of labor seems like a lot of time to me. I have seen Ford techs remove rebuild and reinstall diesel engines on Super Duty trucks in that amount of time. I think you have a case for Judge Judy, We also want and need you to beat the battle with the big C,above anything. May God bless you, heal you,and keep you well. kb

I now have the Flat Rate Repair Manual for Softtail Models including Springer Models.
It shows that 4 to 6 hours for this job is within the parimeter of flat rate estimate.

Sometimes life tosses you into a more than one front battlefield.
I've never been one to curl up and lay in the corner.

Thanks for your encouragement kb
your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on May 01, 2011, 03:36:49 PM
Sam,
You have a legitimate complaint here. You might go ahead and get written estimates from other dealerships in your area and show them to the dealer who did the work and see if you can work something out. They will probably come in handy if you end up having to take them to court. I know I would be pissed if they charged me that and still didn't have my bike fixed. I'd be talking to everyone including the GM there and if that didn't get results start calling HD CS if I had to talk to everyone up the food chain including Willie G. I have never had a single problem with the service dept. hre at the local dealer. They have always treated me right and stuck to the estimates given to me. I wish you the best of luck in getting this resolved.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 02, 2011, 12:45:50 PM
Sam,
You have a legitimate complaint here. You might go ahead and get written estimates from other dealerships in your area and show them to the dealer who did the work and see if you can work something out. They will probably come in handy if you end up having to take them to court. I know I would be pissed if they charged me that and still didn't have my bike fixed. I'd be talking to everyone including the GM there and if that didn't get results start calling HD CS if I had to talk to everyone up the food chain including Willie G. I have never had a single problem with the service dept. hre at the local dealer. They have always treated me right and stuck to the estimates given to me. I wish you the best of luck in getting this resolved.

Part 1 of 2

Hello Steve,

Yupper, legitimate complaint for sure!
Although, let me be clear here, my complaint is smack on Granite State Harley and I am not in anyway complaining about any other HD shop I’ve ever done business with.

Here’s my best attempt to reply to the points you brought up above.

First off, don’t forget, Granite State Harley attempted to Pass-Off my bike to me as, “Job Complete and Road Worthy” by the Dealer when it clearly was not. I noticed it wasn’t right, the Service Manager, the H-D Mechanic as well as a handful of other staff at the shop agreed. Both the Service Manager and H-D Mechanic stated they would fix my bike right. That’s when I found out that neither the Mechanic nor the Shop had the tools necessary to accomplish the Springer Frontend job correctly and within Factory Spec’s. The Service Manager told me, “The tools needed for this job would be purchased by either the shop or the H-D Mechanic ASAP.” I checked back a few times and then met with a Granite State Harley Dealership owner, meanwhile, my bike was still at the shop untouched by any staff. At the meeting behind closed doors with the owner and Service Manager, the owner said, “Give me a day.” Long story short, eleven days later is when I had an AAA Tow Truck pickup my bike from Granite State Harley and deliver it to my home. To this day I have not heard a peep from that Owner, even though she had several times walked closely enough to speak to me while I was at her shop. I haven’t received a phone call or e-message from her either. I really think any further attempts to reason with her while holding the hope that something could be worked out concerning this issue is a colossal waste of my time and energy. I am convinced that court is my next line of defense.

I tried to contact a Regional Manager with no luck whatsoever. I did call the Harley-Davidson Customer Service Department and explained the whole thing. To my surprise, the total extent offered on my behalf was a phone call to Granite State Harley. With such a call only expressing that an unhappy customer had made a complaint to H-D Customer Service. I said, “No Thanks, not while my bike is still at Granite State Harley!” That’s another of the many reasons I removed my bike from Granite State Harley. I asked to speak to he Supervisor; she told that wouldn’t be the case. It was during this same long conversation with the H-D MOCO CS Representative that I found out that HOG (Harley Owners Group) membership would not provide a tow from a dealer, only to a dealer. I found that tidbit of info to be another in line of unwanted jokes. Far as Willy goes!  lol  Do you have his number?  lol  
Prior to this issue, I have only asked for a written estimate from a Harley shop once. The only reason then was because Insurance Co required it before they would process a Claim after I was rear ended at a traffic light. I have had repairs done at Harley Shops all around the country, in more States than I can remember on all 5 of the Harleys I have owned spanning back to my first H-D (a 1972 XLCH) to now. These repairs include those with appointments as well as breakdowns while on Road Trips. More times than I can recall I had to rely on Tow Service and NEVER have I EVER been mistreated and beat-up on labor such as I have in the case of my local dealer, Granite State Harley. Granite State Harley brings shame and question to the otherwise reliable service I have enjoyed for decades.  


Part 1 0f 2

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 02, 2011, 12:48:31 PM
Part 2 of 2

Concerning "Labor Only", In a nutshell,   (I have the job time worksheet from the dealership)! I was charged 2.92 hours to completely disassemble my frontend.
Please understand, my rigid fork was literally "in hand" as one singular Frontend piece, absolutely separate from every other Springer Frontend piece and/or part including the separated from the H-D frame. Simple fact: 2.93 hours labor for this level of Springer Frontend disassembly falls within the upper end of a Ballpark Estimate given by  other of my local Dealers. Easy conclusion; especially considering that 6 hours labor is the upper end of a Ballpark Estimate for complete and total Springer Frontend disassembly and reassembly.
Now, with that in mind, let me show you the labor numbers again while keeping in mind that the time used (2.93 hours) for disassembly is roughly the same as the time needed ( ½ of the 4-6 hours) or (2-3 hours) for reassembly. Or another way to say this is: the time used for disassembly (2.93 hours) is roughly half of the time needed (4 –6 hours) for disassembly and reassembly together.
Fact: Granite State Harley-Davidson charge me 439% (MORE) Hours of Labor to Reassemble my Springer Frontend (THAN) the Hours of Labor they charged me to Disassemble my Springer Frontend!
Fact: I was charged 15.86 hours labor at the hourly rate of $85.00 equaling $1,342.15.
In all fairness, as a regular customer I expected to be charged the fair and rated 4-6 hours of labor for this job not 15.86 hours of labor. Using the high end of 6 hours labor and the high cost of $85.00 per hour, the total would have been $510.00 USD and not the hi-way rubbery of $1,342.15.

The H-D shop that is going to redo the Springer Frontend for me charges only $72.00 per hour. This will reflect a savings of $13.00 per hour right off the bat. Since I find it impossible to trust the frontend work done at Granite State Harley I find it necessary to replace all the parts that would/should have been replaced during such a frontend job as I had done, especially after nearly 70,000 miles. These parts only come to the total sum of $147.05. Now tell me, if you had your Springer Frontend completely disassembled, wouldn’t you have been more than willing to spend the meager $147.05 and have a completely rebuilt Springer Frontend?

The sad truth here is, if the frontend had been reassembled correctly and was truly road worthy, I would probably never have questioned their greedy and gross 439% over charge on the reassembly labor.

Thanks for your input SteveCVO
Sam/chappy.
  


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 02, 2011, 01:07:34 PM
Sam,
I hate hearing about the problems you are  going through with your springer! I would ask the new dealer that is repairing the problem to document everything they do and why they had to do it. Pictures would also be nice to have. Even if it cost a few dollars extra.
Having that documentation in hand will help your case.
I hope you are over the falling and your next checkup is good.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 02, 2011, 01:14:56 PM
Hello my Friend,
You have given sound advice that I intend to follow.
Hard to believe that all the parts came to less than $150.00 and Granite State Harley didn'y replce them even while all my parts were on the workbench. Man, I just find it hard to believe!
I'll let you know when I get the tesults of tomorrows Dr.'s visit and CT-scan.
your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on May 02, 2011, 07:48:17 PM
I can understand your frustration with the dealer. They definately should have at least changed the parts if they were going to screw you that bad. And if they didn't have the tools to do the job they should never had accepted it. I have heard the service guys at the local dealer tell people they didn't have the tools to work on an older bike and recommend a local indy shop who did good work and could do the job. Mikey has some good advice and I hope it helps your case. Hopefully if you have to go to court you can get some satisfaction in at least getting the money back for the overcharged hours. After hearing this I wouldn't even buy a t-shirt from them.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 02, 2011, 10:16:15 PM
I thought it might be nice if we all posted our dissatisfaction with how they treated Sam on their Facebook page, http://www.facebook.com/granitestateharley  never know may help.

Also their add on the internet does not lead to truth in advertising. 

"Our mission is to provide superior products and service to all of our customers at Granite State Harley-Davidson"

What do you think

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 03, 2011, 08:18:11 PM
I can understand your frustration with the dealer. They definately should have at least changed the parts if they were going to screw you that bad. And if they didn't have the tools to do the job they should never had accepted it. I have heard the service guys at the local dealer tell people they didn't have the tools to work on an older bike and recommend a local indy shop who did good work and could do the job. Mikey has some good advice and I hope it helps your case. Hopefully if you have to go to court you can get some satisfaction in at least getting the money back for the overcharged hours. After hearing this I wouldn't even buy a t-shirt from them.

Hi SteveCVO,

By the sounds of it, you have a dealer that seems to have the customer's best interest in mind. I'd say your shop is a keeper. I believe Granite State at least used to be that way, but frankly, I don't have the energy to look up old slips and check them over.

Funny thing, I have a few of their Tee's and don't really want to wear them. lol They'll pobably just find their way to the bottom on my drawer.  lol

Your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 03, 2011, 08:38:15 PM
I thought it might be nice if we all posted our dissatisfaction with how they treated Sam on their Facebook page, http://www.facebook.com/granitestateharley  never know may help.

Also their add on the internet does not lead to truth in advertising. 

"Our mission is to provide superior products and service to all of our customers at Granite State Harley-Davidson"

What do you think




Hi Chains,  I'm not an expert on facebook, but, Funny thing!!  It seems you can't read any posts on Granite State Harley Facebook unless you are a "Friend". I'm not sure, does this also mean that Granite State Harley can edit their facebook page incoming posts as well. That would be one way to have only warm and fuzzy nice posts on a business facebook page. If this is so, how could any business facebook page be trusted?  Maybe the joke is once again on the consumer.  lol

your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 03, 2011, 08:43:24 PM

Hi Chains,  I'm not an expert on facebook, but, Funny thing!!  It seems you can't read any posts on Granite State Harley Facebook unless you are a "Friend". I'm not sure, does this also mean that Granite State Harley can edit their facebook page incoming posts as well. That would be one way to have only warm and fuzzy nice posts on a business facebook page. If this is so, how could any business facebook page be trusted?  Maybe the joke is once again on the consumer.  lol

your friend
Sam
Sam,

I just figured that out, if they accept you as a friend and you bitch them out they just throw your a$$ off their page.  That sucks, no way to show dissatisfaction.  I sent them a friend reply anyway, soon as they accept I will nail them.  Sure it won't be on long but at least I can give them hell.  If they get directed to the CVO site and see your psts they can't delete them, only the person posting or the guys alllowed toi by Naitram.

I just have to try it after the screwing they gave you.

Hope you get to feeling better soon.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 03, 2011, 10:44:45 PM
May 03, 2011
To my Friends and Family,

I hope this finds you and yours well.

Time sure passes by doesn’t it? Seems I just wrote the other day. Anyway, here’s some of the latest info in a long line of my continuing battle against Thymic Carcinoma cancer.

As many of you know, today was my follow up Oncology Doctor’s appointment since my last visit on April 5th that ended with me getting a transfusion of two units of blood. Today’s 8 am appointment included a physical once over, blood work, lots of questions and my visit ended at about 1:30 pm with a CT-scan. I didn’t have the usual contrast dye for this CT-scan because my blood test revealed that my creatine (kidney/liver function) number was low enough to exclude the isotope dye.

When I got home I laid down for a nap and fell right to sleep. I slept soundly until my Oncology Doctor called with the preliminary CT-scan results. Here goes; after comparing my January CT-scan with today’s my Doctor and the Radiologist agreed, my largest tumors in both lungs have increased in size. I also have several new tumors in all lobes of both of my lungs. They vary in size but the largest of the tumors are the same tumors that we have been watching since the CT-scan that led the Surgeon to set the surgery tentative date of October 07 of last year. As a reminder, that’s when the Tumor Board at Boston VA Hospital determined them inoperable and my second regime of chemo started. Time flies even when you’re not having fun. Lol

My Doctor also stated that he would call me on Friday with a more conclusive report. That works good for me because it gives me time to get my head wrapped around what this means as well as time to prepare questions that Sue and I might have. It’s kind of funny really, but no mater how well I prepare the questions I plan to ask my Doctor, I seem to forget or skip over many of them. Maybe because as I’m told medical info, and test results that bring about new questions at such a rapid pace I just plain forget the questions I had. lol  Yupper, I do write them down.

So, I guess, I’m safe to report, the sum total of what I now know has reached a new and amazing level of insufficient once again. I lack any information that reveals the plan of medical action from this point forward, but hope that Friday will put things in perspective for me. Will pass it on when I get it.

Sincerely
Sam/chappy

 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on May 04, 2011, 08:16:07 AM
Sorry to hear Sam, wish the news would have been better. I continue to pray for you and Sue, keep us updated.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 04, 2011, 10:28:04 AM
Praying for you, my friend.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 04, 2011, 11:30:25 AM
Stepping up the prayers my brother, keep your head up.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Big Dog on May 04, 2011, 01:41:40 PM
I'm fairly new to this site and I have found that just by reading it, it can brighten one's day and hope that during your battle, the encouragement members give will get you through your day. When I lost my wife unexpectantly in 2009, the first people at my door were my riding brothers and sisters from my chapter, people on Harley's look out for their kind, and even though many people on this site have not met each other, everyone respects and is concerned with everyone, it shows because every thread helps someone. Maybe the rest of the world could take a page from our posts, imagine if everyone rode a Harley! :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 04, 2011, 05:41:41 PM
I'm fairly new to this site and I have found that just by reading it, it can brighten one's day and hope that during your battle, the encouragement members give will get you through your day. When I lost my wife unexpectantly in 2009, the first people at my door were my riding brothers and sisters from my chapter, people on Harley's look out for their kind, and even though many people on this site have not met each other, everyone respects and is concerned with everyone, it shows because every thread helps someone. Maybe the rest of the world could take a page from our posts, imagine if everyone rode a Harley! :2vrolijk_21:

Hello Big Dog,

I am sorry to hear that you lost your wife, please except my condolences.
Welcome to the CVO site. Here you will find some of the best that the Harley riding world has to offer.
Keep your eye open for CVO gatherings in your area and attend if you can.
I know you will be glad you took the next step of CVO membership to CVO friendship

Your friend in Sunapee, NH
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 04, 2011, 07:48:11 PM
 Boycott Granite State Harley for Sam

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Boycott-Granite-State-Harley-Davidson/143353932361327
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on May 04, 2011, 09:49:15 PM
Sam, I am sorry to hear the news you received wasn't the greatest. However, I continue to believe and pray for your complete recovery. There is a lesson (or a dozen) to be learned here. I know I for one have learned a few reading your posts. I appreciate the effort you put forth to keep us informed. I cannot imagine what you and your family have had to endure but I know that we are all better for you sharing some of your life with us. I read all the heart felt comments here and join the ranks of so many that stand ready to help in any way I can.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 04, 2011, 10:54:22 PM
Heres for you Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 05, 2011, 11:44:17 AM
Sam, I am sorry to hear the news you received wasn't the greatest. However, I continue to believe and pray for your complete recovery. There is a lesson (or a dozen) to be learned here. I know I for one have learned a few reading your posts. I appreciate the effort you put forth to keep us informed. I cannot imagine what you and your family have had to endure but I know that we are all better for you sharing some of your life with us. I read all the heart felt comments here and join the ranks of so many that stand ready to help in any way I can.

Hello my Friend,

Thanks for your continued concern and faithful prayer you have sent upward for my complete recovery. Like so many within the membership of CVO forums you too have let me know that you stand in the gap at ready to help me and Sue. For this I am forever humbled and for ever greatful. My statement of graditude merely scratches the surface of so many of my emotions. What I mean, goes along with the "Lessons learned" you stated above in your post, but, for me, I too have learned so much in the way of recieving and the genuine emotions that go hand in hand with humble greatfulness. I've mentioned before how Sue and I were among those that gave of ourselves with time or material and tried to fill the needs of others as those needs became apparent to us. I now know that it was easier for us to do that when we had funds coming in at a steady and more plentiful flow. But, times change and sometimes time changes in a moment and those changes sometimes are life changing. Don't get me wrong, I'm only trying to relate to how difficult it is to be on the recieving end rather than the giving end. I have found that being humbled is not one of my natural emotions nor does it seem to be one of my polished attributes although my fight against cancer has had it's polishing effect. lol  But so has the Love, yes, Love is the word and Love perfectly describes what so many of you guys show toward Sue and me by the words you have written and actions you have taken on behalf of Sue and me. It really is an amazing thing you know!  

The many heart felt posts I have read in response to my updates of how Sue and I are and have been dealing with the hand that we were delt has been such a source of strength for both of us. We are not alone and the fact that life comes at you fast and usually in unexpected ways is very evident, illness is just one of the life changing ways. You don't have to read on this forun very long before you can see the struggle that so many of those we care about are going through each and every day. There's an old saying that reffers to such times by stating something like, "Bend over, grab your bootstraps and get on with your life", well something like that anyway, but I think I'm at least close to the meaning. Well, I've got this to say about that; far as my fight against cancer, man, all I can say is, not only have you all offered me a steady source of encouragemnt and strength while I have been "Down, but not out", but because of you guys I have or maybe I should say have been learning how to recieve and draw off the source of encouragement and strength you made available to Sue and I. And please know this, I AM ENCOURAGED AND STRENGTHENED BY YOUR UNENDING PRAYERS AND CONCERNS. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

Your friend to the end
Sam

    
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 05, 2011, 12:13:56 PM
Heres for you Sam

Hi Chains,

I wonder if GS Harley has read this facebook page.
Sad so many businesses are only greed motivated
even sader, when it's a Harley Shop.

Like I stated in several posts of mine, I've been all over the country and have stopped in many different Harley shops along my way for simple maintenance like a tire or oil change and even been (I hate to say) towed to many different harley shops around the country. Lately I have given closer attention to the roadtrip memories and such stops at so many different Harley shops and after a closer examination, and beside Granite State Harley I can recall only one other Harley shop that wanted to rip me off, but in the end I was reimbursed for the amount that shop owed me. lol  Now that's a funny story I'll write down sometime.

I'll keep ya'll informed

your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 05, 2011, 12:30:48 PM
Sam I have been broken down thousands of miles from home and had shop owners open up put my bike in their shop and even take me to a hotel till I could get arrangements made to get my bike fixed.  99% of the time at zero costs.  These guys that ripped you off should be put out of business, they destroy the good name of honest dealers.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 05, 2011, 12:43:28 PM
Sam I have been broken down thousands of miles from home and had shop owners open up put my bike in their shop and even take me to a hotel till I could get arrangements made to get my bike fixed.  99% of the time at zero costs.  These guys that ripped you off should be put out of business, they destroy the good name of honest dealers.

Hi Brother,

I have had experiences just as you mention above and as I mentioned only twice have I been ripped off.
The pleasure of stopping at Harley shops around the country comes the great experience with the folks and the great service.
I've even had dealers take a bike off the rack so my bike could be worked on so I could get back on the road. Thinking of those good memories brings a smile to my face.

your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on May 05, 2011, 01:12:57 PM
Well I usually try to stay away from dealers, cars or Bikes, unless under warranty. In general they just charge to much for parts and service.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Big Dog on May 05, 2011, 01:43:16 PM
Hi Sam, hope your day is going well. I've been in alot of dealerships both in Canada and States and some just plainly want your business and others seem to not be bothered with you. It's too bad it comes down to bad blood, I only started riding a Harley in 2005 because earlier to that, when a Road King and Heritage Springer were in excess of $40K cdn, all I could do was look through the window and wish. How was it in the 70's and 80's, how was the "love"?
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 05, 2011, 03:48:36 PM
Well I usually try to stay away from dealers, cars or Bikes, unless under warranty. In general they just charge to much for parts and service.

Craig

Hi Craig,

I've got to agree, having a warranty on the harleys I bought new has been a big plus for sure.
Any and all warranties has since expired now and I don't see any new Harleys on the horizon either.
I know thoughts on warranties vary greatly, but in my case the warranties I've bought in the past has more than paid for itself.
In my case long distance roadtrips help clock on the miles before the calendar eats up the warranty.
While on roadtrips, finding independent bike shops is a real challenge, but I've had success there as well.
I used to think that being a HOG member was a plus, but I am re-thinking that position.
I don't care about the pin and rocker patch and frankly, the map, well, let me say, "I don't need no stinking HOG Map!!!"  lol

Man, I wish I was riding!!!

your friend
Sam/chappy   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on May 05, 2011, 04:06:26 PM
Hi Craig,

I've got to agree, having a warranty on the harleys I bought new has been a big plus for sure.
Any and all warranties has since expired now and I don't see any new Harleys on the horizon either.
I know thoughts on warranties vary greatly, but in my case the warranties I've bought in the past has more than paid for itself.
In my case long distance roadtrips help clock on the miles before the calendar eats up the warranty.
While on roadtrips, finding independent bike shops is a real challenge, but I've had success there as well.
I used to think that being a HOG member was a plus, but I am re-thinking that position.
I don't care about the pin and rocker patch and frankly, the map, well, let me say, "I don't need no stinking HOG Map!!!"  lol

Man, I wish I was riding!!!

your friend
Sam/chappy   


 :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 05, 2011, 04:31:30 PM
Hi Sam, hope your day is going well. I've been in alot of dealerships both in Canada and States and some just plainly want your business and others seem to not be bothered with you. It's too bad it comes down to bad blood, I only started riding a Harley in 2005 because earlier to that, when a Road King and Heritage Springer were in excess of $40K cdn, all I could do was look through the window and wish. How was it in the 70's and 80's, how was the "love"?

Hi Big Dog,

Yupper, I've traveled in Canada alot. I've been along the north side of the lakes except Thunder Bay and that's on my list of places to go. Hopefully this summer. Since I only live 2 hours from the NH-VT/Canada crossing I have seen alot of eastern Canada it's pretty easy for me travel from the New York/Canada crossings too. I'm only 2rd generation American on my fathers side. His father came to the US via Quebec Prov (American Indian, 5 Nation Tribe) then New Hampsire. My mothers Grandparents came to the US via Nova Scotia, Prov then New Hampshire. Been to New Foundland by boat without my bike, but never have ridin on two wheels there. For me the Canadian/US border is a nuisance, but that's probably the 5 tribe in me. lol


The dollar exchange doesn't prove to benifet my wallet much, so I try to keep my purchases somewhat limited. I remember the price of my 1990 FLHS Electraglide Sport, sort of the road king forerunner. Anyway, I paid $9,700.00 USD. My 1997 Heritage Springer was a different story because at time Harley couldn't make enough bikes so the price went up. The MSRP was just under $18,000.00 USD but I had to pay extra just to be the owner of the bike I wanted. Funny how that works.  lol   My 2003 Ultra Classic with extras I managed to get fro MSRP of just under $21,000.00 USD.

Far as the 70's and 80's, man, all I really remember is it was alot of work to keep up with the bills that came in. Far as "love" goes, I've been blessed there, Sue and I have been married for 36 years. Now, next to breathing, that's the longest I've done anything. lol

your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 07, 2011, 12:00:00 PM
Morning Folks,

I rode my ultra about 100 miles yesterday. It was a great first ride of the year. It really wore me out but that's OK with me, I don't mind being worn out if I earned it. lol
So far today I rode to the Post Office and the first quote arrived. It was from a fellow forum member. I won't state his name because I don't know if he would want it public knowledge.
Maybe I'll try a 2-up ride soon, I know Sue has been waiting all winter too.

your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on May 07, 2011, 12:50:26 PM
Chappy.  Good to hear that you had some fun. 100 miles is a respectable ride,keep it up. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on May 07, 2011, 02:08:12 PM
Morning Folks,

I rode my ultra about 100 miles yesterday. It was a great first ride of the year. It really wore me out but that's OK with me, I don't mind being worn out if I earned it. lol
So far today I rode to the Post Office and the first quote arrived. It was from a fellow forum member. I won't state his name because I don't know if he would want it public knowledge.
Maybe I'll try a 2-up ride soon, I know Sue has been waiting all winter too.

your friend
Sam/chappy

So glad you got a good ride in Chappy.  I can see your grin from here.  ;D har.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 07, 2011, 03:39:32 PM
So glad you got a good ride in Chappy.  I can see your grin from here.  ;D har.  spyder

Thanks, I'm glad too! I am still grinning from ear to ear over the 100 mile ride,
with the exception of the huffing and puffing for a breath of air. lol

Like I stated earlier, today I rode to the Post Office and back to. Grinning more so!!
Sue's been telling me that I need more excercise then I'm getting, but I sure feel foolish walking on her aliptical (sp) wearing an O2 hose pushing 3 liters into my nose while I'm foaming from my mouth for air. LOL

But, a work out I got today!!  "GH" Howie, would be proud of me because he saw all the bugs on my Ultra when I met up with him at Wendy's in Scranton, PA last September for the rest of the ride to Maggie Valley, NC for the CVO Gatrhering.
Anyway, at that time I thought the bugs I had would surely get rained off some what and rained on they did. However, they were strong bugs and I added many more bugs on that 4500 miles roadtrip. Collecting coins or stamps might have more value, but I think collecting dead splattered bugs are way more fun to collect than coins or stamps.
Now, believe it or not, I finally washed my ultra today. I didn't wax her but she is grinning from ear to ear anyway and she's proud of me.
Me, well I'm beat, but, today I also dropped the plow off the truck and took the counter weight out of the back of the truck.
Nothing is easy it seems, it always seems to start raining in the middle of every outside task, everything seems to take longer and nothing looks as good when finished as I hoped for. lol  But, I did it and it's done. I also got a few things done on the heritage springer in preperation for her to go to th shop and get it done right.

I'm sitting down right now, I'll shower in a few minites and I'm going to take Sue out for a Mothers Day Dinner tonight.

Happy Mothers Day to all of you other Mothers out there as well.

Your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 07, 2011, 04:34:17 PM
Morning Folks,

I rode my ultra about 100 miles yesterday. It was a great first ride of the year. It really wore me out but that's OK with me, I don't mind being worn out if I earned it. lol
So far today I rode to the Post Office and the first quote arrived. It was from a fellow forum member. I won't state his name because I don't know if he would want it public knowledge.
Maybe I'll try a 2-up ride soon, I know Sue has been waiting all winter too.

your friend
Sam/chappy

Thats great Sam, wish I could have seen it.  Tell Sue to have a happy Mothers day. 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on May 07, 2011, 06:04:57 PM
Thanks, I'm glad too! I am still grinning from ear to ear over the 100 mile ride,
with the exception of the huffing and puffing for a breath of air. lol

Like I stated earlier, today I rode to the Post Office and back to. Grinning more so!!
Sue's been telling me that I need more excercise then I'm getting, but I sure feel foolish walking on her aliptical (sp) wearing an O2 hose pushing 3 liters into my nose while I'm foaming from my mouth for air. LOL

But, a work out I got today!!  "GH" Howie, would be proud of me because he saw all the bugs on my Ultra when I met up with him at Wendy's in Scranton, PA last September for the rest of the ride to Maggie Valley, NC for the CVO Gatrhering.
Anyway, at that time I thought the bugs I had would surely get rained off some what and rained on they did. However, they were strong bugs and I added many more bugs on that 4500 miles roadtrip. Collecting coins or stamps might have more value, but I think collecting dead splattered bugs are way more fun to collect than coins or stamps.
Now, believe it or not, I finally washed my ultra today. I didn't wax her but she is grinning from ear to ear anyway and she's proud of me.
Me, well I'm beat, but, today I also dropped the plow off the truck and took the counter weight out of the back of the truck.
Nothing is easy it seems, it always seems to start raining in the middle of every outside task, everything seems to take longer and nothing looks as good when finished as I hoped for. lol  But, I did it and it's done. I also got a few things done on the heritage springer in preperation for her to go to th shop and get it done right.

I'm sitting down right now, I'll shower in a few minites and I'm going to take Sue out for a Mothers Day Dinner tonight.

Happy Mothers Day to all of you other Mothers out there as well.

Your friend
Sam/chappy
:huepfenlol2: Wow, a holiday it must be ... the Ultra finally got a bath  :huepfenjump3: Hope you & Sue have a fantastic Mother's Day celebration my friend!!!

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: miker on May 07, 2011, 06:55:50 PM
Good onya Sam! :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 07, 2011, 11:29:06 PM
Good onya Sam! :drink:

Thanks Mike,

And double right back at ya.
Sorry you can't make it to Mass this year.

your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on May 08, 2011, 12:03:34 AM
WOW  :D It sounds like a great day full of activity Sam  :2vrolijk_21:  It does my heart good to here that you are so tired from things that make you so happy  :huepfenjump3:  Happy Mothers Day Sue,  I hope you have a wonderful day. 

In thoughts and Prayers

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 08, 2011, 01:51:51 AM
WOW  :D It sounds like a great day full of activity Sam  :2vrolijk_21:  It does my heart good to here that you are so tired from things that make you so happy  :huepfenjump3:  Happy Mothers Day Sue,  I hope you have a wonderful day. 

In thoughts and Prayers

Marty

Thanks Marty's, It does my heart good too, but the truth is, you guys are amazing to let me draw off of your strength with the thoughts and prayers and words of such encouragement you all send me daily.

Sometimes I ponder, what would it be like to walk this path without all of you. My conclussion is, I think I'd pretty much be an empty shell. Reading your posts have become such a big part of my life. Just a few years ago I wouldn't have been one to understand. Fact is, I'm not sure I understand it fully now. lol But, As I've tried in the past, only to find that I just can't express the graditude and thankfulness I have for so many friends here on CVO Forums and 2 other forums as well.

I am amazed how many members here are also members on one or both of the other Forums I visit. I have met and rode with more of you guys than I can count. You have had a fund raising thread here on my behalf. I've had so many phone calls from members, that I'm sure I can't even count them all. The snail mail and giftpackages sent to me, e-mails, and PMs are beyond belief. Let alone the regular thread posts of conversation all add up to hundreds and hundreds of you guys. All I can say is, I'm a better man because of all you guys. Thanks for being my friends, I hope you you are blessed for the blessing that you all have been to me and Sue.

your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on May 08, 2011, 09:48:33 PM
 Good to see you got out to ride. Had to do you a lot of good just to get out and get some wind in your face.  :pepper:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 09, 2011, 06:23:54 PM
Sam,
I'm just catching up on my site reading. I worked all weekend delivering Mothers Day gifts. ( long story )
Anyway Happy Mothers Day Sue!
Good to hear that you got to ride but, clean your bike? :'( I can't believe what I read! :confused5:
I haven't gotten that bored yet.
Hope you and Sue get to ride this week.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on May 10, 2011, 07:20:29 PM
 :bananarock: wow! lots of love  :coolblue: :cherry:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on May 11, 2011, 05:45:12 PM
Thinking about ya Chappy! Hope you're having a great day!  :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 12, 2011, 08:10:08 PM
Boycott Granite State Harley for Sam

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Boycott-Granite-State-Harley-Davidson/143353932361327
Chappy,

this is now on Boycott Granite HD site from the new owner: Natascha Niffka our service department has been completely revamped since this work has been done...i was kept out of the loop, but will be in touch with Chappy soon :)  Hope maybe you can get some resolution and maybe in a small way we helped drive it.

Take care my brother, at least you now have the owners name.  

By the way this was on there also:

Natascha Niffka
Hi there folks...my intent here is to go through this page and connect with each and every one of you regarding any issues that can hopefully be corrected, dealt with, made right...whatever works. I want to hear all of you. I bought this dealership with my life's savings and then borrowed the rest...I didn't do it for the income, ra...ther than the lifestyle of working around Harley's and in a business that directly caters to the community. Clearly I haven't succeeded in certain areas. With your help, I'll help build this dealership into the one you want in your community! I thank you in advance for your time and candor.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on May 12, 2011, 08:38:06 PM
Hopefully they'll make this right.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on May 12, 2011, 08:44:50 PM
Chappy,

this is now on Boycott Granit HD site from the new owner: Natascha Niffka our service department has been completely revamped since this work has been done...i was kept out of the loop, but will be in touch with Chappy soon :)  Hope maybe you can get some resolution and maybe in a small way we helped drive it.

Take care my brother, at least you now have the owners name. 

By the way this was on there also:

Natascha Niffka
Hi there folks...my intent here is to go through this page and connect with each and every one of you regarding any issues that can hopefully be corrected, dealt with, made right...whatever works. I want to hear all of you. I bought this dealership with my life's savings and then borrowed the rest...I didn't do it for the income, ra...ther than the lifestyle of working around Harley's and in a business that directly caters to the community. Clearly I haven't succeeded in certain areas. With your help, I'll help build this dealership into the one you want in your community! I thank you in advance for your time and candor.

Well done Jim  :2vrolijk_21:  Thats what "Brotherhood" is all about  :coolblue:

I hope that the dealership will not stop until "you" are satisfied with all that needs to be done Sam.  Then I hope you are able to get out into the wind for some good therapy  :2vrolijk_21:

In our thoughts and prayers

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 12, 2011, 10:51:59 PM
Howdy Folks,

I hope all is well with you and yours.

I heard a Harley coming over the hill and next thing I saw was my best friend, Delta. He's without a doubt the riding buddy that I've seen more miles with than any one else. We sat and talked for a while and then we headed out for a putt. He was on his Ultra and I was on my Ultra. Sue didn't come along because I'm still working the muscles that have been in hibernation all winter. But, today I got in about 140 miles. It felt good, and hey, I actually rode on some roads that I've never been on before. Me and Delta stopped for a burger at RT 104 Diner and then we parted ways where he headed south and I headed west. It was a good day!!

Wow, from what I've heard and read it seems that the owner is taking the steps toward better service at Granite State Harley Dealership. Lets hope so!
There is still quite a gap between the problem and solution concerning the dysfunctional and unroadworthy springer frontend work that was performed on my Heritage Springer. Needless to say, but, I'm very disappointed with the way that this past and very long long winter has turned into a very slow slow spring that "finally" has kicked into riding season. All the planning, dreaming and preparation along with the great expense to be ready for riding season, only to end up worse than square one. At the true square one my bike was functional and roadworthy and had my sidecar attached. Now the sidecar is off her and she sits alone on my trailer ready to get dropped off at Monadnock HD Sat morning to have the frontend work done right. Of course I'll owe the full amount to have the work done again, but it'll be done right this time.  Funny, lol, I'm also back to a square one when it comes to hooking the sidecar back up. Well, I'l let ya'll know how it works out. I hope Sue and I are putting along with a side hack soon.

Thanks again for all your support through this, "had to see it to believe it", situation.

your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on May 12, 2011, 11:14:52 PM
Sam,  glad to hear that you rode again.  Sounds like some strength has returned to you.  I Pray for you daily although I havent posted  I sure kept reading on you misfortune.  But as a believer I have no doubt that you have what it takes to overcome this obstacle in you and your wifes Life.  Keep Riding Sam keep Riding  :2vrolijk_21:

BUCKNUT  :bananarock:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 13, 2011, 12:00:14 AM
Sam,  glad to hear that you rode again.  Sounds like some strength has returned to you.  I Pray for you daily although I havent posted  I sure kept reading on you misfortune.  But as a believer I have no doubt that you have what it takes to overcome this obstacle in you and your wifes Life.  Keep Riding Sam keep Riding  :2vrolijk_21:

BUCKNUT  :bananarock:

Thanks for you prayer and words os encouragement Bucknut. Although I have my ups and downs I do believe I am an overcomer. I've got pleanty of humps in the road that I can see in the rearview morror. Because of the gift of hope so much is history now, Thank God for that. Tomorrow is not here yet, so as it's been said before, "today is enough to deal with". My today was a good one. I got to ride with my best friend. I'm hoping tomorrow will be another ride that builds my strength more.

Thanks again my friend
Sam/chappy

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on May 13, 2011, 10:02:42 AM
Thanks for you prayer and words os encouragement Bucknut. Although I have my ups and downs I do believe I am an overcomer. I've got pleanty of humps in the road that I can see in the rearview morror. Because of the gift of hope so much is history now, Thank God for that. Tomorrow is not here yet, so as it's been said before, "today is enough to deal with". My today was a good one. I got to ride with my best friend. I'm hoping tomorrow will be another ride that builds my strength more.

Thanks again my friend
Sam/chappy


:2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: miker on May 13, 2011, 11:10:58 AM
Awesome Sam.... :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 13, 2011, 11:38:50 AM
Sam,

I can promise you this I personally will not let up on Granite until Natascha makes it right, even if I have to pay her a visit.

Good things should happen to good people and you are the best.

If you ride this weekend give us a big smile.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 13, 2011, 01:20:07 PM
Sam,

I can promise you this I personally will not let up on Granite until Natascha makes it right, even if I have to pay her a visit.

Good things should happen to good people and you are the best.

If you ride this weekend give us a big smile.

Jim

Another post from the Lady that has ownership of Granite, sounds like she is a serious business person and will straighten the place out.

facebook 
Hi Jim,
Natascha Niffka commented on your link.
Natascha wrote: "Jim...I'm on the same side as you. As dealers are buying up more dealerships, I've decided that it's not the direction I want to go. I've recently sold my shares in other places & bought out my partners who've owned a few shares from here...the way I see it: One Dealership, One Focus, One Customer at a time is the way to go. I'm in touch with Sam & hope other people on this site come forward after I've reached out to them for a genuine discussion as well. Thanks for your time! :)"
 
 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 13, 2011, 10:00:45 PM
Good Evening Family and Friends,

Great news, Sue and I finally took our first two up ride on the Ultra today. We rolled about 5 hours on all back country roads and pretty much had the whole road to ourselves. I’m still working on building up my riding strength and have a little ways to go to get my MC legs (kind of like sea legs but on two wheels instead) lol 

Maybe we can pull off a little putt tomorrow morning or early afternoon too, but we are expecting a visit from my brother Dave that’s coming to New England for a few days. We’re hoping to have some time on both Sat and Sun and one of those days we’re planning on a BBQ. Finger licking good!! Can’t wait.  I hope we don’t get rain, you know, Murphy’s Law and all. Lol 

I also got some other great news for you all. What had seemed to me to be an incredible mess that also appeared to have an impossible chance for any reasonable and equitable solution for me. To my surprise and my pleasure I received a phone call yesterday and again today from Granite State Harley Davidson, owner Natascha Niffka. She made it very clear to me that it is her goal to make right the service wrong that I had received while my bike was worked on by a former Service Tech at her Harley Dealership.

Ms Niffka offered me a very generous adjustment that brought our differences not only to the table, but after only last night she called today with an agreeable and honorable solution. Both Sue and I are thankful that we didn’t have to proceed beyond this level of fair negotiation with Ms Niffka. With the current outcome I have reconsidered and decided to remain a customer at Granite State Harley. I feel that she is very sincere and I hope the best for her and for her business and I hope Granite State Harley will become a local success for both her and all the harley owners visit and or need service there. 

However, I will honor the appointment with Monadnock for the repair on my heritage springer frontend. I will be dropping it off in the morning as arranged and they will repair the frontend on Monday. I will be glad to put this experience behind me and I will look forward to riding as many miles as I can.

I want to say, “THANK YOU !!!”, to all those that supported me during this process. And also I want to make it clear that this dispute is over.
Thanks to Ms Niffka and all of those that stood in the gap.
Springer will soon be whole
Your friend
Sam/chappy   

 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on May 14, 2011, 12:22:36 AM
Great news Sam.  It seems that the lining is turning silver.  But Brother your going to wear me out with all that riding you are
doing LOL.  Way to go Chappy  :2vrolijk_21: Hope your weekend with your brother is exceptional and eat some BBQ for Me  :2vrolijk_21:



Take care My Friend,
BUCKNUT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 14, 2011, 06:58:19 AM
Great news Sam.  It seems that the lining is turning silver.  But Brother your going to wear me out with all that riding you are
doing LOL.  Way to go Chappy  :2vrolijk_21: Hope your weekend with your brother is exceptional and eat some BBQ for Me  :2vrolijk_21:



Take care My Friend,
BUCKNUT

things are looking up for sure, The BBQ is someting to look foward to.
your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 14, 2011, 11:46:35 AM
Sam,

Glad it worked out, I hate to see anyone ripped off.  Glad to hear you are riding and Sue is enjoying the wind as well.  Enjoy your BBQ.


Still plan to try to ride up that way some time this summer.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on May 14, 2011, 03:43:36 PM
Sam,

Glad it worked out, I hate to see anyone ripped off.  Glad to hear you are riding and Sue is enjoying the wind as well.  Enjoy your BBQ.


Still plan to try to ride up that way some time this summer.

Jim
Jim my ex-Buckeye Friend,  if you do let me know I would love to go on that journey with you we could meet up or your welcome to stay the night at our house and we could leave the next day or whatever......works out.  PM me we could talk.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 14, 2011, 04:07:10 PM
Sam,

Glad it worked out, I hate to see anyone ripped off.  Glad to hear you are riding and Sue is enjoying the wind as well.  Enjoy your BBQ.


Still plan to try to ride up that way some time this summer.

Jim

Hi Jim,
You are always welcome at my home.
Thanks for standing in the gap
your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 14, 2011, 04:10:59 PM
Jim my ex-Buckeye Friend,  if you do let me know I would love to go on that journey with you we could meet up or your welcome to stay the night at our house and we could leave the next day or whatever......works out.  PM me we could talk.

Only thing more fun and exciting than planning a roadtrip is the fun of talking about it and all the memories it gives. They last a life time. I hope I can be part of it.
your friend in Sunapee, NH
Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 14, 2011, 04:35:05 PM
Howdy folks

The mail just came and I'm glad to sat that Granite State Harley just made it offical. The ever famous "The check is in the mail", is just so many words. Natascha is a stand-up woman!! The check is here in my hand. Wow, talk about over night. I was just (good) impressed yesterday, now I'm (better) VERY impressed today. LOL  Monday when the check clears I'll be (best) impressed. LOL

I heard that many folks had written to the dealership, to all of you who did that, My deepest thanks for standing in the gap for me.

I meet my brother in Concord, NH in a couple hours for a nice dinner at Olive Garden (one of my favorites) A BBQ at my house tomorrow and Man, I can hardly wait to tell him of these events. It's a good thing to have positive table talk over a nice meal.  lol
your friend
Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on May 14, 2011, 06:13:50 PM
Glad to see they have made things right for you. Now get that bike fixed and get out there and ride.  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 14, 2011, 06:51:43 PM
Howdy folks

The mail just came and I'm glad to sat that Granite State Harley just made it offical. The ever famous "The check is in the mail", is just so many words. Natascha is a stand-up woman!! The check is here in my hand. Wow, talk about over night. I was just (good) impressed yesterday, now I'm (better) VERY impressed today. LOL  Monday when the check clears I'll be (best) impressed. LOL

I heard that many folks had written to the dealership, to all of you who did that, My deepest thanks for standing in the gap for me.

I meet my brother in Concord, NH in a couple hours for a nice dinner at Olive Garden (one of my favorites) A BBQ at my house tomorrow and Man, I can hardly wait to tell him of these events. It's a good thing to have positive table talk over a nice meal.  lol
your friend
Sam  aka  chappy

Man, I love it when a plan comes together.  My hat is off to Natascha for being a stand up lady.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 14, 2011, 07:23:00 PM
Sam,
It's good to see a stand-up owner! Glad things worked out and you will be riding it soon.
You and Sue enjoy your brothers visit.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: FNGw/08SERK on May 15, 2011, 08:38:34 AM
BBQ @ Chappy's   :pepper: :jalapeno: :cucumber: :carrot: :orange: :bananarock: :mango: :apple: :huepfenjump3: :drink: :nixweiss:

Glad to see Granite did the right thing here!! Problems are always gonna crop up. How the dealer addresses the problems is key .... no?? Seems like Granite is a stand up shop. I've run in to too many that lean the other way. Maybe an email is in order to let Natascha know her stepping up is much appreciated ... on many levels.

Howie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on May 15, 2011, 09:36:18 AM
BBQ @ Chappy's   :pepper: :jalapeno: :cucumber: :carrot: :orange: :bananarock: :mango: :apple: :huepfenjump3: :drink: :nixweiss:

Glad to see Granite did the right thing here!! ...
:orange: :huepfenjump3: :bananarock: :apple: :carrot: :jalapeno: :cucumber: :pineapple: :pepper: :coolblue: :cherry:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 15, 2011, 10:06:26 AM
BBQ @ Chappy's   :pepper: :jalapeno: :cucumber: :carrot: :orange: :bananarock: :mango: :apple: :huepfenjump3: :drink: :nixweiss:

Glad to see Granite did the right thing here!! Problems are always gonna crop up. How the dealer addresses the problems is key .... no?? Seems like Granite is a stand up shop. I've run in to too many that lean the other way. Maybe an email is in order to let Natascha know her stepping up is much appreciated ... on many levels.

Howie

GH,
Great idea, I did as I was not to kind to Granite before she stepped up.  All is cool with Natascha and me now, cannot wait to meet her, cool lady.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 16, 2011, 10:53:41 AM
BBQ @ Chappy's   :pepper: :jalapeno: :cucumber: :carrot: :orange: :bananarock: :mango: :apple: :huepfenjump3: :drink: :nixweiss:

Glad to see Granite did the right thing here!! Problems are always gonna crop up. How the dealer addresses the problems is key .... no?? Seems like Granite is a stand up shop. I've run in to too many that lean the other way. Maybe an email is in order to let Natascha know her stepping up is much appreciated ... on many levels.
Howie

Hi Howie, Yupper I agree. I spoke to,wrote to and wrote here and 2 other forums as well as FB.  Sue and I have been invited to stop by the shop this week and have a face to face reunion with  her (Natascha) and her GS HD staff. I feel this is far beyond "a step" in the right direction. I feel Natascha has now taken "Giant leaps" in the right diection. As usual, members on this site have proven with possitive actions and once again made me proud to be a part of the CVO family.  Thank you to all of you.  your friend Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on May 17, 2011, 05:18:51 PM
I just love a 'happy ending'.  :-* Spread the good news about Granite State HD dealership.   :) :drink:har.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 18, 2011, 03:14:24 AM
I just love a 'happy ending'.  :-* Spread the good news about Granite State HD dealership.   :) :drink:har.  spyder

Speaking of "HAPPY", it's great to see you sending a post. May you continue to have a speedy recovery my friend!!

Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 25, 2011, 12:07:01 PM
Hello Family and Friends,

I hope this message finds you and yours well.
I've been hanging in there and Sue and I really enjoyed the full house of family we had a week and a half ago. It was raining that day and has rained everyday since, although today looks good. I have an appointment at the VA Hospital this afternoon and plan to ride on two wheels. This will be my third time attending a cancer support group. For now I plan to continue going to the group.

Earlier yesterday I tossed messages back and forth with my brother from Savannah, GA. Those messages contained pics and vids of the visit the weekend before last as well as pics and vids of his daughter's (my niece) Wedding  on Jeckell Island, GA this past weekend. We also talked able his travels while here in NH and having to cut his way through the fog and rain and try his best to enjoy the 30 feet or so visability. lol  We had a good chat and said good night.

A couple hours later before I went to bed, I decided to check my messages one last time before shutting down the computer. To my surprize it was my brother Dave again, so I opened the message thinking that Dave probably had remembered something he wanted to add. Expecting a laugh or at least a chuckle I opened the message.

He brought me up to speed on an event that completely caught me off guard. He told me of a close family friend Nancy, who had been fighting for her life against cancer. Nancy and her husband Jeff and son Ryan had been much closer friends to my brother than Sue and I. But Dave kept us up to date. Especially concerening Nancy's health. What I read, oh Man, Wow, what a blow to my gut. Since I've been enlisted and am now a soldier in the battle against a wicked foe that randomly attacks in darkness, it just saddens me so to find that yet another of my comrads has fallen victim to this enemy of life. The loss of Nancy gives me great pause as I contemplate how Jeff and Ryan are plunged into the grasp of the deep grief that tares into the hearts of family and close friends. This tragic event and the grief due to the loss of Nancy brought to the forefront of my thought and reminded me once again what my own family will face at some point in the future. I am thankful that Nancy and Jeff were in the compamy of loved ones when Nancy slipped into eternity. Far as Dave, I really didn't know what to say, but asked him to be sure to let Jeff and Ryan know that Sue and I both have them in our thoughts and prayers. And reminded Dave that he too is in our thoughts and prayers as he deals with the shocking grief of loosing a very close friend. I'm glad that Jeff has my brother Dave for a friend.
 
sincerely
Sam/chappy
 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on May 25, 2011, 12:48:00 PM
Chappy, so sorry to hear of the loss of your brother's close friend.  My heart is heavy for you all.  Just know that you are a true inspiration to me and others that hear from you on a sporatic basis.  I send good wishes your way, my friend.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 25, 2011, 01:33:05 PM
Sam,

Sorry to hear your friend lost her valiant battle with cancer.  It seems more and more so many wonderful friends leave us behind.  All we can do is hold our heads up high and make them proud to have been part of our extended families.  Our prayers go out to Nancy and those who new and cherished her.

Good luck at the VA today, enjoy your ride and clear your thoughts.

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 25, 2011, 02:46:01 PM
Sam,
Sorry to hear of the loss of your friend and fellow cancer fighter. Our prayers go out to her family.
Good to hear the rain is stopping so you can ride to group. Be careful and enjoy the ride.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on May 25, 2011, 10:17:29 PM
Hey Sam!

Prayers go out to Jeff and Ryan. Also lifted your brother Dave up that he may be able to help minister to his friend in this time of grief. If Nancy was a women of faith she IS healed now! My buddy at work has cancer in both lungs. He is my age, 53. Try to lift him up to keep him from getting depressed. I find it difficult at times choosing the right words but always end our conversation with these three powerful words, "I Love You". It seems like everyday I find out someone I know has cancer. Then I wonder if they have Jesus. We are all just a heartbeat away from eternity. Live each day as if it's your last. Smile, Laugh and most of all Love. Sam, thanks for sharing with us like you have. You inspire me. My love and prayers go to you and Sue. God Bless!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on May 26, 2011, 08:45:52 AM
Good morning Sam.
  You are most certainly a inspiration to me.I find it amazing that you can be so upbeat on a daily basis and encourage others to do  the same. Some day I hope to shake you're hand and try to thank you for the comfort that you have provided me with.God bless and heal you. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on May 26, 2011, 09:35:24 AM
Good morning Chappy...Sorry to hear the loss of your family friend.  Things just seem to drag down
our spirits.  But then I think of the inspirational people I have met along the way and you are
definitely 1 of them Sam.  Hang on and look up...pray up...and give thanks to the only 1 that
really matters.  From this everything else lines up...AMEN :2vrolijk_21:



Yours in Christ,
BUCKNUT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: TheVgirl on May 27, 2011, 09:32:19 AM
Amen.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on May 30, 2011, 12:43:09 PM
Happy Memorial Day Sam & Sue  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on May 30, 2011, 10:04:58 PM
Chappy, long time since I've been on and I wanted to say hello to you and Sue and wish a happy memorial day to you both and hope it was a pleasant one for you both.
 I went for a ride today after paying respect to my Father-in-law with my wife at Riverside National Cemetery , saw a lot of vet's today, over all a very nice day.                         Praying for you both, MAT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on June 11, 2011, 01:04:40 AM
Howdy Folks,

Wow, can you believe it's June 11th already?  Man O' man, only a week and a half from the first day of summer.  It's been hot and humid with some rumblings thunder and lightening with some heavy rain at times, but, all and all I'm just glad that the winter cold, ice and snow is over.  I've had several short rides and when I can take the heat in my garage I have worked on the bikes.  I finally found a derby cover I like and put it on the '03 Ultra. All these years it's had the 100 year anniversary Gold Key hologram HD trinket theme way to get your money just to toss it in the trinket theme box in the back corner of my garage.  But now, I like my derby cover!! lol.. 

I have done much more in the line of changes on my "97 heritage springer.  I finally fixed the wiring problem that HD should have fixed with an official Call Back years ago.  Anyway, while riding down the road with the passing lamps on, all the lights would go out. After a few moments to minutes the overloaded breaker would cool down enough and the lights would come back on.  I'm not the only heritage springer owner that has this problem and strangely enough, all that have written on this issue have been told by dealers that they have never heard of such a thing.  Now, to the fix; I snipped the power from the headlamp to the passing lamps switch and connected the switch wire to the accessory power wire.  This fixed the problem of the mystery of the lights "maybe" and also allows me to now run my passing lamps even when I turn on my highbeams.  I also ran a power source to supply my Zumo GPS on my handlebar.  This turned out to be a very clean and the wire are well hidden since my left tank was off for the headlamp fix.  While I was at it I ran a ear bud wire and have the connection for that coming out on the tank pouch.  I have a "Y" splitter in the same pouch so Sue has the option to listen to the Zumo MP3 player with 8 GB of tuneage on the SD card.  The whole GPS is on or off the bar in less than a minute and all that remains is the blackball of the RAM mount.  I hoped to have the sidecar painted by now, but it just wasn't to be.  Since it's finally riding season the paint will wait until the next winter.  My plan is to ride to Gettysburg next Thursday for a heritage springer gathering with the sidecar.  I hope to also do a ride to NY for a few days in early July.  I also hope to ride down to Maggie Valley for the CVO gathering in Sept/Oct again this year.  Now, that ride will be on my tuna boat with my barge in tow.  Sue will be on all these rides.  Though these rides are far less than Sue and I have ridden in the past, it's OK with me if I can pull this off this summer.

Well enough dreaming for now, it's off to bed and hopefully I'll have a few ridding miles in my sleep thoughts as well.
I hope all is well with all of you.
Til next time, farewell my friends
Sam/chappy   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on June 11, 2011, 01:53:28 AM
Wow Chappy, you been busy, man.  So good to hear from you and that you've doing so well.  I've not been as busy as you, but will have to continue to heal so as to get my scooter fixed and be able to get to MV to see you & Sue.  Ride safe .... spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on June 11, 2011, 08:25:21 AM
Chappy, good to hear from you, glad to see you been working on the bikes and getting them ready to roll out to some gatherings.  I hope you and Sue have a great time riding and the weather treats you well.

Happy Fathers day my friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on June 11, 2011, 09:10:45 AM
Good morning Sam
  All sounds like fun to me. Have a great summer. kb
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on June 26, 2011, 02:00:24 PM
Howdy CVO Friends,
I hope all is well with you and yours and that you are having a great 2011 riding season.
I managed to pull together my first of the three planned rides (Gettysburg, PA). I rode solo on this 500 mile plus one way roadtrip a day later than planned. Sue wasn't feeling well enough to go, not all that sure that I was feeling well enough either, but set out anyway. I hit pounding rain with only 17 miles on the trip meter. You've heard the saying that a day of riding your motorcycle in the rain is better than not riding at all? Well, I think there's a strong argument in favor or sleeping in, munching a late breakfast and watching a good movie on TV. Especially when the riding option is about 80 degrees and relative humidity above 80, you know, the weather that causes you to sweat so much under your rain gear that you may as well have just jumped into a brook and got it over with once and for all. On a short ride wet isn't so bad, but with hundreds of miles to go at highway speeds, don't that chill set in down deep to the bones and get the teeth to chattering? But, wet or dry the day still comes to a close and for me that day the close came with me rolling safely into the parking lot of my Motel destination a couple towns east of Gettysburg. I was some ready to check-in and crank the AC and hit the hay.
I woke up at 6:30 and met up with several of the other riders from all over the States and about 25 of us took the MC Battlefield Tour. The Tour Guide, Phil did a great job, no hurrying no rushing, plenty of time for questions. Over all it was a tour well worth it and I would recommend it to one and all. Our group stopped for lunch and a time for visiting one with another, that alone was worth the 500 mile ride. A ride to an H-D dealership and then w met up with two or three other groups for a pig roast, I mean a great pig roast. Live music and more visiting. I called an early evening for myself and headed back to the motel and was soon sound asleep. Sunday I pretty much laid around and tried to catch my breath before the ride home on Monday.
Well, all went well on my ride home until I got a mile before the PA/NY stateline on I-84. As it turned out, 2:30 in the afternoon was not the time or place to be. The two east bound lanes were forming into one lane because of the bridge work just ahead. Anyway, as it happened, a tractor hauling garbage didn't notice the lane switch ahead and also failed to slow. A sad and all to familiar story then unfolded. The truck plowed into a car that then plowed into an SUV that hit another truck that then hit a BMW. During the next several hours of sitting there I saw four Helicopter airlifts and countless emergency vehicles. Once we got moving again I couldn't believe how mangled the cars were. Not sure if anyone died or not, but am very thankful that I was spared from the blindside that can jump up and bite you in the butt at any moment.
I made my way homeward and at one gas stop I decided to give the old girl a treat, some Sunoco 93 octane and got back on the road. About 20 miles later and still on I-84 east bound headed for Hartford, CT where I was going to pick up I-91 north, well, spitting and sputtering like bad gas then, she's dead, I mean 6 feet under dead. Time to drop the jiffy. But, from my experience of roadtrips this problem also can mean bad battery, shorted volt regulator or burnt stater or any combination thereof. Well, you know what's next; check the battery connections, try to start again and that fails, try to figure out where exactally I am and call for help. Triple A towed me to Ellington, CT to the H-D shop and a couple of friends were there waiting for me with a trailer to tow me home. Thanks Kevin and Warren. I got home at 04:00 Tuesday morning. Now that was one long day. Guess it's not to hard to think I caught me some winks before I did much troubleshooting on the bike.
Well, next day, turned out to be just the battery, how lucky can you get, with all that can go wrong, I only had a simple maintenance problem. And go figure, I had a battery on my shelf in the garage. Oh happy days!!
Anyway, one of three is done.  lol

till next time
your friend
Sam   aka   chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on June 26, 2011, 02:09:54 PM
Chappy,

Glad to hear your out and about, even thought it rained sounds like a great time.  Last time I lost a battery I was lucky, happened in the dealers lot.  Didn't take long to get up and going.  Better that breaking down on Duval Street at 2:00 AM, that is a long story in itself.

Hope Sue gets to feeling better.  Our weather has been extremely hot in Alabama then it rains, then it gets hotter and so on and so on.

Take Care My Friend and enjoy your rides.

Chains/Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on June 26, 2011, 02:22:28 PM
Hey Chappy, so good to hear from you and esp. since you've been able to log in a bike ride.....a good one, even with the scooter problem.  Sorry Sue's under the weather.  Is that MC Tour of the Battlefield something that Battlefield HD arranges or something that was just for this one group.  I've spent numerous bike trips to Gettysburg, but was unaware of a special tour for motorcycles.  Ride safe.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on June 26, 2011, 06:06:11 PM
Hi Guys,
Sue says thanks!  She is feeling better, you know, just the usual ups and downs that life can toss at you.
Yup, bikes sure do add to the adventure and excitement that is often missed when traveling by other means.
I'm glad I took the ride, I don't have the get up and go I had last year at this time but some is always better than none.
I too have been to Gettysburg several times and I learn something new every time.
The MC tour was awesome and I'd do it again.
Here's the link:
http://gettysburgmuseum.com/event_detail.asp?event_id=633
your friend
Sam 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on June 27, 2011, 09:52:04 AM
Sam,
Glad you got your ride in and had a good time, sorry you got wet. Sue feeling better is a good thing and hope she can make the next trip.
Look forward to seeing both of you in Maggie Valley in Sept.
Ride Safe, and God Bless My Friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on June 28, 2011, 02:12:21 AM
Hi Mikey,

Roadtrip 2  cruze out through NY and stop in and see GH and maybe go a bit further and see the falls once again.
Roadtrip 3  cruze down south to MV again to see my CVO Family once again.
I'm hoping Sue will be with me on both trips.
If I can pull off this meger roadtrips I will feel like a lucky puppy.
I see the Onc DR in the morning after a CT-scan that was moved up for Tuesday rather than Friday. The hope is to see what's brewing in my lungs.
Awful nasty stuff coming up with a deep hard cough. So deep, sometimes I see stars.
I'll let you know what comes of it.
your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on July 01, 2011, 09:40:16 PM
Chappy,

I want to wish you and Sue a great fourth of July my friend.  Keep us informed of your rides, it is very inspiring to my soul.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 01, 2011, 10:42:07 PM
Hi Chains,
Thanks and I hope a Happy Independence to you as well.

I did get the call from the Oncologist today. I was in deep sleep so Sue took the call.
I'll write a post with details and results as soon as I'm feeling a little better.

Thanks again my friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on July 02, 2011, 08:58:28 AM
Hi Mikey,

Roadtrip 2  cruze out through NY and stop in and see GH and maybe go a bit further and see the falls once again.
Roadtrip 3  cruze down south to MV again to see my CVO Family once again.
I'm hoping Sue will be with me on both trips.
If I can pull off this meger roadtrips I will feel like a lucky puppy.
I see the Onc DR in the morning after a CT-scan that was moved up for Tuesday rather than Friday. The hope is to see what's brewing in my lungs.
Awful nasty stuff coming up with a deep hard cough. So deep, sometimes I see stars.
I'll let you know what comes of it.
your friend
Sam
     Hi Sam  :)
              Glad to here that everything worked out with the Bike and that Sue is feeling better.  Really glad to here that you are able to get your face out into the wind (and rain :().  When you make the next trip, and if you make it up to The Falls, let me know so maybe We can hook up with you and go for a tour.

In my thoughts and Prayers

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 02, 2011, 10:53:39 AM
     Hi Sam  :)
              Glad to here that everything worked out with the Bike and that Sue is feeling better.  Really glad to here that you are able to get your face out into the wind (and rain :().  When you make the next trip, and if you make it up to The Falls, let me know so maybe We can hook up with you and go for a tour.
In my thoughts and Prayers

Marty
Now that would be very cool, I hope to pull this roadtrip together this month. It would be gret to see you and intro you to Sue.
I'll keep you informed
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on July 02, 2011, 07:42:08 PM
Glad to see you got out and had a good ride even with the battery problem. Hopefully I can make that MC tour one of these days.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 07, 2011, 12:41:31 AM
Howdy CVO Family and Friends,

Part 1 of 4  
A long one off the top of my head, please bare with my babble

Here’s the update that has been on hold for several days while I put together a healthier and less fatigued body. As I stated in the past I just can’t seem to bounce back as well after this second regime of chemo as I did after the first regime of chemo a year prior. I finished this last regime in March this year and had the usual follow-up ct-scan, blood work and Oncologist visit in April. Shortly after that check-up I found out that the six months of chemo that I had finished just a month earlier hadn’t had the same and equal affect in the fight against my cancer that the first regime of chemo had. It was also ruled that my body or I should say, my fast growing healthy cells had suffered the usual toxic assault that is expected on both my fast growing healthy cells as well as my fast growing cancer cells while I am receiving a regime of chemotherapy.

That explains why I was so sick and tired during and after my second regime of chemo. I had looked forward to a few m/c road trips all winter long and I really didn’t want cancer to rob me of my dreams. What’s funny is that so many other things join in the mix to stop, slow or at least get in the way of plans, hopes and dreams. As usual, that they did and with the greatest of detail. But, with much delight I was able to make it to Mud’s for the June 2011 Heritage Springer gathering and Battlefield Run in Gettysburg, PA. I finally was able to leave on my ’97 Heritage Springer mated to my ’95 California sidecar although a day later than planned.  I got there, Man, was it good to see so many friends again and finally made face to face so many others. The ride did kick my butt, and the bed in my room did feel pretty good. Since I got in Friday evening at about 8:30 pm and after check-in and get my stuff to my room (with some help from my friends) it was about 9:30 and I was ready for to sleep. I was to beat to head home Sunday morning at 5:45 with BigPete. It was my loss. I missed riding with BigPete in both directions, but I did have the honor of riding with him and many others while I was there. Did I mention that not only the company was great, the food and the music was the best ever too.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 07, 2011, 12:44:20 AM
Part 2 of 4
Needless to say I hasn’t only beat from the ride, the 4+ hours delay in PA after the terrible pile up on I-84 west just before crossing the bridge into NY and after the battery mishap as I barely made my way back into the New England States Monday early afternoon and then the very early 4 am arrival home on Tuesday. I was still very beat from the chemo treatment and the fact that it didn’t work weighed heavy on my mind and heart also. Now that I was home it was time to get back with the program and that meant I had to keep my Oncology appointment on July 1st. It seemed reasonable enough but as so many times before, my plans changed as I got sicker. I was rescheduled for the Tuesday before, as it all turned out it was a good plan because I had another chest infection. I have now been on an anti-biotic for 7 or 8 days of the prescribed 10 days. The nasty stuff I was coughing up has all but gone away. The fever and sweats I had are gone and I feel a lot better than I did. I am a lucky man to have such friends as Kevin and Warren who came down to Ellington, CT with a trailer and brought me and my broken bike the rest of the way home. I still haven felt rested enough for a dinner out with us three guys and our wives as a token of gratitude. Hopefully that will happen very soon. Anyway, I haven’t forgotten guys and Thanks again to both of you. I slept for a couple days after I got home.

Yesterday was the first day this summer that the boat got into Lake Sunapee. It ran good and it was a nice and relaxing time for just Sue and I. Oh, our boxer Radar went along for the ride too. Man, it took all I had to get the ol’ boat off the trailer at the boat ramp. I’m glad it loaded back up much easier after the four hour cruise. Don’t you know that something hadn’t gone wrong, at least not yet. My truck that doesn’t get that many miles on it is the work horse in my haul, push or pull needs and towing the boat is one of the tasks. But, yesterday, the rear brakes locked up as I was leaving the lake boat ramp. Well, I’m not one to be held back so I gave it a little more fuel peddle and that DuraMax Diesel and Allison tranny doesn’t lack in get up and go and that’s just what I got. I also got a snap and then heard several bells sounding off at that same time loads of red lights came on in the dash display. Whoops, all I wanted was my first boat ride of the year and then have an uneventful ride home, but NOOOO, what I got was a limp brake peddle. It went to the floorboard. These newer ABS brakes are nice and all but, why did they have to go and take away the “pump up the peddle: feature or the nice fix it in a pinch with a quick roll in reverse ended with slamming on of the brakes for the needed brake adjustment. Oh well, it off to the shop next Tuesday for that repair. It’s always something.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 07, 2011, 12:47:31 AM
Part 3 of 4
Today Sue and I took a 5 hour putt on the ultra. It was the first ride since I have been home since PA. I just can’t seem to get my energy level to come up. The ride whooped me. Me rode all around a big black cloud all afternoon and managed to keep it at a comfortable distance. I’ve pulled that off plenty of times and it’s pretty easy if you know the roads, rivers, the hills, the Mountains and how long it takes to get from point A to point B, or C, D, E or any other point needed to miss the direction the cloud is traveling. Like I said, pretty easy, with one exception, that being the exception of hunger causing you the need to stop and get refreshed. Today, I dealt with the hunger factor and you won’t believe it, we made it home with the blackest of skies and only a few drops hit us. But we no sooner got into the garage and crack the loudest thunder snapped right overhead. The kind of thunder crack that makes your hair on your neck stand on end.

Now I’ll get back to my Oncologist visit that was 3 days early because I was so sick. I think the persistence of my wife and her handiwork on the phone was much the reason I got in early. The blood work showed that I sure enough am tired but not so much so that I need to be admitted. The antibiotics should handle the infection and the accompanying fever and chills and even some of the plain old sick and tired too. The worst part I guess would have to be the ct-scan results. Seems this cancer is stronger and sneakier than first thought and able to mutate it’s form so the chemo that worked so well during the first regime wasn’t able to touch it during the second regime. There is some good news, it doesn’t look like there’s any new tumors, but that good news loses it’s excitement when the bad news is that the tumors in my lungs have increased in size by nearly 50%. I see  the Oncologist again on August 2 I think and more of the same then I suppose. For now, it’s no more chemo for me, at least not the cocktail I had before. I might be able to get a different mixture and or amount with varying rounds and cycles. One drug has sounded like a plus, maybe… It’s called Sutent. I looked it up on google and like so many times before the information flows a few feet over my head, so I’ll let someone tell me about it that has skills in the layman department.
 
I’ve used lots of O2 since I’ve been home and had to bring eight empty bottles to WRJ, VT and exchange them for full bottles. I like the lady that works in the office there. Even though all the truck were out she helped me. I told her that I like the stick it in my nose better than the nose and mouth covering device that I also have. I explained that the puffer type nose type is tough for me because I don’t seem to inhale strongly enough to set of the puff of O2. She looked me right in the eyes and said, “you’re a mouth breather aren’t you?” I said yup, I guess I am. She said with a nice smile, “Well then, keep your mouth shut!”.  We both got a good laugh. I guess I was ready for a laugh, in fact, I like to laugh, however, I just don’t seem to laugh as much as I used to.
    
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 07, 2011, 12:51:39 AM
Part 4 of 4
Not sure if ya’ll remember me telling you guys a continuing story of the Radiation Bill for the radiation consult. Anyway, there was a SNFU with the paperwork between the VA medical system and the nearby Hitchcock hospital that was going to give me radiation before it was decided that I couldn’t get radiation in the areas that really needed it most. It took months and lots of running around and it finally seemed to be resolved. Until today that is, when yet another bill for a Radiation Consultation was sent to my house. Now to add to the mess, the Dr that originally ordered the consult doesn’t even work with the VA system any more. I want to laugh at this but it makes me to angry when I think of how many hours Sue and I have spent trying to fix this mess and now once again it’s back to square one. I try so hard to get all the ducks in a row and I’m positive that if getting ducks in a row is really needed, it would be much more time effective to just shoot all the ducks first and then neatly place them in a row. Now, you all must know that I’m not thinking of shooting anyone connected with the medical field. Well, maybe thinking, but certainly, I not planning such an event. Lol  But, where do they find some of these people and why do they get paid so well.

Louie Anderson, a great funny man that left this old place way to soon once said, or maybe he said it a lot, but anyway, here goes. “I wish I had me a gun, so the people that bugged me I could shoot them dead. I don’t mean Dead-Dead, I mean that they’d only stay dead for 10 minutes or so. And some of those buggers, I’d hang around just so I could shoot them again.”  I must admit, I think I have met several of the same people as Louie. How about you? I hope I’m not on your hit list.

Well so long for now
Dad, Sam, chappy, friend           
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on July 07, 2011, 03:14:44 AM
Hi Chappy,  It's been a while since I've been on and I looked forward to your update, Sandra and I continue to pray for you, Sue,and your family. It's nice to see you've been out on the bike, that is a great thing. We hope you and the family are having a good summer in New Hampshire and things are as good as we all can make them. Stay positive and we will continue our prayers for you and yours!  Till next time, MAT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 07, 2011, 03:49:21 AM
Hi Chappy,  It's been a while since I've been on and I looked forward to your update, Sandra and I continue to pray for you, Sue,and your family. It's nice to see you've been out on the bike, that is a great thing. We hope you and the family are having a good summer in New Hampshire and things are as good as we all can make them. Stay positive and we will continue our prayers for you and yours!  Till next time, MAT

Hi Mat, How could anyone read your words and not see the gift of truthful compation and prayer from a Man and his Wife for another Man and his Wife.
Somehow, Thanks just doesn't seem to be enough. Sue and I are Blessed with you as our friends.
Give each other a hug for me and Sue.
be well
your friend
Sam/chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on July 07, 2011, 07:20:59 AM
Thanks for the update Chappy.  I'm pulling for ya hard man, praying for you and Sue both.  You got more energy than I can imagine to be going thru all this and still finding the grit to put the boat in and take the scooter out for a putt with Sue.  Thank you for being the great inspiration to us all.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on July 07, 2011, 08:09:43 AM
Hey Sam! :drink:

As usual it was great to read what's going on. Now, what you and Sue are going through is not great, it is the way you tell us about it. When I read your words it reflects the sweetness of your heart, and that blesses us all! Debbie and I will continue to lift you and Sue up in prayer. I want to to tell you again how blessed I was to speak with you and Sue. God has used you in a mighty way. You have touched the hearts of so many of us, may God touch yours. May his grace, love and mercy be poured on on you and Sue! Love ya man, God Bless!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on July 07, 2011, 10:57:55 AM
Sam,

Good to hear from you again.  Did you run into Natasha for Granite State, she spent the weekend up there at the same lake.

It does my heart good to hear you are getting to do things but also brings a slight tinge of pain to me as well when I read about the daily events for you and Sue.  We pray for you every day and night and are looking forward to the day your write remission on the top of your post.

Take care my friend and enjoy your family and friends.

Hope to see you soon.


Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 07, 2011, 12:32:37 PM
Sam,
It's always good to hear from you. I pray and hope that I also will read REMISSION at the top of your post.
Until then we will continue to lift you and Sue in our prayers, and after as well.
God Bless My Friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 07, 2011, 01:32:04 PM
Hello Chappy and Sue ... Great to hear from you and yours.  Sounds like you had a great trip to Gettysburg.
Vicki and I continue to Pray for you and Sue daily.  Cant wait to hear some great news on your ongoing
issues.  Hope you have a Blessed season because it sure is time for the both of YOU. Take care and
give care.  Its always a great day when we hear from you Sam.


BUCKNUT  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: StevesCVO on July 07, 2011, 07:55:50 PM
Thanks for the update Chappy.  I'm pulling for ya hard man, praying for you and Sue both.  You got more energy than I can imagine to be going thru all this and still finding the grit to put the boat in and take the scooter out for a putt with Sue.  Thank you for being the great inspiration to us all.  spyder

X2
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 23, 2011, 09:11:11 PM
Sam,
Just sitting here watching the Nashville Nationwide race and thought of you and Sue. Hope today as a good one for both of you. Anyway just wanted to say hey and let you know Maggie Valley is just fast approaching. Looking forward to seeing you and Sue there.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on August 06, 2011, 01:06:26 AM
Chappy and Sue,  we are praying and waiting for some current news ( update ) from you! Hope all is going all right!   MAT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 06, 2011, 12:16:26 PM
Chappy and Sue,  we are praying and waiting for some current news ( update ) from you! Hope all is going all right!   MAT
X 2 my friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 06, 2011, 12:51:46 PM
Sam,
I talked to GH yesterday.
Our thoughts and prayers to you and Sue.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 08, 2011, 12:54:11 AM
Sam,
I talked to GH yesterday.
Our thoughts and prayers to you and Sue.
Mike
 :drink:

Hello Mike,
I talked to GH a few days back. Talking to him is always a good time, just as it is with you ad so many others here at home on CVO.
Sorry I haven't written much lately. To tell you the truth, it's been a little hard for me to write. I really enjoy writing even when the story line isn't always great news. I like to see the humor in even the sadder and even sometimes even bad news. Seems we all take our turns having less than great news. It only talks a moment to step in an undetected dog mess, than BANG, the nose that had just been hanging in there is struck with the reality of, "somebody stepped in a dog mess". I know that smell and always first hope it wasn't me that stepped on the landmine of stink. I even try to check my boots without to many people seeing me sneak that downward peek. Again, the truth is, what only takes a moment to detect can sometimes literally take a lifetime it undue the mess with stink that one stands in. lol
Seems I've stepped into the doggie path. You know the one. I'm sure you too have had your day or two in doggie do. lol
Man, it's that saying of misfortune that echoes, "I hate when that happens".

Anyway, I finally had another oncology appointment and, still to sick for any chemo treatments and not sure that chemo is even in the cards for me. The problem is my creatin (sp) number is still not good. Seems the Doc is worried about my kidney and liver. All I know is I'm not yellow and when I got to go, well, man O' man, I really got to go. I had a chest X-ray and hope to hear what's up with that early this week. I'm told that I'll have another c-t scan August 2 I think and followed with another oncology visit.

One of our members, Delta paid me a visit last Thusday morning. I was as good as always to see him. Later that same day my brother from Florida came north for a visit too. He stayed with Sue and I for 4 days. It was good to see him too. I haven't seen him since the weekend after Maggie Valley gathering last year. Man, time flies. My brother is now on the coast visiting family over there before he heads back to the sunshine state. He clocked it at 1553 mile from his door to mine. He's old school, so it was all by using a map. Hearing the story of his ride hear helps me to be even more glad I have a GPS. I have come to count on my GPS maybe to much though. When I broke down last time, I didn't even know where I was on the old paper map. I had to walk to the next exit off the Conn Pike just to get my locale. Come to think of it, I hate when that happens too! lol

I just sold my '05 GMC diesel 2500 HD pickup and plow to my oil/gas man. It only had 56K miles that turns out to be a little over 2000 hours of use. Time to clear the yard a little. To my surprise, my next door neighbor bought my boat. I didn't even mention the truck or boat but to only those two guys. What a relief, I didn't even have to deal with running ads in the paper. When I get going tomorrow, I'll get the titles taken care of. To bad nether one of them wanted to buy my heritage springer with the sidecar. I decided it's time to clear out a few trailers as well. Can you believe I have 5 trailers counting the boat trailer? Sue won't know what to do when there'll be room in the garage to actually park the van inside. lol

Well, my friends, it's been a very exciting last couple weeks or so I'm ready to close my eyes and get a rest from it all. I'm hoping for some real sleep. I've been getting by on a couple hours at a time, but I really like the deep REM sleep.

I hope the best for you and yours.
I'm still thinking and hoping to be in Maggie Valley again this year. I also hope to bring Sue along. I really want her to see the Blueridge foliage I saw on my homeward leg of last years southland loop.
I miss you guys

your friend
Sam    
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 08, 2011, 12:46:18 PM
Sam,

Sorry to hear you have stepped in poo my brother, it seems life deals from the bottom of the deck at times when you most need it from the top.  There isn't a day goes by that we don't think of you and Sue as well as Cigarmike and Miker.  Seems the prayer list is growing faster than the economy these days.

Glad you can finally see your yard in spots, has to make parking a little easier too.  If there is anything you need or I can do for you please let me know, don't let the miles between us  stop you from asking, we are here for you.

I hope you get some good rest and are able to get back in the wind soon.

Your Friend

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 08, 2011, 03:49:24 PM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. You and Sue are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on August 08, 2011, 04:37:22 PM
Sam,

I hope you get to make it to MV this year too! This will be my wife and I's first MV trip. We would love to meet you and Sue in person. Praying for you my brother.  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 09, 2011, 12:19:03 AM
As always, I can't say thanks enough for all the thoughts and prayers. I know that your prayers are not going unanswered.
The fact that I and others of our cvo family are still kicking proves that.
I plan to make it to MV and am counting on seeing and having followship with so many that care far beyond that which most could understand and Sue and I thank you all so much.

Man, sometimes I am amazed how fast time flies. My last post I wrote that I will have another c-t scan around August 2 and what I meant to say was September 2. Hard to believe it's already Aug 9th.

Talk again soon
your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on August 09, 2011, 06:31:03 AM
As always, I can't say thanks enough for all the thoughts and prayers. I know that your prayers are not going unanswered.
The fact that I and others of our cvo family are still kicking proves that.
I plan to make it to MV and am counting on seeing and having followship with so many that care far beyond that which most could understand and Sue and I thank you all so much.

Man, sometimes I am amazed how fast time flies. My last post I wrote that I will have another c-t scan around August 2 and what I meant to say was September 2. Hard to believe it's already Aug 9th.

Talk again soon
your friend
Sam
I'm so looking forward to MV this Fall and seeing you and possibly meeting Sue is one of the biggest reasons.  :) Prayers for you this morning my friend.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 18, 2011, 12:55:32 PM
Hello Family & Friends,

I hope all is well with you and yours.
Things here have been a twisting road lately.
I had my last Oncology visit a couple Fridays ago. Had all the usual blood tests and the full once over. I was told that I should expect another appointment in September some time and that visit would include a CT-scan as well. The Doc had me get a chest x-ray at the VA Hospital before I left. So, I did. I still haven't heard how the x-ray came out but I did get a call from the VA a few days ago informing me that I had a CT-scan appointment for yesterday. I kept the appointment and to tell the truth, I'm a bit anxious about the whole thing. The wait for info is the pins and needles that I have come to expect.
I've been cleaning out the garage the last couple weeks. Long story short; I just don't want Sue to get stuck doing it. Or worse yet, having Sue call someone else to do it for her. Yikes, I mean double Yikes even! I've come to a place where I am sure it's time for me to sell off many of the things I have enjoyed in life. I will list several of the Heritage Springer and other motorcycle accessaries and parts I have for sale in the "For Sale" topic later.
This leads me to the hardest decision I've made when it comes to selling something I own. Yep, I'm going to sell my 1997 Heritage Springer. I bought her new and without a doubt, she's been my favorite bike ever. I'm going to sell her with the sidecar or separately. I know that I want $2,000.00 for the sidecar on or off my HS. But, here's my dilemma. I don't know what to ask for the HS without the sidecar. The blue book doesn't help much in my case because I have put over $10,000.00 into her (not counting the sidecar)since last September. Yupper, again, Over $10K Since September of 2010. This list of parts and labor include a Titled chrome/black HD Factory Crate EVO Motor. And now for the kicker, I've only put just over 1300 miles on since the New Fatory crate motor last September. The one trip I rode her was to the Gettysburg Gathering at Mud's home in PA. In addition, I've also put over $8K in parts on her since I bought her new. I have a list of parts in prices for any request. Any help I could get on what to ask as a reasonable price for both me and the buyer would be deeply appreciated.
Here's some info that details the upgrades since last September.

"One Owner" 1997 Heritage Springer Red on White

New Parts with labor:

Factory Crate Motor 1320 EVO with NH title
09/03/2010 mileage 59313 wo# 24874 $6,264.00

Rear shocks, Progressive adjustable heavy duty chrome
03/23/2011 mileage 59336 wo# 25836 $872.33

Tripletree rebuild Front Shock
03/23/2011 mileage 59336 wo# 25836 $1,262.45

Complete Front End Rebuild with shock
Front & Rear www Tires, tubes and liners mileage 59,381
05/20/2011 mileage 59,381 wo#021098 $1,440.15

Front & Rear brakes & fluid 06/16/2011
06/16/2011 mileage 59,780 wo# 98577520 $177.36

New Battery
06/22/2011 mileage 60,689.2 (I had a new one in the garage) $100.00 ?

Labor and Parts are included with work orders above.
All parts related to the stroker motor have been removed from this list.
Sept. 2010 – Aug. 2011
total mileage 1,376
total repair & upgrade $10,016.29
Currant 08/03/2011 OD reading 60,689.2
Sept/2010 – Aug/2011 work orders listed above
total $10,016.29

As mentioned above, beside the detailed list for the last 12 months there is also over $8K in accessaries and parts on my HS.

If any of you are interested in my '97 red on white beauty send me a pm.

Thanks in advance for your help.
your friend
Sam aka chappy


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on August 18, 2011, 01:27:37 PM
Sam,
As hard a pill as it is to swallow (apologies for the bad pun) upgrades don't mean much at resale.  The bike's value is the bike's value.  All the upgrades we do are mostly for our own benefit while in use and our detriment when it's time to sell the bike to the next owner.  The new engine will help you some.  But the rest...  unfortuantely... not so much.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 18, 2011, 03:10:01 PM
Sam,

I agree with Twolane, as a matter of fact sometimes you are better off to remove the items you put on and put the stockers back, that is if you still have them.  That way you can sell the chrome to someone else and recoup a little cash.

Are you going to make it to Maggie Valley?

God bless you Brother
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 18, 2011, 04:31:15 PM
Sam,

I agree with Twolane, as a matter of fact sometimes you are better off to remove the items you put on and put the stockers back, that is if you still have them.  That way you can sell the chrome to someone else and recoup a little cash.

Are you going to make it to Maggie Valley?

God bless you Brother
I'm still hopeing to make it to MV. I doubt I'mm pull it off on two wheels. But four wheels is better than none my friend. lol
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on August 18, 2011, 04:35:29 PM
I know you're hating to part ways with the evo springer.  Neat bike.  But, alas, I have to agree that you're prolly going to 'eat' most of that $$$ spent on 'upgrades', although it may in fact help you make the sale to someone who otherwise wouldn't be that interested.  When a bike has some miles on it, the 'freshening up' of things like tires, battery, shocks, etc, tend to move the value back up in the top of the book range.  This is in my estimation only.  All it takes is one buyer....the right one.....and you'll do OK.  I know that pricing the bike is extremely hard, but ask around to see what others close to like it have been selling for and then just extrapolate as best you can.  Good luck.  I'll mention it to any and everyone that might lead to something for ya.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 20, 2011, 12:50:26 PM
If any of you are interested in my '97 red on white beauty send me a pm.

Sam,

Give Natascha a call she will work something out to help you get it sold, she is really a good marketing person and gets a ton of traffic through her store since she is sole owner.

Love you man
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 21, 2011, 05:12:58 AM
Hello my family and friends,

 

Its my continuing hope that all is well with you and yours.

 

It’s late at night and I was in bed just tossing thoughts against my inner forehead wondering what would stick, as I’m sure we have all had our time in thought before we drift of to sleep. Tonight was one of those nights. Well I guess it’s now morning not night, but anyway, here goes something that I’m sure is probably way over due.

 

I have had a thought that has come to the surface while kicking around all the thoughts that come and go before sleep captures the mind and REM sends the mind to another room down the hall somewhere. This thought that has come so many times in my adult life, I never really dwelt on it nor did it bother me in any way but nonetheless the thought would visit often enough that I could remember thinking about it before. Now I will put it into a document format.

 

I’m pretty sure most of you know that I am an ordained Minister. It in its self isn’t really that big of a deal. It just means I’m a servant. Where the big deal comes in is “Who” I’m a servant of and to. By my business e-mail addy chaplain4jc@yahoo.com it’s plain to see that I am a servant of or 4jc, Jesus Christ and a servant to every creature under the sun, but I’d like to think I specialize in the human race. Most Ministers are thought of as Pastor, Preacher or Priest or somewhere along that line. I started young and haven’t always been as straight and narrow as I wanted to be. Most of the time I have been “am” a stumbling bumbling fool learning as I go. I went into the Chaplain field. I don’t Pastor a church or have a congregation. What I have is Jails, Prisons, Hospitals, Memorial Services, Funerals and on a ligther note; Youth Groups, Young Adult Groups, Family Visitation and Weddings to name several of the mixed bag that I have had the honor to have part in.  I have no regrets at all and yes, at time the road was very rough other times not so rough. However, during all that time that recurring thought that comes to me over and over through the decades has paid me a visit tonight/this morning.

 

When I think about my Pastor friends I sometimes think, wow, what a great time that Pastor or that other pastor is having with his congregation. The thought continues, Uhh, I don’t have a congregation. But the truth is as it hit me today. If all those Pastor, Priests and Rabbis I bump shoulders with while I do my rounds knew about me, I think they might be tempted to be jealous. I did say “might be tempted”. I know that there are folks in those Pastors churches praying for the well being of the Pastor, there is. Some churches are big too. But I thought on it long enough tonight to come as full an understanding that my little mind can wrap itself around. I have people thinking about me and my well being and all of ya’ll that pray to the Holy Father in Jesus name on my behalf. Many have brought me up in their own church and that congregation would all pray together on my behalf. Your prays have spread like wild fife and Yes even literally to the corners of the world. Let me tell ya’ll from the bottom of my heart, “THANK YOU!!!” Prayer works, not always how we think it should but prayer works. My Oncology Dr. told me in September of 2009, “If everything worked, the surgery, the radiation and the chemo, I might have two years to live.” We’re only 10 days from the two limit he gave me. Honestly, I don’t much feel like dying any time soon. Don’t get me wrong, I know that all 3 things didn’t go well, the Surgeon only got what he could, I was unable to have Radiation and though the first 4 months of chemo went well (yuck), the next 6 months of chemo didn’t work at all. I know that I’m sicker this summer than I was last summer and it’s clear to me that I am getting sicker. BUT!! I have had family and friends and congregations from around the world praying on my behalf. And I’m still alive and doing pretty good for what I’m dealing with, according to what my Oncologist says. Well, my faithful family and friends near and far; Here I am and It’s All Your Fault. Thank you, all of you.

 

Please make a copy and give it to your Pastor and let him read this glory and praise report and be sure to thank everyone that you know that took time to pray for me.

 

You know there’s one that comes to rob, kill and destroy, but fear not, there’s another that came to give life and give it more abundant (as in eternal)

 

Thank you so much

I am hid in Christ

Sam Legasse   aka   chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on August 21, 2011, 07:38:30 AM
Thanks to you Chappy, for being Chappy.  I continue to pray for you and I'm looking forward to seeing you in MV soon.  :) spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on August 21, 2011, 08:53:43 AM
Sam :

     I am reading your post this morning with tears in my eyes.  Not tears of sorrow for you but of Joy... Joy in the faith that you live in... Joy in the comfort you extend to all the hearts you touch... Joy in the inspiration you continue to give to me personally as I remember the struggles that my Dad endured.  In your post if I may quote you, you say "I don’t Pastor a church or have a congregation" ... Well please allow me to correct you in this statement.  I believe that so many "Pastors" treat their calling more as a job than a mission in life.  So much so that it has driven me away from many "Churches".  You have taken your calling and allowed yourself to be of service to JC where it is needed the most.  I like to think of you as having the "Largest Congegation" that could possibly exist... A Congegation of ONE!  You share with so many people, all over the globe, an inspirational attitude that is more powerful than any sermon could be, on any given Sunday.   What I read in one of your posts, and relate to my life, another person will read and relate something different in relation to thier life.  A Congregation of ONE ...  Whether that person you are reaching out to is in prison, an old folks home, on one of the sites you belong to, a tow truck driver or a couple of weather beaten bikers in a motel room in Maggie Valley,  is the largest Congregation in the world... One person at a time!!!! 

     I too would like to thank you Chappy for being Chappy and we continue to keep you and Sue and the family in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 21, 2011, 10:14:29 AM
Sam,
You have a very large congregation here at CVO Harley that loves and respects you. We admire your strength and true friendship. I for one have been brought closer to God and our Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you for being there for us and allowing us to be a part of you family.
As always, you and Sue are in our prayers.
See you and Sue in Maggie Valley.
God bless my friend and Happy Trails,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 21, 2011, 04:20:25 PM
Sam,

You are a guiding light to all of us.  It is through you many of us that are not church going people get one on one time with JC.  Your faith and strong will has led us all to get  a little closer with the Lord through prayer, faith and just plain goodness to others.

When I first read of the road you were going down I was inspired to prayer, something I had not done in a long time.  Thank you Sam for bringing the Lord back into my life.

For knowing you I am a better person.  I will continue to pray for you and all the others in the world that are in need as you have shown me the path.

Thank you my friend

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 23, 2011, 04:32:33 AM
I'm still pulling for the MV in September. Sue has never seen the foilage. Can't wait, at lest I hope!!
And I hope to see all you there
your firend Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 23, 2011, 03:43:37 PM
Hello Folks,
 
As always, I want to keep ya’ll in the loop and usually shortly after I receive any new info concerning my battle against the cancer that has become my official permanent bunkmate since September 2009. Well, earlier this afternoon I received a phone call from Dr. O’Donnell my Oncology Doc. He called to answer my request for info regarding the chest x-ray on Friday Aug 5th as well as the quick follow-up CT-scan that I had done about a week latter. And here it is another week later already. Anyway, I repeated everything he said, his statements and his answers to my many questions so Sue who was listening to the one sided conversation could take notes and then write down all that she could. As time has gone on I have more and more difficulty remembering all that was said.
 
Well here is the short of a much longer conversation. But first let me tell you something; I have stated many times that my Oncology Doctor is an optimist just like my wife. It’s not a bad thing to have optimists around someone like me when I’m such a realist. But, I did wonder if my Doc was of the type of man that would really let me know if things were Bad, instead of the very optimistic point of view that includes the tiring phrase, “it could be worst”. Because that phrase really doesn’t make me feel better at all. lol  Today’s call from my Onc Doc answered my concern with the elimination of all doubt. He is perfectly ready, willing and able to shoot the straight poop. He started by asking to speak to me, usually he would chat with Sue and answer any of her questions when he called, however, Nope, today he asked for me. After the niceties with the hellos and great to talk to you sort of stuff the conversation went into a somber tone and he said, “I’m sorry to be calling with such bad news I wish it were better.” Well, let me tell you, that got my attention.
 
 He added, the x-rays showed the tumors that have invaded my lungs have grown and are now growing outward of my lungs and through the lung lining. Because x-rays are inferior to ct-scan and he wanted that ct-scan sooner rather than latter. He also explained that this tumor growth was confirmed with the ct-scan and that is what is causing all the extra and increasing pain.
 
There will not be any more ct-scans or PET scans except maybe after and if another chemo drug cocktail is agreed upon and I choose to go forward with the chemo regime. Those future ct-scans nad or PET scans would be only to see if the new chemo regime is having a positive effect.
 
Dr O’Donnell would like to see me on another chemo regime as soon as my blood test allow and hopefully as early as September. I told him, if I even choose to do any more chemo, I definitely will disagree to start until this summer is over. I reminded him how long of a wait it was for this summer while being on chemo for 6 months of winter (Oct-Mar) prior to. I explained I Will Not go through that again. An appointment is set for Sept 2 and I think I’ll bump that to October just for a good grace measure to allow summer to have it’s Indian Summer revisit.
 
He told me that he will search for any info on trail drugs that might have shown some positive response and we talked about a list of 36 trials going on right now. But with a little overview it was clear to see that I didn’t qualify for any, No, not one of them. The only good point of the trails is to look at the outcome and see if I have a chance of the drug cocktail doing anything positive for me. So, it looks like more hopeing and waiting. But, that is sure better than the alternative. But, time will tell, we are all bound to the tick and tock of time. Enjoy ever second you have, it might be your last.
 
I asked him about my breathing and pointed out that at times it’s very hard to catch my breath. I also explained that at times without notice I seem to take and extra breath, a very deep one. It’s sort of the type of breath you would take if you were startled. Not scared, just a startled type of breath inward, but, for me at those times of the inward breath much deeper than just a startled breath. His response was it could be that my right side diaphragm if firing off. That seems to be something that is common with the type of diaphragm damage that I have and it’s just another one of those things. Oh well, Just another one of those things. Seems I have a cookie jar full of those things, what’s one more?
 
All in all, not a great call, however, I do get comfort now knowing that my Onc Doc will be and is straight with me. That concern was heavy on my mind and it is a lighter load now.
 
So, what’s the plan: Time for a motorcycle ride. Headed for the southland. I have two friends that are tying the knot on Sat the 27th and I plan to have Sue and I there, heat, wind, rain, earthquake, hurricane or not. If I can keep up the pace, Sue and I will be there. So If I don’t answer my phone or get back to quick by e-mail, don’t worry, I’ll be somewhere on two wheels with a smile on my face.
 
Til the next post
Thanks again for your support
My warmest wishes to all of you
Dad, Sam, chappy, friend 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on August 23, 2011, 03:59:34 PM
Thanks for the quick update, Sam.  I'll be continuing the prayers & thoughts for ya, my man, and hope you enjoy your ride into the teeth of the hurricane Irene.  Just carry your best raingear.  :vrolijk_1: har.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on August 23, 2011, 04:18:27 PM
Still prayin for ya Sam...enjoy the motorsickle ride..I know you will.

DJ   :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on August 23, 2011, 04:54:40 PM
My Brother Sam Chappy ... This came to mind when I just read your post:

Psalm 23:  Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
                 I will fear no evil;
                 For You are with me;
                 Your rod and Your staff, they Comfort me.

 Sam I hope you have a great ride with Sue and that your strength is just Awsome.

BUCKNUT GREG  :2vrolijk_21:
I Love You Brother  :)
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on August 23, 2011, 05:53:59 PM
Thanks for the update and Prayers continue!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 23, 2011, 06:14:42 PM
Sam,
You and Sue enjoy your ride ( trip )! We will all be awaiting your ride report. So are you making reservations for Maggie Valley yet? I know, one thing at a time.
Ride safe!
We will be praying for good weather for your trip.
God bless my friend and Happy Trails.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 23, 2011, 09:26:23 PM
Sam,

Ride like the wind brother and hold Sue tight to you.  Will continue the prayers.  Stay safe my friend.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on August 24, 2011, 08:19:04 AM
May God bless both You and Sue, and keep you safe and happy.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on August 24, 2011, 06:43:02 PM
GOD BLESS you and Sue Chappy, enjoy yourselves the best you can and we will continue to pray for you. Safe travels, MAT
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 24, 2011, 08:38:23 PM
Hey Sam you guys headed to Florida if so were?
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 24, 2011, 10:50:38 PM
Hi Chains,  We're not headed to Florida, but mighty close. If we can pull it off we'll stop in Savannah to see my brother Dave.
We're going to ride on the west side of the Mountains through the Shenadoah Valley. Hopefully we'll miss the big punch of the storm.
Headed in the wee AM so I may not check in for a day or two.
But I will when I can. Lobby permitting, we don't always stay at 4 start, I like mom and pop stops, ya get to see america more when you're off the super slabs. That is when you're not fighting time to chace the blue skies.
But Irean, I ani't scare't, but if you'd see fit to miss me I'd be much obliged.  lol

thanks again for all the support I get when I'm at home here at cvo.

warmest regards
Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on August 24, 2011, 11:06:06 PM
Hey Chappy! We lifted you and Sue up in prayer tonight at church. I will be praying for travel mercy on your trip. Love ya man! God Bless! Hey Sam, When are you and Sue leaving?
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 25, 2011, 05:25:17 AM
Hi JR,

Thanks for your prayers!
We're leaving ing about 10 minutes (05:30) Alittle later than planned, but that,s OK
Have a great dy my friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on August 25, 2011, 05:33:32 AM
Ride safe, my friend.  :2vrolijk_21: spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on August 25, 2011, 08:12:59 AM
Enjoy your trip and ride safe.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 28, 2011, 04:15:09 PM
 Okay Sam, it's been three days since you hit the road. Hope you are warm and dry and enjoying the ride.
Let us know how it's going when you get a chance. Inquiring minds want to know. If you want a break on the way home, give me a shout. We have room and would love to have you visit. We are heading to my sister's on Friday for labor day weekend and will return Monday ( Labor Day ).
Ya'll ride safe now hear!
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 30, 2011, 10:54:49 AM
Hi Mike,
here's the short & sweet.
1st nightn stayed in Inwood, Va. It's exit 5 off I-81. Me and Howie stayed there last year on our way to MV.
Next day, bike farted out. I did the usual checking for loose connections and such. and I also gave an extra tug on the batt bolts. Then the bike stated. Put the seat back on and away we go for about 20 miles and the amp meter plunged to "0" again and the motor gave up the ghost again.
Offed the seat again and checked for any loose wires. All looked good, bike started again so off we went again. I knew my batt was good because if it wern't my bike wouldn't have started after what seemed to be a total drain. I also knew it wasn't my stater, 1st: no ele burnt smell and the amp meter went right up to the perfect 14.3. That left a bad wire/conection or te voltage regulator. Just about that time I saw Shennadoah Harley shop, so I took the next exit and turned around for the shop. That the same place that fixed me up last year when I broke down. It was the stater then.
Back to day 2, I was able to ride for about 20 miles at a tyime and it seemed every time she quit, I'd wigle some of the same wires under my seat and the bike would fire off again for another 20 miles. Well, the shop got me right in, good batt, good stater, good voltage regulator. believe it or not, bad breaker. Got back on the road for $47.00 and only lost 2.5 hours of road time. Till then it was in and out of the rain comeing from the west but no I Irean. Made it to the Iron Horse Resort finally at 11:15 pm and stayed there for 3 nights. I really enjoyed it as did Sue. We'll go back again hopefully and highly reccomand it to one and all. Check it out on line!
Yesterday got off to a very late start, nearly noon. Sue and I stoped in Chattanooga to visit a friend "JohnTN" for a nice very long air conditioned lunch near the Thunder Creek H-D shop. John rode with us when we left about 5 pm and headed down I-75. Our next stop was somewhere between Chattanooga and Savannah. Well we made it to Savannah last night and was checked in by mid-night. No idea on the miles we've been, cause straight roads have not been a part of the plan for this ride. I wasn't sure I could even get this far, but here I an writing to ya'll while I wash and dry the road dirt and debris off my clothes. We I guess I should correct that, "Sue washes the dirt and debris off our chothes. I'm sitting here typing away on a computor at the Hampton Inn that works. lol We plan on visitin with my brother Dave here in Savannah before we head out. Not sure which way we'll go, but now we have a few day of clean threads and the even smell good.
till next time
I'll be thinking of yo al
your friend
Sam  and Sue
Hey Mike, Not sure if we'll make it but would like to meet up and maybe go out and get some seafood somewhere. Can you PM me yuour phone number if I don't getr back to this computor I could give Howie a call, I thuink he has your number (s)   
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Post by: Fired00d on August 30, 2011, 11:06:32 AM
Chappy I just sent you a text message to your cell phone w/Mikeytee's number. I also talked to Bob this week he told me you were in the shop again... glad you were in and out quickly and they took care of you.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: Chains on August 30, 2011, 11:20:14 AM
Sound like a good trip even with the small issues.  Take care and ride safe
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Post by: JR on August 30, 2011, 12:11:32 PM
Great to hear from you Sam! Been praying for you and Sue as you faced the possibility of bad weather from "Irene". Glad you made it that far and got that breaker replaced. Bless you brother, enjoy your family, ride, and road trip. Love ya man! Will continue with prayer! :2vrolijk_21: God Bless
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 30, 2011, 12:23:41 PM
Sam, my secretary / nephew d00d / Gary took care of the PM for me. Thanks Gary!
Glad you made it to Savannah okay. Would love to meet up for some seafood.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Fired00d on August 30, 2011, 02:42:53 PM
Sam, my secretary / nephew d00d / Gary took care of the PM for me. Thanks Gary!
Glad you made it to Savannah okay. Would love to meet up for some seafood.
Mike
 :drink:
Anytime Unc :2vrolijk_21:... hope he got it never got a reply. :nixweiss:

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: 16HD117 on August 30, 2011, 02:52:46 PM
Anytime Unc :2vrolijk_21:... hope he got it never got a reply. :nixweiss:

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:


Unc?

Uncle?

 :nixweiss:
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Post by: Fired00d on August 30, 2011, 02:55:44 PM

Unc?

Uncle?

 :nixweiss:
Yea.... you didn't know Mikey was my long lost Uncle? :D :D :D

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 30, 2011, 05:28:56 PM

Unc?

Uncle?

 :nixweiss:

You've never noticed the family resemblance? Next time we're together look real close and you will see.
I didn't think you could miss it.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on August 31, 2011, 03:17:20 PM
Hello Folks,

Here it is Wednesday, still in Savannah. It was good to see my brother and his family. I don't know if I ate to much, or if it's the heat, humidity or maybe this pesky cancer. Maybe some comco of them all. But I am here for another day soaking up the ac in the room we got near the H-D dealer. I slept until 2pm today. Hopeing I feel better in the morning so I can hit the road. Hopeing to stop and maybe have a lunch at a seafood diner with Mikeytee and Suzie. They are only about 90 miles north of here and then it's right onto I-26 to Columbia then I-77 to the blueridge. We might hook a little south so we can stop for a steak at Peddlers Steak House in Boone, NC. If you've never been there you got to make it a point. That's when I'll ride on the top of the world again until Front Royal, VA. At that point on the roadtrip, it's official, I'll be on my way home. I hope some bridges are still there. My Daughter sent me some photos, what a mess.

I did get Mikeytee's number. I'll give you a call later Mike
til them, hope allof you are safe and well
chappy
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Post by: MAT on August 31, 2011, 05:01:10 PM
Stay safe Chappy and hope you feel better, our best to you and Sue.  Oh yea have a great time!


MAT
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Post by: chappy on September 01, 2011, 08:41:05 AM
finally leaving Savannah this morning. I got over not feeling well then it hit Sue. Maybe we both just needed some good ol' AC. Seems to have worked. Now we're off to see Mikeytee and hopefully Suzi for lunch at a seafood place that Mike recommends. Hardly can wait to see Mike. It amazes me how fast a year goes by.
I'll let ya'll know how it all goes on the next post,
till then, I haope all is well with you and yours
Sam  chappy
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Post by: spydglide on September 01, 2011, 08:50:20 AM
finally leaving Savannah this morning. I got over not feeling well then it hit Sue. Maybe we both just needed some good ol' AC. Seems to have worked. Now we're off to see Mikeytee and hopefully Suzi for lunch at a seafood place that Mike recommends. Hardly can wait to see Mike. It amazes me how fast a year goes by.
I'll let ya'll know how it all goes on the next post,
till then, I haope all is well with you and yours
Sam  chappy
Great to hear this good report Sam.  Ya'll prolly got the travelling blues from some of that southern fried chow you've ingested along the trail.  Take it easy on MikeyTee when ya see him, he's been working lately and I know he's ready to breakout of his routine.  Ya'll ride safe and enjoy this great weather following the  storm.  spyder
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 01, 2011, 05:39:07 PM
Met Sam and Sue for lunch today. I finally actually met Sue. She is the cat's MEOW! Sam is one lucky guy.
Anyway back to lunch. We met at Gilligans Seafood resturant at noon and after a meet and greet in the parking lot made our way inside. We jibber jabed for a while then ordered. Won't go into details of what we ate. We talked and ate and talked and talked and you get the picture. I think the trip has been like a big pick me up for Sam as I thought he looked good. Road trips are good for the body and soul. We sat there for 3 hours shooting the bull and enjoying the company. But, alas all good things must end and I needed to get back to work and Sam and Sue needed to get on the road.
Happy Trails my friends and keep us in the loop about MV.
Love you both and God Bless,
Mike
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 01, 2011, 05:41:52 PM
The lovely Sue. Sam did I say you are a lucky man?
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 01, 2011, 05:43:21 PM
Sam and Sue
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 01, 2011, 05:45:27 PM
Sam and some good looking guy that happened to be around. Me!  ;D
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 01, 2011, 05:51:40 PM
Wish I had more to post.
Thanks Sam and Sue for including me in your trip wish Susie could have joined us.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MAT on September 01, 2011, 06:08:29 PM
Thanks Mike,  Your right Sue is a beautiful woman and Sam is looking good too ! I can see you all had a GOOD time. It was great to see some good pictures to put faces to names when we all pray for Gods good will. Again, thanks and Sam and Sue  have some safe travels.


    :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:  MAT
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Post by: JR on September 01, 2011, 07:27:52 PM
Great pics and glad you were able to spend some time with Sam and Sue! Sam, I'm praying for your travel and that you have some roads to get back home on when you start that journey. Love ya man, God Bless you and Sue! :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Chains on September 01, 2011, 09:58:45 PM
Thanks Mikey,

Your right Sue is a good looking lady, Sam is indeed blessed.  Sam looked very happy too, hope their journey home is a good one.

Thanks for posting.
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Post by: miker on September 02, 2011, 08:18:38 AM
 :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: chappy on September 02, 2011, 08:54:22 AM
can I finally take my trick or treat mask off? It's hot with it on! lol
made it to Edkin, NC last night. Pouring rain just ahead of us on I-77 all the way to exit 82.
 Maybe 40 miles to the blueridge parkway. Pretty foggy now, feels like rain.
The hoped plan is take the Blueridge parkway to and include the Skyline parkway to Front Royal, Va.
Then it's back to the superslab.

oh ya!!  good food but better company at Giligan's on John's Island, SC.
Great to see you Mike.
ta'll be well
Sam & Sue  continueing to have fun
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Post by: MAT on September 02, 2011, 09:35:52 AM
Great news Sam, try and stay dry and keep yourself and Sue out of harms way. It is great to see you both out on this trip. Have a great time.  All the best, Mike 
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Post by: chappy on September 04, 2011, 09:21:05 PM
Made it to see GH today.
Sue and I were pleased to spend the afternoon visiting with both the Mr and the Mrs.
Thanks again for the great lunch and making us feel so welcome!!!
We hit the road but didn't get far, long story short, we got a dry room for the night and it looks like we ride home in the rain tomorrow.
your friend
Sam  aka  chappy
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Post by: JR on September 04, 2011, 09:46:14 PM
Hey Chappy!

I know you and Sue had a blessed day if you visited Howie and his sweet wife. They are wonderful people to be around! I'm sorry your ride is a soggy one. Will be praying for a safe return home tommorrow and a good rest tonight. Love ya man, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MAT on September 04, 2011, 11:04:29 PM
Hi Sam, Good to hear you both are ok and had a good visit with good friends, sorry to hear the weather is causing you both grief. We wish you a safe trip tomorrow.

Mike
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 04, 2011, 11:20:35 PM
Sam,
Good to hear that you are almost home. I know you enjoyed visiting Howie and Rocky as much as they enjoyed your visit. Hope we can all be together in MV. Pray the weather will coperate and you have a dry ride the rest of the way.
Let us know when you get home.
Happy Trails and God Bless,
Mike
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Post by: chappy on September 05, 2011, 09:48:56 AM
Yupper, had a great visit.
Good that we stopped when we did, not only did it look realllly black and nasty ahead but as it turned out a tornado touched down and hit the I-90 not far ahead of us. We're close to logging on our last 200 miles or so with rain gera on then it's back to the grindstone.
I'll write again soon
Hope all is well with you and yours
your friend
Sam
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Post by: spydglide on September 05, 2011, 09:57:03 AM
Yupper, had a great visit.
Good that we stopped when we did, not only did it look realllly black and nasty ahead but as it turned out a tornado touched down and hit the I-90 not far ahead of us. We're close to logging on our last 200 miles or so with rain gera on then it's back to the grindstone.
I'll write again soon
Hope all is well with you and yours
your friend
SamYou dodged that one my friend. :)  Glad to read of your successful travels and good visits.  Ride safe.  :2vrolijk_21: spyder
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Post by: Chains on September 05, 2011, 02:53:32 PM
 Sam,

Hope you made it home OK and can dry out, it has rained here for a day and a half now and looks like it will go on through the nite.  Over 6 inches so far, expecting 10 or more.

Take care Chains.
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Post by: chappy on September 07, 2011, 09:11:53 PM
Hello Family and Friends,

Here's a long update about the roadtrip, sorry it's a few posts long

Before my last conversation with my oncologist I was not feeling much like doing anything, let alone pulling off the long hoped for ride to the wedding of HSOA members Union Jack and Consi at the Iron Horse Motorcycle Resort in North Carolina. But, after the dose of Dr. O’Donnell’s reality check I decided it WAS in fact time for that ride to attend the biker wedding. I’m so glad Sue and I made it. It was a great wedding and I can’t think of a nicer setting for such an occasion. Sue and I were going to leave NH on Wednesday so we could go the slow roads and take our time getting there, but as things got to the night before it turned into a wait for the next day instead. So we left in the rain and in and out of the pounding rain all the way to the Iron Horse Resort some 1060 miles from home. It was a good thing we waited a day to leave because Dixie had sent me a Rings and Springs Tee Shirt so I could wear it on Saturday. As late as the day Dixie sent me the Tee I wasn’t going to make it to the wedding. But, I brought the tee with me and got to wear it at the wedding along with the 120 other folks that was in attendance. I got to again see so many HSOA members and meet some that I hadn’t met before as well as meeting Consi’s folks. Sue was able to finally meet so many of the folks that I had been bragging about. Sue and I were beat from the ride but what a great weekend. We spent a lot of time sitting around on Sunday visiting with the owners of the resort while others were out for a ride on some of the most beautiful roads this side of the Mississippi River.

The owners “John and Charlene” are the most accommodating Hosts I have ever had the pleasure of meeting while on a roadtrip. If you can get there, do it, you won’t be sorry for sure. Check it out at http://www.ironhorsenc.com/index.html

Hey everyone, thanks for all the cards, what a treat I had when I got home to my mail!! Like I've said so many times, I'm a blessed man to have friends such as you!



This is a bit long winded but so was the ride. Lol Sue and I finally got home Yesterday with 12 days in the saddle. What a ride, we rode south and west around an earthquake in VA, and had a break down, it was only a main breaker and I was able to limp into the H-D dealer and was all fixed up in no time at all and back on the road. We skirted Hurricane Irene to out east while we continued our ride on and off in the pounding rain coming from the west. The weekend of the wedding was beautiful as the hurricane was past NC and still heading to as it turned out, my neck of the woods.
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Post by: chappy on September 07, 2011, 09:12:40 PM
We rode into hot hot heat and very high humidity for the next several days as we rode around the southland. When we headed back northward we got into heavy rain again. You know the kind, stay dry from the rain but sweat like the dickens under the raingear. Either way your wet, the rain brings on a chill to the bones, so the raingear is maybe better on the long haul, but the wet under the raingear smells soooo bad. Lol We got onto the Blue Ridge Parkway at mile marker 200 or so and rode in some of the thickest fog I’ve even been in on two wheels for about 30 miles to end of the BRP at Afton, VA, then we rode down to Waynesboro for the night.



The next morning we rode back up to Afton and got on the Skyline Drive for a nice ride to Big Meadow. That’s about half way to the north end of the Skyline at Front Royal, VA. At Big Meadow we stopped for a bite to eat and as we left the fog rolled in again just as bad as the day before. I took the Luray exit and rode down to Rte 340 (I think) and made our way to Winchester, VA and replaced the worn out rear sneaker, good thing too, because as ya’ll know the bike can get pretty squirelly in the rain with no reartread and back into some more heavy rain. Made up for some time on the I-81 superslab and headed north towards Syracuse, NY, but I was loosing the chance of a longer day as the sun went down, got a room a little south of Scranton, PA. Next morning, wouldn’t you know, we got to leave in the rain again, but to my amazment it stopped raining and off came the raingear.



We stopped and had lunch in Syracuse and visited for a while then back on the road (more on the visit below) We got on I-90 and headed east but only got about 50 miles and the biggest baddest blackest nastiest sky ahead. We pulled off as the weather band was stateing that there was tornado warnings with heavy rain hail and flash floods. One tornado started to come down and befor it could touch down it got sucked up. That was in Utica, NY. Aboutn 20 miles ahead one of the three tornados did touch down and crossed I-90, we saw the damage the next day.
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Post by: chappy on September 07, 2011, 09:13:38 PM
We then rode in the rain to Bennington, VT thinking I would go the way hame I’ve done so many times before, but it was not to be, the road was closed because of Hurricane Irene. We headed north on VT Rte 7 and every road east was closed because the bridges were washed away by the flash floods caused by the heavy rain from Irene. Got as far as Rutland, VT wet and cold and decided that the last leg of the ride would be in the day and not a raining night. We weren’t sure if we would have to go all the way to Burlington, VT to head back south to get across the state of Vermont.



The next day, yesterday we were able to finally wiggle our way over the mountains and trough the woods and got home with daylight to burn, so we hopped in the van and drove to get our boxer an hour away. Never guess what I did when I got home from that. Yupper, it was lights out and night night fo me. Fact is I took a nap this afternoon too. Lo I’m still beat, Sue too.



Now, after all that weather excitement, believe it or not, as I was ready to pull ahead to pay my NY Toll to get off I-90, (and I was next to pay too) we got rear ended. I almost lost the bike to the sudden and unexpected 4 foot push. I’m glad the guy ahead of me took off in a timely fashion or I would have been pushed into him. Turns out the Toll woman saw the whole thing and called the NY State Police. He was there in about a half an hour. Pretty quick for a labor day weekend. The 17 year old girl that hit me was driving a Hummve, man I’m glad she knew where the brake was because she could have drove over me like a small speed bump. I dropped the kickstand and walked back and asked her if she knew she hit me, she was crying and said she knew, she kept saying I’m sorry. Well sorry won’t due. Turns out she only had a learning permit and was alone in the Hummer and wasn’t even supposed to be on the hy-way. The Trooper said why don’t you just exchange info, I said, I’m from out of state and she doen’t have a proper licence so I’d like to have an accident report. After talking to my Ins provider today, I did the right thing. Looks like my little trailer is totaled and she doesn’t follow the leader very well anymore either. The hitch on the bike got pushed forward but the tire still cleared. Good news is, nobody got hurt and I was able to ride the tuna boat with the barge all the way home.
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Post by: chappy on September 07, 2011, 09:14:24 PM
We left the Iron Horse Motortcycle Resort in NC and rode to Chattenooga, TN to have lunch and visit with fellow member JohnTN of HDForums. We met up at Thunder Creek H-D and after lunch we rode together for maybe 30 or 40 miles as I headed to Savannah, GA. John and us parted ways on the roll with a thumbs up and a wave as he took an exit to head back to his home and we kept onward. It was good to see you again my friend.



While in Savannah I woke up pretty sick one morning, heat, humidity, tired or raod food, not sure, but pretty sick. So breakfast with Dave, Carol and Amanda was canceled. We were going to try to make it for supper but, as it would go Sue then got sick as I started to feel better. Needless to say supper was canceled also. We did get to visit and see the new store. I’m glad we got to see you guys and hope to do it again. The sooner the better.



We got back on the road that next morning and headed for John’s Island, SC to have lunch with fellow CVO member MikeyT at Gilligan’s Seafood. We sat and visited for about 3 hours and off onto a raod that had a canopy of live oaks with spanish moss hanging. From there we took the slow roads to I-77 to pick up the Blue Ridge Parkway. Sorry we didn’t get to see Suzi too, but we’re so glad we got to see you Mike, till next time be well my friend.



We stopped by the home of fellow CVO member GH and his wife Rocky. She made us a wonderful lunch and we had a great visit. They asked us a dozen times to stay the night night, but you know me, got to be on the move, especially the closer I get to home. So we headed out. As mentioned above we only got about 40 or 50 miles to Utica, NY. What should have been a 6 hour or so ride home from Howie’s turned into a two day plus ride. Vermont really got hit hard. There are still folks without bridges and power or phone lines and such. Killington, VT right next to Rutland where we stayed the last night on the road is still getting airlift supplies. It looks like the weather is really bad in the south parts where we were, we hope all you guys are high and dry.
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Post by: chappy on September 07, 2011, 09:16:14 PM
I’m sure I forgot most of what happened on this roadtrip for right now, but it will all come back to me as I sit around the campfire with others as we talk about our 2 wheeled adventures.



We’re so glad we got to see all you guys and as always, time went by way to fast.

Till next time



The best ride for my dime

has a low shoulder

to no shoulder

no painted line

Just biding my time

This road is mine



Warmest regards

Sam aka chappy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 07, 2011, 10:37:13 PM
Sam,
Glad to hear you and Sue made it home safely. I guess with all the rain you rode thru, you won't need to wash our bike for a while. ::)
Looking forward to sitting by the fire and swapping stories real soon. Until then you and Sue take care.
God Bless my Friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: spydglide on September 08, 2011, 07:33:48 AM
Dang, Chappy, you made that ride into a weather-adventure.  Some of 'em are like that, and some just the opposite.  But they're all good.  Sorry 'bout the accident, but amazing that you managed to keep the scooter up and great that no one was hurt.  Rest up and make the trip to MV if ya can.  Ride safe.  spyder
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on September 08, 2011, 09:22:35 AM
Glad to see you finally made it home my friend. It was a real pleasure to see you & Sue. I think you had someone sitting on your shoulder on this ride for sure. Amazing that you were rear ended by a Hummer and walked away unscathed.

Rest up ... we're looking forward to putting together a ride to MV with ya!!!

Howie
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Post by: chappy on September 08, 2011, 12:33:10 PM
That's funny, and after all those miles I thought is was Sue telling me to slow down.  lol
talk later
Sam

Glad to see you finally made it home my friend. It was a real pleasure to see you & Sue. I think you had someone sitting on your shoulder on this ride for sure. Amazing that you were rear ended by a Hummer and walked away unscathed.

Rest up ... we're looking forward to putting together a ride to MV with ya!!!

Howie
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Post by: JR on September 08, 2011, 02:36:45 PM
Hey Chappy! :drink:

Praise God that you made it home safe! I know His angles are with you and Sue! I pray I am able to make it to MV and would be looking forward to seeing you both. Get rest and know you are loved brother! God Bless.... :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MAT on September 08, 2011, 08:44:41 PM
Hi Sam,

 I'm glad your trip went good for you, except all those wet road miles and the accident. Glad you both came back in one piece.

Mike
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Post by: chappy on September 10, 2011, 10:46:21 PM
Wow where to start, as you know I had my oncology appointment yesterday. My regular Doc wasn't there so I had a fill-in Dr.

She did all the regular things, blood work and a bodily and verbal once over. And to my surprise I was wrong to think that I got all the info when I got the phone call with bad news from my Onc Dr.  As it turns out, I only got a scratching on the surface of bad news. Here goes, not only had my cancer worked itself into my lungs and it now was working it's way out of my lungs as the phone call reveled a couple of weeks ago and prompted my roadtrip, but,, yesterday I found out that my cancer has traveled to and entered my heart in one place as well as wrapped itself around my aorta and cava vena (sp). The aorta and cava vena are the two biggest arteries or veins that go into or out of my heart. Biology was not my strong suit. lol  The cancer has also worked it's way out of my chest and has become a large lump under my right breast muscle. Now this explains the, what I would call, the extra pain. ouch, I mean ouch even! Do you remember Snagglepus as in "exit, stage right" well, this adventure reminds me of the old cartoon days in many ways. Some are funnier than other. The parting words from the chemo room was, Do you need any pain pills? Maybe so! Their not a cure but they do take the edge off a bit.

 

The Dr visit ended pretty much just a few minutes after the Doc asked me if I wanted to start Sutent today (yesterday). Well with all the negative side effects I said "NO!!" I've been buzy on the computer and I don't think I want to have those types of side effect from a pill that I would take for the rest of my life. I choose to take another route. But as I think what route that might be, I think I need another roadtrip. The question is can I do it? I'm still beat from the 12 day trip that Sue and I just got back from. It was of the most exciting road adventure and I'd say weather wise I don't think it could me matched in severity and or duration, so it might could be a piece of cake and after all I do have a sweet tooth and all. No trailer to pull behind the bike this time unless I use up some duct tape and of course a few good ole Band Aid bandages.

 

I'll let you all know what's up in the next week or so

for now, be well my friends

and thanks for your unending support as I fight on

your friend to the end

Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 10, 2011, 11:49:10 PM
Sam,
Do what is best for you and your well being. I know the battle is long and taxing on you and Sue, but I also know it is not in your nature to give up. Prayer and friendship is all I can offer and you have them both. If another road trip is in the cards, we would love to share it with you in MV. If not we understand.
I am proud to be your friend and think of  you and Sue as family.
God Bless My Friend and Happy Trails,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on September 10, 2011, 11:56:16 PM
Sorry for the bad news Sam.  You continue to be in my prayers.

DJ
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 11, 2011, 12:17:08 AM
Thank you my friends

for now, it's off to bed

sweat dreams of fine machines
your friend
Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 11, 2011, 12:24:04 AM
Sam,
    I truly admire you and your will power, while reading your trip report I was amazed at what you and Sue had to go through with all the weather,etc..., Just my two cents, but I think you should do everything you possible can and I will pray for great weather to make things a little easier for you.
 I will remember you and your fight the rest of my life. Know that I will continue to pray for you and yours.

  God bless you Sam,  Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on September 11, 2011, 07:44:40 AM
Thanks for the update Sam.  Not what we want to hear, but we're pulling for you.  Prayers sent your way.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on September 11, 2011, 10:56:55 AM
Sam, I know your Faith has carried you this far and will continue to cover you and Sue in the days ahead. I prayed that God continues to wrap His loving arms around you and your entire family. You have touched my life and I praise God for allowing our paths to cross. Know that you are loved and there is no greater love than God's love! I know you have inspired many on this site and I'm sure anyone who has had the pleasure of meeting you or talk with you. We are all uniquely different and when God made you He threw something extra special in. You are a Blessed man and I think you know what I'm talking about! This morning as I read this thread the lord brought Psalm 103 to my heart.

NKJV Psalm 103

1 A Psalm of David. Bless the Lord, O my soul; And all that is within me, bless His holy name! 2 Bless the Lord, O my soul, And forget not all His benefits: 3 Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases, 4 Who redeems your life from destruction, Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies, 5 Who satisfies your mouth with good things, So that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. 6 The Lord executes righteousness And justice for all who are oppressed. 7 He made known His ways to Moses, His acts to the children of Israel. 8 The Lord is merciful and gracious, Slow to anger, and abounding in mercy. 9 He will not always strive with us, Nor will He keep His anger forever. 10 He has not dealt with us according to our sins, Nor punished us according to our iniquities. 11 For as the heavens are high above the earth, So great is His mercy toward those who fear Him; 12 As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us. 13 As a father pities his children, So the Lord pities those who fear Him. 14 For He knows our frame; He remembers that we are dust. 15 As for man, his days are like grass; As a flower of the field, so he flourishes. 16 For the wind passes over it, and it is gone, And its place remembers it no more.  17 But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting On those who fear Him, And His righteousness to children's children, 18 To such as keep His covenant, And to those who remember His commandments to do them. 19 The Lord has established His throne in heaven, And His kingdom rules over all. 20 Bless the Lord, you His angels, Who excel in strength, who do His word, Heeding the voice of His word. 21 Bless the Lord, all you His hosts, You ministers of His, who do His pleasure. 22 Bless the Lord, all His works, In all places of His dominion. Bless the Lord, O my soul!

Love you man! God Be With You... ALWAYS!!! :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on September 11, 2011, 11:57:31 AM
Sam,

Thanks for the update, do what you feel is best for you, I know I would.  Glad you and Sue were not made into road kill by the Hummer, could have been a terrible accident.  All I can say is the prayers continue brother.

God Bless you and your family

Jim
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 11, 2011, 12:11:27 PM
Hi to all that have posted and contected me Thanks for all your continues support, thoughts and prayers.
They mean so much to me, that words just can't touch the level of strength and the benefit I recieve from you efforts. Thanks again!!

I like the 103rd chapter and especially the the 12th Vs "12 As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us"
What's so cool, we're taught that the population had thought the world to have been flat back then, however, it wasn't scripture that taught that falsehood. Now think about this, if the scripture had said, "As far as the north is from the south" it would have a a terrible short coming as we can easily prove with a photo of our blue planet from space. If you travel north at an exact point in your travel without a change in your course you will start a new heading of south. North and south have an end, a defined limit, but "As far is east is from the west" doesn't have a limit. If you head west on earth you can go west for all eternity and never reach it's end. If mere man had reasoned the writting of this Psalm the reference to opposeing directions would have had no real meaning, especially if the thought was that if you go far enough you'd fall off the world. lol That kind of endless forgiveness is good news, the best of news for me, you and whomsoever. Thanks for the reminder!

Have a great day my friends
and thanks again to all for your continued support
your friend
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: cuzen on September 11, 2011, 10:48:21 PM
Sam,
I'm so sorry to hear that a fellow Vet is down. My prayers are with you and your family.
Cuz
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on September 14, 2011, 08:22:18 PM
Hi Sam      Your faith and attitude toward life never ceases to amaze me.  I am reminded of The Book of Job when I think about what you have endured to this point and forsee many great things in your future.  I am so pleased that we will get an opportunity to meet again soon in MV and look forward to meeting Sue as well.  As allways we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 16, 2011, 10:52:07 AM
Hi Marty, and all,

LOL, I fall far short of any chance to be maessured with Job, but I do get strength for reading that and many other parts of scripture. Job sure was a cut above the rest. I have run into some friends (not) that expressed the same type of negitive notions. I just let them go, although some are easier to let go than others. LOL  What's really hard for me is the deaths of folks that have become my shipmates on this cruze to distruction. Just lost 2 more, Jill, last week and David this past Tuesday. It was clear that Jill was very sick, but I can say that David to me looked to be in the fight for a while. However, that's not how it folded out.

Last year I had a very had day trying to sory out why her and not me. A friend with cancer named Linda had cancer, we both ended up in the hospital at the same time, different hospitals but we kept up on each others reports and wished each other wishes of wellness often. This hospital visit was so different, I went home after a week of so and Linda died during the same time frame. Life is short, you've got to grab it with both hand and hang on, because Life is really not a friend and certainly not our best friend, life will leave you high and dry in many cases without even a moments notice. So hold on tight my friends as tight as you can and your chances maybe get better, but my hopes for all of you are that you live long and proper and one day you can finally sit in a rocking chair on a porch and see and hear the harley ride by and by doing so your head will be re-filled with all the wonder expiriences you have had on two wheels.

And as usual it is great to hear from you Marty and so many of the other and we too are looking forward to the time we will all have to be together once again at Maggie Valley and the beautiful surrounding area. I am excited to have Sue meet you all. She will then know why I brag about the friends I have made here with CVO at the purpose, but it is the excitement of the road on two wheels that bring us together and the open heart and willingness that we all share especially for the like minded folks. We all have been raised and grew up with close folks around and some are very close still, but it is some kink of special gift that we were born in a time where we could meet folks from all over. What a blessing and now we are comeing together again to get the reward that comes only to the truest of friends.

I can't wait to see to again my friends and I can't wait to have my wife to meet you ya'll.
And as stated above, I am looking forward to showing in living color the beuty of the Blueridge Mountains.
I hope this special ride south, for sights, sounds, smells of all the people and the beuty of the Mountains (LOL)  I hope it all eches a memory in her heart and mind as it does for me. I'm telling you sometimes I could sware that this runs through my viens. It would be a very wealthy person that could put it in an IV bag to give instead of chemo. My bet, it would bring a smile and a happy heart and probably the cancer would have no room left in the host. Come to think of it I hate being reffered to as the Host. That's just wrong.
anyway, see you all soon. We'll
pull anchor here Sat morn with temps around the low 40's and meet up with some along the way (PA and VA) and plan to explore the many choices of roads for the slow ride and all pull into MV on Wednesday sometime.
till then
Have a safe and enjoyable ride to MV too
your friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 16, 2011, 12:17:30 PM
Sam,
Ya'll take special care on the road down to Maggie Valley, hear!
Don't run off and leave GH and Rocky in your dust. Susie and I are heading out Wednesday morning and will see ya'll that afternoon when you get there.
Happy Trails and God Bless my Friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 16, 2011, 11:07:55 PM
Sam,
Ya'll take special care on the road down to Maggie Valley, hear!
Don't run off and leave GH and Rocky in your dust. Susie and I are heading out Wednesday morning and will see ya'll that afternoon when you get there.
Happy Trails and God Bless my Friend,
Mike
 :drink:

Hi Mike,
we're off in the morning for a slow ride to MV.
See on Wednesday my friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on September 28, 2011, 12:56:06 PM
Howdy Folks,
It's been a great re-trip! Nothing like a flashback  lol  We have riden many of the same roads that we had just got home fromm just 3 weeks aga or so.  lol  I have a bad case of roadtrip brain melt. But I like it like that!!
I just tried to get a "HOG member on the road" quick oil change at the Savannah H-D, but not today. I can't hand around for two weeks, so a friend just north of the border in SC is going to let me use his bike lift and do the change there. Like I say over and over, I am a blessed man.

I got to see my brother for pizza last night and met up with my sister for breakfast this morning. Sue and I are now waiting for the dirty stinking threads that are in the dry cycle of a more refreshed look feel and smell. lol  Yesterday we hit rain, heavy rain, I mean heavy heavy rain. In places on I 75 and I 16 there was more than 3 inches of standing water. The fun started when we hit it, yahooooo. We'd get out of it just to get rigth back into it. Thunder and lightening was on the menu too. So all that rain talk to say, that's whee most of the smelly chothes came from. The choice was rain and chill to the bone or rain gear and stink to high heaven. Stink won, I mean stink won big time.

So much to say, but brain melt will be the main course till we get home and sort out the latest and greatest newest memories of this roadtrip. I wish it could be longer, but, the things to do and places to be list all have the home 20 attached to them. I'm looking forward to home cooked meals and seeing the grandboys and of course my boxer Radar.

I regret not seeing so many of my friends and hope to on the next go round. And we're so glad we were able to see so many of are friends and even meet new friends. One of the coolest things about our biking life style and willingness to be part of our cyber riding group is finally putting a hand shake or a hug to the person in person that has been such wonderful friends that seen to know when to send an encourageing word to me right at the perfect time. Angain goes out my warmest and most sincere heart felt thanks to the best friends a man could ever hope for.

be well my friends
your friend
Sam  aka  chappy  and Sue  aka  Miss Daisy

ps  the old tuna boat turns 100K on the OD by the time we get home (another check mark on the bucket list) now I'm working on OD to read 150K
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 28, 2011, 01:39:25 PM
That all sounds great Sam, so glad you and Sue are out on road so much lately, with winter and cold right around your corner you will be content you did also.
 Make it a safe trip the rest of the way and give us a good report.

     Till then, God bless you 2,  Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on September 28, 2011, 02:01:17 PM
Ride safe on the return trip, Chappy.  :) spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on September 28, 2011, 02:49:17 PM
Sam called a little while ago. They are fine and starting the homeward leg in the morning.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on September 28, 2011, 06:41:54 PM
Sam called a little while ago. They are fine and starting the homeward leg in the morning.
Mike
 :drink:


Thanks Mike    :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: porthole on September 28, 2011, 10:07:20 PM
Hey Sam - good visit in MV this past weekend. We are still on the road, I'll be heading north most likely tomorrow. Which way you guys heading up and when do you think you will be on the road - and where?
Good chance we may be on 81.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: 1sharprdkg on September 29, 2011, 09:39:01 PM
Sam, it was really nice meeting you in MV. Have a safe trip the rest of the way home.     


Sharp
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 02, 2011, 05:44:24 PM
Howdy Folks,

Sue and I are home, safe and sound, well safe any way, not sure about the sound part. We are some tired. I think the cold and wet helped keep me awake during the last couple days of the ride.

Thanks for all the thoughts and well wishes. Sue and I are finally home. We got here around 12:30-1:00 today. I got the stuff in the house and laid my head down and out I went. I think I woke myself up a few times with my snoring. I woke up just a little bit ago and am going to have me a bite to eat now.
We had a great time on the re-trip of the southland loop. It was so good to see so many of you and ride some miles with other also. I wish Sue and I could have seen more of you and spent more time visiting, but as you all know well, the clock waits for no man. And don't the time fly. I don't have any details, other than I am a blessed man. That's what the owner at the Travalowes Motel told me when I went to square up. I don't know who to thank for covering my room in MV, but the Owner told me part of the deal was is that he not tell me who was behind it. So, thanks to you who did such a wonderful thing for Sue and I.
I didn't look much at a computer on the way home so sorry for the delayed reply. Hey Porthole, sorry we didn't meet up on I-81. I don't think we could have been much more than one long day of riding apart. I look forward to riding with you all again. It's only 360 days or so til the next MV gathering.
Well I'm going to crash again and when I get my thoughts in order I'll write back with a review of the road trips. Funny, they were both very simalar and in my mind they both may become one trip but that's OK too. I think they total somewhere around 25 days. This trip was just over 4k and I figur last one was around 3k. But, without all of you, it would have been just so many miles, you guys maid it a roadtrip to remember.
more to come later
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 02, 2011, 07:13:40 PM
Sam,
Glad you and Sue made it home safe and sound.
Enjoyed our visit and look forward to the net one.
God Bless My Friend.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on October 02, 2011, 10:43:27 PM
Glad you made it home safe, sleep well my friend.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 03, 2011, 03:45:36 PM
Howdy Mike and Chains,
It was such a great time to see you guys and so many more also.
I knew I'd see Mike and Suzi, but Chains, well, I didn't see the Mrs with you but it was certainly a pleasure to see you, please give my best to the better half and hope to see you both on the next get togeather.
sincerely
Sam  aka  chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 04, 2011, 07:02:45 PM
Thanks Eagle Riders, You know how you are, and amazingly, there are way to many to name here. Truth is, I don't feel alone on my rides either. I know, I know, Sue was with me, but, truthfully, I feel as though others are with me. The many prayers for Sue and I have brought so many of you guys right in the riding lane with me. And that brings a smile to my face. I took the total miles (just under 8000 miles) of the back to back roadtrips and the total days on the road (26 days) out of 36 days. I was home for about 10 days before Sue and I headed out again. Anyway, I went to yahoo maps and ploted out just under the mileage we had and came up with a different look at roughly the same miles. Here goes, Starting at home in Sunapee, NH then south to Jacksonville, FL then west to San Diego, CA then north to Seattle, WA and east home to Sunapee, NH. That mileage total is 7816.4 miles and that's still about 200 miles less than we rode between the back to back roadtrips. Not bad for a couple of tired folks on a tired 2003 Ultra. lol

The temps ranged from low 30s to over 100 degrees F. Didn't get snowed on but it was mighty close to me in the highlands of NC, TN and W.VA. Yup, it snowed there just a day behind me being there while I was on my way back to the rain and cold of the northeast. Burrr and wet and had a steady wind from the north. All what you have heard about the north winds is true, yupper "cold". The first loop south was a ride to remember, the earthquake in VA, skirting the Hurricane Irean to the east and the wind and rain from the west as we headed south. We crossed equal latitude with Irean in the NC area and the heat and humidity went skyhigh. We headed more south into GA and made it to Savannah and more heat and humidity. Rode north and caught up with the rain of Irean and had 3 tornados hit ahead of us as we headed east on I-90 through NY state right into the flood damage of Irean in VT espeacially but in NH too and had to become very creative to find our way home over the hump of the Vt mountains on some back roads. Finally made it home and decided to do it all again while hopeing for better weather. No earthquakes or tornados, but the rain was pounding at times and the wind was pretty strong too. At times I could only navigate by the tail lights ahead and a little faith that the car ahead of me at least had wipers to clear the windshield and could see better than me because I couldn't even see the road at times. lol. Here I am so my plan worked. lol I was able to ride with some of the best friends anyone could hope for and got to visit with the same for days on end. Life is good. Other than some talk from time to time about my cancer and the pain that has become a daily routine for me while I fight this beast, I nearly forgot about the cancer all together. And after all, roadtrips by design are made to help clear the cobbwebbs of the mind, body and soul and bring back the smile that is so often ripped from our face when life comes at us fast. But, fast back at it, can reverse the negitive effect and force a smile on the face of the enemy. So I'm left to say to cancer, "SO THERE!!!" lol I'm still putting my thoughts together for the next write, again soon.
Thanks to all of you that helped me realize the life that is in me!
I need that kick in the butt from time to time.
Keep looking up ^ that's where the answers are!
your friend
Sam aka chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on October 04, 2011, 08:38:53 PM
Great couple of rides Sam & Sue.  So glad to get to meet up at MV and share awhile together.  Thanks ole friend.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on October 04, 2011, 09:16:18 PM
Man Sam, you sure did lay the miles down, how great is that.  Glad I finally got to meet Sue and it was super to see you again.  Terri said hello, she had just gotten back from a 10 day visit in Ohio the morning before I came to MV.  She is truly sorry she did not get to meet Sue.  Will see you again my friend, get some rest and get ready to ride on those nice days if you have them in your neck of the woods this time of year.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 04, 2011, 09:18:40 PM
Hi Spyder,
Yup, we are and have been some rough roads in life, but the good news is we have shared some park benches in the shade too.
Fond stories we told!
Fond memories we hold!
be well my friend
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 04, 2011, 09:26:35 PM
Hi Chains,
It was great to see you again too. Thanks for making it happen but also sorry Terri didn't make it with you. I know Sue would have enjoyed meeting her. Please tell her I said Hi.
We've got a week or so of Indian Summer starting soon, I hope. We're expecting the 80's. It will confuss the trees and their leaves but the next cold snap will cause the leave to drop quickly. We've got to pick our days and distance to ride carefully after that because the roads get black ice after the sun goes down. Can make for a slippery ride into the corners. Then sadly it's snow, ice and cold again for wjat feels like years. I say bah humbug to winter, let's ride, yah riding is what I like lol  Some say skiing is like biking although the only thing that I see the same is that it hurts to fall down lol.
Till next time Chains be well my friend
Sam

Man Sam, you sure did lay the miles down, how great is that.  Glad I finally got to meet Sue and it was super to see you again.  Terri said hello, she had just gotten back from a 10 day visit in Ohio the morning before I came to MV.  She is truly sorry she did not get to meet Sue.  Will see you again my friend, get some rest and get ready to ride on those nice days if you have them in your neck of the woods this time of year.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on October 04, 2011, 10:09:07 PM
Hey Sam! It is remarkable to see where you went knowing the journey your on! I gotta tell you what an inspiration you have been to me. I was so sad I couldn't make it to MV to meet you and your lovely wife Sue! I did enjoy seeing the pictures of you two and looked like you were have a ball. Good for you. It is a privilege to be able to lift you and Sue up to the throne of Grace. I believe it was and is God's grace that has seen you through that journey and will see you through the journeys ahead. Psalm 118 in your signature is awesome! I do give thanks to the Lord for He is good; His love endures FOREVER! What a great psalm! When I read it again, it seemed like it was written for you! I love to use vs24, "This is the day the Lord has made; Let us rejoice and be glad in it".

Sam, I praise God for allowing our paths to cross. You are a special man and I look forward to meeting you face to face. Until then know that you are loved and prayed for. God Bless my friend!

 :bananarock:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 04, 2011, 10:26:21 PM
Sam, I am so glad for what Sue and you have just accomplished, being out on the bike like a couple freebirds, It's all Gods will so God bless you both and keep that attitude.


   :2vrolijk_21:       Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 05, 2011, 12:42:08 AM
Well my friend, it was great seeing you and Sue again and Susie really enjoyed meeting and spending time with both of you. She is looking forward to hooking up and visiting again.
I knew you had ridden a good distance but didn't realize exactly how many miles the two of covered. Howie told me if it had been just the two of you riding back from Maggie Valley you would most likely not be home until November. I can understand that as the road keeps on going and going. I am glad you are home safe and sound. I know a lot of people have been waiting to hear that you made it home and were praying for your safe travel, including me.
Rest up and start planning the next trip and maybe we can meet up on the road for some miles and smiles.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on October 24, 2011, 06:25:38 AM
Good Morning Sam  :)  I am just getting ready for work and was checking the site, My thoughts turned to you once again and more prayers are sent your way.  We haven't heard much from you since your wonderful road trip and I am hoping that is because you are just relaxing and enjoying the memory of the ride. 

In our thoughts and Prayers as always

Marty & Diane 
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on October 24, 2011, 04:49:05 PM
Good Morning Sam  :)  I am just getting ready for work and was checking the site, My thoughts turned to you once again and more prayers are sent your way.  We haven't heard much from you since your wonderful road trip and I am hoping that is because you are just relaxing and enjoying the memory of the ride. 

In our thoughts and Prayers as always

Marty & Diane 
  X2 Jim & Terri
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 24, 2011, 09:02:56 PM
Thanks Marty, Diane, Jim and Terri,

Yup sorry, I've been a little on the silent side lately.

We got home and your right, we just got into the relaxing and remembering the highlights and the not so highlights of the back to back roadtrip that, honestly, I didn't think I could do it. But, here we are now nearing the end of October. It's a burr and an half already, the leaves are nearly all on the ground now. I plan to do one more ride the mower over theleaves before my craftsman ride-on mower transforms into a snowthrower. I really don't look foward to the snow but, that's what I have to expect in NH from late October to early May with December to March being the coldest and most snowy months of the bunch.

I've had a very hard time getting back into the routine of the Veterans Hospital visits. A new Doc I've been seeing now is a foot Doctor (podiatrist) to care for my two big toes. It seems that I can't reach my feet as good as I used to. lol  no joke, lol. So as it turns out this poor young lady has to grab my feet, one at at time and dig out the ingrown toenails. I used to do it when needed, but, like I said, I can't reach my feet any more. But my failing eyesight must have something to do with the loss of my toenail snipping skills. The old diabetes makes me a High Risk Foot Patient. Can you believe that, with all I can have go to a high risk, it's my big toes. Anyway, I told her I never use a shot of lidicain, so as she held my foot, I told her again, I don't need no stinking lidicain. WOW!! Maybe I'll have a shot or two next time. As she dug into my toe I think I felt that tool bump a few of my teeth. Man, did that hurt. I believe I'm more gentle with me then her. LOL

The cancer survivor group that I went to is over for me. I'd rather be with folks that enjoy the open roads and refer to twisties as threapy than a bunch of men that seem content with the meet and greet introduction that goes clockwise around the table in the same order that it did the week before. Again, I'd rather be sitting on a set above two wheels than a seat thea stays still on four legs. At least they could pipe in the sunds of a harley and maybe the smell of a little oil burning. The good news is I'm going into my third winter since my thymictomy surgery in Boston on Novmber 12th, 2009. Hard to believe it, I am now almost a full month on the plus side of the projected death date. Time flies, bucketlist gets low to no, so I put more stuff on the bucketlist. Anyway, this is also my first winter of three that I will not have to endure chemo therapy. So, I'm going to move my furniture around in my living room. I'm putting my recliner in the corner on the other end of the room and I'll have a veiw of the universe. I think watching the leaves fall off the same trees for three autumns in a row, now I'm goint to see the winter and the coming spring from a new prospective. I think the new vantage points me in about a South by Southeast direction.

Well, so long for now my friends and as always thanks for yourthoughts and prayer and it's my hope that all is well with you and yours.
your friend in Sunappe
Sam   aka   chappy
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Post by: Black Diamond on October 25, 2011, 08:20:17 AM
Chappy

Let me know when you need more theapy on some twisties. I'm always up for that!

JW
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 25, 2011, 10:53:03 AM
Sam,
Good to see your on site. Hopefully you will be snow deprived this year and the snowblower will have cobwebs on it this year. LOL. Remember, when the need too ride is overpowering this winter, you and Sue can always come south to visit us. I do have a spare bike at your disposal. Soooo what's your excuse?
Love to you and Sue from Susie and me.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 25, 2011, 04:50:21 PM
Sam,
Good to see your on site. Hopefully you will be snow deprived this year and the snowblower will have cobwebs on it this year. LOL. Remember, when the need too ride is overpowering this winter, you and Sue can always come south to visit us. I do have a spare bike at your disposal. Soooo what's your excuse?Love to you and Sue from Susie and me.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:

See ya tomorrow!!!!
Yah, just kidding my friend, but what a caring offer, Man Mike, your the best.
Til Later
your friend

Sam  &  Sue
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Post by: Chains on October 25, 2011, 07:47:52 PM
See ya tomorrow!!!!
Yah, just kidding my friend, but what a caring offer, Man Mike, your the best.
Til Later
your friend

Sam  &  Sue
Sam, I have a spare as well, as long as you don't mind riding a bike Jennifer Anniston used to ride on.

Take care my friend and watch the diabetes, it attacks the feet first.







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Post by: 1sharprdkg on October 25, 2011, 09:13:13 PM
Sam, come to Tennessee if you need a break from the snow and we have an extra bike also.    See you soon, Arland and Vickie
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 26, 2011, 12:30:01 AM
Wow, what a bunch of friends I have. Now really, who if anyone could stack up list of better friends than I have?

Thanks Chains, my feet are my last and most distant outpost and now are also on my priority list. I'm lucky to have a new Doc that is willing to grab ahold of those stinky things. lol

I have had Doc's write the strangest things into my permanent medical file through the years but for the first time I have written a formal complaint that will now be a permanent fixture in a Doctors folder. I guess it doesn't happen very often at the Veterans Hospital because of the reaction of those concerned. Funny, but I don't think I'll be welcomed back to the Cancer Survivor Group anytime soon. Wow, maybe I'll make public the letter I wrote and hand delivered to eight different offices at the VA Hospital. I plan to mail more out to those connected to the ethical care of Veterans with cancer including to the level of Washington DC. Somethings just aren't right and nobody should bully a room full of Veterans seeking support while they fight cancer. I stood against the bully and the facilitator still did nothing to stop the bully. So, I stopped him, he left the room in a typical bully fashion, "as a coward". But, my complaint stems to the root of the problem. That being but not limited to the facilitator rewarding the Jr High School childish behavior of the bully. I saw that Veterans of various ages were sitting in the room looking at the floor or table top in what seemed a certain amount of glee as though being thankful that the bully wasn't attacking them. Man, you'd just have to see it for yourself to believe it. I saw a couple of older Vet shake during the outburst of the bully while they peeked in vain toward the leadership to put an end to such behavior.

When it was clear that the facilitator didn't have a backbone I stepped in. I don't care if somebody has cancer or not, there's no justification for being a bully in any group. It also became very clear that the bully hadn't had anybody stand up to him in a long time maybe never. But I just couldn't stand by, I figure that I'm part of the solution or I'm put of the problem. So, I stopped a bully in his tracks and aim to bring a shineing light on the lack of leadership in the Cancer Survivor Group.

To my surprize, I also found out that the Veterans Hospital has a two tier system for Veterans support groups and that became another point in my complaint. There is only one cancer support group at the hospital and as it turns out, it's not open to Veterans with cancer. But only Veterans with cancer that are invited by the, get this, "The facilitator that doesn't have a backbone". Well, I guess he didn't study my Medical file closely enough, because he failed to see that I'm not one to play by the rulebook that he secretly had over the other Veterans in the room. When I asked him if he had a secret handshake too, he realized I wasn't fooling around, I want answers why he could search the Med records of Veterans to pick and choose who could or would be in his closed and secret group. Again, all this while there isn't even offered a cancer support group that is open to Veterans with cancer, just a Government funded closed secret group called Cancer Survivor Group. I think it could be better explained as a group with the closed goal to see who with cancer can survive that group. Amazing

your friend
Sam  aka  chappy   
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on October 26, 2011, 06:54:02 AM
This "Group" is not just dealing with a Veteran-Cancer Survivor... They are dealing with a "Biker-Veteran-Cancer Survivor  :2vrolijk_21:  There are some things in life that can only be understood, or as I like to say "Rationalized" by people who ride on two wheels.  Sam, once again you have proven this theory to me, by taking on the challanges of "the little guy" and trying to make it right. :2vrolijk_21:  You never seem to stop inspiring me in the process of your daily life, and for that I could never thank you enough.  Go get'em Chappy :nervous: :nervous:

God Bless   Sam

Marty
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 26, 2011, 09:33:22 AM
Way to go Sam, kick azz and take names! I can see it now, Sam's support group for all people and put me down as your first member.
Love ya brother and God Bless,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hogasm on October 26, 2011, 07:27:05 PM
Sam, Kathy and I just went back to Luray and went to the Skyline Caverns. Took some pictures and when we got home and started looking at the pics we found the ones of our last trip with you, Sue, Howie and Rocky. Brought back some great memories. will post some of the pics when I get them sorted out.

keep in touch my friend

Brian and Kathy
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Post by: JR on October 26, 2011, 08:36:30 PM
This doesn't surprise me Sam! Personally I get flamed when I see the lack of everything at the VA hospitals for the ones who served this country! I can't think of anything this government does well, except spend our money! Praise to you for standing up to this bully and writing the letters! Your a good man and I'm sure your actions were warranted. God Bless ya brother, love ya man and Deb and I lift you and Sue up in prayer! By the way, anytime you and Sue would like to fly out to Memphis you have a place to stay and a scooter to ride! Take care...

 :bananarock:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: ccr on October 27, 2011, 06:43:27 AM
Lots of places to stay when you wish to see new vistas.
We have an awesome VA hospital here in Richmond, VA.
An extra bedroom and even and extra scoot too.
If you feel like changing the horizons, you've got lots of choices, I'm just adding to them here.
Come on down if'n ya like.
 :huepfenjump3:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 27, 2011, 08:31:12 AM
Hey Sam, you writting this down? Looks like a road trip in the planning! The best part is the scoots are provided.LOL
Kind of looks like your congregation, support group, family is stepping up and throwing out the gauntlet.
The ball is in your court, as they say.
As always, you and Sue are in our prayers.
Hey Sue!
Love to you both and God Bless,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 27, 2011, 10:22:08 AM

I everyone this is Sue.
These past posts mean more to Sam than you could ever know (including me). This bully thing has bothered Sam in the past but it picked up speed at the Oct. 12 meeting and then came to a climax on Oct. 19. A ridiculous letter from the facilitator of the group came on Saturday the 22. His letter was the most ridiculous display of excuses that you could ever see written by an adult. LOL I have only seen Sam's cork blow to this degree a few times in his life, but he becomes as focused as the alfa wolf, unfortunately there is no pack with him. One thing that concerns him and me is that the problem that Sam is standing against is the secret "group" with its secret "rule book" is not only  allowed and the bad behavior at that group is encouraged and rewarded. Not only Sam but I am concerned about the quality of care he will receive at the VA Hospital now that he put this formal written complaint (11 pages long of details) against the Dr. of that group and the process of such private and secret meetings. What really erks Sam is that this Dr. is using the tool of Pyscho Babble during this group meeting to pick and pluck and gather thoughts, ideas, concerns and real life stories off of Veterans backs while they are literally fighting for there lives against cancer.. Since the facilitating Dr. doesn't have a thought to use from his own head to write another article or a book among the many of the articles and books he has already written on other groups that he has had concerning other diseases.. This one might be titled "The Time I Was A Facilitor In My Cancer Survivor Group".As you can see sorta kinda effected the whole household. As if life doesn't already throw enough curveballs. If anyone is interested I am sure Sam would send you a copy of the official unedited complaint letter.

On another note, I can't believe how much generosity is amongst this group. All the offers for rooms, extra bikes to ride. I only wish we could come down for a visit, or even just Sam. Life has a way of interferring with what we would like to do sometimes. I truly love you guys (all of you). Thank you so much for all your prayers, thoughts and love. I truly believe that the Lord is gathering up all of it and applying it to His good Graces and giving it to Sam and I.

We got some new pictures of the twins picking apples at the orchard, maybe I can get Sam to scan some of them and post them. Our "six" grandsons mean the world to both Sam and I. Surely does add some spice to life when they are all around. lol

Sam is going to ride out to Wisconsin (four wheels) with a friend so he can pick up his bike and bring it back to NH. (our friends bike). And they are going to squeeze this into the fastest rode trip east of the Missisippi starting this Saturday am. Please keep Sam in your prayers, he is already exausted and hasn't even left yet.

Love to all of you,
Sue                                                                                     
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on October 27, 2011, 06:35:07 PM
We'll do Sue!! Praying for you both!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 28, 2011, 07:28:19 PM
Prayers for a safe trip being sent and continued prayers to you and Sam and your family!    Mike
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Post by: spydglide on October 28, 2011, 07:46:23 PM
Prayers sent your way Sue & Sam.  :) spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 29, 2011, 06:46:51 AM
I've got to say it!!
You guys are the best friends a guy could ever hope for.
I only have one friend that tips the list and that's Christ Himself.
Many, many thanks to each and every one of you
chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on October 29, 2011, 09:27:26 AM
Have a great day Sam and Sue!

  Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on October 30, 2011, 12:26:29 PM
Sam,

Hope the snow did not ruin your trip to get your friends bike.  Be careful and have a great time my friend.

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: kb on November 15, 2011, 06:55:17 PM
Hi Sam.  Hope that things are doing well for you and Sue May God bless you.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: TN on November 16, 2011, 08:02:12 AM
Sam,

You and Sue always have a spot here at my place. I got the proper tool for an oil change now.


Hope All Is Well


TN
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on November 30, 2011, 09:26:32 AM
Hey Sam, hope you and Sue had a great Thanksgiving.

Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on November 30, 2011, 09:31:23 PM
Hey Sam and Sue ... Hope all is well, just been thinking of you guys alot.  You had a great season of riding some
wonderful places.  God was with you every step according to your posts.  Tis the season to be thankful and hopeful.
Give my best to one another and enjoy the season for the reason.

BUCKNUT  :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on December 02, 2011, 06:04:06 AM
Howdy Folks,

Sorry I haven't returned posts, PMs or even phone messages to my friends and family at CVO. I've held off so I could give the full scoop on the many reports I've been waiting for from my Doctors.

Oh ya!! I did make it to WI and back, man was I some beat. I went right to bed when I got home and 3 days later or so I woke up to an upper respitory infection.

I had a ct-csan and a bone scan and every kind of blood test and who knows what else they pulled off from the time I got home and Thanksgiving. ( I Hope Everyone Had A Great Thanksgiving!!! ) Sue and I went to my daughters house where she and Shauns wife, Amy made a great dinner. So it was 5 grown-ups and 6 grandboys. I was ready to hit the road and in a little over an hour I was fast asleep in my bed. I sleep all day that Friday and finally goy up on Saturday.

Whoops, back to the doctors report, well, it didn't go so good. Of the many tumors I have growing in my chest cavity 2 of them grew by 50%, one of which is wraped around my hearts aorta valve. Another tumor grew by a third and another one grew by 25%. All the other tumors in my chest remained some what stable with the exception of the tumors that have grown between my ribs and are having a field day between my rib cage and my breast muscle, ouch, lots of pain from there. And just as a bonus, I now have a new tumor. It's in my abdomen and in only 2 months has grown to measure 3 1/2 inches by 4 1/2 inches.

My kidneys have been ruined so the Doctor has a bright idea to give me a chemo that unlike the previous should not harm my kidneys any more. However, this new chemo would most likely harm my liver and my heart. Well, I declined any furhter treatment. Don't get me wronge, I haven't given up or given in, I have just given over!

I've always known that I haven't been in control of this whole situation, or maybe to say in more clearly, It's all been out of my control.

For now I'm going to remain on pain med's. I started my second prescription of a patch I wear for 3 days before I change it. The first cycle for the patch was half the dose as the one I wear now. I don't seem to have any side effects and the pain seems to be a little less than before. So maybe they're onto something.

Anyway, thanks to all of you and I'll write sooner next time
riding with you
Sam


Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on December 02, 2011, 06:54:59 AM
Thanks for the update Sam,  I kind of felt that the next news we would hear from you would not be the kind of news we would like to hear.  That being said, just knowing that your inner peace with the path that Our Maker has set out for you, is once again an inspiration to us all.  I pray that the new meds keep you comfortable as you continue your fight.  God be with you and Sue and Your family for a very Merry Christmas.

Marty & Diane     
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Post by: spydglide on December 02, 2011, 07:48:18 AM
Thanks Sam.......my thoughts & prayers are with you and Sue thru this and so glad to hear from you.  spyder
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Post by: Talon on December 02, 2011, 08:51:15 AM
Sam, only you can know the path that is right for you, my mother in law is going through the same type of thing right now, but she has chosen more chemo and has been very sick from it and her chances are slim that it will do much for her, but that's a decision she has made. I think you have kept a great attitude through all the treatments and mess with the Doctors. I pray for you and Sue every day, keep the faith brother, you and Sue give eachother strength to deal with this.

Craig
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 02, 2011, 10:01:01 AM
Sam,
Thanks for the update. Susie and I think of you and Sue daily. I think of the good visits we had this year and am thankful for our friendship. As you know, if you just want to talk, my phone is on 24/7.
We continue praying for ya'll daily and look forward to our next meeting.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on December 02, 2011, 11:27:44 AM
Sam,
  Thanks for the update, I understand the decision you have made, It now becomes what makes sense for your well being and comfort.
We will continue to pray for you and Sue, and hope the holiday season is pleasant for you and your family.
 Mike
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Post by: miker on December 02, 2011, 11:57:38 AM
Good to hear from ya Sue & Sam !  Enjoy the Holidays!

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Post by: Chains on December 02, 2011, 06:05:23 PM
Sam,

Good to hear from you, looks like the battle has gotten tougher.  There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you and Sue.  You are in our prayers all the time.  Hope the pain lets up.

Love you brother

Chains
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Post by: porthole on December 15, 2011, 10:18:09 AM
Hey Sam - we started the Maggie Valley 2012 get together - start planning your trip! Click on Maggie Valley in my signature
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on December 16, 2011, 02:54:10 AM
To This whole page, man, I hope I can do it.
Sue and I talk about it often.
We're both behind the eightball
I rightly know that with every new "rack rack'em up", life can change
in a hurry one way or another or it might drag along
Awe never mind all these game analogixes. I jusy want to ride my bikes
Cutting into line is not allowed when it's the time you want to cut. I'd
like to skip Jan., Feb,. Mar,. and April
Cuase being sick in December in Sunapee, NH
Almost a double curse, Yup, cold and sick, Dec to May is from today
is roughly 143 Days. As Long as I keep getting the pain pills and the
patch they work great. My monday appointment with Oncology
are really pusing the Hospise. You now it's cold out the and Hospise
claimes the wll ride in the snow and cold and pick them up and deliver
then to me. Bring food too"Pizza". I think I shoudl have spoken up sooner. O well!!

Tomorrow, I try to live again
And after a nap, I'll try agian.
thank you so much you guys
Sam
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Post by: martys on December 16, 2011, 06:20:58 AM
" Love Ya Man " 

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on December 16, 2011, 10:15:30 AM
Sending our prayers and the best holiday wishes to you Sam,Sue and your extended family.
Try and stay warm and comfortable.

Mike and Sandra
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on December 16, 2011, 12:31:13 PM
Sam,

Glad to here from you, still praying for relief for you.  I guess in your neck of the woods it has gotten pretty cold, hope you and Sue can stave off the winter blues with family and friends.  Look forward to seeing you both again.

Merry Christmas, enjoy the grandkids and your lovely wife.
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on December 17, 2011, 12:48:00 PM
Sam,

Glad to here from you, still praying for relief for you.  I guess in your neck of the woods it has gotten pretty cold, hope you and Sue can stave off the winter blues with family and friends.  Look forward to seeing you both again.

Merry Christmas, enjoy the grandkids and your lovely wife.
Vickie and I are praying for you and Sue. Hope to see you again in MV 2012.
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Post by: hdbrad03 on December 17, 2011, 01:49:39 PM
Chappy,

Always great to hear from you. It's been a long eventful trail you have traveled. Please keep your Spirits high. Long for the day we can meet up again and bulchit around the campfire. Put some more miles on the Harleys and hope the Winter Weather is mild this year.

Take Care my Friend and have a blessed Christmas and Holiday Season

 :bananarock: :bananarock:


    Brad
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Post by: porthole on December 17, 2011, 02:07:52 PM
So Sammy - I'll take that as a yes that you are attending  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Black Diamond on December 17, 2011, 02:29:16 PM
Chappy,   Merry Christmas to you two.  Prayers sent and continue.

JW
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 17, 2011, 06:12:26 PM
Sam,
Remember chin up, but cover your nose so it doesn't fill up with snow or rain!
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to you and Sue.
Looking forward to seeing you guys next year. Susie say Hi!
Stay warm and God Bless,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on December 22, 2011, 09:22:04 PM
Hi,
First of all this is Sue writing this, as Sam is not up to speed these days. It has been rough few weeks around here, and because of that I want to personally apologize for not replying to posts and e-mails you have send out way. Also, sorry for not sending any Christmas cards this year, but thanks so much for the ones you have sent. You have all been in our hearts, thoughts, and prayers.

I had a significant flare up last week and Sam was not feeling well enough to take me to get my usual IV steroids for the 3 days in a row so our children truly stepped up to the plate and they both helped out in doing some transporting back and forth to the hospital for me and we can’t thank them enough. Just as I was starting to get back on my feet, Sam had a follow-up appt. with his oncologist this past Monday and was told that he needed to have 2 units of blood to get his Red Blood Cells back up and running again. Well, that turned into quite a fiasco as usual. Once Sam’s blood had been drawn and typed and crossed for the transfusion on Monday afternoon, we were told that he had now developed “Antibodies” and that the blood was not a match. We sat at the VA from about 8:30am until 3:00pm just to find out there would be no transfusion that day. We went back on Tuesday morning at 8:00am as requested to only find out that the blood had never been shipped down from the Burlington, VT VA Hospital as ordered and we would have to wait until around 2:00pm for it to arrive and then be scrubbed to make sure Sam’s body wouldn’t react to it if there were Antigens that wouldn’t like his Antibodies. Oh boy, well that became another long long day. Finally, after 2 2 out of 3 matches his one unit got started around 3:30pm. We finally left the hospital a little before 7pm and were told to call in the am to make sure they could wash the next unit of blood and it would be compatible for him to receive it. We did go and he got the second unit of blood yesterday, (Wednesday).  It is in hopes that the 2 units will help him to feel a little more active, like just being able to get out of bed for more than an hour or so before he is so exhausted that all he will do then is sleep for about 4 hours.

Well, that’s about the just of what is going on around here. We are hoping to see our kids and grandkids sometime over the weekend but it will depend on how Sam is feeling and so long as all the little ones are healthy. Sam doesn’t need anything else thrown at him at this point in time.

We want to thank you all for your thoughts, posts, cards, calls, love and especially all the prayers that have gone out on Sam’s and my behalf over the past year. We are wishing you all a Very Very Merry Christmas and Especially Happy New Year with much love and happiness and of course good health and friendship too.

Love to you all,
Sue and Sam
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Post by: Talon on December 22, 2011, 09:33:57 PM
Sorry yo hear you two have been having such a tough time, especially at Christmas time when  you just want to enjoy the holiday. Hope you and Sam are feeling better and have a great Christmas with your family. As always prayers are being sent to you and you family.

Craig
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Post by: martys on December 22, 2011, 09:45:04 PM
Thank you Sue for the update, and know that our thoughts and prayers are with You,Sam, and your family this Christmas season. 

Marty & Diane
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Post by: porthole on December 22, 2011, 10:24:26 PM
Hi Sue & Sam - Hey Sue - have the docs add a shot of Jolt to the IV - get him up and dancing around!
Looking forward to seeing you guys in Maggie Valley again and have you down at the to p of the list.

Hope you guys feel a little better and can enjoy the holidays.
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Post by: spydglide on December 22, 2011, 11:11:42 PM

Thanks Sue.  Good to hear from ya'll and will be sending my best thoughts & prayers for you both.  spyder
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Post by: Chains on December 23, 2011, 11:04:56 AM
Hi Sue, thank you for keeping us abreast of what is going on.  Keeping the prayers at full tilt, I hope you both have a Merry Christmas. Give Sam a big hug for me. 

Chains
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 23, 2011, 02:30:48 PM
Sue,
Susie and I send our love and prayers to you and Sam. Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a healthy happy 2012. I told Santa that all I want for Christmas is to see ya'll  in Maggie Valley next year. Good lord willing, we will.
Give Sam a big hug from us and keep one for yourself.
God Bless.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on December 23, 2011, 02:50:14 PM
Sam and Sue,

From our "Ohana" (Family) to yours, we'd like to with you both the very best this year... we cant be there in person, but believe when we say we are there in spirit.

Rob and Dawnie
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Post by: Chains on December 31, 2011, 12:05:03 PM
HAPPY NEW YEARS SAM & SUE!

Hope 2012 is a good year for you and yours.  Stay strong.

Love you brother.
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Post by: Black Diamond on December 31, 2011, 02:38:41 PM
                                        HAPPY NEW YEAR
                                                Chappy and Sue
                                                         See you @ Maggie Valley   
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Post by: Robmay on December 31, 2011, 03:31:09 PM
Happy New Year Chappy and Sue!!
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Post by: hogasm on January 01, 2012, 06:12:30 PM
Happy New Year guys :2vrolijk_21:

See you soon :huepfenjump3:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 01, 2012, 07:35:02 PM
Happy New Year Sue and Sam!
May 2012 be good to both of you.
Mike and Susie
 :drink:
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Post by: DJ56 on January 08, 2012, 03:18:21 PM
Happy Birthday Chappy!  Hope this day finds you feeling well.
You remain in my prayers.     :2vrolijk_06:

DJ
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2012, 06:16:31 PM
Sam,
Praying you enjoyed your birthday.
Love you brother.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MAT on January 08, 2012, 06:58:24 PM
Sam,
Praying you enjoyed your birthday.
Love you brother.
Mike
 :drink:

x 2
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Post by: Chains on January 08, 2012, 07:51:32 PM
Happy Birthday brother we love you!
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Post by: martys on January 08, 2012, 08:03:37 PM
Happy Birthday my Freind  :2vrolijk_21: I hope you had a great day and your feeling well.

Marty & Diane
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on January 22, 2012, 06:31:41 PM
Sam asked me to post this for him: Written Jan.13

Howdy to all my friends and family in e-mail land,

Sorry it's been so long since I have pecked at the keyboard. LOL Thanks to Howie, I'm now using  my keyboard that just moments ago wouldn't work with bluetooth or on the screen on my new iPad. All better now, other than all the changes I'll have to learn that differ from my PC. So far I like the iPad other than the near collision it almost had with the livingroom wall.

Sue wrote for me several weeks ago because I was just down right sick. About that time I was prescribed a patch for pain management. It was a drug called Fentynl (sp). A couple weeks or so on 25mg, then a couple more weeks I went to 50mg then last I went to 100mg. My Oncology Doctor thinks my sickness was from the patch so I was weaned off the patch and finally after being off the drug for a couple weeks I started feeling a bit better little by little. It seems as though I have a choice to make, pain V vertigo, nausea, vomiting with zero desire to eat. I think I'll go with the pain. After all I still have some pills.

I started eating a little more each day about a week ago and I'm slowly getting my strength back. I'm pretty weak and lost a lot of weight. Somewhere between 35 and 40 lbs loss may sounds like a good thing if you're trying to lose weight but I'd like to gain some with muscle mass as well. I started drinking protein drinks and have been experimenting with flavors and substance. So far I like strawberry and peaches mixed with a couple scoops of vanilla ice cream.

My left kidney has been acting up with lots of pain. The Doc thought it was a kidney infection so he put me on an anti-biotic and sent me home. He called me the next day and told me that all the lab test results were back and it didn't show an infection so it was decided that a run of 5 days rather than 10 days on the anti-biotic would help give me a kick start. So tomorrow those pills stop. My Doc thinks the kidney pain might be some stones or maybe the cancer has made a new home there. Far as meds, I have also cut by a third some horse pills that help with my diabetes neuropathy. If all goes well, I can cut another third off each of the next two weeks. That's my plan unless I get the pounding pain back in my feet and hands. Another pill I've been taking for years via the Veterans Hospital "here ya go" regulars, was motrin 800mg. I've been off then now for over a month. If I had my way I'd get off all the drugs, but that's very unlikely.

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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on January 22, 2012, 06:33:07 PM
Cont.
This past Monday I saw my Oncology Doctor. After my regular lab work I waited the usual 2 hours in a small waiting room filled to the brim with 12 or so folks. Some watching the TV on CNN, others reading, some just staring at the wall, others still carrying on a quite conversation with someone that was sitting next to them, but all with the hope the next name called would be theirs. I happen to hear two guys talking about motorcycles, so you can be sure what I was doing. LOL  As I was listening one of the men was called in to see the Doc. So I asked the one remaining if he goes south to get some wind in his face during the winter. Our conversation went on from there. A good conversation at that, it really lifted me up. Then he was called, back to quite anticipation that filled the air and finally I was called to see my Oncologist. 

Sue went into the little examination room and the usual question and answer started right in. I brought him up to speed as best I could, then, even without Sue or even me for that mater, I said to the Doc, "This dying stuff isn't panning out for me very well. So lets get along with the living part of this cancer." I know that I wrote in the past how much I didn't like the nasty side effects from the chemo I was on and that I didn't want it anymore. The Doc was full aware of my strong feeling on this subject too. Anyway, after all the talking about bikes and riding I decided that I wanted to ride again, maybe for another season. I asked the Doc to explain to me the new chemo that I had not had before, the one that he though might help me by lessening the growth of the tumors and also resulting in less pain. So, he did his best to fill me in. I talked for a few minutes seeking lots of info, but to simply say,  I want to ride again. I asked him if I could get a treatment right then and there. He said "NO". My kidney has to be a little better and he wants a ct-scan done before so it could be compared to one done 3 to 4 weeks later. The Doc was surprised as was Sue and even me. But, I'm going to go ahead and give it a try. I'm set to get this new chemo on the 23rd of January. It will be only one day of chemo treatment and then a month will pass before I can have it again, if I have it again.

As you all know, I have been kicking around the idea to sell the better of my two bikes. I have sent out an e-mail in the past a couple of times to some folks that I thought might be interested in my Heritage Springer or might know someone who might want it and I have also mentioned it on the 3 harley forums that I am a member of.
A few folks asked for more details but as you know, times are tough and money is tight. Plus, as it turns out January 2nd (the day I sold her) isn't the usual day to sell a motorcycle. But I must say, I couldn't be happier as to who bought it. My long time friend John. What makes it so cool is I'm as happy as he is. I am really looking forward to riding with him. I sure will miss my heritage springer but the sale of her also has lifted a load off my shoulders.

Last of all, I want to say happy new year to you and thanks to all of you that wished me a happy birthday. My birthday was full of family and friends, some at my home others by e-mail and forum posts and pm's as well as snail-mail and even phone calls. I am truly a blessed man to have so many that care about me. thank you all so much.

I hope this is the best year ever for all of you, lol  and me too.
See you soon
warmest regards
Sam

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Post by: hogasm on January 22, 2012, 07:13:35 PM
Howie thank you so much for passing on Sam's words.

Kathy and I are praying for a successful chemo session. We were privileged to ride with you and Sue last fall and look forward to riding with you anytime next year. Any time you and Sue want to come south to the Ocean, our house is open.

Get well soon :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MAT on January 22, 2012, 08:04:58 PM
 Thanks for the update GH and Sam, Keep up the good spirits and we'll keep the prayers coming for your Chemo on the 23rd and the following month that it goes well.
  Hope all goes well, Mike
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Post by: martys on January 22, 2012, 08:53:40 PM
Thanks Howie for passing on Sam's update to us.  I am glad that he has you to help him through some of the difficult  days and we are praying that Sam has  a successful treatment on the 23rd.

Marty & Diane
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Post by: JR on January 22, 2012, 08:54:20 PM
God Bless you my sweet brother! Thanks for the update. I will be praying this new chemo helps reduce the tumors and relieves your pain. God willing you will be in the wind this spring! My love to you and Sue! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: porthole on January 22, 2012, 09:07:49 PM
Hey Sam - from the sound of it, you'll be in top top shape for Maggie Valley! 

Looking forward to riding with you and Sue again.


iPhone using Tapatalk
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Post by: Chains on January 22, 2012, 11:11:33 PM
Howie thanks for the update, Sam bless you brother, keep the fight alive.

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Post by: spydglide on January 23, 2012, 10:02:08 AM
Sam, so good to hear from ya'll with GH's assistance.  I completely understand your frustration with the new gadget, can't live with 'em and can't live w/o 'em.  har.  Great that you were able to sell your springer to a pal....the best way.  You and Sue are in my prayers and hope to see ya down the road later on my friend.  spyder
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Post by: kb on January 23, 2012, 10:04:11 AM
Howie.  Thanks for Sam's update. It was a great way for me to start my day.Sam is always such a upbeat guy,a true inspiration.
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Post by: miker on January 23, 2012, 11:24:48 AM
Thanks GH...
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on January 23, 2012, 01:17:29 PM
Thanks for the update GH.  Sam and Sue, Praying and Hoping for the best for the both of YOU.

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Post by: 2k on January 23, 2012, 04:27:11 PM
Thanks for keeping us aware..GH. May the new treatment soon put wind in your face, Chappy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 23, 2012, 05:24:47 PM
 :)
Prayers and phone calls really do work.
Howie, thanks for posting.
Sam and Sue, love you both and looking forward to gettig together this year.
We are ere for both of you.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on January 24, 2012, 01:48:21 PM
Thanks again Howie, for making the CVO Forum post for me. As you know from our last Thursday phone convesation I was feeling pretty sick. Thanks to all the other phone calls I got as well as the many cards and etc. On the days that I feel well enough, theses calls and post give me such a lift, then there are those days that I,m so sick I don,t the energy to even read. Bed is where you,ll find me. I,ll ether be tossing and touring or sound asleep.

Well I made it to the Doc appointment for everything to be done in it,s order and proper time. I was ready for to go, but as it turned out all that was ready was my will and hope, the rest of me was still way to sick. I still have a nasty infection brewing and hey still can,t find it. I was given 5day Anti-biotic. While the waited for the results of the ct-scan the chemo nurse hung a liter bag of saline so I could be a little wetter on the inside. After a long day I finally went home and, you got it, I went to bed.

The ct-scan was the mixed bag as usual. The good news was that three were no new tumors showing. I liked it, news not so good was that the cancer had spread into my sternum bone ans in the area especially where the right rib was removed during surgery. The only other cancer that was affecting more area was the cancer in both lungs.

I,ts the belief of my Oncologist, Dr. O,Donnell, that if I have this new type of chemo to start next Tuesday because of yesterday's delay, I will have relief from the pain in my lungs and my rib bones. This would be a big plus for me because then I could and would back off on the pain meds, which I personally think is causing so much of thr sickness. I asked the Doc if I held to this new plan will I be able to ride I bike again this spring? His answer was simply, I thinks so, yes, I think you will. That is the best news I,ve heard in a while.

Well, Back to bed for now my friends
Sam
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Post by: ccr on January 24, 2012, 02:16:28 PM
Like that simply... "I think you will."
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Post by: MAT on January 24, 2012, 11:03:39 PM
Hang in there Sam, Spring is around the bend!  Prayers coming full steam!   :2vrolijk_21:


Mike
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Post by: Chains on January 24, 2012, 11:31:26 PM
Hi Sam.

praying for you and a early spring


Love you brother.
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Post by: martys on February 10, 2012, 02:52:16 PM
Just thinking about you and Sue Sam, and thought I would give you a little shout out.  I hope and pray all is well with you.

Marty
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Post by: Talon on February 10, 2012, 04:41:08 PM
Good luck Sam, pray for you guys every day!

Craig
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 22, 2012, 09:40:05 PM
Sam,
Hope all is well with you and Sue. Haven't had an update in almost a month.
Ya'll are always in our thoughts and prayers.
God Bless my friends,
Mike
  :drink:
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Post by: Talon on February 23, 2012, 08:46:01 AM
Sam,
Hope all is well with you and Sue. Haven't had an update in almost a month.
Ya'll are always in our thoughts and prayers.
God Bless my friends,
Mike
  :drink:
Same here, hope all is well, prayers go out to you, Cigar Mike and Mike Ridge, haven't seen any updates from any of these guys in a while.

Craig
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Post by: chappy on February 27, 2012, 12:55:54 PM
Howdy family,
I hope all is well with you and yours!
I'm still rolling, I'm just in the slow lane right now.
I'm set for a medi-port instal on March 5th and then chemo again on the 6th.
Man, this new chemo is rough.
First round, and I'm still waiting for the bell ! lol  "tired, weak and head is spinning" and I think I hear birds singing or maybe it's a coo-coo clock ring the quarter-till?
I feel and look like I've aged 10 years or more, but it ain't nothing a good blast in the wind wouldn't fix.
I will have to trade these PJs for some leather first. lol
So long for now
Sam
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Post by: MAT on February 27, 2012, 01:06:29 PM
Great to hear from you Sam, hope you and Sue are staying warm this winter, Spring is around the corner and I'll pray you can get in the wind and enjoy what we all love to do.  God bless you Sam and Sue!



Mike
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Post by: Chains on February 27, 2012, 01:27:09 PM
Sam,

Good to hear from you praying for you daily.  I was going to call but did not want to bother you if you were sleeping.  I know what you mean about getting in the wind, got to ride yesterday and it sure cleans the bats out of the brain.

Take care brother.

Chains & Terri
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 27, 2012, 02:10:26 PM
Thanks for the update Sam. Love ya brother and Sue too.
God Bless My Friend.
Mike
  :drink:
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Post by: spydglide on February 27, 2012, 03:50:29 PM
Good to hear from you Chappy....and to hear that you're still fighting even if not as strong as you wish........hang in there, and Sue also.  Spring isn't all that far off and it'll pick us all up a notch or two.  ;) spyder
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Post by: chappy on March 03, 2012, 10:09:36 PM
Hi folks,
Hard to believe, just 6 days go by and it's today and 6 days since I wrote last.
Since I wrote last only 6 days ago man I'm so mixed up and confused it feels like a month or more, anyway, I ended up calling my Doc at the VA hospital on that same Monday. It was a severe snow storm here, the kind of day you just plain put off to tomorrow what you could do today type of day. And I was a sick puppy, when my Doc called back I was so glad, I ran down the list to tell him how sick I was. He asked me to come in the next morning. On that Tuesday morning at the chemo the nurse who is an Ace had to poke, push and pull before she finally got a vein with promise. By the time she put one of those tubes on the thing-ma-jig the blood would not flow back to the tube. Out of 7 or 8  tubs only a couple had what the nurse felt would be enough. It was after more try's than I wanted to count she looked me in the eyes and said that's it Sam, I'm not going to hurt you any more. It turns outt the blood wasn't enough for all the tests and the tests that was done showed good counts or levels. A that point the Doc, Nurse and Sue all agreed once again to the logic and need of the medi-port that at this point is scheduled for Monday March 5th at 7:30. I'm first up with the best that this VA has on the roster. I got sent home and told take it easy and continue to stay away from anybody with a bug or even a runny nose. I felt bait better with that news and was glad to go home. That same day in the early evening I told Sue I didn't feel good again. She felt my head and said, "hot", after the stick it in your mouth thing it showed 101.7, yup, I was hot. I went to bed saying, "I can't be that hot!". I got up in the morning (Wednesday) and was still doggin. My wife reminded me of when I was told by the Onc and chemo department that if I get a temp over 100.1 I needed to contact them or get to the emergency department ASAP. So I agreed to take my temp at home again, so I did. I wasn't happy as I read 101.4. So I called the cancer patient coordinador and she called me back again within 1/2 an hour. Hoping that the snow that was blasting down might lighten up a bit he asked if I could get in the next morning by 8:30 am. I agreed to it. Next morning it was still snowing but got there, my temp at the emergency department and my temp was 101.4 and the chest x-ray showed pneumonia. Next thing you know, I have an IV in my arm that's working and then to my surprise I have a room with a bed and view. Sue drove home alone in the snow. Next day (Friday) I get released along with 10 other Vets. I went to bed and now it's Saturday. I Do feel better some and still might have the medi port on Monday. But chemo set for the 6th won't happen till the two prescriptions for anti-biotics are done. The good story is it's two weeks worth, bad story is it's two weeks. Still an exciting ride and it ani't over til it's over.
Ride well my friends
Chappy your friend in Sunapee NH

Igot mixed up on the snow it was on Wednesday and Thursday, not Tuesday.  Sorry
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Post by: spydglide on March 03, 2012, 10:18:15 PM
Praying for you Chappy......and thanks for keeping us up-dated.  spyder
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Post by: pkl on March 03, 2012, 11:46:39 PM
More prayers for you and your family. Hard to read at times but appreciate you sharing your fight and I'm sure your fight is helping others in theirs.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 04, 2012, 01:03:53 AM
Love and prayers to you and Sue. You get some rest and hopefully the snow will melt from all the love sent your way.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on March 04, 2012, 12:14:04 PM
Praying for you Sam and for strength for Sue to get you by in these times. 

BUCKNUT  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: kb on March 04, 2012, 07:48:13 PM
It is good to hear from you Sam.Hope that you are feeling better.You are definitely a inspiration




n to me.May God bless you and heal you.   kb
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Post by: Chains on March 04, 2012, 10:25:02 PM
Love you Sam & Sue, thank you for the update. 
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on March 05, 2012, 03:33:42 AM
Chappy,

I follow your posts, and feel everything you go through via your typed words... the only help I can give you is prayers and good thoughts...

Hope the antibiotics do well for you...

Rob
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Post by: chappy on March 07, 2012, 11:21:09 PM
Hello family,
Man, what a ride, last week admitted  into the hospital Thursday, released on Friday. I felt pretty sick over the weekend but no fever. Monday moning at 5:15 I was off to thr hospital the 6 degrees must have taken care of any temp that might have lingered along. Go registered in and a little room and warmed up, finally I was off to the OR for my first instal and it all went very well. I am now part of the Borg Continueum. My implant is pretty small ans located on my upper left chest just under my collar bone. I went home late that afternoon. And I ended up with a fever of 101.9 but after the call in to the OR, I knew I was OK to go back to the VA hospital for 2 units of blood. That went in my brand new power port. I will say it was easier and my arms were more free. What a long day. I got home and was off to la la land pretty quick. Sleep pretty good but ha a few night mares, but fell back to sleep OK. Today slept all day and just what I wanted, I'm wide awake ans frozen. Oh well, I get back on track with the chemo next Tuesday then I 'll have a ct-scan down the road to see if all this was even worth the time

I hope all of you have made it threw the storms we've had. hard to believe that 17 million Americans hae been affected.
God help them

So long for now
Sam.  Aka.  Chappy
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Post by: faceracer on March 08, 2012, 12:04:00 AM
Hang in there chappy we are all praying for you and your family. Face  Thanks for the update.
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Post by: miker on March 08, 2012, 09:31:25 AM
Stay the course Sam... :2vrolijk_21: :drink:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 08, 2012, 10:49:28 AM
Sam,
Warm weather is coming your way. Wind in the face time. As Miker said, stay the course.
Love and prayers to you and Sue.
God Bless my friend.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: CBW on March 08, 2012, 10:52:50 AM
Stay the course Sam... :2vrolijk_21: :drink:

X2 my Friend
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Post by: martys on March 08, 2012, 03:26:27 PM
Spring is just around the corner now Sam and all of us in the northern most regions know that is a time for renewed life,  I have a good feeling that these next treatments will provide you with just that!  Keeping the faith that we will see you in the wind very soon.

Prayers to You and Sue and the Family

Marty & Diane
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 29, 2012, 05:50:16 PM
Okay my friend, inquiring minds need to know. Hope you are doing well and praying for the same.
Love to you and Sue.
God Bless my friend.
Mike and Susie
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on March 29, 2012, 08:35:21 PM
Glad to hear from you Sam, we hope Sue is doing well.  Prayers daily for you and your family.  Maybe we can head up your way if you cannot get to a GTG.

Love you guys.
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Post by: chappy on April 04, 2012, 11:17:54 AM
Howdy Family,
I had to chew on the latest medical info such as the blood work and ct-scan that was done at the Vt Veterans Hopital. So, here goes, short and sweet. I can't have any more chemo, it just wasn't working. My cancer has grown and new cancer has popped up. I can't have radiation and surgery has also been ruled out by the tumor board. All they offer now is drugs for pain management. A home PT visit and a house keeper 4 hours a week. Now that's going to take some getting used to. lol
It was a very easy decision for me since I didn't even have to make it. lol
As many of you know, I am a man of faith and I can say, "All Is Well With My Soul".
I don't have to share my trust with the Veterans Hospital, I now can put all my trust in Him. Ps 118:8
I hope I get strong enough to ride and I am working on that.
Have a great day!
Your friend
Sam
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Post by: 2018_FLTRXSE on April 04, 2012, 11:37:49 AM
Sorry to hear this last bit of news chappy...

Like yoiu said brother.. keep the faith... it will see you through it all.

Prayers and good thoughts to both you as Sue
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Post by: MAT on April 04, 2012, 11:55:39 AM
Sam, 
   All I can think of to say to you is to have courage on your path which you have proven you do. Enjoy your Family and do what you like doing, so on that note I will pray for your strength so you can ride and ride safely.

You and Sue and your Family enjoy your days and we will be praying for you.

Mike
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Post by: spydglide on April 04, 2012, 12:05:02 PM
Prayers for you and Sue, Chappy.  spyder
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Post by: Gettinold on April 04, 2012, 12:38:22 PM
Hang on Chappy....hang on!  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: ccr on April 04, 2012, 01:09:10 PM
Thank you for sharing. Sending you and Sue the biggest virtual hug and kisses I can send.
Much Love.

 :cherry:
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Post by: DJ56 on April 04, 2012, 01:40:34 PM
Praying for you and Sue Chappy.
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Post by: miker on April 04, 2012, 01:44:06 PM
My thoughts are with you Sam.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 04, 2012, 02:14:32 PM
Sam,
Our love for you and Sue keeps growing daily. Wish the news was better, but the faith in our Lord is strong and all is in his hands. Stay the course and you will continue to be in our prayers.
I truly hope and pray we will get to ride together this year.
Be strong my brother and God Bless.
Mike and Susie
 :drink:
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Post by: Rooster on April 04, 2012, 04:30:59 PM
Live strong Chappy!
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Post by: Skillet on April 04, 2012, 04:33:40 PM
Keep the faith Chappy. We are all praying for you.
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Post by: Fired00d on April 04, 2012, 07:10:18 PM
Chappy I'm keeping you in my prayers and thoughts. Live Strong!! Love you brotha!!!

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on April 04, 2012, 10:41:44 PM
Praying for you Sam and Hoping the road gets better for you and Sue.
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Post by: martys on April 04, 2012, 10:48:24 PM
"Lucky is the man that has faith, for he is prepared for life's journey".  As always Sam, You and Sue and the family are in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty
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Post by: Chains on April 05, 2012, 11:01:55 AM
 It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in man.

Love and prayers to you and Sue.  Take care my brother
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Post by: chappy on April 08, 2012, 05:40:29 PM
Thank you for your thoughts nd prayers, I never would have got this far without all the thoughts and prayers.
Tomorrow I see my Oncologist. It is an appointment that hopefully will fill in the blanks. I have lots of questions concerning the next weeks and months. I have researched and read of of my medical records to where I can almost quote them. Same as the name of my cancer, Thymic Carcinoma, I've read most of what the Internet has to say. I am amazed at all the cut and paste that takes place on sites that claim to be the "come to me" sites.
Well, I"ll write ya"ll again to let ya"ll know what's up with my next visit to Doc O'Donnell my Oncologist.
Until then enjoy the riding, it is still my goal to ride thia season and I am planing rides close and far. My favorite by far is long distance rides and I plan to keep my plans
Sam
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Post by: porthole on April 09, 2012, 10:50:36 AM
Hey Sam - did you make your reservation yet for MV? This year I want to follow you through the turns  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: CBW on April 09, 2012, 10:52:00 PM

Sam,
Hope that it's all GOOD news. :2vrolijk_21:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 19, 2012, 02:00:10 PM
Well, I finally have come to a place where I can see that I'm not going to get stronger anytime soon. I'm OK with that and find comfort that where I am is of no fault of my own and it is completely out of my hands. So, here I am. lol
It's in the works to put the sidecar that was on my HS onto my Ultra, but am thinking of possibly mothballing that plan now or not, that I have opened a new door that will allow me to get and keep my face in the wind for long distance rides without the worry of brakedowns. I am weaker than I like to admit and my Ultra without the sidecar on road trips the way I like to ride is just to much for me and I don't like falling down right where people can see me and all. lol
So, I just bought and will pick up on Saturday a 2012 Tri-Glide. I'm pretty excited and am looking forward to the ride. I know it will be different from the two wheel riding that I love, and it will be different from the sidecar that is also more fun than can be explained, but I know I will feel right at home on another Harley, this will be my sixth Harley. The list of of Harley's is as follows, 1972 XLCH Sportster, 1985 FLT ElectraGlide, 1990 FLHS Electrglide Sport, 1997 FLSTS Heritage Springer, 2003 Ultra Classic and now the 2012 Trike. I really do feel as though I have been blessed to have been the owner of so many fine machines through the years. Best part of owning has been the riding and meeting fine folks such as You.
thank you for making my riding experience even better than so many rider miss out on.
Your friend and riding buddy
Chappy aka Sam
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Post by: MAT on April 19, 2012, 02:15:42 PM
Sam, CONGRATULATIONS on the new ride, I think it's a very wise move and you won't miss out on the open roads.
 Most of us will make that move eventually, I'm sure you will get use to it in no time.

Excited and happy for you and Sue to get out and have some fun!    :2vrolijk_21:

Mike
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Post by: spydglide on April 19, 2012, 02:18:02 PM
Congrats on the new scoot, Sam.  Nothing like the excitement of a new HOG.  :huepfenjump3: har.  spyder
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Post by: Chains on April 19, 2012, 04:19:18 PM
Congrats Sam, can't wait to see it  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: martys on April 19, 2012, 05:38:52 PM
Now that is great news  :pepper: :apple: :bananarock:  I hope that You and Sue enjoy your new ride and We will continue our prayers for you and the family  :2vrolijk_21:

Marty & Diane
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Post by: sadunbar on April 19, 2012, 06:21:32 PM
Congratulations Chappy!  Fantastic that you're going to get some riding in this season!   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 19, 2012, 07:37:06 PM
Sam,
So glad to hear you and Sue will be riding in comfort this year. Congratulations on the new trike. You have made the step that some others including myself are exploring. Don't want to give up riding when the bike becomes too heavy to safely handle. Advanced age and worn out body, ya know. I'm really only 25 but trapped in an old mans body. Susie and I look forward to seeing you and Sue this riding season. Love and prayers to you both.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:

Looking forward to seeing pictures of the new ride.
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Post by: LovemyCVOgirl on April 19, 2012, 08:15:57 PM
Sam, We have never met but do to an unfortunate mc/car accident last year, I am also battling my own health demons.  I have a 2012 SESG sitting out in my garage that I have owned since August with 300 miles on it.  I pray that my leg will heal and I can ride again this summer.  I have had days, weeks and months where I don't see me ever getting to ride again.  I have lately been feeling sorry for myself and frankly just giving up, but when I read your thread about your medical condition and all your battles I realized how fortunate I am.  You have inspired me to fight back and if I can't get back on my scooter......well, there are other options like trading for a tri-glide.  Congrats on your new ride and thank you again for inspiring me.  God bless you and one day I hope we meet on the road riding our scoots with a big smile on our face.
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Post by: Black Diamond on April 19, 2012, 10:40:28 PM
Can't wait to ride with ya again this year Sam. Why don't you lead us out!

JW
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Post by: chappy on April 19, 2012, 11:56:17 PM
Howdy Folks,
I called my daughter tonight and told her about the trike. I told her I also bought the 5 extra year wannanty with tire and wheel coverage that starts when the two year factory wannanty runs out. and added that equals seven years of coverage and that's a binding Contract, so, I have to be around for at least the next 7 years. We both got a kick out of that.
chappy
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Post by: pkl on April 20, 2012, 06:25:38 AM
Just think you will have to buy another after 7 years to keep a bike under warrranty. Good luck and God bless.
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Post by: chappy on April 20, 2012, 10:28:18 PM
Hello Family and Friends,
What a surprise, I don't know how my wife kept it from me.
I had the pleasure and honor of getting a surprise visit from Bob Ladd today. For those that haven't had the pleasure of meeting and befriending Bob, he's the humble owner of Shenodoah HD in Virginia. Well, former owner, he just sold the dealership a short while back. It was truly a surprise and a great visit.
Thanks Bob
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: Fired00d on April 20, 2012, 10:33:23 PM
Chappy glad to hear Bob stopped by to see you... He's a good guy but we not going to let him know that though... that'll be our secret. ;) :D Wish my scheduled would have allowed me to make the trip with him.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 20, 2012, 11:06:09 PM
Hoping I'll see you at Maggie Valley.
I am planning on riding down again although that's getting late in the year to make time before dark in my neck.
chappy
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Post by: ccr on April 23, 2012, 08:57:37 AM
Congrats on the new trike, absolutely great news!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on April 23, 2012, 01:04:59 PM
Well folks, after reading the suggestions for a name of my newest HD on another forum and getting some sound advice from a member recomending that Sue should play a major roll in naming this new tractor. And I really want Sue in on this christening of this bike because She will be the owner/operator at some point and I know even with the problems that her MS causes she will have many worry free miles on this trike. We both were ready for this, I guess we just didn't see it coming and or finalizing so quickly as it did. It literally went from an idea to a purchase in three days. That's a record for me/us.

 One name that came up as a sugestion was Susie Q. But because my better half has the name Sue and Suzie Q is what I call her when.... well let's just say, I don't call her Suzie Q when we are disagreeing or arguing. lol. So, although the name does have special meaning, it is sort of already taken. But, Graybeard's suggestion "Midnight Rainbow... My Pot of Gold", really hit home. In what was a statement off the cuff in an earlier post on that forum, While answering what color the trike was, I wrote in my typical way of stretching out what could have been a very short, direct and simple answer, "Midnight Rainbow" is what I wrote. Graybeard added, the trike is my Pot of Gold and that this trike will give me many more riding miles and that hit home too.

Well Sue likes the name Midnight Rainbow too. The right rear fender below the tail light on an angle or maybe on the trunk is where it will be inscripted as soon as we can. I will send in a picture as soon as it happens. But, right now we have to get past the next four days of rain. This is the first time I've bought a bike and it has set in my garage unused the second and third day of ownership. I am getting lazy or old I guess, rain never stopped me before. But you know, when this rain finally stops, there will be a rainbow. Maybe at midnight!!

Thank you my friends you really do make my day
Can't hardly wait to see you on the road this riding season
chappy
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Post by: spydglide on April 23, 2012, 01:33:55 PM
That's great Chappy.....got a grin on my face reading that post.  ;D har.  spyder
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Post by: kb on April 23, 2012, 01:46:48 PM
Many Happy & lots of fun miles. :cherry:
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Post by: miker on April 23, 2012, 02:36:00 PM
 :2vrolijk_21: :drink:
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Post by: Chains on April 23, 2012, 02:40:30 PM
Cannot wait to see it Sam did you get it from Natasha
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Post by: MAT on April 23, 2012, 04:07:31 PM
Looking forward to the pictures Sam.    :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: chappy on April 23, 2012, 04:59:37 PM
Hi Chains,
I did give it a try, but it just didn't work out buying it from her. Maybe next time.
I hope all is well with both of you.
Sam

Ps. Blasted rain! And the raw chille temp in my unseated garage has kept me from tinkering and putting on or changing some of the parts. It's been a crazy spring.

Cannot wait to see it Sam did you get it from Natasha
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 23, 2012, 07:45:00 PM
Sam,
The rain will stop and you will be in the wind, silly ear to ear grin and all."Midnight Rainbow" is a great name. Waiting for the pictures.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on April 23, 2012, 08:41:43 PM
Congrats on the new Trike, "Midnight Rainbow" Sam. Looking forward to seeing it and you and Sue in MV.  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Talon on April 24, 2012, 08:23:16 AM
Nice supprise Sam, I was on a road trip to help out family last week, saw five or six HD trikes on the way to New Mexico. Have a great time with your new toy!

Craig
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Post by: porthole on April 24, 2012, 09:05:55 AM
Good news Sam.
One of my riding partners, who is up in age and has some leg weakness due to some med issues, finally bought a trike 2 years ago.

He hasn't smiled this much in 20 years. What had become a chore is back to riding and gliding  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: faceracer on April 24, 2012, 12:26:24 PM
Congrats on your new trike! Can't wait to see a picture!! Face

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Post by: Chains on April 24, 2012, 12:49:14 PM
Hi Chains,
I did give it a try, but it just didn't work out buying it from her. Maybe next time.
I hope all is well with both of you.
Sam

Ps. Blasted rain! And the raw chille temp in my unseated garage has kept me from tinkering and putting on or changing some of the parts. It's been a crazy spring.

When you get time, grab your umbrella and send us a picture.  Sorry about the wet weather, it has turned cold here again with high winds.  Looks like rain tomorrow them back into the 80"s by the end of the week.

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Post by: KennyC on April 25, 2012, 12:46:29 PM
Just clicked on your post and read your story. Sorry for your bad fortune but will keep you in my prayers! Good Luck with ever thing!!
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Post by: JR on April 25, 2012, 09:46:45 PM
Way to go Chappy! :huepfenjump3: :bananarock: :2vrolijk_21: I'm soooooo excited for you and Sue and your Midenight Rainbow! Gods Sweet love to you Sammy! Love ya man! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 27, 2012, 09:57:35 AM
Hey Sam,
Has it stopped raining yey? Hope to see pictures of you and the Midnight Rainbow!
Love ya brother.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on April 27, 2012, 02:52:50 PM
Hey Sam,
Has it stopped raining yey? Hope to see pictures of you and the Midnight Rainbow!
Love ya brother.
Mike
 :drink:
Sam,

If not PM me your address and I will send you my spare umbrella    :huepfenlol2:
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Post by: Grizzly on April 27, 2012, 04:02:54 PM
Congrats Sam on your new purchase of Midnight Rainbow... That's wonderful hear that you will be back in the saddle again soon (just as soon as the damn rain stops!)

Ride safe & enjoy!
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Post by: chappy on April 27, 2012, 04:18:50 PM
Thanks for your replies. It. Means a lot to me. It's really something to know that so many folks are keeping me in their thoughts and prayers. I'm convinced that all the prayer is why I'm still here. Thanks!

Far as the trike, I only put 48 miles on it. So, it's at a total of 50 miles because it had 2 miles when I signed the papers.
Yesterday, I put on a lower windscreen, a 3 bag dash pouch and the chrome trim on the upper fairing where the 3 screws go through to hold the windscreen. I have a pile of parts that will fit also. And of course I have a list of HD parts and aftermarket parts that will go on later down the road.

So long for now
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: CBW on April 27, 2012, 08:14:33 PM
Hey Sam,

Congrats on the new ride,I'm sure you'll enjoy many,many miles on her. :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MAT on April 27, 2012, 09:00:01 PM
Waiting for those pictures and hopefully someone can take them with you and Sue on it!     ;D      :2vrolijk_21:


Mike
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Post by: chappy on April 28, 2012, 12:18:48 AM
That's our plan. Maybe tomorrow will be warmer and dry. Today I started walking up the street and back. Baby steps is all I hear in my head from the PT lady. Wet, raw ad cold I'm glad I did it but glad I did it.
Sam



Waiting for those pictures and hopefully someone can take them with you and Sue on it!     ;D      :2vrolijk_21:


Mike
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Post by: MAT on April 28, 2012, 06:02:53 AM
Take your time Sam, we are all just excited and anxious to see the Bike but, most of all you two having fun on it.

Mike
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on April 28, 2012, 10:31:22 AM
Way to go Sam.  One step at a time.  Cant wait to see you and the misses on that new Trike  :bananarock:
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Post by: chappy on April 28, 2012, 10:37:28 PM
Amazing thing today. We finally had a sunny day and though it was windy and cold I raised the garage door and put the trike in a nice sunny spot to take a snapshot. I decided to bring the Ultra out as well and get them bot in the picture together. So I managed to get the Ultra out and turned on the power and good as gold she was running like a top. I then pulled on the clutch lever and put her in gear and Nothing. So I got off and laying on the ground was my drive belt. I mean wow, just shy of 100K on the OD and it looks like it just plain broke straight across. No hole or cut of any kind. I just rode it maybe 18 miles from winter storage last week and no feeling of belt slack either. But, if your going to have a belt break, in your own dooryard is the best, with maybe one exception, that being in the lot of an HD dealership. Anyway, never have had to change a belt on any of the Harley's that I have owned. I don't miss chains for one minute either.
Pictures, maybe tomorrow
Sam
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Post by: chappy on May 01, 2012, 09:33:50 AM
Well my family and friends, let me introduce you to "Mid-Night Rainbow", My Pot of Gold
Sue and I had a very brisk ride yesterday. I need to get busy and hook up my heated gear, it's cold out there.
Your fiend
Sam

http://s45.photobucket.com/albums/f67/limozn/TriGlide/
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Post by: MAT on May 01, 2012, 10:09:37 AM
Very nice Sam, the cold weather won't be around long. Congratulations and you both enjoy that nice new Harley.   :2vrolijk_21:


Mike
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Post by: Rooster on May 01, 2012, 10:10:18 AM
Great to hear you get to ride. Sorry bout the belt but you are right no better place than at home. :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 01, 2012, 11:56:19 AM
Sam,
Just wondering what you have been eating, because you kave one of those grins on you'r face.
You and Sue enjoy many miles on Midnight Rainbow, it sure looks nice.
Love ya brother.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on May 01, 2012, 08:50:19 PM
Nice ride Sam, enjoy it.

Love you brother
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Post by: chappy on May 17, 2012, 12:25:37 AM
Howdy folks,
Went for another ride today, much smoother. I should know better than to trust the HD shop when they release a bike as ready to go. My rear tires were 12 pounds over (both of them) and my air suspension adjustment was, ready for this, "10 pounds". I brought the air ride up to 45#s and tires to 26 as the owners manual states. And wow what a difference.
I put on a few things, yup, chrome mostly, one add on was a pair of Kury longhorn hi way peg supports I had kicking around Here and there and, the pair of rear pegs that came new with my '97 Heritage Springer. So, for the coolest part is when I have my legs stretched out, I sorta kinda and riding my HS even though I'm on my trike. I also have a pair of original Grampaw Springer seat springs to hang off somewhere yet to be determined.
I got my Veterans plate today (BLK1) and mounted it with the usual chrome trim and chrome bullets. Finally got my shift lever where it should be and to top it off, my mustang rider backrest is in and I'll pick that up tomorrow.
My appointment for the 1k service got bumped to next Monday. that's cutting close for my planned ride to DC for Rolling Thunder, but, the service head said he would have it ready for me. I do have a pup tent! Suppose to be real nice weather right through so Sue and I should enjoy so sunny miles until I drop the trike off.
Well, I guess I bragged long enough. I hope this message finds all of you well and enjoying life.
Till next time
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: LovemyCVOgirl on May 17, 2012, 07:29:59 AM
Howdy folks,
Went for another ride today, much smoother. I should know better than to trust the HD shop when they release a bike as ready to go. My rear tires were 12 pounds over (both of them) and my air suspension adjustment was, ready for this, "10 pounds". I brought the air ride up to 45#s and tires to 26 as the owners manual states. And wow what a difference.
I put on a few things, yup, chrome mostly, one add on was a pair of Kury longhorn hi way peg supports I had kicking around Here and there and, the pair of rear pegs that came new with my '97 Heritage Springer. So, for the coolest part is when I have my legs stretched out, I sorta kinda and riding my HS even though I'm on my trike. I also have a pair of original Grampaw Springer seat springs to hang off somewhere yet to be determined.
I got my Veterans plate today (BLK1) and mounted it with the usual chrome trim and chrome bullets. Finally got my shift lever where it should be and to top it off, my mustang rider backrest is in and I'll pick that up tomorrow.
My appointment for the 1k service got bumped to next Monday. that's cutting close for my planned ride to DC for Rolling Thunder, but, the service head said he would have it ready for me. I do have a pup tent! Suppose to be real nice weather right through so Sue and I should enjoy so sunny miles until I drop the trike off.
Well, I guess I bragged long enough. I hope this message finds all of you well and enjoying life.
Till next time
Sam aka chappy




Chappy enjoy Rolling Thunder in DC.  I went a couple of years ago and it was one of the best trips I ever made.  ::). Ride safe and return with many stories and pictures.
~Judy
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Post by: spydglide on May 17, 2012, 08:01:32 AM
Oh man, Sam, you made my morning with that great post~ I'm sitting here nursing a painful Gouty foot and feeling sorry for myself and get a great post from you and it was like a drug injection, only better.  Ride on brother on your new ride and be safe.  ;D har.  spyder
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Post by: Chains on May 17, 2012, 09:05:53 AM
Great to here from you Sam, send me your address in a PM, I have a sticker for you from Ribfest.

Ride on Brother   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 17, 2012, 09:54:31 AM
Sam,
You made my day. Good to hear you are enioying your toy. Have fun on the Dc trip. Ggive Sue our love and we look forward to seeing you.
God Bless my friend,
Mike
  :drink:
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Post by: nashalynn on May 17, 2012, 12:32:05 PM
one add on was a pair of Kury longhorn hi way peg supports I had kicking around Here and there and, the pair of rear pegs that came new with my '97 Heritage Springer. So, for the coolest part is when I have my legs stretched out, I sorta kinda and riding my HS even though I'm on my trike.

I still have my '98 Heritage Springer...you kinda have to have owned one to know that feeling.
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Post by: chappy on May 17, 2012, 07:52:53 PM
You are right, my Heritage Springer was my all time favorite bike of all. Funny thing, I don't even remember some of the bikes that I have owned.
But, anyway, those pegs are much enjoyed as a keepsake from my HS.
Sam aka chappy

I still have my '98 Heritage Springer...you kinda have to have owned one to know that feeling.
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Post by: JR on May 17, 2012, 10:36:31 PM
What a sweet post Sam! I'm so happy you got out in the wind today! :drink: Sounds like your ready to rock n roll. Enjoy your Rolling Thunder run my friend and of course you and Sue are in my prayers. Love ya brother, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: catsnhogs on May 17, 2012, 10:58:28 PM
Keep on "Inspiring" all of us. :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: martys on May 18, 2012, 06:25:02 AM
Great post Sam  :2vrolijk_21:  I'm happy to see that the new Tri Glide is working out for you  :)  Enjoy a safe ride down to Rolling Thunder  :coolblue:

Marty
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Post by: CVOJIMMYC on May 18, 2012, 06:49:03 AM
Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your loved ones .Hang in there  :2vrolijk_21: Better days are ahead.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 20, 2012, 09:16:35 PM
Hey Sam,
When are you heading down to DC?
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on May 20, 2012, 10:59:38 PM
Hey Sam,
When are you heading down to DC?
Mike
 :drink:
Hi Mike,
Me and Delta are leaving on Thursday, I'm blessed to have a friend like Delta, he's aware of my situation and I know he'll be looking out for me. We have ridden more thousands of miles of roads all over, and I think we're both addicted to getting lost with the GPS set on shortest route. I could go on for hours with stories of where we ended up and how and over what types of roads, including apple orchards and washed out roads that even the locals don't use. A funny getting lost with GPS had us come out of the thick woods on a tote road for farm equipment and entered a farm yard that had a tractor out front of the barn that was for sale. And the farmer appeared to be in the process of actually selling to someone when we popped out of the woods on two Ultras. We rode on by at a very respectful speed and waved. Looked to me that the farmer that knew the road just couldn't believe that we road out where we did. He waved and I must say, his jaw was hanging a bit too.
But, anyway, the plan is to leave on Thursday and get home Monday. That's yet to be lived, and me and Delta are pretty much ready for anything on the road. This is where one of those big yellow smiley faces, extra big size that is. lol lol
Went for a great ride today on the Mohawk Trail (rte 2 west) in Mass. The road repair from the flood is just about done and we had the joy of fresh pavement, so fresh that most hadn't yet had the lines painted. Sue and I are pretty tired and I'm about ready to snore.
I drop the trike off tomorrow for the 1k service, whoops, I went a little over. lol
Take care
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 21, 2012, 12:49:32 AM
Sounds like a good plan you and Delta have. getting lost is the way to see new places, and I see a lot of new places. I thought you were riding today yesterday as I tried to call you.
I'll try to call you later today in the PM. Give Sue a big hug for me.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on May 21, 2012, 07:41:30 AM
I sure will Mike, she likes hugs lol
And I'll make sure my phone is on.
Sam

Sounds like a good plan you and Delta have. getting lost is the way to see new places, and I see a lot of new places. I thought you were riding today yesterday as I tried to call you.
I'll try to call you later today in the PM. Give Sue a big hug for me.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: ccr on May 22, 2012, 06:29:23 AM
ENJOY THE RIDE AND ROLLING THUNDER
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on May 22, 2012, 11:36:01 PM
Well, I just came to the full realization, I mean, it has fully sunk into my thick skull.
I am a sicker man than I am willing to admit. I struggle in this fight against cancer and there seems to be a flip flop sort of thing involved with the facts of Doctor reports and denial. Between having times where I know I can take on the world and knowing that as I suck o2 I am also going to have a hard time just walking across the room.

Riding to Rolling Thunder DC gave me such a spark of life, sadly I can now see it was a pipe dream that my body is simply not going to allow me to do. I thought, wow, one more time, but,it seems that the last time was my last time. It hurts me to think I have let my best friend down with such a late notice to my backing out. It hurts me that I lead my wife to also think I could do it. It hurts me that I lead you guys think I was good with the ride and even hurts me that I followed the pipe dream.

I still will ride. Although the long distance rides that I enjoy most will be a thing of the past for me. I tried to work up to the DC ride by going on longer and longer loop type rides from home and I must say, I even surprised myself on the day rides. The next day, no so impressed with myself. I am dead beat the next day and can hardly walk. I'm afraid I'm nearing o2 dependency and after a very short walk I feel and must look like a fish out of water.

So the point for this post, I have had many great and good days, but I want to fully admit I have some days that are just hard for me to grasp the contrast between the good and the bad. I must have been putting on a good show, I nearly had myself convinced That I could do it. I just plain know that I still hurt on the good days and on the bad days I hurt a whole lot more. I now admit that I might get the first day in and not sure about the second, but I know I'd be down for the count on the third day. That just don't work when the miles to burn wont even be half done and at best there will be two long superslub days to get home. You've heard the saying, My Spirit is strong but my Flesh is weak! Well my spirit just took a nose dive and my flesh is weak and I hate that I can't fix it. Yet I know it's out of my hands. It just that if it were in my hands, I'd be doing things a little different.

Sorry I let you all down
Sam
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Post by: Twolanerider on May 22, 2012, 11:45:20 PM


Sorry I let you all down
Sam



Sam, aside from teasing once very early on about going to a lot of trouble to get someone else to mow your yard I've read and admired your story, gentlemanliness, bravery and humor without much feedback.  It's your story and your history.  Anything I might add would be soulless compared to all the uplifting effort you've shared.  So don't be an ass sir.  You've let no one down.  You've done more than I ever would.  You've done it with more grace, cheer, sharing and spirit than could ever be expected.  So don't apologize to anyone for anything.  Do what you can, as long as you can, enjoy it as much as can and be content.  You've raised at least one guy up here just doing what you're doing.  Your bravery has no bounds and your spirit has been relentless.  You sir, are good.
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Post by: martys on May 23, 2012, 07:04:35 AM
Good morning Sam,  if it was not for dreams where would we be in our life?  Your dream of going long distances are what inspired you to get back into the wind on the Tri Glide and if your only able to ride it to the end of the lane to get the mail... and really enjoy that ride... you are a blessed man.  As Don has said, You need not apologize for anything my friend.

Marty
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Post by: JR on May 23, 2012, 08:06:50 AM
Morning Sam! You are a wonderful brother and I praise God for allowing our paths to cross! :2vrolijk_21: I'm with Don when he said "You've done it with more grace, cheer, sharing and spirit than could ever be expected.  So don't apologize to anyone for anything".  It's not about us...it's about you! All that have followed your journey have been blessed and it brings great Joy to my heart to hear you speak about your passion for riding. It's something all of us here can relate to. Your right when you said your spirit is strong...it is and it is a sweet spirit! Your spirit is who you are. The flesh is the house in which the spirit lives in for now and unfortunately you have no control over that but you know the one who does!!! Enjoy what and when you can...what ever makes you happy makes me happy. Never a need to apologize to this friend because Sam, you can NEVER let me down! Love ya man, God Bless ya!

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Talon on May 23, 2012, 08:35:37 AM
Sam, throughout you illness you have been so upbeat and positive, I'm sure he understands and needs no apology. You are giving it your best pushing to get the most out of life that you can, you are a great inspiration. Ride when you can, rest when your body needs it. Prayers sent to you as always!    :2vrolijk_21:

Craig
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on May 23, 2012, 09:04:59 AM
Good Morning Sam.  You Sir, need not apologize to anyone for anything.  You uplift me and many on our site.
Your Spirit is as sweet as the Best day of any of our Lifes.  Thank You for being YOU.

BUCKNUT  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 23, 2012, 09:18:02 AM
Sam,
As others have said, you need not apologize to anyone. Remember what I said about returning to our youth. LOL
Love ya brother and will see you down the road.
God bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on May 23, 2012, 09:32:48 AM
Sam,

Please don't ever think you have let anyone down.  You are the James Thurber of my Walter Mitty life.  I can only dream of the adventures you have had in life and wish I had been able to travel to the places you have seen and made the friends you have.  Enjoy rides when you can, I am sure your friend understands why you cannot go with him and needs no apology.

In the short time I have known you, you have been an inspiration to my very soul.  I feel as though we are brothers and I pray every day for your recovery.

Have Sue give you a hug for me.  Hope to see you this summer.

Love you brother

Chains
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Post by: chappy on May 23, 2012, 03:08:11 PM
Thanks guys, you have helped me swallow a very tough pill to get down and keep down and I'm OK, I didn't OD after all. I slept on it and woke up and got up and read what I guess I needed to get in my thick skull. Fact is, I'm not going to ride to DC, but I am going to keep riding and puttering around with yet another new Harley. Just how fortunate can man hope to be, to date, I have surpassed all of my wildest dreams on Harley's and I will continue to have new discoverys that I have missed by heading out on the long distance rides. Maybe it's time to watch more closely the growth of my grand boys. The youngest (the twins) just had their second birthday and the oldest grandson is now struggling with the fifteenth year of life. He's trying to figure out where he fits in, maybe I'll be the guy that helps him in those difficult growth sperts. Anyway thanks again guys.
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: ccr on May 23, 2012, 05:18:16 PM
Peace
 :vrolijk17:
Much love 
:smitten:
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Post by: KennyC on May 24, 2012, 09:54:16 PM
Thanks guys, you have helped me swallow a very tough pill to get down and keep down and I'm OK, I didn't OD after all. I slept on it and woke up and got up and read what I guess I needed to get in my thick skull. Fact is, I'm not going to ride to DC, but I am going to keep riding and puttering around with yet another new Harley. Just how fortunate can man hope to be, to date, I have surpassed all of my wildest dreams on Harley's and I will continue to have new discoverys that I have missed by heading out on the long distance rides. Maybe it's time to watch more closely the growth of my grand boys. The youngest (the twins) just had their second birthday and the oldest grandson is now struggling with the fifteenth year of life. He's trying to figure out where he fits in, maybe I'll be the guy that helps him in those difficult growth sperts. Anyway thanks again guys.
Sam aka chappy
Sounds like a great plan! Good luck and enjoy those Grandkids!!  :)
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Post by: MAT on May 25, 2012, 12:12:11 AM
Sam,
  A very wise man knows acceptance, a very stubborn man knows denial.  You have proved you are a very wise man.
 Twolane's last post could not have been said any more perfect!!  What you said about passing your wisdom to your Grandchildren is something that they will use and remember and pass on to theirs...a brilliant idea !
 Your opportunity to get on your new Harley when you feel like doing so is a BLESSING, Thank God for what you have and enjoy!

 I wish you the best and God bless you, Mike
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on May 28, 2012, 06:54:43 PM
Don said it best and I agree with him 110%. Hope to see you in MV.
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Post by: satbah on May 28, 2012, 11:41:23 PM
Thoughts and prayers--covered.
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Post by: yellow103 on June 04, 2012, 09:41:42 PM
Chappy,
I know we have never met, and you do not know me. But like you, my wife and I have a great love of riding. I have followed your brave fight and determination since you first posted, I have said many a prayer for you, placed you on our church prayer list. In my prayers I have prayed for healing and strenght for you. I have asked God to lift you up. But I quickly realized that it was you who lifted me up with your strength and fight, and the way you so bravely faced each situation with such a positive attitude, I have often commented that if I am ever faced with a situation that would call for the type of strenght and bravery that you exhibit, I hope I can face it in the way that you have. Bottom line is we all know that life is like a vapor, appears for a little while and then vanishes. Every part of our life is in the hands of the almighty. He never allows us to endure more than we are capable of, and with every situation makes a way for us to handle it. You are such an example of this very teaching. Thank you Chappy, even though your strenght may not be where you would like it, never stop fighting, never give a victory to the evil one. Much easier said then done I know, but what we endure here on earth is nothing compared to what our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ went through for us. God Bless you and your wife, With much admiration your Brother in Christ Jack Holler.
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Post by: MAT on June 04, 2012, 10:40:28 PM
Chappy,
I know we have never met, and you do not know me. But like you, my wife and I have a great love of riding. I have followed your brave fight and determination since you first posted, I have said many a prayer for you, placed you on our church prayer list. In my prayers I have prayed for healing and strenght for you. I have asked God to lift you up. But I quickly realized that it was you who lifted me up with your strength and fight, and the way you so bravely faced each situation with such a positive attitude, I have often commented that if I am ever faced with a situation that would call for the type of strenght and bravery that you exhibit, I hope I can face it in the way that you have. Bottom line is we all know that life is like a vapor, appears for a little while and then vanishes. Every part of our life is in the hands of the almighty. He never allows us to endure more than we are capable of, and with every situation makes a way for us to handle it. You are such an example of this very teaching. Thank you Chappy, even though your strenght may not be where you would like it, never stop fighting, never give a victory to the evil one. Much easier said then done I know, but what we endure here on earth is nothing compared to what our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ went through for us. God Bless you and your wife, With much admiration your Brother in Christ Jack Holler.


Very well said and I second every word.   :2vrolijk_21:     Mike
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Post by: JR on June 05, 2012, 01:14:15 PM
Chappy,
I know we have never met, and you do not know me. But like you, my wife and I have a great love of riding. I have followed your brave fight and determination since you first posted, I have said many a prayer for you, placed you on our church prayer list. In my prayers I have prayed for healing and strenght for you. I have asked God to lift you up. But I quickly realized that it was you who lifted me up with your strength and fight, and the way you so bravely faced each situation with such a positive attitude, I have often commented that if I am ever faced with a situation that would call for the type of strenght and bravery that you exhibit, I hope I can face it in the way that you have. Bottom line is we all know that life is like a vapor, appears for a little while and then vanishes. Every part of our life is in the hands of the almighty. He never allows us to endure more than we are capable of, and with every situation makes a way for us to handle it. You are such an example of this very teaching. Thank you Chappy, even though your strenght may not be where you would like it, never stop fighting, never give a victory to the evil one. Much easier said then done I know, but what we endure here on earth is nothing compared to what our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ went through for us. God Bless you and your wife, With much admiration your Brother in Christ Jack Holler.

I agree what MAT said and Amen to you Jack for your words spoken from the heart!!! :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: CVOJIMMYC on June 05, 2012, 08:53:29 PM
God Bless You Brother, and we wonder why American health care costs are through the roof :soapbox:
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Post by: SMOKIN' JACKET on June 26, 2012, 12:21:29 PM
Where's Chappy?  I hope you are comfortable and in high spirits.  Take care of yourself, Sam, and know that we are all praying for you.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 24, 2012, 03:55:35 PM
Sam,
Hope you have been piling up the mile on your new trike. Just been thinking about you and Sue ( a daily thing ).
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on July 25, 2012, 12:53:39 PM
Howdy Family,

Loads has taken place since the last time I wrote. In fact as more and more days have now slipped into weeks, several weeks and now, is it really months since I wrote a post?
The view of unchanging white hanging on bare branched and covered the ground and only scarcly revieled the dirt roads of my neck of the woods to wider rows with piled banks that hold back the full fury of winters curse. That frosting cover of snowy waste lands linger for the few that skate, slide, ski and play with red cheeks and running nose til only a checker board fashion of snow and mud remains. Soon the mud is all I see with the tall clackity clack of the trees that blow in the unforgiving rip that scatter litter in my yard with dead brances and limbs while the hibernating trees are faintly reminded of and want the sap of spring that give life.

Wow!!!  Fast forward, the snow is faded to place where the treasues of the single flakes are kept in cold storage and disappeared is the mud as well, it has stepped up to it's responsibility of dryness that's messured out to be just right to give the transformation needed for brown to green. We all know what I mean, but, wow, All of this I've seen from my chair looking out my porthole to the world that I see and enjoy. My dirt road cuts through the hills, kind of like the one that comes to mind when singing the words, "over the mountains and throughs the woods to Grandmothers house we go. But, funny now, I live in the house that my six grand boys could sing those same words and have memories of there own. One of life's biggest treasures and one that holds such a great value is when I, Papa, can see that I will be remembered and maybe even talked about years from now as the Papa that rode motorcycles as much as he could.

Now, I'm reminded of a Frank Zappa song that goes, "I couldn't get my boot off last night, a week went by, and now it's July, I finally got them off and my girlfriend she cried, you got stink foot" not so much the point of stink foot, but, you know, if the shoe fits. lol. The point I think is all about time and maybe even more about how time flies by so fast when we blink, but when I sit and watch the beauty of the changing seasons just out my window, well, that's when I clearly understand how special is the seat that is only second my bed. Seat is for watching just as my bed is for an extended blink. But, you know, for me both places have become so much more than a set of co-ordinates used to find my way to my home destination or to set as the point where I feel the safty and comfort of my home port. This year I have put on fewer miles than any year of my past and I miss those rides and the friends I get to see and the new friends I meet along the way. Man, Even though I'm not on a Long Distance Ride on two wheels "in fact", I have taken some very cool long distance rides without leaving home.

And now it's now!
The week after radiation and yesterday I saw the Dentist.
Great news, no cavities!
Sue and I saw the ct-scan I had to start my radio treatment after the last treatment and we were shocked.
We didn't know that I had so much cancer and how it had spread, even into my bones.
I guess now I can understand why I have pain. Daah! As I scratch my head!
I see my VA Oncologist on the 30th
A ct-scan and bone scan to follow up the radiation treatment that will help to set a new medical plan of action,
What ever that might be.


See y'all soon
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: KennyC on July 25, 2012, 06:10:37 PM
Best of luck Chappy!! Will keep you in my prayers, KennyC
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Post by: spydglide on July 25, 2012, 07:19:32 PM
Thanks for the wonderful post Chappy......you're the best, buddy!  :2vrolijk_21: spyder
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 25, 2012, 11:11:46 PM
Great to hear from you Sam. May the Best of the Best be with YOU.  Since the Good LORD is with You
who can stand against you, Sir.
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Post by: ccr on July 28, 2012, 08:55:41 AM
Hugs

Much Love

 :love_1: :love_1: :love_1:
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Post by: MAT on July 28, 2012, 06:41:26 PM
Thanks for the post Sam, times like these is when I wish lived closer to people to simply share some time and socialize. Keep your faith strong and pass it on to the Grandsons, pass on all that wisdom  you have acquired over the years, they will cherish it for their lifetime. Say hello to Sue from us and let her know we're here for her.


Talk soon, Mike

 
  P.S.  My first newborn Grandson Landon.
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 28, 2012, 09:18:22 PM


 
  My first newborn Grandson Landon.
[/quote]Congrats MAT, nothing in the world like grandkids.  Especially teaching them the things
that will matter most in this wacky worlds views. Take care and enjoy the Little One they are
precious.

BUCKNUT  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MAT on July 28, 2012, 11:57:26 PM

 
  My first newborn Grandson Landon.
Congrats MAT, nothing in the world like grandkids.  Especially teaching them the things
that will matter most in this wacky worlds views. Take care and enjoy the Little One they are
precious.

BUCKNUT  :2vrolijk_21:


Thank you!
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Post by: chappy on August 01, 2012, 02:21:42 AM
NOTE TO SELF:
Get some updated pics of the grandboys and post them!
Thanks for the joyful nudge!
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Post by: MAT on August 01, 2012, 06:42:23 PM
 ;D
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on August 01, 2012, 09:46:29 PM
Howdy folks,

I went to my Onc Doc on Tuesday in place of Monday and almost didn't go then either. I was having one of those days for a few days in a row, you know, the kind that keeps you on a high simmer. Things were looking fairly low and seemed as though there was several more lower places yet to go. But, I want to add right here something that I was forgetting at the time. "I have amazingly passed every possible expectation and prognosis of every Doc I have had since this bumpy road started 34 months ago.

I can say that only a week and a half after the radiation and it has helped me to put behind the excruciating pain in my upper left chest and radiated into my left shoulder rendering my left arm just about useless.  Funny how when the greater pain is diminished the lesser pains become the greats pain. Kind of like when you detail your bike as you find things that slipped by the first once over and take care of what appears then to jump right out at you, well then the smaller and maybe even things that others might and probably wouldn't even see all of a sudden they appear to be the elephant in the room. Well, I think pain works that way too. 

At the Doc shop all my blood was good and the once over was good and he told me maybe the worse thing that could have happened to me was for me to see the growth of the cancer. For me to see it really kicked me in the pants and reminded me that I was only receiving palliative care for comfort measures only and it sunk got through my thick skull that I was not getting the cure and my days for cure treatment are over. Well, I'm on the up swing now and I'm OK with all that has come my way and I'm back to keeping on track with the balance of quantity and quality. And comfort is a big part of this game and that's that on that! My Onc Doc changed some of my meds around and he really had a heart to heart talk with me and my concerns about Sue and her dealing with her MS and the flares that she hides from us that love her.

I changed by updating my bucket list and did my best to make a list that had smaller things along with the bigger and less likely things on the list that had become a stretch even for a healthy guy and wife to pull off even on three wheels. And guess what, I not only can get in and out of bed and my chair since the pain has been lessened, I can get on my trike and today Sue and I rode for the first time in over three weeks. Ya, I know, only 75 miles, but they were great miles and long over due too! We stopped and had a pizza and a big piece of sweat cake to top it off. I'm dropping my trike off for the 2500 mile service on Friday and though that's an all time lowest record of miles for this time in the season, well, every one of those miles belong to me and no one can take them away. I sure do miss the long distance rides of the past but that's OK because as sick as I have been... I've got a pretty good start on the rest of the season yet to come.

I have another appointment with my VA Onc Doc on the 30th with the hope that a ct scan and bone scan will be done the same day. That will put me in good shape to see the radiology/Oncology Doc on the 24th to see where and what the road has in store for me then. Meanwhile, I think I'd like to go for a ride, maybe 1000 miles and not the usual 4 to 10,000 mile rides I've had, but I have the pictures of those rides and I can't remember the last time I even looked at those pictures. lol maybe some cobwebs and dust and a little scrambled up, but I have each and everyone of those miles in my head and with my butt in my saddle. How lucky can a guy get.

So what if I have to take smaller steps, it isn't really the size of the step that's important, it's the direction that your taking the step that really counts. So, hip hip for the right direction, straight on with a flint chin. Thanks again for your positive thoughts, encouraging words and prayers and most important, thanks for your friendship.

Your friend in Sunapee
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on August 01, 2012, 10:06:45 PM
Hello Chappy,  Sure glad you were able to take a nice ride with Sue.  As for the bucketlist, I hope you can accomplish
all Listed.

Greg    :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: B.A. on August 01, 2012, 10:09:54 PM
I've just read the definition of GUTS!  Congratulations Chappy.  Be well!

BTW, Psalm 118 is my favorite thing in that book!  Was a good day, huh?!  Whose day was that anyway!

Prayers up... Best,

Bruce
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Post by: spydglide on August 01, 2012, 10:21:23 PM
Great to hear from you Chappy.  You've got a great depth to your understanding of dealing with this and I'm learning so much from you also.  I'm adjusting as you are to the length of my mc rides.....I hear ya!  They're great miles no matter the amt.  ;) Hang in there buddy.  spyder
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Post by: MAT on August 02, 2012, 02:34:57 AM
Sam,
  You are an inspiration to myself and many more on this site, I wish you all the best and I will pray for your comfort and peace and pain free days.

God bless you!

Mike
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Post by: miker on August 02, 2012, 08:14:50 AM
Glad to hear from you Sam...!
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Post by: martys on August 02, 2012, 08:22:02 AM
As always Sam, your strength and great faith has once again pulled at my heart-strings and I hope that every mile you ride feels like an amazing journey, and every day you spend with Sue and the family feels like a vacation.  Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily.

Marty & Diane 
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 02, 2012, 01:05:52 PM
Sam,it is so good to read your latest post. I know being in the saddle, for however long the ride is the best therapy for you.That is next to the love of family, friends and your faith. Just know we are here for you and keep you and Sue in our thoughts and prayers. Love you both.
Your friend in SC.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on August 02, 2012, 03:41:23 PM
Chappy,

Glad to see your riding again, prayers and love your and Sues way.

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Post by: MAT on August 21, 2012, 11:36:21 PM
Hello Sam and Sue ,
  Hope all is okay, thinking about you ...  God bless you and your family.

Mike
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Post by: chappy on August 22, 2012, 12:20:28 AM
Hello Mike,
I have been waiting for more info to share before I wrote again. But wouln't ya know today I got a pile of results from my Oncologist Doctor appointment yesterday. That same day I had an appointment for a Bone Scan and a C-T Scan. I'll tell ya, that was a long day. My Onc Doc called me today with the results and I have to chew on the info that I got.
Tomorrow I'll have a full house for a family get together and cookout. And Thursday I see my Radiologist/Oncologist to look at my newest reports then she will see if I have any more radiation zaps needed.
So, I'll write in a couple days when it all comes together.
Thanks for careing about me

chappy aka Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on August 22, 2012, 01:46:19 AM
Thanks Sam for the quick response,
 I (we ) think about you and your family often and continue to pray for you all, at church every weekend you have your personalized time all the way out here on the west coast with our prayer .... our faith is strong and Gods will is Great, God bless you !
 Mike
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 22, 2012, 10:05:21 AM
Sam, Ya'll enjoy your family GTG.
Love Ya'll.
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on September 03, 2012, 08:54:29 AM
Good Morning Sam  :)  Just thinking about you in prayer again this morning, and hoping all is well with You and Sue.

Marty
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on October 05, 2012, 02:42:26 PM
Howdy CVO HARLEY Family and Friends,

It is with much gratitude I write to you today. Delta, Rocky & Miss Debbie, Tomahawk & Debbie came here to visit and Sue and I really enjoyed the company. MikeyT, HowieGH, CaptGary, JohnTN as well as Mud who called me a couple days back and just as he stated, I am feeling down a bit. I'd really like to say I had it all together, but the simple truth is, I feel like a rung out dishrag. You know, the twisted and dried in place dishrag that even after it is moved it maintains it's deformed shape.

I try to brake loose of this feeling and it seems the more I try the deeper it gets, yup, that old down deep dark and dirty is back. It sucks the wind out of my sails and days, weeks go by at a time. Not sure how long it's been this time around, but I can only blame myself. I stopped taking 6 or 8 different pills a day (cold turkey) and didn't tell my Doc's because I knew they would want me back on them. Yesterday after talking to one of my Doctors, guess what, she told me to go back on at least the happy pill. lol. And wouldn't you know it! One of the pills I stopped was a happy pill. As it turns out, cold turkey isn't the recommended way to stop. Last night I started it up again. Half dose at a time for a week then up to the full dose. O'Boy!!

Two months ago I had a double dose of radiation to my chest from three different angles and that was done Mon - Fri. Thankfully the pain was greatly diminished in my left chest, shoulder and arm that was nearly useless. I had a ct-scan on my chest area done yesterday for an after comparison view. I'm not sure if another radiation zap will be in the works or not, but I see my Oncologist and Radiation Oncologist next week.

As you know I'm not on curative care any more. What I get from the Doc's now is aimed for comfort care (palliative care). That change is just that, a change, but a Big One! lol One thought that keeps banging me side the head is, if I wasn't sitting in the chemo room or on the radiation table or the waiting rooms, that space would be filled by some other poor sap, but most likely that someone would be getting Curative care, not just palliative care like me. I find this part of the mix the hardest to deal with. Next to seeing young kids and all the courage and life I can see in their eyes. I guess another part that is very difficult for me is fact that so many of the other Veterans I've met in the past three years that have been getting treatment during their fight against cancer are now passed away. Sometimes it feels like a twisted way of playing tag you're it. I do know that we all will have our turn at being the one who is "it". But, being terminal changes the rules a bit. Like I have said before many times, "I'm not giving up, or giving in, I'm giving over!". I have handed the control over to God and I can say if I don't interrupt His handling of things, life is much more pleasant.

The last couple months I have felt like a city on the hill under siege being held by a five prong attack. I won't bore you guys with the details of the five sides of these attacks I am battling against. I don't have a death wish, but I am getting tired and would like a rest, a long rest. Well, that's when I get to thinking I need to just stand up, be a man and stop my whining. I have been sleeping more and even sleep has become a juggling act. If I sleep to late in the morning I feel an afternoon nap is out of the question. When I get up earlier in the day an afternoon nap feels so good, but if my nap is to long I end up awake all night. lol

Sue is hanging in there extremely well. She has to help me now in ways that neither of us ever expected. Our rides are more in a cage this summer and less on the two or three wheeled transports. lol Believe it or not, as a result of not snapping back after the long winter this summer like I have the two previous summers, I have been in the wind catching bugs with my teeth this year less than I have in any other year of my past. I have thought about riding my bicycles as a kid and I think I rode more miles peddling my bikes than the low odometer readings I have on the Ultra and Tri-glide combined this year.

Today, is the first day in 5 that hasn't been raining, so, the mold breaks today, Sue and I are going to take a ride. Short or not, but sweet indeed.

Well, so long for now
Be well, Be blessed
Sam aka chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 05, 2012, 04:22:15 PM
Sam,
Thank you for your update. You and Sue are always in our prayers. Enjoy your ride today however long it is.
I still call your cell just to hear you say SAM in your voice mail message. That is the best medicine I ever get. LOL. One day you will fool me and actually answer and I will most likely pass out! Keep the chin up but don't let the nose fill up with rain water.  ;)
God Bless my friend,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on October 05, 2012, 06:05:53 PM
Thank you for the update Sam! Sorry we missed you in Maggie Valley this year. I love reading your words. They are so truthful and inspiring and they make me realize what a special person you truly are.

Rob
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on October 06, 2012, 12:15:33 AM
Great to hear from you directly Sam.  Hope you and Sue did manage a short ride.  My prayers are with you both as you seem to be such great examples of our community.  Thank you.  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: KennyC on October 06, 2012, 08:17:42 AM
I hope you and your wife really enjoyed your ride Sam!! And after reading your post I am quite sure you did!!  :) Hope ya'll get many many more!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: porthole on October 06, 2012, 11:18:33 AM
Thank you for the update Sam! Sorry we missed you in Maggie Valley this year. I love reading your words. They are so truthful and inspiring and they make me realize what a special person you truly are.

Sam & Sue were there - they were number 1 on the list  :2vrolijk_21:



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ChappySam & Sue 2
PortholeDuane & ? 1
LtBawbBob & ? 2
MikeyTEEMike & Susie 2
pete_4854Pete 1
PadoPhyllis and Frank  2
HDBRad & RHODA_King  Brad & Val 2
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on October 06, 2012, 01:38:53 PM
.....and I missed them....
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: DJ56 on October 06, 2012, 02:31:00 PM
Good to hear from you Sam.  Thanks for the update. As always you and Sue remain in my prayers.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on October 08, 2012, 12:32:47 PM
Sam,

Great to hear from you, love and prayers to you and Sue.  Hope the rain stopped long enough for a short ride.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on November 16, 2012, 07:55:47 PM
Hi everyone, this is Susie-Q. Chappy's better half. Ok, ok, so I'm not really his better half but it sure did feel good to write it.

It's been a long haul lately for Sam and I guess me too. Guess I should start where Chappy left off. After his radiation treatments he had to wait a bit and then he had another CT scan to see if the radiation did anything. Well, Praise God we do know it did something because before he got any treatments he couldn't even lift his left arm. Now, he can lift it and no pain where it had been unbearable. The scan showed that the tumors they radiated had indeed gotten smaller. Unfortunately the ones they did not radiate did grow a little more.

He then went back to see the Onc doc and everything is on hold again until he sees the radiation/Onc. He went back to see her and she wants to wait about 2-3 months and then do another CT scan and see where the tumors are at at that time. She doesn't want to use up what can be done to help if the pain/tumors start playing havoc again. He can only get so many treatments.

Chappy went back to see the Onc doc a few weeks ago and to my surprise and the docs, Chappy asked about experimental drug. He has decided to try one since its winter and if the side affects are awful at least he isn't loosing time to hopefully ride the bike. He hasn't started anything yet, it's coming in the mail. Will take the chemo pill daily for 4 weeks then off for 2, then repeat again. The name of the drug is Sutent.

Now for the sad part, Chappy isn't doing well at all. He has been sick for about 3 weeks now, kept quite about it for the most part. He isn't out of bed much, has horrible vertigo that has been going on for these 3 weeks. Can't even imagine that, he is starting some new meds tonight and hopefully they will give him some relief, the current meds haven't done anything for him. I have to say, I am worried about him. It is so hard to see him like this. Please, please pray that The Lord will heal him. I feel like I am loosing my Sam. I am so sorry to say this,but I guess I just feel like you all are family
Love you all, Sue. Sam sends his love to you all and misses everyone of you.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Twolanerider on November 16, 2012, 09:01:03 PM
Sad to read this Sue.  Godspeed on any relief from the new meds and to comfort for both you and Sam.  Be safe, care for each other as best you can, know your family is in the thoughts and good wishes of many.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on November 16, 2012, 09:39:08 PM
Susie Q and Chappy

Just wanted you to know I lifted you and Sam up to the throne of grace. God has used Sam to touch our hearts in a miraculous way and I asked God to return the favor and reach down from heaven and touch Sam and heal him. Sam is a warrior with a sweet spirit. He has brought great Joy to my heart and spirit when I speak with him. Sam brings glory to our Lord everyday he remains on this earth! I love him and you very much! I pray that God grants you wisdom, peace and an abundance amount His grace to face each day. It is an honor a privilege to pray for you both! Anything else you may need don't hesitate to call. Love you both, God Bless!

JR
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on November 16, 2012, 10:03:23 PM
Sue,
 Sam ,yourself and your Family will be in our daily prayers. Keep your spirits up and know that you have us with you in spirit.

God bless you,  Mike and Sandra
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on November 16, 2012, 10:08:27 PM
Thanks Sue for keeping us in your thoughts with all that you have been dealing with!!!  Our thoughts and Prayers go out to You and Sam as always, and please know that his "Family" here is always thinking of your Family there.

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: TUGG on November 17, 2012, 07:32:39 PM
Sam, you are in our prayers.. Never give up hope and live life with cheerfulness by appreciating and enjoying all the small things around you. Make a choice everyday to Love your family and friends more than you ever have.  Be accepting of any love you receive.  There is more healing power within you than all the medical profession has to offer.   Then follow your heart to make the medical and treatment choices you need to get well..  Love Tigg and Tugg
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Robmay on November 18, 2012, 02:56:06 PM
Sue,

Thank you for keeping us posted. We are praying here for Sam's complete recovery!

Rob and Annette
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Post by: ccr on November 19, 2012, 08:28:35 AM
Hugs
xoxoxo
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: miker on November 19, 2012, 10:03:21 AM
Our thoughts are with you two.  Peace and comfort.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 19, 2012, 07:53:30 PM
Thanks Sue for the update. You and Sam have been and will remain in our daily prayers.
Love to both of you,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Talon on November 20, 2012, 03:00:45 PM
Sue, so sorry to hear about Sam's decline, pray for you two everyday. Hope things turn around and you can somehow enjoy Thanksgiving.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: KennyC on November 20, 2012, 06:00:58 PM
Sue, many prayers from us coming your way! Sam is lucky to have you caring for him I think! Best of luck and prayers for you! Kenny
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on November 21, 2012, 12:14:15 PM
Sue,

Thanks for the update on Sam as hard as it is to read.  I know I have expressed many times from the first time I read about Sam's journey something inside of me changed and for the better.  Meeting you and Sam in person has only strengthened that feeling as well as my belief in God almighty. 

There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you guys.  I will keep praying and trust the Lord will take care of it.

God Bless and Love You Guys

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: TN on November 30, 2012, 08:55:35 AM
Sam & Sue,


Was just thinking of you. I missed seeing y'all on the road this year.


God Bless


Phillip
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on December 24, 2012, 10:59:56 PM
Merry Christmas and have the best new year ever!
Please understand and know and always remember, no matter what goes on during ride for Sue and me, we both are indebted to the family that you all have become!!! Thank you for caring so much and being there. Also thanks for the phone calls, cards, e-mails and posts.
I have the plan to post ever day, sorry I haven't carried out my plan. I get up later each day it seems and I'm off to bed pretty early. If I play my cards right I will sleep my way right thru the winter so I'll be plenty rested for a nice warm spring ride.
For all you folks that are still riding, be safe out there!
I love and miss you guys
Thanks again
Sam aka. Chappy
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: KennyC on December 24, 2012, 11:11:24 PM
Merry Christmas and have the best new year ever!
Please understand and know and always remember, no matter what goes on during ride for Sue and me, we both are indebted for the family that you all have become!!! Thank you for caring so much and being there. Also thanks for the phone calls, cards, e-mails and posts.
I have the plan to post ever day, sorry I haven't carried out my plan. I get up later each day it seems and I'm off to bed pretty early. If I play my cards right I will sleep my way right thru the winter so I'll be plenty rested for a nice warm spring ride.
For all you folks that are still riding, be safe out there!
I love and miss you guys
Thanks again
Sam aka. Chappy

  Merry Christmas to you Sam and Sue, and may the New Year be awesome!!!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on December 24, 2012, 11:15:54 PM
God Bless You and Your Family Sam and Sue

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: spydglide on December 24, 2012, 11:18:53 PM
Merry Christmas to you and Sue, Chappy.  :xmas:  spyder
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: 1sharprdkg on December 24, 2012, 11:18:57 PM
Vickie and I really missed seeing you and Sue in Maggie Valley this year, but we understand. Thinking of you both and wishing you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. See you soon.     Arland
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MAT on December 24, 2012, 11:32:44 PM
Merry Christmas to you Sam and Sue and your family.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: JR on December 25, 2012, 06:00:29 AM
Hey Sam! :drink: Prayed for you and Susie Q this wonderful morning as we celebrate the birth of Our Savior! Asked Him to give you a good day today. Love you Sam, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Fired00d on December 25, 2012, 07:47:59 AM
Chappy Merry Christmas to you and your family!!!! God Bless.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on December 25, 2012, 11:56:30 AM
Merry Christmas and have the best new year ever!
Please understand and know and always remember, no matter what goes on during ride for Sue and me, we both are indebted to the family that you all have become!!! Thank you for caring so much and being there. Also thanks for the phone calls, cards, e-mails and posts.
I have the plan to post ever day, sorry I haven't carried out my plan. I get up later each day it seems and I'm off to bed pretty early. If I play my cards right I will sleep my way right thru the winter so I'll be plenty rested for a nice warm spring ride.
For all you folks that are still riding, be safe out there!
I love and miss you guys
Thanks again
Sam aka. Chappy

Merry Christmas Sue, give Sam a big hug for me.

Love you guys.

Chains
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on December 25, 2012, 02:14:51 PM
Merry Christmas and have the best new year ever!
Please understand and know and always remember, no matter what goes on during ride for Sue and me, we both are indebted to the family that you all have become!!! Thank you for caring so much and being there. Also thanks for the phone calls, cards, e-mails and posts.
I have the plan to post ever day, sorry I haven't carried out my plan. I get up later each day it seems and I'm off to bed pretty early. If I play my cards right I will sleep my way right thru the winter so I'll be plenty rested for a nice warm spring ride.
For all you folks that are still riding, be safe out there!
I love and miss you guys
Thanks again
Sam aka. Chappy

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Wishing the both of you a Great New Year.

Greg
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 26, 2012, 10:48:21 AM
Sam and Sue,
Susie and I hope your Christmas was joyful and surrounded by family. Wishing you a glorious New Year!
Praying for both of you and hope your riding season comes quickly. Good Lord willing we will get to ride together this coming year.
Love you both and God Bless,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: longlast on January 09, 2013, 06:14:06 PM
Sam and Sue

My name's Pete I've gone through the 70 some odd threads and my wife's and my hart and priers
go out across the waves to you from London England

Keep your chin up and all the best for the coming year


   Pete & Twyla
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 27, 2013, 08:46:29 PM
Sam and Sue,
Just sitting here thinking of the two of you. Praying that you are doing well.
Love Ya,
Mike
 :drink:
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 28, 2013, 02:55:45 PM
Sam and Sue,
Just sitting here thinking of the two of you. Praying that you are doing well.
Love Ya,
Mike
 :drink:
X2
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: martys on February 05, 2013, 11:34:35 PM
Hi Sam,  Just letting you know you are always in our thoughts and prayers, and I hope things are as good as can be for You and Sue, in your journey .

Marty & Diane
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 11, 2013, 09:10:45 PM
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Hello Friends and Family,

I am sure sorry that I haven't sent along a continueing reply post before now. With a brief reason/excuse (excuse= a reason that doesn't quite cut it!), anyway, I'll attempt that in a moment, but first let allow me to say this, today just might be the day that I have placed my foot on the bottom rung of the ladder that will lead me out of the ditch I stumbled into sometime last October. Simply said, I have been very sick with ALL the usual things and a few things that I'm glad to say have not been the norm for me. One thing I do know for sure, the bumpy road that I have been riding has a deep ditch on the side and I did fall into it. I'm glad to say and hope I'm right to say, I finally hit the bottom and found the ladder. I'm not sure how many rungs there is but what I'd like to say the loudest is, There Is A Ditch On Both Sides Of The Road!! Have you noticed that road speed limits are OK, but, to know the limit of your own ability is better yet. Kind of funny, but as I once again wonder into my in the wind memories, I recall having the whole two lanes of road ahead of me on a nice twisty byway that had a speed suggestion sign of 35 MPH. But I had my own, edited, new and improved version that clearly was say maybe double that. Cutting my grove, man what a blast. Then all of a sudden, I ran out of road, or maybe I should say, I ran out of pavement. I could see ot coming too! You know that white line on the right side of your lane? Well, it really is your friend. In a quite way that white line speaks to a sort of bubbley somewhere near the center of your gut. It seems that the faster you go and the twistier the twists and the narrower the right side of the white line pavement is the louder the voice in the gut center lets you know that dirt, grass and trees are only inches away. Yup, white knuckles ahead! The Dragon comes to mind many other roads too. I'd rather be running out of road at 70 plus MPH than piloting this recliner as the snow piles up on the other side of window. Have I ever told you guys how much I prefer riding season over winter in NH?

Sam
 
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Post by: chappy on February 11, 2013, 09:12:28 PM
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 Yup, I've been pretty sick and with the seasonal change that comes with this Northern New England October, I was pretty sick but still couldn't be sure if I had a cold or a flu bug coming on or if I had a recurring chest and or sinus infection brewing again. But mostly Sue and I was hoping that this demon Thymic carcinoma cancer was rearing it's ugly head for another one of the cycles to the next level again.

I still remember like yesterday how much I wanted to put on as many late season miles as I could on my 2003 Ultra Classic Harley. My goal was to turn the odometer reading over 100,000 miles, but missed it by a mere 300 miles. The 800 pound two wheeled beast has become a bit much for me. Not only for me to ride two up, but even solo, especially with my legs that have become weaker than I can ever remember. You'ld have to smile and maybe laugh while seeing me get on the old Tuna Boat. Just lifting her off the jiffystand was no small feat. Last May when I bought my brand new 2012 Harley Triglide (mid-night rainbow) because I thought it might be the best way that Sue and I would add many more enjoyable miles in the wind like we have for just shy of forty years together. We managed to clock over 3500 miles during the five month riding season in the mountain and lakes region of New Hampshire, Vermont, New York and Mass. We failed to pull off any 10,000+ miles road trips that were the highlight of our riding season.

Well, Back to a point, humm, oh, yup..before I forget. Sutent... I think I stated in my earlier post, but may by not. Anyway, Last October I was sick enough to think that the trial med Sutent might be worth a try. So, I proceeded with Sutent at the Vermont Veterans Hospital. My dose was 50mg, that seems to be the normal dose to start at and also had the normal plan of one pill a day for 28 days followed by 14 days without the med and repeating again the same. Well, like I said above, in October I was sick, very sick. So my Onc Doc gave me a heavy duty five day anti-biotic followed with a fourteen day lesser anti-biotic. That put me into November and I was still pretty sick. My plan was to wait until after Thanksgiving to start the Sutent with the hope that I'd be finished with my the sickness that I had been fighting. part of that same plan was that I wouldn't have Sutent side-effects if I were to get any at all. A great plan, even if I say so myself! lol But My great plan falled. I was still sick and didn't feel Any better by Thanksgiving, so Sue went to have Thanksgiving at my son's home with him, Amy and their four boys and my daughter Sarah and her two boys went there as well. A full house to say the least. I was home in bed all that day, right where I had been for going on weeks.

Because so much time had pasted I decided to start the Sutent the day after Thanksgiving even though I was still sick. My plan then was by starting the med then I would have my first 28 day cycle of Sutent before Christmas and the I hopefully would feel better enough to spend time with my kids and grandkids for the Christmas and New Year week. Well, I didn't feel any better going into the first week of the med but Sue and I were still hopeing for the best. By the start of the second week I had so many mouth sores I couldn't count them all. It got so bad in just a couple of the following days I couldn't eat or drink and the sores that were more like razor blade cuts than typical round sores. Wow, did they hurt. Sue called my Onc Doc and he said come right up. It turned out, I had a new battle front to deal with, "Trush". I was given a couple of large bottles of stuff called swish and swallow. this med and I went home together. At least it didn't taste bad. The next day my lips and nostrils were cut up in the same way and bleeding too. My tongue and my throat were swollen as well. Oh, I was still sick too. lol The next day I had the same kind of razor cuts at the other end of my system as well. That same end hadn't even gotten over the weeks of diarrhea. A+D ointment and tucks became my flank while fighting that battle.

Sam



Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on February 11, 2013, 09:13:23 PM
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Yet I continued the Sutent and the swish and swallow at one end and maintained the fight at the other end into the third week without any improvement. By then even my gums between my teeth were just about gone as was most of the gums had reseeded especially along my back teeth. Just plain raw everywhere else in my mouth, nose and throat and yup, there too. My teeth started to hurt the way it feels when you have a loose tooth or a cracked filing.

So, on day 24 of 28 I made a decission, I stopped my Sutent. Slowly the Trush went away and my gums and elsewhere got to feeling better except my teeth felt like they were shifting and moving and were slightly removed from where they normally sat. Even now my gums are reseeded and raw and hurt especially when I brush my teeth, my teeth now feel even more out of place and more loose too. I had to have my #15 tooth removed because infection had set in and caused great pain in my left jaw at the hinge. I am amazed to now remember how big molers are, wow! A big hole too!!
I think this is the first I have written since early December to any body, so I think I found the ladder and am now finally climbing upward and am on the mend.

I can say for sure, I won't be taking any more Sutent. Sad to say, but it was my last hope from the medical realm to claim a victory. But, as I have said so many times before, "It's better to trust in The Lord, than to have confidence in man!". I got a cold and calaus phone call from a lady that simply said, "The tumor board at the Veteran's Hospital has ruled out any more surgery, chemo or radiation treatment for you, have a nice day!".
I can get pain meds and anti-biotics, as well as meds for vertigo, nausea and sleep and such. But, the good news is I'm at 39 months since my surgery and best yet, it's only a few months till I can start up my three wheeled bundle of joy and get off this fold-em-up reclining chair.

Best to all of you from Sue and I
Til the rides
Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: LovemyCVOgirl on February 11, 2013, 09:30:02 PM
Sam, sometimes with all the medical treatments we have and the highly trained physicians, there comes a time when we have to follow our heart and take a step back.  Trust your instincts and let God provide the wisdom.  You have a strong soul and you will beat this curse.  You hang in there and I will continue to send my prayers to you and your family.

Judy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 11, 2013, 11:46:09 PM
Sam as always,it is good to read your posts. You never cease to amaze me with your way with words. You have a special way of making others feel good even when the news isn't always the best. What I do see in your posts is your moving forward at the best pace you can muster.  Your courage and strength are admired by many.
I continue to lift you and Sue up in prayer everyday.
I hope and pray we will get to see and ride with you this year.
Love to you and Sue.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on February 12, 2013, 09:00:29 AM
Sam it was great to hear your voice and now to see you on the site is super.  Prayers and love always brother.

Chains
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on February 12, 2013, 09:19:00 AM
Good to hear from you Sam.  Praying for you daily.

Greg & Vicki
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Post by: 2k on February 12, 2013, 09:31:37 AM
To know that the people that are helping you(and many others) to stay alive can just say "we quit", gives me a sicking feeling. SHAME ON THEM!!!
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Post by: Robmay on February 12, 2013, 01:32:49 PM
Thanks for the update Sam. Still praying for your complete recovery!  :bananarock:
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Post by: spydglide on February 13, 2013, 06:41:36 PM
Great to read your report Sam......prayers your way, my Friend.  spyder
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on February 13, 2013, 06:46:20 PM
To know that the people that are helping you(and many others) to stay alive can just say "we quit", gives me a sicking feeling. SHAME ON THEM!!!
X2 AGREE! Sam, keep reaching for that next rung because God has a hold of the top of that ladder and we are behind you brother!
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Post by: chappy on February 14, 2013, 06:09:21 PM
[quote author=1sharprdkg
To know that the people that are helping you(and many others) to stay alive can just say "we quit", gives me a sicking feeling. SHAME ON THEM!!!
X2 AGREE! Sam, keep reaching for that next rung because God has a hold of the top of that ladder and we are behind you brother! Quote]

Thanks guys, page one of two

Funny, In Oct. 2009, I was first facing eye to eye the Vermont Veterans Tumor Board. It was then and there that I was told by the VA Tumor Board that they ruled I should not and will not receive anything more than palliative care and or comfort measures only. I asked for a second opinion and they agreed. That's when the Boston Veterans Hospital came into onto my bumpy road and told me they would operate on me. And the surgery was done Nov 12th 2009 the day after Veterans Day. Things went quickly. Now that I have lived past 3 death dates given to me by The VA Doctors who report to the Tumor Boards I find myself right back where this ride really started, whereby I am once again deemed inoperable as well as once again on palliative/comfort care only.

All that to say, while all this was going on, I would have to search high and low to find any media that was not reporting on one side or the other whether or not the future medical in this country would have Death Panels. These reports that came daily around the clock and from both sides of the issue. They would point fingers at the other while pointing fingers back at the other. both sides and the middle demanding Death Panels will never be in America.

I found such political arguments very funny in a very sickening way. Because Death Panels ARE IN AMERICA and have been for a long time. The same has fallen under the Congress, they control and funding and the same folks still refuse to tell Americans, deaths panels are here in America and here to stay. they openly and clearly admit that death panels are hidden somewhere in the pages and pages that needs to be passed so we can read them. While these same folks are changing the definitions of words as well as coming up with new words to screen the full truth of the games they play, still pointing their finger back and forth. This goes on and on from both sides of the aisle and sad to say I have lived to clearly see the secret handshakes and the lumps of cash that switch hands and seems to come from nowhere and disappears as soon as it appeared. I say, show me, where is it in our National annual budget. Oh yeah, that's right too. There hasn't been past in four years and this year has followed suit now into the fifth year as well. Yup, I know, I know! The other guy did it! well, I'm sick of reading the same old 10 cent novel with a new shinning colorful cover sporting the latest font out there in the re-print shops.
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Post by: 16HD117 on February 14, 2013, 07:12:29 PM
Wow!  Very sobering words!
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Post by: chappy on February 14, 2013, 07:17:20 PM
Page two
I have watched this fact unfold before my eyes while sitting in Government funded (??) Veterans hospital waiting rooms. I have asked why things such as medical care and services are vanishing from the VA medical care system right before my eyes. And while looking right into my eyes the answer from the top dogs at the VA are, "we have a shrinking budget". How so, since the Fed's haven't passed a budget in now 5 years running? Now, as the deck gets reshuffled and a coin gets tossed for heads or tails, it is reviled to me that the findings in my case shows me, the Vermont Veterans Hospital Tumor Board has in my case voted death rather than life. This is the same death vote by the majority of the Boston Veterans Hospital Tumor Board as well. The tumor board of both my primary medical care center as well as my source for a second opinion the Boston VA Medical Center, my last chance and hope for curative medical care has voted, I should not and will not receive any curative Medical care. I will only receive palliative/comfort care my remaining days.  

So, forget VA Hospital and the changing definitions of the words that they use to play word games. I shoot for the understanding and what this means for my outcome and for the living breathing Veteran that I am. Well, My very life and usefulness that I may have literally hangs in the balance that's determined by a board/panel.  Whether you call it a Tumor Board or a Death Panel, maters not, in the end it's the exact same thing. Get ready because when and if you or a loved one gets sick enough and meets the criteria set forth by this Panel or that, you will be the fuel that keeps the cog wheel a churning and the Panel going on. Civilian Health care is next to have such panels and may already. At best it's knocking at your door. Please understand it won't and isn't just for old farts either, age doesn't mater to boards. As I have described above. What "only" maters is medical care has become and gaining ground to be just another business and as with any business, it's measured by costs and profits, Black or Red. When the Fed fully runs and operates the US Medical care system, black and red are out the door. Just look at history. The means to the ends will as every time before control the the masses from cradle, the grave and all that is between.

We Americans have slowly but surely become nothing more than Federal Expenditures to a Federal Budget that is unsustainable. What I find so sickening is, all the career politicians know and have known and try to cover the historic fact that over the past 100 years or so we have been headed this way. To me, what's more sickening, is this mess is and has been coming for a while now and may already be a done deal. What seems to be, is what our representatives and leaders mostly do now, is fine tune the beast that they have long since let out of the cage. History of past clearly predicts what's ahead.

So, I'll conclude with this, The US of A already has Death Panels regardless of how you spin or create new definitions for words and also create brand new words. I have witnessed in letter and deed, No mater how you slice it, (Tumor Boards = Death Panels), and again this isn't something new under the sun. If you sincerely want to see what tomorrow looks like, diligently read your history books.

May you all prosper in wealth and in health
May our Children forgive us for partying with their money
Death Panels may be the answer to prayer,
but who are those that are praying?
And who are those that are prey?

Please forgive my rant about Tumor Boards
Through it all, all is well with my soul
Sincerely
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: kb on February 14, 2013, 08:17:30 PM
May God be with you. You are one of.the most courage's and inspiring people God has put on the earth.
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Post by: chappy on February 16, 2013, 02:05:06 AM
Hello family and friends,

It is with great sadness and a heavy heart as I let you all know that my loving wife lost her twin sister tonight.
Sue's sister Sandi received a double lung transplant at a Pittsburg, PA Hospital in April of 2010.
Sandi fought very amazingly during her up and down battle, but the ever present rejection took her home around 10:30 pm.
She leaves behind her Husband Jeff and son Chris, as well as Sue and her three brothers Kenny, Jimmy and Brian.

Please keep Sue and her family as well as me and my kids in your prayers.

Thanks in advance
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: ccr on February 16, 2013, 05:27:53 AM
Hello family and friends,

It is with great sadness and a heavy heart as I let you all know that my loving wife lost her twin sister tonight.
Sue's sister Sandi received a double lung transplant at a Pittsburg, PA Hospital in April of 2010.
Sandi fought very amazingly during her up and down battle, but the ever present rejection took her home around 10:30 pm.
She leaves behind her Husband Jeff and son Chris, as well as Sue and her three brothers Kenny, Jimmy and Brian.

Please keep Sue and her family as well as me and my kids in your prayers.

Thanks in advance
Sam aka chappy

So sorry for the pain and loss. Big hugs to you both.
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Post by: JR on February 16, 2013, 10:20:07 AM
Hey Brother! Prayed for Sue and Sandy's family as they deal with the pain of losing a loved one. What a shame her transplant kept rejecting. Our lives are filled with "hope", highs and lows. Praise God for His promises and trusting in His word we don't have to hope, we can know and believe it.

It was good to see you posting again Sam. As 1sharprdkg wrote "keep reaching for that next rung because God has a hold of the top of that ladder and we are behind you brother!" Good stuff and right on target. I love to hear from you buddy and it is an honor to pray for you and Sue. God Bless!

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Chains on February 17, 2013, 12:55:56 PM
Sam, so sorry for your and Sue's loss.  I said a prayer for Sandy and all of her family.

give Sue a big hug for me.

love you guys
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Black Diamond on February 17, 2013, 10:20:31 PM
Prayers sent.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: chappy on March 21, 2013, 02:17:17 AM
WOW!!
Another month has gone by. Only 25 days until midnight-rainbow will have more rent due for the dealer storage. And don't ya know? We just had another dumping of the winter white frosting. Besides riding in the snowy icy frozen dirt road of Sunapee where I plant my home, I need to do it all right in the balance of frost and mud.

Either way I'll dress warm and get it dome. The strangest thing has happened this year, it's the first year since I started riding mini bikes as a kid, right on thru to today. Somehow I didn't get spring/cabin fever. But lol, maybe it's all those pills I take to cut down on the pain.

Speaking of that pain stuff and the fact that I have been off a curative medical plan and on the terminal comfort plan only also called palliative plan, my visits to the VA Hospital has change a little more than I thought it would, or maybe I just wasn't really thinking about it enough. Well, it seems that there's a push on for Hospice. I don't believe I much care to get into the breakdown lane yet. I don't like the circling the airport while I wait to land. Kind of weird, when flight chappy lands I'll be guided to a terminal gate.
Deep down inside I know that I have to get my heart right and give it my all so I can ride this year. So the last thing I want to mess up would be failing to get my ducks in a the row needed to assure I get in the wind for as long as I can.

Speaking of ducks, Maybe I shouldn't tell this one, ya, I guess I Will. It goes back about 40 years or so. I was up in the neck of the woods not to far from Weirs Beach, NH. It was winter and I might have been feeling a little confined, you know know, like cabin fever will do. anyway there's a McDonalds in the typical busy area near the water. Most of the water was frozen but not all. Water close to the piers rarely freezes if it's in the sun most of the.

Back to ducks, well, because there are so many people without a clue feed the ducks mickyD food so the poor creators don't fly south with the main part of the flock and pretty much get stuck eating mickyD food all winter. Back to that cold day some 40 years ago I went into mickyD's for the usual choke and gag and while I was there I had this idea cross my forehead, you know, the inside screen on my forehead. Might have been a bell ring too. So, I gathered all the fries that weren't being eaten and went out side to the ducks. I tossed a few fries their way and like always ducks filled the parking lot from all around. I tossed a few more fries and started to lead them to the doors of MickD's. I wished I had a camera to snap a few shots because in no time at all I had close to 50 ducks inside both sets off doors then I tossed all remain fries all around and quickly headed for my car and watched the whole thing from the comfort of my car.

Rocker and Deb came up a week or two ago to help with a leaking hot water tank. As always the leak ended up being an entire tank. All back together and again as usual a new leak down the pipe at the next joint if that wasn't enough it did it again. The water is nice and hot now.

Sue really suffered losing her twin sister, it caused her to go into a MS flare. She was given three days of IV infusion treatment and slowly she is coming along better now. I really hat when she gets these flares because I lose a little bit of her each time. We are doing pretty good at keeping our wits about us at least we think we are. Not that it matters much now, but the veterans Administration has added a few more diseases to the list of Agent Orange and the other agents that add up to the over 30 million gallons dumped on Nam. My ship was one of the ships that was a confirmed handler. A very long story to say that all the VA Administrators and Managers as well as all the top level chemical company's are all comfortable with the big time retirement and guarantee of zero accountability. The ship I was on was given to Nigeria. Other ships went else where.

So there, the joke is on me and untold thousands that just did what they were told. But, not so much any more.

All is well with my soul
Be well my family and friends
Chappy
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Post by: pkl on March 21, 2013, 06:41:35 AM
Chappy, started following this thread when I joined this site and have followed all of your updates. Haven't met you but have admired how you have faced the hand dealt you. God bless and continued prayers.
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Post by: miker on March 21, 2013, 07:45:03 AM
Good to hear from ya Sam, best to Sue too!
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Post by: spydglide on March 21, 2013, 07:56:41 AM
Great to read your post this morning Chappy!  So sorry Sue has been dealing with the flare, but you have a way of conveying bad news that always leaves one with a sense of resolve.  I love the mischievous duck story.  Hang tough my VietNam Brother, the snow will melt soon. :sunny:  har!  spyder
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Post by: MAT on March 21, 2013, 09:45:39 AM
Great read Sam, you and Sue stay warm and hang in there as warm weather is around the corner.

 You both do as we all should and count each day as a blessing, have faith in God and know paradise awaits us!   

God bless you both!

Mike


P.S. The duck story was great!
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Post by: kb on March 21, 2013, 09:53:21 AM
Good to read your post. Hope Sue is feeling better. May God bless you and Sue
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Post by: Eagle Eye on March 21, 2013, 10:05:59 AM
Sam,

You and Sue are in our prayers. 

Thank you for sharing your stories.  You have quite a gift for writing.  I too have followed your thread here since you started it and I'm sure we would have been fast friends if we'd met.  You didn't say what chaos was caused by the ducks, but I imagine quit a stir.  I wish you well.

God bless,
Ken
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 21, 2013, 11:34:11 AM
So now we know how Micky D came up with their chicken sandwich, it all started with ducks.
Sam as always it is good to hear from you. Give Sue a big hug from me and keep one for yourself.
Love to you both.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: martys on March 21, 2013, 06:17:36 PM
Great to hear from you Sam  :2vrolijk_21:  I hope Sue is progressing quickly and is feeling better soon.  I, like you am very tired of this winter wonderland and hope that our riding season is just around the corner and you will be on that shiny trike in the wind very soon  :2vrolijk_21:  As always you and Sue are in our thoughts and prayers my friend.

Marty & Diane

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Post by: Talon on March 22, 2013, 08:30:39 AM
You two are an inspiration, we could all learn from your life experience, not to sweat the small stuff, get out and enjoy what you have. Prayers sent for you and Sue.
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Post by: JR on March 22, 2013, 09:07:44 AM
Hey Sam! Thanks for an update and great laugh with those ducks! :jack: :huepfenlol2: It is my prayer it warms up fast and your able to get in the wind again. Sorry to hear about Sue's setback. Praying for her and you my friend, love ya man, God Bless!

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Chains on March 24, 2013, 11:49:27 AM
Great to hear from you Sam.  Love the duck story, my kinda fun.  Hope Sue is felling better, so sorry about her sister.

Love and prayers

Chains
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Post by: chappy on March 24, 2013, 02:37:23 PM
Hello my riding friends,

After reading your replies to the misadventures of my times long past as well as those most recent. I can tell you that although I was right there from the start to total chaos I did duck out before the conclusion. What I did see still leaves me with the question as to who was more frighten and frustrated, the customers, the employees or those ducks that were by the time I left were flying in an almost hover about 3 to 4 feet off the floor. So, (smiling as I remember the sight) the ducks were flapping just about head height of the many unsuspecting folks Only trying to eat. Employees were running trying to catch the freaking out ducks that were doing their best to find the way out. Just about that time I drove out of the Micky D parking lot.

Another thing I read was a part of my earlier post was unintentionally less than clear. The point I made was about the ship WHEC 718 Chase that I called my address for a time, although it is finally list among many other recently listed ships that spent time in the waters of the Nam and handled Agent Orange and Agent Blue and who knows what else. What I wrote could be and and fact was easily understood one way but I did note and would not try to make a false claim. Here is the factual point that I want to make, Although the Chase was there, very lucky for me I was not. I was a part of the new crew deployed on the Chase after she came back to the States. My intended point was the connection of Agent Orange, the Chase and another newly added piece to the puzzle (Thymic Carcinoma Cancer). Only a level of clean can be reached on the cleanest of ships even one returning from Nam. While I was a sailor I did sea some rough and very rough seas. During that time the Chase would rock and roll and sometimes make the most ungodly sounds of banging, cracking and snapping. I'm sure those time would raise the dust that was in the cracks and crannies and other wise unseen. Bottom line I was Honorably Discharged 29 March 1972 as a Vietnam Era Veteran. The VA does not include my service to be one in any way connected to Agent Orange. That being said, I know that far to many Vets of the Chase have died or are living with the nasty cancers connected to Agent Orange including myself. Maybe in another 40 years the VA will change their rating system and include the service of the unnumbered Navy and Coast Guard ships that made up what's know as the Vietnam Blue Water Sailors and maybe those that served on those ships before they could or would be consider clean of those deadly chemicals.

Fortunately I am a 100% PTSC [(permanently & totally, service connected) a Veterans Administration term]. If this wasn't the case I like thousands of Veterans wouldn't be eligible for VA Medical Care. In my case I was never approved for any Medical Insurance at any of the jobs I held during my working career. What's really weird, because I would have been the primary in any medical coverage plan and I was rejected, well, so was my family. So, I find it very strange that the politicians just all of a sudden find a need to deal with and correct the wrongs for any and all the folks with  what's known as preexisting (What Evers). Long boring story would otherwise follow... lol.

I have participated multiple times in the Ride To The Wall DC as well as  many times to The Moving Wall. I also remember those that were sent home and those that came home from Nam with visible and invisible wounds that for every changed their lives. I also every now and then I remember the names and faces of the crew I sailed with and am every time amazed how many are living with or have died from a long list of cancers that not only affected their person but also the persons of their posterity. I am thankful to be alive, but I at times have a very hard time with how very easily my life and death could have been so different. Maybe that's why I except my Diabetes type II and Thymic Carcinoma Cancer the way I do. My brother Bob was a twin tour Brown Water River Rat bow gunner and also has diabetes. Like me he is a very odd fellow.. lol. But he did have Agent Orange dumped on how and Agent Blue dumped in the water he motored on bringing troops and supplies up and wounded down those Nam waters. In the same sense that we look a a picture and think, "yup, he's all in one piece", well, a picture is a thousand and more, but, NO!, my brother Bob is not all in one piece. Much of him remains in Nam and thou I have been to The Wall in DC more times than I can count, my brother Bob still has not been there and after talking to him on the topic many times, he still tells me,  ("I just can't do it!)

God Bless Our Warriors And There Families.
To all the Veterans here, Thank You for your service!
Sam. Aka. Sam
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on March 24, 2013, 03:02:06 PM
Chappy you QUACK me up ...  :huepfenlol2:
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Post by: MAT on March 24, 2013, 04:16:21 PM
CHAPPY,
   I too thank all Servicemen and Women for their service,  While you were in Nam I was a young kid that had no idea of the magnitude of that conflict, I wish it had not occurred.
 I hope you get warm weather soon and get out in the wind.

 Think of you and Sue often, God bless!
 Mike
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on March 24, 2013, 07:27:50 PM
Sam,
I too thank and pray for our servicemen and women present and past. I think more people should make an effort to visit the wall as it is awe inspiring. I know DC area is not in reach for most but the moving wall travels all over and is worth visiting if near an area close by.
Sam, I have this picture of you laughing your rear off planted in my mind from the duck incident.
You are truly an inspiration. ( Take that as you like.) I can't pass a Micky D without seeing ducks flying around causing mayhem inside. You are the best.
Love ya brother,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MAT on March 24, 2013, 11:58:57 PM
Sam,I can't pass a Micky D without seeing ducks flying around causing mayhem inside. You are the best.
Love ya brother,
Mike
 :drink:


Now I want to reinact this and call it the Chappy act!  :}
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Post by: Eagle Eye on March 26, 2013, 04:08:34 PM
Back at ya Sam. Thanks brother!
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Post by: kb on May 07, 2013, 10:09:37 PM
Hi Sam.  I hope all is well with you. It looks like summer is knocking at our door. It would be wonderful to hear that you are putting miles on that trike.  May God bless you. KB






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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 27, 2013, 11:42:06 PM
Sam,
I was thinking of you and Sue today when all of a sudden I passed by a Mickey D. Had to pull
over, I was laughing too hard to drive. Good thing nobody was with me as would be too hard to explain.
Anyway hope all is well your way and you and Sue are in the wind.
Love ya both and pray all is well.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on June 11, 2013, 02:30:50 PM
 Before we get started Chappy and I want you all to know that this is Sue writing for him as he is dictating this letter.he is very tired and weak these days.

Hello brothers and sisters, I get fatigued way more than I used to. This winter has been a rough one for so many of our riding family. What used to be part time as needed, I am sucking air almost all the time now. As far as my body being infected, it seems I have went and done it again. Second infection in less than 6 weeks. I can't believe the stuff I am spitting up after choking, the only good thing about it is, is that it stops the pain for a little while.
I was gonna ride my bike home from the shop but just didn't have it in me. It's the same as Rolling Thunder, just didn't have it in me. Don't get me wrong, I want to ride, maybe more than I have ever in my life. I've been out of the house twice for less than a total of 15 minutes in the last 6 weeks. The kids and Sue are going to get me some sort of porch rocker/glider that sits two people. They are supposed to be surprising me with it but Suzy spilled the beans. It will make a great Fathers Day gift. Maybe I will be able to sit on the porch in the shade and once again smell New Hampshire at its finest.
Stage 4 terminal cancer is really quite a foe. I don't eat very good. They seem to be pushing Hospice on me and I keep saying no. I wanted to ride this summer but you know what's really odd, I didn't even get any spring fever. First time ever. I did walk out into the garage and touch the trike but believe it or not, after using the strength just to get out of my seat and down the few steps through the breeze way, I found I couldn't even get on. This is the hardest psychological battle I have ever had to fight. One that I know will win. As crazy as it sounds with all that goes on with graveyards and churches and funeral homes, a lot of people have there own ideas of spreading there ashes. So I decided I will write my crazy two cents, I am going to have all my ashes put into a 1997 Harley Davidson Heritage Springer motor. Mostly because of all the repairs and petty maintenance I look forward to seeing it put into a whole in the ground next to my son Scott.
I'm sorry it's been so long in writing I think of you guys everyday and all the rides we've shared.
With my upmost respect for you all continue riding with other members that may not be able to ride for themselves....chappy
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Post by: kb on June 11, 2013, 02:50:46 PM
Sam, Thanks for giving us a shout. I do believe that you can and will. overcome this challenge! Hope that you get on the trike and ride like never before. May God bless and heal you soon.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on June 11, 2013, 03:50:25 PM
Sue, thanks for playing secretary for Sam.
Sam you are still my hero and I lift you and Sue up in prayer daily.
Love from Susie and me.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: miker on June 11, 2013, 06:57:15 PM
Sam n Sue....Best wishes and comfort for you from us both, Mike n Lisa.

 :)
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Post by: MAT on June 11, 2013, 11:57:18 PM
Sam and Sue,
Thank you for keeping us posted.  May you find comfort and solace knowing that we and many others are praying for you and your family.
God Bless You,
Mike and Sandra


P.S. I recommend that during the get together meetings ahead we all raise our glass's to Chappy and Sue and their family to recognize their struggle in life and hold them up in prayer being united.   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on June 12, 2013, 08:25:30 AM
Thank You for the update Sue.  Prayers for Ole Chappy and you daily.
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Post by: JR on June 12, 2013, 08:49:16 AM
Hey Chappy and Sue! :drink: Excuse me in advance for saying this but cancer, like satan, SUCKS! They both just Suck the life right out of ya! Only difference is Cancer doesn't effect you eternally...Satan does! Cancer is the result of sin entering into this world and that would be the result of satans work on Eve. Satan is a fallen angel, a creation from God who is the great deceiver and seeks to devour and destroy by taking as many as he can into a eternal hell.

Chappy, from the few but incredible conversations I have had with you over the phone, I believe, by your faith, your eternity will be in Heaven with a Holy God. Transformed and made anew. Perfect understanding, Perfect Love...Perfect Everything! No more pain, No more suffering, just over abundance of JOY, JOY, JOY! :huepfenjump3: :bananarock: :huepfenjump3:

You my friend have been such an inspiration to me and many on this site. To follow your journey I can see Gods hand prints all over you as you deal each day with this dreadful disease along with the other problems in our daily lives. You are a warrior and I love you very much! I will see you again and will be looking forward to that time. May I encourage you to remain strong in your faith as your daily plate is full of challenges. God will provide and take care of you and your sweet family! Love ya man, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: spydglide on June 12, 2013, 09:01:08 AM
Chappy & Sue, JR says it so much better than I can, but just know that I love ya Brother!  Your Viet-Vet friend, spyder
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Post by: Chains on June 12, 2013, 11:52:34 AM
Sue thank you for bringing us up to speed.  Give Chappy a big hug for Terri and me.  I too cannot put into words how I feel, Jr. indeed said it best.  Chappy enjoy your new porch swing.

Love you guys

Chains and Terri
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Post by: ccr on June 12, 2013, 08:51:00 PM

blessings
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on June 12, 2013, 09:01:44 PM
Hey Sam I see you are  on the site checking things out. Love ya man.
God Bless you and Sue.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on June 12, 2013, 09:45:36 PM
Rather than use the whole motor, I got an idea from King Solomon that instead of using the motor I am going to use two of the jugs that I have that have been bored and stroked to death, haha, those jugs that I am gonna use should have been buried long before me. What's cool??? about it is, is that these jugs pushed Sue and I across this country more times than I can count. One will be for me and the other one will be for Sue.

We live on top of one of the biggest hills in Sunapee and our ashes someday will spend our time on top of what's probably one of the second largest hills in Sunapee.
chappy (but I, Sue wrote this for chappy)
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Post by: martys on June 13, 2013, 10:31:10 AM
Thank You Sue for helping us to communicate with such a wonderful Man!!  Chappy ... The strength you show in your faith is so much more important in life, than the lack of strength in your physical being.  You have been an inspiration to Me and so many others on the site and given us so many good memories to carry with us for all time until we meet in another place.  I am proud to call you Friend.  As always our thoughts and Prayers are with you and your family for comfort and patients with Gods plan. 

Marty & Diane

PS,    I love the idea of using the jugs that have given Sue and Yourself such great memories!!!
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Post by: chappy on June 27, 2013, 08:11:48 PM

Hi this is Sue, I am posting something that Sam wrote last night and I will give lab explanations and update later. I am sorry but I need some time to digest all of this. Love Sue

Howdy all,

Here I am taking a rest from resting. So that means it's time to reach into my brain and think with more direction. I am exciteingly looking forword to see how my HD urn will end up looking. I have decided to go funk and twisted (the same way I liked to ride). Buy, I am a minimalist, (that is of course after I have all the chrome in place. Ha ha

I will use all the '97 Heritage Springer pieces and parts as possible. I was going to use the whole chrome and black motor with a pair of cut off exhaust pipes. My goal is to pull this off without buying one piece or part.

Not yet sure who will do the fInal wrenching needed. I plan to make this so if Sue still wants to join in on the ride, her jug will fit right on like a Lego piece.

Pictures will be posted ASAP. The thought of all this brings such a smile to my face, I can hardly wait to get started.

When my 18 year old son died I was surprised to see the steel balls in the spinning bones were crushed. After the ashes, dust and bone chips were all put together, well, I believe there will be ample room for a customized Harley part that does not have a part number. So, my name will do fine.

Now I can start to show that urgency might be a part in this, the next play. Here goes ;
I went to my Veterans Hospital appt. to see my Oncologist last Friday. Wow what a day. I had several tubes of blood. No joke, I knew I was sick then as well and am still sick even now. I was severed a full plate of "I don't want it!". But a we all know how well that works. I'll have to have Sue explained all the in's and out's of all the numbers that my blood test reveled.

The examination reveled even more. I had to have 2-3 pints of blood. Thank God I only had to deal with only 1 over night at the hospital so late Sat I was sound asleep in my out bed.

My Doc told me I have about a month left on the roster. He then told me that since I have beaten 3 death dates it's possible I could do it again. The transfusion blood wasn't to prolong my life all it was to do was give a boost to get my red blood cells a chance to feel better for a little better. I'm not really sure it did that.

I found out my cancer is growing and spreading faster now as well. One new tumor is pushing on a nerve center that is affecting my left eye and eye lid. My left cheek is draping as well.

Sue will have to help sort them out. My brother is coming up from Georgia tomorrow so probably won't get back to you until my brother and I have finished visiting.

Sorry to say, but I'm to beat to type any longer.

Be back soon
Sam aka chappy
Your brother, your friend
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on June 27, 2013, 08:45:47 PM
Love ya Sam! Of course we Love you too Sue!
Mike & Susie
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on June 27, 2013, 10:01:31 PM
God Bless You Brother

Love you both

Chains
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Post by: Robmay on June 27, 2013, 10:09:31 PM
We love you Chappy!
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on June 27, 2013, 10:15:30 PM
Chappy you are such a inspiring person that I would have been Blessed to meet. 

I'm believing for round 4.  Enjoy your stay with your Brother and give our best to your Loving Sue.
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Post by: JR on June 27, 2013, 10:45:12 PM
Praying for Gods grace, love and wisdom to lift both of you up every morning and His peace as you rest. Love you both very much, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: miker on June 28, 2013, 09:09:47 AM
My thoughts are with you both...
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Post by: MAT on June 28, 2013, 07:57:14 PM
God bless you both!
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Post by: TN on June 29, 2013, 09:56:05 AM
Sam, Yer outlook on things is something to admire. I use to question Gods will and workings on life itself.  :nixweiss: I no longer have to as I know our fate is in good hands.

You will ride forever in the hearts of many.



God Bless


Phillip
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Post by: chappy on July 02, 2013, 11:38:50 AM
Hi everyone, this is Sue again. As promised to chappy I will try to explain some of his labs and what it means to the docs.

As you already know, Sam needed some blood. He had been as white as a ghost(for lack of a better term only), for about close to 2 months. He was getting weaker by the minute and he was having a harder and harder time breathing even with the oxygen on. Several times it crossed my mind that maybe he needed some blood. But chappy being chappy didn't want to go to hospital. He had an appt.on the 20th of June and promised me he would not cancel his appt. Well they drew blood as they always do and we waited for the lab reports, when Dr. O'Donnell (his chemo doc) got a phone call from the lab directly I knew something was up for sure. Sure enough Sam needed blood (and who said I wasn't a smart person). Anyway his Red Bood Count (the cells that carry oxygen and stuff to the major organs, simply put, was at 2.91. The norms are 4.23-5.66.
No wonder he was having such a hard time breathing. His Hemoglobin was at
7.3 with norms being 12.8-17. Uh oh! Sam really need blood and NOW!
His Hematocrit was 24.7, norms 39.2-50.4. No wonder the doc got called personally instead of the report being faxed to the nurse.

Well that wasn't bad enough. Chappy's GGT's was156 norms being 10-65!
Chappy's liver is in trouble. Cancer there now, who knows but this level is not good. His kidneys are also 41 with the norm being >60. His Lymphocytes are also very low meaning he could have an underlying infection, a virus or just doesn't have much to fight another infection if he gets one. His albumin level is also low but since he isn't eating enough to feed a bird that didn't surprise anyone. Albumin shows whether or not you are not getting enough nutrition.

What does this all mean. Chappy is ver very sick. The cancer is eating up his good cells so fast that his blood cells can't reproduce fast enough anymore. He got 2-3 units of blood (the nurse screwed up and we not really have any idea how much he got). Doc ordered two units and because Chappy now has antigens (another horror story), his blood basically has to get "scrubbed" before he can get it. So it has to come from Burlington, VT on a "bus". Way to go VA. Anyway, it takes time and that's why Sam had to get admitted overnight. His liver isn't functioning in the capacity it should so unless his level comes up at some point he will get jaundice, yellow skinned, eyes, etc. his kidneys may at some point shut down which really is indelible with the dying process. Because his lymphocytes are so low, he doesn't have the ability to fight off infections. Doc told him the next one may be the end.
Chappy's gums have also receded horribly because, the dentist thinks, he wasn't getting enough oxygenated blood and the gums therefore don't get it and this can happen. It makes eating a little bit more of a challenge not to mention he could very well end up with an infection in his gums or around his teeth.

None of this is a pretty picture. I tried to be somewhat blunt but not too gruesome.
The pain at times appear to be absolutely unbearable for Sam. I can't do anything to help or stop it. They increased his pain meds and also added a Duragesic patch. I have to be honest when he is in this kind of pain alls I can do is pray and weep like a little baby. It is so hard to watch the one you love with all your heart hurt like that. The one who took care of me when I couldn't walk. The one who said it would be ok when I couldn't control my bladder and had accidents in a Resturant. The one who held me in his arms and cryer with me and told me we would get through not only when I was Diagnosed with MS, but when his Mom &Step-Dad died. And when my Dad and Mom died. When our son was killed in that horrid car accident. And most recently when my twin sister died 4 1/2 months ago. And yes less than 2 weeks ago when the doc told him he had a month, maybe two to live. This is the man who has always held me up as well as his children and grandchildren. Yes, even all of ou who he has come to love and cherish your friendship and gone to The Lord for you all. How, how do I let this man that ou all know as Chappy and Sam to me, I pray when that day comes I can look I'm in the eyes and say, "Yes, I'll be ok, it's ok, go be with The Lord and all those we love.

I am sorry I went on like this, I guess my fingers did the talking for me. We met with one of our dearest friends yesterday and Tina will do the service for Sam. Probably one of the hardest things she has ever been asked to do. Tina is a wonderful Christian and when the time come and any of you are able to come you will see why Sam has asked her to say his last words.
God Bless you all and from the deepest depths of my soul, Thank You for caring, sharing your lives, your friendship, your love, but most of all for all your prayers for Sam over the course of this journey. May The Lord Bless each and everyone of you each and every day.
Love, Sue
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Post by: chappy on July 02, 2013, 11:46:18 AM
Sorry I messed up on the spelling and what I meant to say at the end was, how do I let this man Sam and Chappy go when the time comes. Sorry I missed so letters, this was very hard for me to write and say to you all.
Love, Sue
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Post by: GregKhougaz on July 02, 2013, 11:50:03 AM
Thank you for the update, Sue.  I know there are lots of prayers going out for chappy.
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Post by: Fired00d on July 02, 2013, 12:45:48 PM
.....
 
God Bless you all and from the deepest depths of my soul, Thank You for caring, sharing your lives, your friendship, your love, but most of all for all your prayers for Sam over the course of this journey. May The Lord Bless each and everyone of you each and every day.
Love, Sue

Sue thanks for the update. God has already blessed us all by you both sharing Chappy's journey. Chappy has been an inspiration and a positive influence on so many of our lives beyond what anyone could imagine. I'm going to send you a PM w/a personnel testimony on how he has been for me. God Bless both of you, stay strong, and don't hesitate to let us know if we can do anything or either of you need anything.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: Chains on July 02, 2013, 01:39:19 PM
Thank you Sue
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Post by: JR on July 02, 2013, 07:46:47 PM
Love you Sue! Praying God's Peace and Comfort for you and Sam. May He give you enough strength when needed and an abundance of His sweet Grace!

 :bananarock:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 02, 2013, 08:25:57 PM
Thanks Sue, you are in our prayers.
Tell Sam to reach for the ring.
 Love ya both.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: martys on July 02, 2013, 08:30:28 PM
Thank you Sue, and may Gods grace be with you and your Family during this tough time. Sam You know how we spoke about Job in the past... Your reward is coming My Friend!

Marty
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 02, 2013, 10:18:35 PM
Thank you Sue, and may Gods grace be with you and your Family during this tough time. Sam You know how we spoke about Job in the past... Your reward is coming My Friend!
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Marty
Couldn't have said it any better.  Thanks
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Post by: Talon on July 02, 2013, 11:01:53 PM
Can't think of any words to say, just wishing peace for you and Sam, pray for you guys every day!
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Post by: MAT on July 03, 2013, 01:05:23 AM
Thank you for the update Sue! Sending prayers, strength, and courage in this hard time!

God bless you,Sam, and the Family!

Mike
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Post by: chappy on July 04, 2013, 07:13:23 PM
Hello brothers and sisters, I wanted to write something that is very sincere from me to you. And if it were possible I would do so as an individual letter to each and everyone of you. But I am sure you can see that no one could keep up the replying pace that I would have to maintain with so many people such as yourselves. You have shown such care and compassion and even love that moves me to tears. Thank you so much.

I love you guys.
chappy
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Post by: KennyC on July 04, 2013, 10:16:07 PM
Hello brothers and sisters, I wanted to write something that is very sincere from me to you. And if it were possible I would do so as an individual letter to each and everyone of you. But I am sure you can see that no one could keep up the replying pace that I would have to maintain with so many people such as yourselves. You have shown such care and compassion and even love that moves me to tears. Thank you so much.

I love you guys.
chappy

:2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Chains on July 05, 2013, 10:08:02 AM
Hello brothers and sisters, I wanted to write something that is very sincere from me to you. And if it were possible I would do so as an individual letter to each and everyone of you. But I am sure you can see that no one could keep up the replying pace that I would have to maintain with so many people such as yourselves. You have shown such care and compassion and even love that moves me to tears. Thank you so much.

I love you guys.
chappy

Chappy,

The tolerance and spiritual guidance you have shown to all of us leaves me in awe.

Love you Brother

Chains
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 05, 2013, 01:43:12 PM
Hello brothers and sisters, I wanted to write something that is very sincere from me to you. And if it were possible I would do so as an individual letter to each and everyone of you. But I am sure you can see that no one could keep up the replying pace that I would have to maintain with so many people such as yourselves. You have shown such care and compassion and even love that moves me to tears. Thank you so much.

I love you guys.
chappy

As for me and my House, we shall serve the LORD...

  WE Love your strength and compassion you have displayed in this trial of yours Chappy and the Love Sue has for the Priest of your house.

  God Bless,
  Yours in Christ,
  Greg and Vicki
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Post by: chappy on July 07, 2013, 07:46:59 PM
Brothers and Sisters,,

 Yes indeed. Just as when one of our very own Kin that loves the rumble, shake, rattle and roll that riding, yupper, we do share that same passion. and he stated so clearly, truly we are siblings except only we have differ folks.

Joshua, got it right, "As for my house we shall serve The Lord."

It has been fun, more fun than cagers could begin to understand. Even more fun  than I can understand.

Would could believe that bugs could look so good on teeth? LOL

chappy is riding with you all, so PLEASE ride safe.

Till the next keyboard tickle, be well
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 07, 2013, 08:04:20 PM
See you guys on the 21st.
Can't wait.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on July 07, 2013, 10:08:43 PM
Sue and I will be waiting to see ya's, can't hardly wait.
See ya then.
chappy & Sue
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 10, 2013, 11:12:43 AM
12 Days and counting!  :)
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on July 10, 2013, 11:55:46 AM
12 Days and counting!  :)
Mike
 :drink:

Wish I could go, got in a new job with 8 weld cells working 7 days a week around the clock.  I am way too old for this chit.

Give Sam and Sue a hug for me.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 10, 2013, 01:30:55 PM
You got it, Jim. Maybe even 2.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 10, 2013, 01:40:15 PM
You got it, Jim. Maybe even 2.
Mike
 :drink:
Heck Mikey, throw a couple my way.  Also throw in a Godly Kiss.
  Thanks
 
  Greg
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 10, 2013, 10:40:10 PM
Will do Greg!
I am so blessed.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: 2k on July 11, 2013, 09:02:43 AM
Chappy & Sue,
Have followed your journey on these pages. You have so much respect from so many of our senior members, that it lets me be sure that by having never met you I truly missed out on something great!!
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2013, 09:05:14 PM
11 Days and counting!
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: chappy on July 12, 2013, 06:50:42 PM
WOW!!! Ready for this?....

I rode O' MIDNIGHT 8 miles today. Yupper, she needed a state inspection: < > : New Hampshire needed more of my money. LOL I can webble and wobble and I won't fall down.

I put the backpack w/little 02 tank over my shoulders and off I went. No matter what I do or how I do it, this year 2013, will continue to hold the record for fewest days on two OR three wheels. And it just might end with fewest miles too. HA HA. But who cares, I just had 8 most refreshing miles.

I rode past a few of my neighbors that were out in their yards, as I passed by I gave the node, the wave and a big O smile. I'm just not sure who gave the bigger smile, them or me. Might need a toss up to call it.

I sure drained my energy level, but that's OK because I'm now sitting in the living room cockpit and within reach is my iPad, landline and cell phone, DirectTV, and the BOZE control. However, I'd toss it all for. Nice 10,000 mile ride around and say face to face, Hello Brother and or Sister.

Sue and I have such a visit from riding Brother and Sister coming tomorrow to see us. I was just filling one of those empty spots in my head with a though just as I typed the last sentence. See if yo agree, here goes. "There's only one thing better the a family visit and that's a visit from

family yo love.

Love out to all of ya

chappy
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Post by: Fired00d on July 12, 2013, 07:08:21 PM
Chappy that's awesome!!! Glad to hear you got out to ride (no matter how brief). :2vrolijk_21:

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: spydglide on July 12, 2013, 07:08:29 PM
Man, Chappy, what a true blessing your post was.....I'm grinning from ear to ear just thinking about you going down the road on that scoot.. :)...Bless you my Brother.  spyder
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 12, 2013, 08:26:38 PM
Chappy, I got me a Big Ole Smile the size of OHIO.  Good to hear Chappy. 

GOD Bless You   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 12, 2013, 09:00:28 PM
Sam,
What a wonderful day you had! I read your post to Susie and we both have a big old grin on our faces. Save some energy for next weekend and maybe we can take a little put down the road, you leading the way of course.
Love ya brother and will see ya next Sunday.
Mike
 :drink:


9 more days!
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Post by: lowflight on July 12, 2013, 09:30:37 PM
Best thing I have read on this site! Nothing better than some wind in your face.
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Post by: martys on July 13, 2013, 07:08:16 AM
Sam:
      I think I can feel your heart racing, as you fired up O'MIDNIGHT and took off into the wind  :jalapeno: :jalapeno: :jalapeno: I know that my heart was warmed after reading this post  :)

Love Ya Man  :2vrolijk_21:

Marty
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Post by: JR on July 13, 2013, 07:58:19 AM
Great Googly Goo Sam! :P Just when I say I wouldn't be surprised by anything coming from you...you did it to me again. Like others have said, I too was smiling and burst out in laughter when I got the image of Ole Sam riding past his neighbors with his backpack and O2 over his shoulder and giving the nod, wave, and biggest part is the smile! :D Chappy, you never seem to amaze me and I'm so glad you got to smile again. Praying for you and Sue buddy! Love ya man, God Bless! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Chains on July 13, 2013, 10:45:34 AM
What a trip, you never cease to amaze me.  I am proud to call you my brother.

You are indeed the inspiring person I have had the pleasure to meet.

Take care brother and enjoy your family.

Love you guys,

Chains
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Post by: chappy on July 13, 2013, 09:36:16 PM
Hello again this is Sue, hope all is well with everybody.

All is well here with the exception of not sure whose more tired, Sam or me. We had a great day today with receiving a visit from Ace and Mindie. Not only did Sam, Mindie and Ace go for a ride today but I got to go too. We went for a burger to an old fashioned Drive Inn Burger joint. Food was great, but the company was better.

Amazingly, Sam was able to roughly triple the 8 miles he put on yesterday. Sam's gonna have to stop keeping track of the mileage now that it's up to double digits and all, lol.

I'm writing for him cuz he's already curled up in bed and Ace and Mindie are still putting home. What a fantastic day we had.

I can't tell you all how much it meant for me to be able to sit behind Sam and ride with him again. I even got to hold his oxygen tank and used it as a back rest for him. I know Sam really enjoyed today because his face was lit up and even Ace said that Sam looked so much better than what he had expected. God is so good and so gracious to give us this time. I know Sam is really sick and the Dr. has given him little time but ya know what, I serve a BIGGER GOD! One that is faithful and just who knows our ever need. The only only thing I can add is PRAISE GOD for loving us and for allowing Sam and I to have shared so many many miles, stories, and laughter together and with friends.

Can't wait to report the next adventure.

Love
Suzy-Q for chappy
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Post by: spydglide on July 13, 2013, 09:55:34 PM
How wonderful Sue.  Thank the Lord for your very great day.  spyder
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Post by: JR on July 13, 2013, 10:59:36 PM
How cool is that! What a Joy to hear about ya'lls wonderful day and more so how thankful you are... and then that powerful Praise to God! Wow! We can read in the Bible where we are instructed to give God the praise and glory in ALL things. That is easier said than done, especially the journey you and Sam have been on and are going though. Bless you Suzie Q and thanks be to God for sharing you and Sam with all of us! Love you both! God Bless!

 :bananarock:
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 13, 2013, 11:40:29 PM
Double digits, WOW Sam, I sure am delighted to read yet another Praise report.  So Happy for your day Sue and using that back support
properly...LOL.  The fellowship and food sounded like one heck of a time. 

OK Sam, Triple digits comming right UP..............WoooooHooooooo

Greg
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Post by: MAT on July 13, 2013, 11:47:25 PM
Just caught up on the reading of this thread and am so amazed as to what Chappy is able to do at this time it has brought a river from my eyes, a salty river but a God good river.
 I am Blessed to be part of this forum and to go through this with you both.
 The power of prayer is stronger than even the Faithful can understand and I LOVE it.

I so wish I were there to experience this and be part of these glory rides, I have to fight the sin of envy!

Hope for more post of this nature soon!

Love you all,  Mike    :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 14, 2013, 12:35:59 AM
Glory to God! Sam, you amaze us every day. Double digit mileage is too cool and with Sue there with you egging you on.
Get some rest because we are looking forward to being able to ride with you next Sunday. If you get to ride tomorrow have fun and enjoy the fresh air.
See ya's soon, and love to you both.
Mike
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8 Days and counting.
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Post by: Chains on July 14, 2013, 08:55:21 AM
Blessed be the Lord, double digits.  That is fantastic.
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Post by: Gstavro on July 14, 2013, 09:43:05 PM
Hi Sam and Sue

Our prayers are with you and you Family. Good luck with your recovery

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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 14, 2013, 10:18:12 PM
Sam,
7 days and counting.
Love ya both
Mike
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Post by: hspring03 on July 16, 2013, 09:53:55 AM
Morning all......  Wanted to come over here and say Hi....   Name is Ace, and I know Chappy and Sue from the Heritage Springer Owners Association and HD Forums.

Mindie and I took a ride on Saturday to see Chappy and Sue...  Didn't expect more than to hang out and visit and listen to Chappy's riding stories.

About an hour after we arrived, he said he was hungry and wanted to take a ride....  Sue packed up his portable O2 and found her helmet and off we went.

We had a great burger, sat for a few more hours at the drive in and then he said he wanted to ride a little more...  So off we went again......

What a great day....  Can't wait to do it again real soon.   :bananarock:

Here's a little Youtube video of Chappy and Sue off on the trike.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=RV6-IgH6cZI
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Post by: spydglide on July 16, 2013, 10:14:49 AM
Thank you hspring03 for coming over here and posting this great video of your ride with Chappy  & Sue.  Next best thing to being there.  :2vrolijk_21:  spyder
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Post by: MAT on July 16, 2013, 10:23:21 AM
Hpring,

 Thank you two for letting us join in on the ride, that was great!    :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:


Mike
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 16, 2013, 10:29:55 AM
Thank you Ace for sharing a special moment.  That was truly  a special day in your Lifes. 

Welcome aboard to a Great Forum  :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Fired00d on July 16, 2013, 11:39:31 AM
Thank you hspring03 for coming over here and posting this great video of your ride with Chappy  & Sue.  Next best thing to being there.  :2vrolijk_21:  spyder
Hpring,

 Thank you two for letting us join in on the ride, that was great!    :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:


Mike
Thank you Ace for sharing a special moment.  That was truly  a special day in your Lifes. 

Welcome aboard to a Great Forum  :2vrolijk_21:
What they ^^ all said... Thanks so much for sharing that with us and welcome!!!

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 16, 2013, 12:00:55 PM
Thank you Ace and Mindie for taking us along  on your ride with Sam  and Sue. I have heard Sam speak of you with many fond memories. I hope to also ride with Sam and Sue this coming Sunday.
Again thank you for sharing your ride with us and welcome to the site.
Mike
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 16, 2013, 10:39:18 PM
Hey Sam, 5 days and counting.
Mike
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Post by: chappy on July 17, 2013, 08:32:12 PM
Hello my Friends and Family,

Many of you know that I gave my Tribute to NH last Friday for the little good to go sticker.
I passed, no problems. But, why not, 'O Midnight turned only 3000 miles on th OD. It felt so good to ride even though it was shorter than only one ride. The standing record still the time I headed out for a putt and realized I forgot my shades.......U Turn!!!!
Come to think of it, I may have one shorter ride but by technacality only, you see, I was in the saddle and the motor was humming with pride as I pushed the Garbage Barge backwards out of the garage. After pulling the hard left to the stop, I popped her into gear let the gas do it's thing and NOTHING, I mean NADA, right there when all was good I had to give her a once over. That's when I saw it "NO!!!" My drive belt with less then 400 miles away from rolling 1,00,000.
One thing for sure, if your going to drop a belt? At a dead stop and just out side the garage couldn't be much better timing. Whoops, sorry, my mind was wondering.
After getting home from the sticker ferry I went to bed and found the sandman.
Ace and Mindie came on Saturday and I got out of bed right about when Sue said," Ace and Mindie are here!" I enjoyed the visit, I mean rit of the scale.
We decided to get something to eat. first choice, Sunapee harbor. But then I had the idea to go to a 60's style drive in. The food was good the company was great.
When we got back to my house, Sue gave me a huge and added that's my first ride of the year.
I went to bed after Ace Mindie headed for home. And slept until mid afternoon. That's when John and Deb stopped in for a visit and it was another great visit to say the least. Sue an Deb rolled the mile down to the harbor and got a meal to go. John and Deb didn't stay much longer after we ate. They both had very early days on Monday.
I had nothing to get up for. So I slept until now Wednesday 6:30.
Time to eat and say so long till next time.
The luckiest guy I know
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 17, 2013, 10:02:31 PM
Okay now Mr. Luckiest guy in the world aka Sam. I'm getting very antsy and ready to hit the road. The bike is ready and the lawn is mowed. It's just a matter of packing my chit loading it on the bike and heading up the road. Meeting Brian and Jade in Richmond on Friday then heading out Saturday for NH. If all goes as planned we will see you Sunday.
Let's see 3 1/2 days. get rested up so we can take a ride. We're calling this the Chappy GTG 2014.
Love you guys
Mike
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Post by: Chains on July 18, 2013, 07:50:28 AM
Thanks Ace, I have been wanting to have another ride with Chappy I will treasure the video forever.
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Post by: miker on July 18, 2013, 08:17:39 AM
Great to hear Sam! ... ;D
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 18, 2013, 07:46:47 PM
Okay Sam,
Heading your way in the morning. We will See you and Sue on Sunday. I am sooooo looking forward to this trip and our visit.
Love ya'll
Mike
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Post by: Chains on July 19, 2013, 08:35:40 AM
Okay Sam,
Heading your way in the morning. We will See you and Sue on Sunday. I am sooooo looking forward to this trip and our visit.
Love ya'll
Mike
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GOD's SPEED Mike, give Sam and Sue a big Hug for me.
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 19, 2013, 09:50:27 AM
Okay Sam,
Heading your way in the morning. We will See you and Sue on Sunday. I am sooooo looking forward to this trip and our visit.
Love ya'll
Mike
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Have a Safe trip Mikey, hope you guys don't get too Crazy... :huepfenlol2:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 19, 2013, 05:38:52 PM
You know we're a couple of wild and crazy guys!
Mike
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Post by: chappy on July 19, 2013, 10:35:39 PM
You know we're a couple of wild and crazy guys!
Mike
 :drink:

I have found that crazy is for keeps. If I'm not crazy its always a guess and a debate on how smart I am.
Cool part is, while Im crazy, "no debate" and i can know its so and OK too.

Sam
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 20, 2013, 08:25:10 PM
 Okay Sam we made it to Ct. We will see you tomorrow so rest up.
Mike
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 21, 2013, 10:43:01 PM
Ta Da! The Chappy GTG 2014 went off without  hitch. We arrived at Sam and Sue's around 12:30 pm to a warm and joyful  welcome. WE had a wonderful time talking, laughing, telling stories, and packing as much face time as possible with each other. Sue prepared a delicious late lunch which all enjoyed. Thanks so much Sue. To0day was so very special to me that I can't express it in words. This trip to Sam's was so worth every mile traveled and I would do it again. The ride up from SC was enjoyable. Hogasm, Jade and I are bedded down for the night. Love you guys , Sam and Sue you will always be in our thoughts and prayers.
God Bless and thanks for the wonderful day we had together.
Mike
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Post by: MAT on July 21, 2013, 10:54:56 PM
Ta Da! The Chappy GTG 2014 went off without  hitch. We arrived at Sam and Sue's around 12:30 pm to a warm and joyful  welcome. WE had a wonderful time talking, laughing, telling stories, and packing as much face time as possible with each other. Sue prepared a delicious late lunch which all enjoyed. Thanks so much Sue. To0day was so very special to me that I can't express it in words. This trip to Sam's was so worth every mile traveled and I would do it again. The ride up from SC was enjoyable. Hogasm, Jade and I are bedded down for the night. Love you guys , Sam and Sue you will always be in our thoughts and prayers.
God Bless and thanks for the wonderful day we had together.
Mike
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AWESOME !   :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: spydglide on July 21, 2013, 11:12:31 PM
Now, this is what I call a great ride report guys!  Awesome, and thanks.  spyder
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Post by: Chains on July 22, 2013, 07:24:10 AM
Thanks Mike, I wish I could have been there.
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 22, 2013, 08:15:24 AM
You Rock Mikey, Thanks for a Great report. Hope you took some pics   :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: Robmay on July 22, 2013, 08:24:35 AM
Thanks for the GTG report Mike! Glad you guys had a great time!
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Post by: chappy on July 23, 2013, 09:37:05 PM
This is Sue writing for Chappy tonight. (May be some of my own two cents as well, lol)

Wanted to give you all an update on the wonderful visit we had. Many of you already know about our guests on Sunday but for those of you who don't, Uncle Mikey and Hoggasm and oh yeah we can't forget Jade stopped by our home in NH right on schedule. Uncle Mikey delivered all those hugs to Chappy and he sends them right back at ya. And now a few words here from me, I got all my hugs too and boy did they ever feel good. I too send hugs to you all and much love.

It was a GREAT DAY, a true mile post for all time remembrance. Chappy was pretty worn out by the end of the visit and is ending with a so far 2 day power nap. We didn't take any rides but Chappy wishes he had, but it's always good to have a future plan.

Now my turn! I can't thank you enough Uncle Mikey and Brian for stopping by. Chappy counted the days as much as you guys did. It's a day I will treasure forever. To here Chappy laugh and the stories told and i even heard them when Brian and I were talking on our own. Guess it's a "Mum" thing us ladies learned to do back in the baby days. The love that flowed throughout the house was incredible.

You guys are great. The love you show one another is so incredible, I feel so blessed to have met so many of you.  I know why Chappy loves you all so much. I personally want to let you ALL know, "OUR HOME IS OPEN TO YOU ALL, ANYTIME"!!!

Love and blessings,
Sue and Chappy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 23, 2013, 10:22:04 PM
Sue,
It was our pleasure and we enjoyed the visit and and your hospitality. I wish we lived closer so it could be a weekly thing.
Love to the both of you.
God Bless
Mike
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Post by: harleytimes on July 25, 2013, 11:17:19 AM
Sam,
Wishing you a fast and complete recovery.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 29, 2013, 12:54:34 PM
Sam and Sue
Well as is the custom I made it home safe and sound from the 2013 Chappy GTG. I pulled in 3 PM yesterday after a 10 day 3000 mile trip to NH. There were a few side trips, since we were in the area. Hogasm and Jade got home Saturday nite. We truly enjoyed our visit with the to of you.Thanks for hosting this great event. I look forward to our next meeting.
Love you guys.
God bless,
Mike
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Post by: chappy on July 29, 2013, 04:05:04 PM
Mike, Brain and Jade,

It's is Sue for chappy. We are so glad you all made it home safely. It was great seeing you guys. Sam has been in bed since you guys left. He is very very tired and weak. He hasn't eaten much since you all left and he is continuing to loose weight.  The pain has gotten somewhat worse and the meds just don't seem to be holding him over. He is supposed to see His Onc doc on Friday and I am praying he makes it to the appt. so that maybe the doc can figure out what they can do to make him more comfortable.

I know you want me to be straight with you so I am going to be. This is really hard for me to write. I know that Sam wanted to see you guys so much and others as well.

We also got some knew news yesterday from our son. Shaun and Amy are expecting another baby sometime the first of Feb. this will make number 5 for them! They already have 4 boys, 11, 9, and the twins are 3. Sure hoping for a girl this time around. Our daughter also has 2 boys. Nobody thought Sam would make it to see the twins born 3 years ago, so maybe, just maybe, God willing and a miracle, Sam will get to see this last one born.

He sends his love to everyone as well as I do. Will keep you all updated.

Love
Sue and chappy
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Post by: pkl on July 29, 2013, 04:16:57 PM
I wouldn't bet against him and will pray for him to make it.
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 29, 2013, 04:42:37 PM
Chappy and Sue,  Congrtats on the upcoming grandchild.  Praying that you and Sam get to enjoy that moment together.
He's an amazing man, I wouldn't count him out for nothing. 

Best to You

Greg
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 29, 2013, 07:47:43 PM
Sue,
Sam now has another brass ring to reach for, as he said our visit was a brass ring for him. I truly hope and pray the doctors can make Sam comfortable.
Sue your strength and devotion will help you during these times. Remember, we are here for you. You have my # .
Love you both.
God bless
Mike
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Post by: MAT on July 30, 2013, 11:33:53 PM
Sam & Sue,
          Praying for you all for comfort and strength.


         God bless you,  Mike
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Post by: JR on July 31, 2013, 07:21:32 AM
Thinking bout ya'll this morning and still have a smile on my face from the last time Sam took the scooter out! :D Prayed for you both! Love ya's, God Bless!!! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Chains on August 01, 2013, 09:06:59 AM
 Sue,

Congratulations on the upcoming grandchild.  I agree with Mikee, this may be another goal for Sam to reach for.

Thinking of you both always, love and prayers.

Chains 
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 02, 2013, 02:11:29 PM
Sue,
Thinking of you an Sam today as I do every day then realized, today is onc doc day. Praying all goes well.
Love ya both.
God bless.
Mike
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Post by: Chains on August 03, 2013, 08:40:45 AM
Good morning Sue,

Hope all is well and Sam is up and around.  Have him give you a big hug from me and give him one as well.

Love and prayers

Chains
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Post by: chappy on August 09, 2013, 01:06:05 AM
 Howdy!!!

Thank you Sue for filling in for me when I'm not only sure if I am able to follow the train of thought I shooting for but also be sure it's me that is writing. but,Yup, it's me for sure this time. I think. Although at times it's very difficult not only to write but also to comprehend the thoughts.

It's been a little tougher the last few days to stay on track, mainly because I've had more than a few med changes. Also, I'm officially on hospice now with lots of follow up by new Doc's and checking to be sure that I am still under the direct care of the Doc's that I have come to trust on the day to day but also the long term care as well and I can't forget the care I get from my Suzie-Q. With out whom I'd be lost in space.

The Doc's goal is to get me on an automatic pump and with an easy push of a bottom the pain would drop. Sounds good on paper, but with everything the devil is in the details. I have a different goal that I think leaves me closer to more riding. I know, I know, More pain, but The up side give me the hope more miles. If I can pull it off I'llhave more pain, something I already have, An easy trade for a long long ride. Something to put the butchers thumb on my side of the scale for a change.

I still need to deal with the sleep issue as well as those other side effects that fog up the scoreboard with every med change.

There is one change I like though. And that's is the one where the Doc's come to my house. Believe me that is truly a plus. But, I will let you know if they live up to their side of the deal. There is a funny side to this switch a dee dew da. I get to make the appointment and when they ask me who I would like appointment with, I simply say, "With me."
 I wish  I could see it in living color and all, but for now I'll settle for an imagined  fly on the wall.

Till next time
Your friend and brother
Sam
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Post by: Chains on August 09, 2013, 07:45:50 AM
Good Morning Sam, great to hear from you, Sue has done a fantastic job keeping us all up to date.  Man what a wonderful lady you have.  Hope the pain subsides and the ride is in the future.  Loved the video Ace took.  

Love you Brother
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on August 09, 2013, 09:28:26 AM
Well hang me up and dry me out we have Sam in the for real. Not that we don't like to here  from Sue. It does my heart good to see you up and posting. Sounds like you have a plan and they are doing it your way.
I really enjoyed our visit last month and look forward to the next one.
Love ya both
God Bless
Mike
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on August 09, 2013, 11:53:04 AM
Good to hear from you Sam. Good thing you have your Susie-Q for sure.  Love reading you humor between the lines.

You are Sam Sam an Inspirational MAN   :2vrolijk_21:










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Post by: spydglide on August 09, 2013, 12:51:30 PM
Was 'tickled' to read  your post Chappy.. ;D...love ya brother & sending prayers your way.  spyder
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Post by: JR on August 09, 2013, 10:43:56 PM
Thanks Sam for posting. Fills my heart with Joy to see you posting. Praying and a heart full of love to you and Susie Q. :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: MAT on August 09, 2013, 10:46:56 PM
Great to hear from you Sam!      :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:
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Post by: martys on August 10, 2013, 08:31:26 AM
Really glad to see you back at the key board Sam  :2vrolijk_21: It's great that Sue fills in for you to keep us up to date but it's so nice to see you doing it yourself  :) 

Always in our thoughts and Prayers

Marty & Diane
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on October 05, 2013, 12:57:24 PM
Hey Sam!
Just thinking about you, as I sit here and watch paint dry. I live such an exciting life. LOL
Any way as I was saying I  was wondering how the therapy was going. You did tell me the fight had just started, and you were in for the long haul. So I guess today I'm the cheerleader for team Sam! But I ain't putting on no skirt and sweater. :o   I will ware my jeans and T-shirt. ;)
Susie is having he kitchen, laundry room, hall, foyer, stairwell, and up stairs sitting room painted today. Thus watching paint dry. I guess it was about time since we have been here 17 years without painting. A change of color was needed, I hated the old pinkish color. ( She said it was coral, looked pink to me.)
Anyway just checking on you.
Mike
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Post by: Chains on October 07, 2013, 08:42:54 AM
Me too, how are things going.
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on October 12, 2013, 07:50:26 PM
Sam hope everything is going well for you.     Arland
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Post by: Vagabond6542 on October 22, 2013, 02:42:11 AM
Sam,
I wish you all the hope and prayer of the Universe. Hang in there.

George (Vagabond) Survived Meniere's Disease
Not quite riding yet.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 11, 2013, 05:07:09 PM
I talked to Sam and Sue just a little while ago. Sam say's to tell everyone hello and he hopes to get on here himself. He's
had his ups and downs but was feeling better today. I think it was because he got to talk to me. ;D I know I felt better after talking to him.
We solved about 1/3 rd of the worlds problems just talking.
Hey Sam and Sue we love you.
Mike
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Post by: Chains on November 12, 2013, 02:38:41 PM
Thanks Mike.  Love you Sam and Sue.

Chains
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Post by: TN on November 12, 2013, 03:20:52 PM
thanks for the update. I been thinking about Sam and Sue.

God Bless
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Post by: miker on November 13, 2013, 08:07:24 AM
Good to hear Mike....Stay well Sam n Sue!
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Post by: martys on November 13, 2013, 09:22:05 AM
Thanks Mike  :2vrolijk_21: I hope to here from you soon Sam  :) As always You and Sue and the Family are in our thoughts and prayers

Marty & Diane
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Post by: kb on December 26, 2013, 06:41:29 PM
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 26, 2013, 09:19:04 PM
Merry Christmas All. I talked to Sue and Sam tonight. What a wonderful phone visit we had.
Both had a good Christmas. Soooooooo to keep you up to date, you will have to wait for Sam to post. Sam and I laughed and laughed as we talked of our Christmas adventures and of things we have planed. I always feel better after a Sam visit, he uplifts my day and we just enjoy our talks. So Sam we love you and Sue.
Next edition on your birthday.
Mike
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Post by: kb on December 26, 2013, 09:30:05 PM
That's good to hear. Thank you for the update.
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Post by: Chains on December 26, 2013, 11:09:40 PM
Mike thanks for the phone call.  You made my day. I think of Sam and Sue everyday.  Seems like God is listening to all the prayers from everyone. Hallelujah
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Post by: spydglide on December 27, 2013, 07:29:26 AM
Mike thanks for the phone call.  You made my day. I think of Sam and Sue everyday.  Seems like God is listening to all the prayers from everyone. Hallelujah
A blessing to be sure.
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on December 27, 2013, 12:50:09 PM
Great news. Can't wait to read what Sam has to say.
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Post by: MAT on January 02, 2014, 09:59:55 PM
 :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: AWESOME!
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Post by: chappy on January 06, 2014, 02:28:03 PM
Hello family of mine,

 How can I measure the gratitude that I wish to show you and Sue? It's truly insurmountable for sure.

Sue and I had a great Christmas with our family right here at the little homestead. Christmas Eve Shaun and Amy came over with their 4 little guys. We enjoyed a nice afternoon visiting while the kids played and then enjoyed a tasty lasagna and a nice tossed salad. After the dishes were happily in the dish washer we exchanged gifts. Sue did the shopping needed to check off the list of things that would hopefully make everyone happy, and Sue did a fine job marketing happy on all the faces and hearts. On the afternoon on Christmas Sarah and her 2 boys came over and brought a Chinese diner for all with her, Man was it good!! We exchanged gifts and again Sue really batted it home with gifts that made everyone happy.

We got a great photo array in seven frames displaying family pictures taken in October near a covered bridge just missing the greatest peak of the fall New England foliage.  I got one that was of the whole family draped onto an eleven X seventeen canvas.

My four older grand boys take turns spending the night and a turn for Lucas had his turn for New Years Eve. Lucas, Sue and I had a good time and we almost made it to midnight. I think we had a good day and evening and were all snoring by 11:30.

Warmest regards
Sam aka chappy
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 06, 2014, 03:12:18 PM
Well a great Holiday for sure I know everyone will be happy to read your post. As always, love to you and Sue and Prayers of course for both of you.
Talk to you Wednesday, Why because I can!
Mike
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Post by: Chains on January 06, 2014, 03:36:41 PM
Great to hear from you Sam, we think of you and Sue everyday.  God bless you and your family. 

Jim & Terri
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Post by: martys on January 06, 2014, 06:13:35 PM
Glad to hear you had such a full and wonderful Christmas Sam  :2vrolijk_21:  And it truly is a pleasure to see you posting  :)  As always Sue Yourself and Your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty
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Post by: spydglide on January 06, 2014, 07:19:12 PM
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year Chappy.  :santa2: :xmas: :santa3: har!  spyder
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on January 06, 2014, 08:14:27 PM
GOD BLESS, Chappy.  Always in my thoughts and Prayers.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
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Post by: JR on January 07, 2014, 06:36:34 PM
Great to see you posting and sounds like you enjoyed another Christmas! My love to you and Susie Q. Praying for ya buddy! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: hspring03 on January 13, 2014, 03:16:17 PM
Hey all....  Just checking in..  I see Chappy was on a few days ago with an update.

His 60th Birthday was Wednesday the 8th.  Sue planned a little surprise party for him yesterday. 

It was great to see them. 

A couple of the pictures of the day. 

http://smg.photobucket.com/user/Springer03/library/Chappys%20Birthday?sort=3&page=1

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1017148_10202363269876082_1316636361_n.jpg) 

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1004938_10201245388837099_1700703014_n.jpg)

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1607124_10202363270516098_1911540360_n.jpg)

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1011760_677285298958333_1699238084_n.jpg) 

   


 
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 13, 2014, 04:47:19 PM
Hey all....  Just checking in..  I see Chappy was on a few days ago with an update.

His 60th Birthday was Wednesday the 8th.  Sue planned a little surprise party for him yesterday. 

It was great to see them. 

A couple of the pictures of the day. 

http://smg.photobucket.com/user/Springer03/library/Chappys%20Birthday?sort=3&page=1

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1017148_10202363269876082_1316636361_n.jpg) 

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1004938_10201245388837099_1700703014_n.jpg)

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1607124_10202363270516098_1911540360_n.jpg)

  (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v485/Springer03/Chappys%20Birthday/1011760_677285298958333_1699238084_n.jpg) 

   


 


Thanks for the pictures.
MIke
 :drink:


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Post by: spydglide on January 13, 2014, 06:15:35 PM
SIXTY !!!  Happy Birthday ole Man. :2vrolijk_06:  har.  spyder
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Post by: Jock on January 13, 2014, 07:13:02 PM
I trust you enjoyed the birthday Sam and think of you often.  May God continue to bless you and your family.

 :2vrolijk_06:
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Post by: MAT on January 13, 2014, 10:12:19 PM
Happy Birthday Sam ... I see by the pictures of the surprise party you all had a great time!


Mike
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Post by: 16HD117 on January 14, 2014, 09:02:39 AM
SIXTY !!!  Happy Birthday ole Man. :2vrolijk_06:  har.  spyder

I think we've got him beat!
 :'(
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Post by: Chains on January 14, 2014, 10:47:22 AM
Wow Sam 60, Happy Birthday youngster :2vrolijk_06: :2vrolijk_06:
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Post by: kustomhd66 on January 14, 2014, 11:30:09 PM
Sam

Happy Birthday.  :drummer: All the best to You and your family.
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Post by: chappy on January 20, 2014, 07:07:16 PM
Hi everyone, this is Sue writing for Chappy.

This is a long post. So let me start out with some positive things first.............

First: saying that my seventh (7th) grandchild should slide into home plate within the next 2 weeks. With six (6) grand boys we gotta have one (1) grand girl.

Second: the Veterans Administration finally came through with the new shower unit which enables chappy to take a shower safely. This was a grant given to him by the VA back in March of 2013.

Third: He actually made it to his 60th birthday which he was told 4 years ago he would not see the year 2010.

Fourth: His Hospice Dr. was here last Wednesday and recertified him for another 6 months for Hospice Care. This means that the Dr feels chappy needs the services of Hospice in our home along with other services. I actually read the note that the Dr had written and she documented that with his advancement of cancer she is amazed that He is still here let alone trying to work on his projects. 6 months is not actually up until the middle of Feb. if you remember chappy told the Dr's how much time He wanted.

Fifth: now that he has almost reached his goal of six months and will hold our new grandchild soon, it's time for a new goal. HE wants to RIDE his BIKES in the SPRING.

Now to continue on with how he is feeling...........

This is what chappy is saying to me...."In the midst of such friends, it shames me that I haven't been more diligent in writing. In the wonderful visit I had in the celebration of my birthday (one of which I thought I would never see), Ace reminded me how long it's been since I last wrote. For that I ask your forgiveness. This site has not only offered but has delivered a friendship and a kind of friendship that is rarely found on this planet we call home.

I think one of the reasons I don't write often or even hesitate to write at all is because I feel as though I am running out of positive things to write about. That is as far as my health goes. Folks that I see say to me, "well you look so good", "or you look great", but if they could see how I feel on the inside I don't think they would be saying that at all. I don't want to complain and I don't want to push people away but it seems as though that is exactly what I have done. Not only to my friends distant and close but even to my own family. With each day that passes, it seems harder and harder to type a reply post.
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Post by: chappy on January 20, 2014, 07:12:54 PM
There really is no easy way to say it and far too many within our forum brotherhood know just what I am talking about. When it comes to sickness, disease, ailments, accidents, injuries to members and there loved ones to there neighbors, to people who they have dealings with in there everyday business. We live in very unfriendly circumstance to say the least. Back in 2004 when my wife unknowingly had MS, she had to continuely step down from being a Director of Nurses to working the floor as a med surg nurse, she was then diagnosed with MS in 2005 and then was taken out of the game all together. That opened the door to incredible circumstances. At that time Sue was in a wheel chair 85% of the time or using a walker, needless to say our lives changed dramatically. The two story dream house that's was building was to become our retirement "home" was also out of the game. We sold that two story house and bought a one story home about an hour away from our friends and kids. Since that time 3 people who became our friends while Sue was fighting MS have died as a result of there infliction of MS. After a 24 day hospitalization, Sue's Mom passed away the week she came home from the hospital. 11 months ago, Sue's twin sister passed away the night before our son Scott's "16" year anniversary of his death of 1997. Last month my brother died.

I am not writing this for pity or for you to feel sorry for me, but mainly just to bring you up to date and that we all have trials and tribulations and in the midst of that, the strangest thing happened. The roll of me being caretaker for my wife has completely reversed. And though she still has full blown Relapsing Remitting MS, God has some how given her the ability to be caregiver for me. Although I receive pain management care I no longer receive curative care. But between the Veterans Hospital and the Hospice Care in my home this has lightened the load for Sue tremendously. I feel that I understand why God had the desire instilled in Sue to become a nurse in the first place. Without her training, skills at so many levels, and her compassion I am afraid to think of where it would have lead me and the care that I might have received.

I have been so fatigued like I have never known. Just to get up and use the bathroom has been such an ordeal. I have been sleeping an average of 20 hours a day for the past 2-3 weeks. I don't know how I made it to the Surprise Birthday Party that Sue and my daughter put on for me. Sue took me to the Veterans Hospital last Friday because I was so weak and declining so quickly. Once there the usual blood work, questions, exam. I received 1000 cc's of IV fluids because I was so dehydrated. The Dr. Is treating me for a Urinary Tract Infection with a heavy duty antibiotic. I had just finished a round of antibiotics 3 days before going to the hospital on Friday for a sinus infection. The doc said this may be a quick fix but ultimately I am going downhill on this slippery slope. At least that is what mankind is saying. I feel like crap all the time. I just want to sleep. Sue says it may be partially due to the fact that I have been on antibiotics for so long. My blood pressure has been very low but today when Sue took it, it was finally almost within a normal limit.
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Post by: martys on January 20, 2014, 07:29:29 PM
First off let me say ... Sam or Sue You NEVER have to apologize to us for anything!!!!  You both have been such an inspiration to Myself and so many others on this form that we are HONORED to receive your posts whenever we get one.  We wish there was more that we could do to lift this burden from you and get you back into the wind, and I am glad to see that you still set this as one of your goals. 
     We LOVE Ya Man and our thoughts and prayers are always with you and your family

Marty & Diane
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Post by: FLHTCUSE7 on January 20, 2014, 07:33:10 PM
I don't know you chappy but I wish you the best. Your post made me stop and think for a while.
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Post by: Fired00d on January 20, 2014, 07:38:31 PM
First off let me say ... Sam or Sue You NEVER have to apologize to us for anything!!!!  You both have been such an inspiration to Myself and so many others on this form that we are HONORED to receive your posts whenever we get one.  We wish there was more that we could do to lift this burden from you and get you back into the wind, and I am glad to see that you still set this as one of your goals. 
     We LOVE Ya Man and our thoughts and prayers are always with you and your family

Marty & Diane
X a zillion!!! I couldn't have said it any better. We are here for both of you anytime... don't hesitate to communicate whatever you are feeling or need to. You have done so much to and for the lives you have touched we are all truly blessed to know both of you. God Bless.

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: Chains on January 20, 2014, 07:43:46 PM
Chappy

You inspired this forum more than you will ever know.  Your words lift my soul I am a better person for the friendship I have with you.

God Bless you and Sue.  I am going to retire in May, hopefully I can do one of your rides with you.

Love you brother

Chains
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Post by: chappy on January 20, 2014, 08:05:44 PM
Hi everyone, chappy is trying to do a post but it may take 3 maybe 4 posts. Sorry. Give him a minute ok. He's having a hard time splitting it up.

Thanks, love
Susie Q
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Post by: chappy on January 20, 2014, 08:13:18 PM

Cancer takes so many peoples lives, young and old. We are not in control. Only GOD knows what is next. He has blessed me with so much even in the midst of turmoil. I would never have met all of you to the level of caring and compassion that you have shown me and my family had it not been for this BEAST we call Thymis Carcinoma Stage 4C. I am not saying I'm glad I have cancer I am saying I am glad that God has used it for such a positive blessing that you guys have provided to me. I am continuing to ask for your effectual thoughts and prayers for my family as I battle this foe. I am seeking the day, where "I CAN STAND AS EVIDENCE THAT NO FOE IS TOO GREAT TO SUCCESSFULLY STAND AGAINST THE CREATOR OF ALL THAT IS SEEN AND UNSEEN." Sue and I and our family are believing for a POWERFUL WORKING BY ALMIGHTY GOD by the end of April. I am stepping out on the limb here, but either way, I WIN. The working of the cross has already purchased the one way ticket to paradise for me regardless of the timing. I have already beaten every expectation by my Dr. at the Veterans Hospital. He says, whatever it is I am doing, keep doing it. I tell him, prayer by family and friends, at that time he either grabs my right hand and shakes it or gives me a huge hug. Either way he says to me boldly and loudly, "I'm praying for you too". We ask that you do continue to pray for the moving of the Holy Spirit in our lives.

We love you and hope to see you on the road in the spring.
Sincerely with all of our love,
chappy aka Sam
Susie Q aka Sue
_________________________
Ps 118:8
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 20, 2014, 08:48:56 PM
Sue, thanks for typing for Sam, he needed a good looking Secretary. You happen to fit the bill perfectly.
Sam, you know Susie and I pray for you and Sue every day and love you both.
So keep up the good fight and we will keep up the prayers.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: kb on January 20, 2014, 09:28:02 PM
What a inspiration. May God be with you.
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Post by: spydglide on January 20, 2014, 09:58:46 PM
Chappy & Sue:  Love & Prayers for you both.  spyder
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on January 20, 2014, 09:59:51 PM
Chappy you are just so Awesome.  You show the light that was sowed into you that no one else can imagine.

You can never let anyone here down.  

Thanks Sue for your effortless help and your amazing strength.

Thoughts and Prayers daily to the Both

Greg and Vicki
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Post by: JR on January 21, 2014, 10:14:35 AM
Chappy, Thank you and Sue for being transparent and for sharing from your heart the journey you both have been on. It fills my heart with Joy to hear your words of hope, belief, and faith! You are absolutely right Sam, it's a win, win situation! What great pleasure it is to go to the throne of God on your and Sue's behalf. Our God is still and always will be in the miracle business. There are so many miracles God has performed already, in and through you Sam. Only when your in eternity will you see them all and have full understanding. Until then, may God continue to give you strength to persevere and overcome your daily inflictions while giving you peace and Joy knowing who and what you are in Christ Jesus. Love abounds in my heart for you and Sue in your daily walk and trials. Gods Love, Grace and Mercy to you and your family Sam! :2vrolijk_21:

 :bananarock:
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Post by: Majaste on January 22, 2014, 09:04:11 AM
Chappy, my wife of 19 years had a scare just like yours (the "C" word)!  We spent 2 months going back and forth from our room to the hospital.  I have a world full of empathy for you and your family.  Stay strong and never give up!  Our prayers are going up!
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Post by: porthole on January 25, 2014, 09:09:38 AM
Yo Sammy - we expect to be riding up north once it finally turns to riding season - how long a ride do you want to go on?

Day, couple of days week? we should have the time ..............................
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Post by: Steve48 on January 27, 2014, 03:16:54 AM
Sam you and Sue are on my prayer list. May God bless you and Sue
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 30, 2014, 12:48:52 PM
Had some good news just a few minutes ago . Sue sent me a text announcing the birth of Maylie Ann Marie
their first granddaughter!!!!
Born: 12:23 am this morning
Weight: 7lbs 8oz. 19 in. long.
Maylie, Mom, and Shaun all doing well.
No visitors due to all the sickness going around up there.
Congratulations on the new Granddaughter!!!
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on January 30, 2014, 01:08:11 PM
Congratulations Sam and Sue on the new grandaughter!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by: MAT on January 30, 2014, 01:11:23 PM
 :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: Great news!
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on January 30, 2014, 03:06:51 PM
Congrats on the GRAND DAUGHTER  :2vrolijk_21:

Thanks for the update Mike
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Post by: martys on January 30, 2014, 06:25:37 PM
That's awesome  :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21: :2vrolijk_21:  Grand Daughters are so much fun   :pepper: :pepper: :pepper:  Congrats Sam and Sue

Marty & Diane
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Post by: ccr on February 01, 2014, 07:32:36 AM
So very happy Sam and Sue, many congratulations. Much Love
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Post by: martys on March 02, 2014, 07:54:00 AM
Just a little note to say Welcome to March Sam  :2vrolijk_21:  :) Spring is just around the corner  :)  As always You and Sue are in our thoughts and prayers.

Marty & Diane
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on April 19, 2014, 09:32:33 PM
My day was made today when my phone rang and Sam and Sue were on the other end. I felt blessed to hear from them on the day before Easter.
I ask that all of Sam's friends on this site please lift Sam and Sue up in your prayers. With our prayers and Sam's will power , anything is possible.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on April 20, 2014, 12:20:52 AM
 
Mike, thanks for the update, we will lift them in prayer.
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Post by: spydglide on April 20, 2014, 08:30:26 AM
Will do Mike, and thanks be to God for listening to all our prayers.  spyder
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Post by: Robmay on April 20, 2014, 09:29:40 PM
Done. Thanks for the update!
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Post by: Black Diamond on April 20, 2014, 10:17:42 PM
Done. Thanks for the update!

X2
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Post by: 1sharprdkg on April 20, 2014, 11:16:26 PM
Thanks for the update Mike. Praying for Sam and Sue.
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Post by: martys on May 24, 2014, 11:06:37 PM
Diane and I are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers Sam and Sue and all your family.  I hope that all of our prayers for your comfort and strength are helping to lift your burden My Friend.

Marty
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Post by: Chains on May 25, 2014, 10:22:30 AM
Happy Memorial Day Sam. Give Sue a big hug. Hope to see young his summer.

Love you brother.
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on July 11, 2014, 09:11:08 AM
It is with a very heavy heart that I write to share that we have lost a great friend & riding partner this morning. Sam is riding his final road trip, pain free, to be with the Lord. I miss you already my friend.

Sue will post here when she can.

God Bless

Howie
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Post by: BUCKNUT GREG on July 11, 2014, 09:30:18 AM
Truly saddens me to hear of this.  But am very grateful to have known a Great Man that persevered to the end.

Peace to Sue and Family and to all CVO Family that were close to Sam.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2014, 09:33:08 AM
To loose a good friend is hard, but Sam was more than a good friend. Sam was family. Not by blood, but by choice. Sue will be needing our support and love.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2014, 09:56:13 AM
When I looked at my phone this morning and saw I had missed a call from Mikey I knew in my heart that Chappy was with the Lord.

I am like Mikey although not related by blood there was a bond  much stronger than one of family with Chappy. 

Please keep Sue and his family in your prayers.

I thank God I had the opportunity to know and love him, I am a better person for having followed his travels.

Ride free my brother in the arms of God.

Chains
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2014, 10:31:22 AM
I will always remember the good times.
Love you both.
Sam thou you are taking your ride to join our Lord, you will always be in our hearts.
Love and will miss you Brother.
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2014, 10:40:48 AM
My favorite!
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: Mrs Rooster on July 11, 2014, 10:44:32 AM
 I've been touched just being able to read Sam's updates, sharing his life and what Sam and Sue were going through.
 Sue, your CVO family is huge, I hope you can feel our hugs and love. Your journey these last few years have touched my heart. Prayers, love, hugs and tears are being sent to you from Oregon.
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Post by: Fired00d on July 11, 2014, 11:11:04 AM
RIP Chappy!!! You have earned your wings here on earth. God bless!!!

 :pumpkin:
Ride Safe,
Fired00d
 :fireman:
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Post by: Twolanerider on July 11, 2014, 11:38:48 AM
There are many many threads here that never get looked at.  Many more that get looked at only depending on who had recently posted.  There are a mere hand full that get looked at every time they've come up.  None more so than this one.

Never met the man as many of you have.  Rarely wrote in this thread but followed every word.  Shared a couple of pretty funny PMs with the man as time passed.  Can only feel we are diminished for his passing but enriched by what he shared.  Braver and more stalwart than I fear I'd ever be.  Ride on sir and enjoy the trip. 
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Post by: HUBBARD on July 11, 2014, 12:00:39 PM
Good memories of Chappy.  RIP.  Later--HUBBARD
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Post by: flyin-r on July 11, 2014, 12:42:17 PM
When we went to the cashier to pay for breakfast one morning at M.V., we were told that Chappy had already picked up the tab for us. That speaks volumes about a guy who was fighting so many personal battles. R.I.P. Chappy.
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Post by: Boatman on July 11, 2014, 12:47:34 PM
There are many many threads here that never get looked at.  Many more that get looked at only depending on who had recently posted.  There are a mere hand full that get looked at every time they've come up.  None more so than this one.

Never met the man as many of you have.  Rarely wrote in this thread but followed every word.  Shared a couple of pretty funny PMs with the man as time passed.  Can only feel we are diminished for his passing but enriched by what he shared.  Braver and more stalwart than I fear I'd ever be.  Ride on sir and enjoy the trip.

X1000  We will have to keep Chappy's memory alive in our hearts and on here.
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Post by: Jswerve on July 11, 2014, 01:54:11 PM
Wish I could have met him.
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Post by: JR on July 11, 2014, 02:19:55 PM
My heart is heavy for Sue and family and will continue to lift them up in prayer! I was reflecting on Sam the man and praised God for allowing Sam's path to cross with mine. Anyone who had the opportunity to speak or read along with Sam was blessed! What a warrior he was. Defying doctors predictions amazing us all. Sam had great wisdom in the word of God and was filled with the spirit! I know where Sam is at and I will see him again! Knowing that I can have Joy knowing we will spend eternity together!

Sue, please don't hesitate to ask for anything in the days ahead. We loved Sam and we love you too! God Bless you Sue and may God wrap His loving arms around you and carry you through your days ahead! In His sweet love...

JR  :bananarock:
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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2014, 02:50:25 PM
Here's Chappy when he got his new trike.  Bought the extended warranty always optimistic.
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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2014, 02:59:44 PM
Here's one with Gerald Spydglide at the 2010 MV GTG
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Post by: spydglide on July 11, 2014, 03:17:16 PM
Sam's strength & warm kindness was such an inspiration to so many of us.  Like Mike said "I miss him already"....Go with God, my brother-in-arms, you've fought a better fight than most.  Sue and family, we'll pray for you in the coming days.  spyder
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Post by: HogBreath on July 11, 2014, 03:28:00 PM
Prayers for Chappy's friends and family.
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Post by: 110tHunDer on July 11, 2014, 09:04:36 PM
 
We will miss you, Chappy.  Rest in peace, friend.  God bless Sue and the rest of the family.  A sad day, for sure.
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Post by: Black Diamond on July 11, 2014, 10:30:54 PM
God bless!

JW
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Post by: FLHTCUSE7 on July 11, 2014, 11:41:59 PM
RIP
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Post by: TN on July 12, 2014, 07:29:09 AM
 Sam will be missed, I’m sure he will ride along with lots of us.

A smile comes to my face when I think of him.


RIP


Phillip
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on July 12, 2014, 07:32:45 AM
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on July 12, 2014, 07:34:02 AM
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Post by: FNGw/08SERK on July 12, 2014, 07:39:53 AM
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Post by: Bubba on July 13, 2014, 03:50:53 AM
Rarely do you me a person who has GOD living through them like Sam did. If you ever met the man  you would never forget him as you truly felt God's present...

I feel very blessed to have met Sam and Sue at MV.  Sue, Jo Ann and I will keep you and your family in our prayers.  R.I.P. Sam.

Mike & Jo Ann

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Post by: hspring03 on July 14, 2014, 07:23:39 PM
Hi all.   It's been a while since I posted here.  Sue asked me to post the info for everyone.  I had the chance to go see her and the family on Saturday..  Hoping to see as many bikes as possible and give Chappy the proper send off. 

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Samuel Everett “Chappy” Legasse, 60, of Sunapee, went to be with the Lord on Friday morning, July 11, 2014, following a long brave battle with Thymic Carcinoma.

He was born in Plymouth, NH on January 8, 1954 the son of Charles and Dorothy (Lockhart) Farrar.

Sam joined the Merchant Marines and served on a missionary ship traveling to Central and South America, then he joined the Coast Guard at the age of 18 and had served until he was honorably discharged.

He was a certified welder and in 1979 started his own dry wall business which he operated for over 17 years.

Sam started Allegiance Limousine Service, which was very successful and retired to become an Ordained Minister with the United Christian Faith Ministries in 2002.

He was involved with jail ministries over the course of 40 years, he was chaplain for several motorcycle organizations throughout the world.

Sam was a motorcycle enthusiast and over the course of 30 years traveled over 300,000 miles throughout the entire United States with many friends and his wife Sue.

Sam loved his family and friends and proudly served the Lord.

The family includes his wife, Susan (Higgs) Legasse of 39 years of Sunapee, whom he married on April 4, 1975; one son, Shaun Legasse and his wife, Amy of Springfield, VT; one daughter, Sarah Legasse and her partner, Justin Parrott of North Walpole; seven grandchildren, Isaac, Lucas, Brevin, Donnie, Lincoln, Braden and Maylie; two brothers, Robert Legasse of Florida and David Legasse and his wife, Carol of Savannah; Muriel Foster and her husband, Don as well as other extended family.

He was predeceased by one son, Scott Legasse on February 16, 1997; one sister, Jan Legasse and one brother, Jon Legasse.

Visiting hours will be at the Stringer Funeral Home, 146 Broad Street, Claremont, NH on Friday, July 18th from 5-8 PM.

Celebration of life will be celebrated at the Lake Sunapee United Methodist Church in Sunapee on Saturday, July 19th at One O’clock in the afternoon.

Special thanks to the White River Junction, VA Hospital, his beloved Dr. Joseph O’Donnell, the chemo department as well as Lake Sunapee VNA/Hospice.

Interment will follow with full military honors in Eastman Cemetery in Sunapee.

A reception will follow at the Church Hall.

In lieu of flowers donations may be made in his memory to the Wounded Warrior Project, PO Box 758517, Topeka, Kansas 66675 or your local Fire Department or your local Police Department
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Post by: ccr on July 14, 2014, 07:39:47 PM
so sorry
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Post by: 08glide on July 14, 2014, 08:18:53 PM
as twolanerider stated, this was one thread to always follow. as I've been away & off line, out of touch, it saddens me to hear of this news (even late), but to know that he is with out a doubt sitting with our Lord & Savior Jesus Christ (& probably sharing some motorcycle adventure) gives me a warm feeling. I never had a chance to meet him in person,but theis thread had great input as to who he was. gonna miss reading all the comments. Prayers, hugs & thoughts to Sue & the family
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Post by: Jock on July 14, 2014, 08:49:37 PM
Prayers for the family and friends.

You will be missed Sam but in my heart forever.

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Post by: hwyfever on July 16, 2014, 12:26:27 AM
God bless! 
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Post by: HUBBARD on July 16, 2014, 02:08:09 PM
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Good memories!  Thanks, Good Howie!  Hope to see you and Rocky in MV!  8) Later--HUBBARD
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Post by: martys on July 16, 2014, 06:31:23 PM
I am saddened to see this post, Sam has been such an inspiration to me over the past few years.  Having the honor to meet and spend some quality time with such a fine man has blessed my life.  Sam will be lifted up to his maker with such a wonderful celebration at The Pearly Gates welcoming him Home.  Our prayers go out to Sue and the family, that Gods healing love touches their hearts and lifts their pain of missing such an amazing man.

Marty and Diane
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Post by: kb on July 16, 2014, 07:31:52 PM
There has been a lots of noises coming from the heavens in the past couple days.  Most people probably think it's just a lot of thunder.  I know that's it's Saint Peter opening the Pearly Gates for Sam !!!
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Post by: schmoopy on July 18, 2014, 11:38:22 AM
Sad news indeed. Sam and Sue have been a source of inspiration to me over these last few years. I had hoped we could meet one day. Miker and I cannot be there in person for Sam's send off, but we will be there in spirit. Sending hugs and wishes of strength and peace for Sue and the family.
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Post by: Delta on July 20, 2014, 08:59:26 PM
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Post by: Delta on July 20, 2014, 09:07:54 PM
It was nice to meet Howie, Mike and the guys this weekend. I would like to thank you for all the support this community has give Sam and Sue over the last 5 years. Given the circumstances, it was a nice ceremony with many folks that loved this man in attendance.

Don
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Post by: Delta on July 20, 2014, 09:09:24 PM
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Post by: Chains on November 03, 2014, 07:37:16 PM
I have been watching Chappy's story get closer and closer to leaving the first page of the posts.  Didn't have anything to bring it to the top again until today.

Here is a picture of a tattoo his good friend Tomahawk got.

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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 04, 2014, 02:33:37 PM
Although Chappy's body is no longer among us, his spirit always will. Miss you Sam and praying for Sue.
Mike
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Post by: hspring03 on November 04, 2014, 02:35:15 PM
I saw Sue post that on facebook.  Nice tribute. 

Mindie and I were in NH this weekend, but Sue wasn't feeling well for a visit.  Hope to go see her soon.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on November 04, 2014, 02:40:29 PM
Mindie and I were in NH this weekend, but Sue wasn't feeling well for a visit.  Hope to go see her soon.

Please give her a big hug from me and Susie!
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: hspring03 on November 04, 2014, 02:41:35 PM
You got it Mikey
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Post by: Chains on November 05, 2014, 12:08:55 AM
Mindie and I were in NH this weekend, but Sue wasn't feeling well for a visit.  Hope to go see her soon.

Please give her a big hug from me and Susie!
Mike
 :drink:

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Post by: HUBBARD on November 05, 2014, 12:51:41 PM
Chappy was a good dude!  Good Howie introduced me to him in MV one year.  Always had a smile on his face even though he was sick.  RIP Chappy.  Later--HUBBARD
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Post by: Eagle Eye on November 06, 2014, 08:34:38 PM
This past year I read many of his posts and felt his great spirit in them. May Chappi RIP.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on December 24, 2014, 04:54:02 PM
Sam, you are missed as we enter Christmas. I keep you in my heart and check on Sue to make sure she is all right. I called her today and tried to bring her cheer during the Holiday Season. She sent me and Susie some pictures of your house and yard with the snow on the ground as a gift of a white Christmas. She really misses you, as we all do, but Sue is a strong woman and has the family and friends looking in on her and helping out. Rest assured we will keep checking on Sue.
Love and miss you my brother.
Mike
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Post by: martys on December 24, 2014, 06:35:31 PM
Sam, you are missed as we enter Christmas. I keep you in my heart and check on Sue to make sure she is all right. I called her today and tried to bring her cheer during the Holiday Season. She sent me and Susie some pictures of your house and yard with the snow on the ground as a gift of a white Christmas. She really misses you, as we all do, but Sue is a strong woman and has the family and friends looking in on her and helping out. Rest assured we will keep checking on Sue.
Love and miss you my brother.
Mike
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Thanks Mikey , Our thoughts and prayers are with Sue and the family this Blessed Season.

Marty & Diane
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Post by: Chains on December 24, 2014, 08:24:29 PM
As you can see from above Sam your friends carry you in their hearts and will forever.  We all miss you and love you my brother.

Merry Christmas in Heaven

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Post by: hspring03 on December 24, 2014, 08:56:00 PM
Merry Christmas Sam. 

Mindie went up to see Sue a couple weeks ago. I had to work. We keep in touch and will make a point to go see her soon.

 


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Post by: Chains on December 24, 2014, 10:17:18 PM
Here is a photo from Sue at their house.
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Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2015, 07:31:14 AM
Happy Birthday Chappy.   We all miss you.....



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Post by: Chains on January 08, 2015, 09:08:55 AM
Happy Birthday in Heaven. Miss you brother.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2015, 11:11:34 AM
Happy Birthday Chappy.   We all miss you.....



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Happy Birthday Sam, aka. Chappy, aka Brother!
We do miss you and think of you often. As per your wish, we are looking out for Sue.
Will see and ride with you in the hereafter. Happy Trails my brother.
Mike
 :drink:


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Post by: DoubleD on January 08, 2015, 01:52:45 PM
Happy Birthday Chappy Your with us all here on CVOHARLEY.com
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Post by: Chains on May 18, 2015, 09:48:40 PM
Thought you all might like to see Sam's wife's post on Facebook today.



100,000 mile rollover! Went for a ride with Shaun Legasse, John Davey and Deb Davey yesterday. Shaun now owns Sam's Ultra and we all took a ride to Ossipee, NH and had lunch at the Smokehouse and then headed over the Kangamangus to Luncoln then stopped in Laconia for an ice cream and then home. Only needed a little over a hundred miles to fulfill Sam's dream of reaching the 100,000 miles. He may not have been with us physically but I have never felt him so close. It was as if he and Shaun were both driving the bike, can't explain it. Had a wonderful day with such wonderful people to share this all with. Weather was in high 80's. Such a wonderful memory. Thank you John and Deb for sharing in this with Shaun, Sam and I. I love you all.

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Post by: MIKEYTEE on May 18, 2015, 11:50:10 PM
I can see ole Sam with a big grin on his face as the odometer  rolled the 100,000th mile.
Mike
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Post by: Jswerve on May 19, 2015, 01:09:30 AM
Thought you all might like to see Sam's wife's post on Facebook today.



100,000 mile rollover! Went for a ride with Shaun Legasse, John Davey and Deb Davey yesterday. Shaun now owns Sam's Ultra and we all took a ride to Ossipee, NH and had lunch at the Smokehouse and then headed over the Kangamangus to Luncoln then stopped in Laconia for an ice cream and then home. Only needed a little over a hundred miles to fulfill Sam's dream of reaching the 100,000 miles. He may not have been with us physically but I have never felt him so close. It was as if he and Shaun were both driving the bike, can't explain it. Had a wonderful day with such wonderful people to share this all with. Weather was in high 80's. Such a wonderful memory. Thank you John and Deb for sharing in this with Shaun, Sam and I. I love you all.
Wow that's awesome.
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Post by: D-N-D on May 19, 2015, 10:02:13 AM
Very Nice !!! Love to here story's like this.
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Post by: martys on May 19, 2015, 09:04:38 PM
God Bless You Sue  :) What an amazing day that must have been.


Marty
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Post by: ccr on June 01, 2015, 08:37:03 PM
Thank you for sharing
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 10, 2015, 11:33:01 PM
This is early, but as we approach July 11, 2015 I have to reflect on what transpired of on this date 1 year ago. I / we lost a good friend and inspiration to many of us. Sam ( Chappy ) Legasse entered into his eternal life and left his pain and suffering behind. Over the past year I have thought of Sam many times. I have prayed for Sue and the rest of his family and ask that we all remember and say a prayer for them on this the first anniversary of Sam's passing.
Sam, you are missed and remain in my thoughts. Love ya buddy.
Happy Trails,
Mike
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Post by: hspring03 on July 11, 2015, 08:41:40 AM
Can't believe it's been a year.  We talked to Sue last night and I talked to Shaun this morning.

Chappy touched many.  He is missed everyday.

Ace.


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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2015, 02:40:37 PM
I thought you guys and gals may want to see what Sue wrote today.


Sam/Chappy Legasse
1-8-1954 - 7-11-2014
I had to say goodbye to my best friend, confidant and the best thing that ever happened in my life a year ago today. How can that be, 1 year has passed. I know that the Lord has blessed me in so many many ways over the year but How can time have passed me bye? It's like time has stood still but we all know it doesn't. I am so grateful that for a year Sam has had no pain, no tumors, no cancer. That he is whole and free. Five long years of suffering and that he did for some a surprise because
He tried so hard to be strong. Strong for me, his kids, grandkids and friends. I've been told that his love for us is what kept him going. He used to always say, "I have to keep fighting I have to take care of Sue". Well its ok because the Lord promises to take care of the widows. And HE is taking care of me.
I will love you Sam forever. Ride free my love.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2015, 03:38:35 PM
Thanks Jim,  I was about to post it myself.
Mike
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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2015, 08:07:51 PM
Thanks Jim,  I was about to post it myself.
Mike
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Post by: Chains on January 08, 2016, 09:03:06 AM
Happy Birthday in Heaven Chappy. 
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Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2016, 03:03:13 PM
Happy Birthday Chappy.

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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 09, 2016, 09:31:51 PM
Sam, I celebrated your and my Dad's birthday yesterday up on the Outer Banks of NC. It was Dad's 96th and he enjoyed the celebration! I only wish you could have been there too. We sure do miss you and know some day we will meet again in the great hereafter.
Love ya Brother
Mike
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Post by: JR on January 31, 2016, 11:51:39 AM
It's hard to believe it's going to be 2 years since Chappy's gone to be with the Lord. I often think of his posts or our conversations, especially when I'm rubbing on my scooter! He blessed me in so many ways, Love ya Sammy boy!!!  :2vrolijk_21:

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Post by: Rooster on February 01, 2016, 06:11:52 PM
Very nice memorial of Chappy JR. :2vrolijk_21: For the man that blesses us all, blessings back to you JR  :drink:
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Post by: Jock on February 01, 2016, 06:24:29 PM
My Man!

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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 01, 2016, 07:58:27 PM
JR
Chappy rides with me too.

Mike
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Post by: hspring03 on February 01, 2016, 08:05:49 PM
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Mindie keeps him close.


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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 01, 2016, 08:06:14 PM
Another Tribute.
Mike
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on February 01, 2016, 08:09:28 PM
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Mindie keeps him close.


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I was wondering how you two were doing. Hope we can connect sometime maybe at a GTG.
Mike
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Post by: hspring03 on February 01, 2016, 08:10:47 PM
We're doing well Mikey.  Keeping crazy busy as usual. 


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Post by: Chains on February 02, 2016, 08:56:35 AM
Hard to see but this is the back of my helmet.
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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2016, 07:23:13 AM
Today marks the second anniversary of Chappy leaving us to be with the Lord.

Miss you Brother.
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Post by: hspring03 on July 11, 2016, 07:24:21 AM
Missing all of Chappys stories.  Can't believe it's been 2 years


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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2016, 09:46:44 AM
Two years since I got the call from Howie, it doesn't seem that long.
You are missed every day.
Love ya brother!
Mike
 :drink:

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Post by: helimd on July 20, 2016, 07:52:06 AM
I wish I'd known Chappy.........at least, in person.  I started watching this forum towards the end of Chappy's battle and, having read each and every post, was amazed at the number of friends, worldwide, that he had.  Of course, his war with cancer brought everybody much closer but he must have been one helluva man.  As a writer, I find the detail in his posts to be astonishing, especially given the pain and suffering he was enduring.  Sue, I am not a religious person, but you were truly blessed to be given that man.  Thanks for sharing him with us.  I am honored, and feel a better person for knowing him, if only through his, and your, writings.  Best of luck to you.
Mike Dye
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Post by: hspring03 on August 01, 2016, 08:00:00 AM
This weekend Mindie and I went up to VT for Sues 60th birthday party. Great weather, great riding. Sue was very surprised. She looks great. Grandkids and new puppy are keeping her very active. After the part wound down, Shaun took sue out on Chappys ultra and the four of us took a nice ride around the area.

Great job to the group for putting together this card. She was very touched.

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Post by: Chains on August 01, 2016, 08:25:38 AM
This weekend Mindie and I went up to VT for Sues 60th birthday party. Great weather, great riding. Sue was very surprised. She looks great. Grandkids and new puppy are keeping her very active. After the part wound down, Shaun took sue out on Chappys ultra and the four of us took a nice ride around the area.

Great job to the group for putting together this card. She was very touched.

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Looks like everyone had a great time.  Nice to see the Ultra I'm sure Sue enjoyed the ride. 👍
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2017, 02:03:59 PM
Today would have been Sam's 63rd birthday. Happy Birthday my friend, you are truly missed by your friends and family.
Love ya brother,
Mike
 :drink:
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Post by: spydglide on January 08, 2017, 02:25:55 PM
Happy Birthday Chappy!  and thanks to MikeeTee for the reminder.  spyder
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Post by: Chains on January 08, 2017, 08:52:47 PM
Happy Birthday brother I love you.
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Post by: Chains on July 11, 2017, 08:58:21 AM
Today marks 3 years since our brother Chappy left this earth to ride in Heaven. Ride free brother we miss you.  Thank you for watching out for us.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2017, 09:23:06 AM
Hard to believe it's been 3 years since receiving that dreadful phone call from GH. Chappy, your passing touched a lot of us and we miss you every day. I'm glad that your pain is forever gone and you are riding the golden roads of Heaven. Love you brother and we will meet up again some day.
Happy Trails,
Mike
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on July 11, 2017, 07:44:35 PM
Miss you Chappy.


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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: pcpisano on August 08, 2017, 09:34:20 AM
Sam, so sorry to hear. my wife and I will keep you and yours  in our prayers.


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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2018, 10:09:43 AM
Chappy would have been 64 today. Miss you every day Sam, Happy Birthday my departed friend! If you run across my dad today, tell him Happy Birthday for me.
Love ya brother.

Mike
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 08, 2018, 10:47:04 AM
Happy 4th Birthday in Heaven brother miss you. Thank you for watching out for us.
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Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2018, 04:10:56 PM
Happy Birthday Chappy.    Thinking of you often.... 
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Post by: kb on January 08, 2018, 04:37:34 PM
Rest In Peace Sam
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on July 11, 2018, 06:03:12 AM
Can’t believe you’ve been gone 4 years.   Miss you Chappy.





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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on July 11, 2018, 11:00:45 AM
Miss you my friend thank you for watching over us.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 11, 2018, 01:29:54 PM
Miss you every day Sam! Hard to believe it has been 4 years since you left the pain behind to ride the golden roads of Heaven!
Happy Trails my friend! We continue checking on Sue.

Love and miss you my Brother,

Mike
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: Chains on January 08, 2019, 12:09:37 PM
Happy Birthday in Heaven my friend thank you for watching over us all.
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 09, 2019, 11:08:53 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM! We miss you and hope to ride the Golden Roads of Heaven with you someday. Until then Happy Trails!

Mike
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2020, 09:59:31 AM
Happy Birthday Sam! You are missed every day by your family and friends. Love ya brother and hope someday to ride the golden roads of Heaven with you. Until then Happy Trails!

Mike

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Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2020, 11:14:49 AM
A huge happy birthday in heaven Sam.  Keep shining down on us   


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Post by: Chains on January 10, 2020, 11:10:30 AM
Happy Birthday in Heaven my friend. Thank you for watching over us.
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Post by: Chains on January 08, 2021, 11:38:44 AM
Happy Birthday in Heaven Chappy!
Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2021, 01:26:35 PM
Happy birthday Chappy.


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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2021, 02:38:41 PM
Happy Birthday Sam miss you every day my friend. Happy Trails until we meet again

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Title: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on July 14, 2021, 07:24:41 AM
Hard to believe we lost Chappy 7 years ago. Miss you my friend. I could have used some of your words over the last 4 months.
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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 14, 2021, 10:41:50 PM
I too find it hard to believe it's been 7 years since your passing. You are missed each and every day.

Mike

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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2022, 03:26:35 PM
Happy birthday Chappy. Miss you.


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Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 10, 2022, 12:43:10 PM
Sorry for being Late.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sam! I hope you and Dad have gotten together and have been sharing stories Love you my brother.

Mike
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on July 11, 2022, 09:54:31 PM
8 years ago today we lost Chappy. Does not seem that long ago. Miss him.


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Post by: MIKEYTEE on July 12, 2022, 02:32:06 PM
8 Years, seems longer than that. I see reminders of Sam everyday and try to connect with Sue as often as I can. Damn I miss
our late night phone calls and hearing his voice. HAPPY TRAILS, Sam, until we meet again!!

Mike

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Post by: hspring03 on October 15, 2022, 05:28:05 PM
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Mindie got a chance to have lunch with Sue today. It’s probably been 3 or 4 years due to Covid and other stuff that they saw each other.


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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: MIKEYTEE on January 08, 2023, 11:26:07 AM
Happy Birthday Sam! Well I hope you and my dad, his birthday  is today also, know we miss you and think of you often. Happy Trails until we again.

Mike
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Title: Re: I might be down, but I'm not out!
Post by: hspring03 on January 08, 2023, 02:05:05 PM
Happy birthday Chappy. Miss you my friend.


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Post by: hspring03 on July 11, 2023, 10:13:40 AM
9 years ago today we lost Chappy. I can’t believe it was that long ago. And just above my post, Mikey T commented. RIP to both.


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