It's ok Diva, but I have one Rott that's a diabetic amongst other serious health issues and worry about her care. Really puts a damper on things for us but she's worth it.
It is tough to leave them when there are health issues, know how you feel. We have a 12 yr old lab "Bonnie" that is on borrowed time, then that dang cat "Sparkey" that lost half of it's face,and Sparkey's brother Grouchy, then there is "Barney" the 3 yr old "Brat Bastard" he large and in charge (he thinks). We have a good friend that stays at the house and watches the animals for us, and keeps Barney in line.