Hi to all of you out there with much love to all, keep on rockin in the freeworld as we know it, how it should be and we're gonna make sure this happens once and foreall!!!
My real name's Andy and was born London, England, UK, same yr JFK was assasinated so i'm now 61 yrs old, single, no kids [never met the right one kinda thing and it saddens me sometimes, as from a young age i always thought i'd meet a girl and have kids, i'ts never happened yet, but it's not over yet, as i know it used to work lets say and have been round the block more than once, but luckily ive got my health thank god, but virtually no teeth left, you just cant get a dentist in the UK. Wish i could i haven't even kissed a girl for 0ver 12yrs now let alone anything else!
I met a much younger blonde a while back she went bright red when eyes first met and then stopped for a chat several times on her way to kickboxing training,her name, age et etc and shed had a bike and was saving up to take her test, etc,etc, so there was a little spark at least. Generally nearly all females round here wouldn'have even taken any notice even if you just said hello, theyd prob give you a funy look and carry on ignore you. Not this one though.And then after 2 or 3 mths i hardly saw her shed finished kickboxing lessons and although she still uses the residents car park when she comes into town maybe once twice a week shes virtually not spoke to me and its become obvious too, i don't understand why at all, its done my head in a bit, i can't explain? Nowt so queer as folk.
I know one thing though even though im 61 id stillhave a go and devout myself to her if things had of carried on, bringing baby or two up i fully understand the commitment involvement and responsibilities that go with! I fancy my chances of hacking that than starting to prospect for one of the big two in our area LOL!
It would be my ultimate dream with her maybe! Yet thats just normal for most people unless out of choice really isnt it?
when i was bout 12yrs old i suppose i started to change, as i said still envisaged meeting someone having kids buying a house, BUT i wanted to be different somehow to the socially accepted norm , but i wasnt sure how or what kinda thing, i was an ourdoors sorta lad, fishing mad had my 5 speed raleigh pushbike which i used all the time and a keen swimmer and was in the scouts too, which i can look back with so many fond memories too. To me i grew up in the 70's and i think most folk of that generation can relate to what we considered as being free, you know as kids, one didndt seem to have many worries really and don't get me wrong i have my own traumas or childhood bagage which has becom e part of my make up.Also i read a lot from a young age, was 7n high academic classes at school and moreso i had an enquiring mind, for example as a young kid at school, if i didn't understand something fully id stick my hand up and asked "please sir i don't understand" and used to get ribbed for that by all the other kids almost if they thought i was a dippy or stupid to the extent ive had this alk my lifebut now i know the feasons.
1st i was scared id get told off if i got the anwwer wrong and such like. AUTHRIORTORISM!
2ndly if i didt know id be very often interested to know why and i got chastised for that too, but that was often my curiosity or what started offf as perhaps my more critical thinking ive developed evever since, not such a bad thing reallybeh when you fast forward in tim to the point, the last 4yrs or so now have probably been some of my most lonely and have lost touch or alienated so many people, but also when the angel of the abyss started slaughtering all the sheep (yes that is the exact transalation from latin and hebrew into "covid19" trust me that is a fact!) At this time when itall came out on the mainstream news, something that i don't think ill ever be able to fully explain occured with me and unbekowing to me right up to the last min, "i was set up" a very serious matter, but instead of not aeeing a soul, first lockdowns, i instead was wrongfully detained for 3 mths but often saw hundreds of people a dayvwhere i ended up! Howcironinic, so soon as i returned home i started researching i can almost say i learnt more in 4yrs than rest of my life.
2 massive things became apparent to me, the first being how absolutely mind boggling and the vast scale of corruption but because of my own personal story and ecperie,ncec helped me a lot more to relate to this.
The2nd biggest and worst thing for me was all the by now horrific millions of kids its literally feduced to tears several times either that or f****dmy head up for ovver a week just cos a mate told me about a li4tle girl i actually infact came accross the exact same interview 2yrs later i turned it off instantly.
Back to aged 12 i wasn't into motorbikes although my dad had them before i was born.
I was into model making too big time at home especially boats.
Yes speedboats sea going cruisers etc id buy all the magazines and do drawings of them. it was the big marine engines in them be it a mercury outboard or twin perkins diesol and just as important the lines of them as i was mad on American muscle cars the '69 mustang mach 1 in black with redstripes was my favourate.
I was 14yrs old i decided i loved motorcycles too, as at high school aswell as starting to smoke right up till today, we had some old villiers and bsa bantam engines at school in metal work cl
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