Fairly new to this board and just browsing today when I ran across this thread. Read the first page and last two, so don't know what all has been said, but can give you my perspective based on my health issues. Without going into details, I have an undefined autoimmune disease and some other maladies which started a few years ago. I'm now 58, always been very active, good weight, and quite healthy. I am now on several meds, including coumadin and prednisone.....and I have moderately severe osteoporosis,a femur rod and a Vena Cava filter to boot. But all that is not really the crux of your questions and searching for an answer.
If I dont' take the coumadin then I will clot and likely die. If I don't take the daily prednisone, I can not get up or move around (nor get on our bike and ride!!! and my wife loves to be on the back of your bike!! Lucky me!!) Prednisone as you may know really promotes worse osteoporosis along with many other side effects.....long term. Now if I choose, I can think about how much this all effects my life, but I don't. I have so many days left on earth, so many days left that I am healthy enough to fish, hunt some, boat, RIDE MY HARLEY, be with my wife and grown boys, etc.. Do I want to waste one of those days that are a gift.....NOPE! So, after I learned that there are no cures and there are even less answers to my disease, I chose to live each day fully and thankfully. If I ever have a day where I want to question it all, I simply think about others, children and adults who have died from their diseases, can't walk, can't see, etc... I am blessed and I will use everything I have and enjoy it.
So, if and when you do everything you can to learn about your condition and treatments......move forward with the things you love and never look back or let yourself feel blue for more than a few moments. Worry is for someone who thinks they have time to waste...I surely don't....how about you?
Good luck with your future.