Howdy Folks,
Sorry I haven't returned posts, PMs or even phone messages to my friends and family at CVO. I've held off so I could give the full scoop on the many reports I've been waiting for from my Doctors.
Oh ya!! I did make it to WI and back, man was I some beat. I went right to bed when I got home and 3 days later or so I woke up to an upper respitory infection.
I had a ct-csan and a bone scan and every kind of blood test and who knows what else they pulled off from the time I got home and Thanksgiving. ( I Hope Everyone Had A Great Thanksgiving!!! ) Sue and I went to my daughters house where she and Shauns wife, Amy made a great dinner. So it was 5 grown-ups and 6 grandboys. I was ready to hit the road and in a little over an hour I was fast asleep in my bed. I sleep all day that Friday and finally goy up on Saturday.
Whoops, back to the doctors report, well, it didn't go so good. Of the many tumors I have growing in my chest cavity 2 of them grew by 50%, one of which is wraped around my hearts aorta valve. Another tumor grew by a third and another one grew by 25%. All the other tumors in my chest remained some what stable with the exception of the tumors that have grown between my ribs and are having a field day between my rib cage and my breast muscle, ouch, lots of pain from there. And just as a bonus, I now have a new tumor. It's in my abdomen and in only 2 months has grown to measure 3 1/2 inches by 4 1/2 inches.
My kidneys have been ruined so the Doctor has a bright idea to give me a chemo that unlike the previous should not harm my kidneys any more. However, this new chemo would most likely harm my liver and my heart. Well, I declined any furhter treatment. Don't get me wronge, I haven't given up or given in, I have just given over!
I've always known that I haven't been in control of this whole situation, or maybe to say in more clearly, It's all been out of my control.
For now I'm going to remain on pain med's. I started my second prescription of a patch I wear for 3 days before I change it. The first cycle for the patch was half the dose as the one I wear now. I don't seem to have any side effects and the pain seems to be a little less than before. So maybe they're onto something.
Anyway, thanks to all of you and I'll write sooner next time
riding with you
Sam