Back in the late 80's, early 90's, I flew EMS helicopters in Spokane, Washington. Saw quite a bit of blood and guts during that time, but one of the most memorable was an vehicle accident on I-90 near Moses Lake. Back in those days, we were told about the severity of the call and responded accordingly. Anyway, we landed on the Interstate and saw the end results of one of the most incredible accidents that I had ever seen. Some model of station wagon was upside down in the median, with the driver sitting a ways away from 3 sheet covered bodies.......little bodies. Her children.
The lady had lost control of the car after reaching across the seat to smack one of her 3 unsecured kids for causing a ruckus. This lady was the only occupant with a belt on, the only survivor, and no doubt witnessed her kids being ejected to their untimely deaths. One part of me was angry, the other part sad for what she had just gone through. She probably still suffers, to this day.
I quit flying EMS shortly after that one. I spent too much time taking those memories home with me. Still have a hard time sleeping. The point is, label me a quitter if you will, but this recent accident put me in a position to quit again. Just like then, it's not so hard to give up.
Safe journeys to all of you. Just remember, blue side should always be up. Be vigilant, my friends.