Terry, I understand the pain and sorrow you are having right now! This situation has brought tears to my eyes and saddness to my heart. I send prayers and condolences to you. But remember the blessing is that Our best Friends are looking down on us and waiting at the Gates for when we come to Heaven to rejoin them for the Love and Attention and Good times to continue. Be strong and remember to cherish the good times, cause those times will be once again when we all meet our buddies on the Rainbow Bridge. Peace be to you my Brother!