You're very active. You ride a motorcycle, and you like to ride it very fast! You don't shy away from other dangerous things either. You're diagnosed with Cardiomyapathy, which is weak muscles in the heart, also known as a black spot. The blood pools and clots around the black spot, which can get into an artery and cause a heart attack. You're prescribed to take 12.5 mg of Coumadin, Alpha Inhibitors, Beta Blockers, and Cholesterol med, daily for the rest of your life. Coumadin is a blood thinner. You're 53 and facing taking this chit for quite sometime (hopefully). First thing you're told is to stop riding motorcycles because of the risk of bleeding out in the event of an accident. You immediately respond without hesitation, the she has a better chance of seeing God, than seeing you stop riding motorcycles. She says, "Please be very careful."
Then you start thinking. "Taking this chit everyday puts you at risk everyday!" Walk off the curb and get hit by a bus! Who knows? Chit happens and when your number's called, it's over! Maybe stop taking all those pills and take your chances. But with the black spot, where the blood pools and clots, it puts you at great risk for a heart attack. Very risky to stop the medication. WTF?
Then you say to yourself "Do I have any other alternatives?" "How about cracking the chest open and doing open heart surgery to repair the weak muscle?" You don't know if that's even a possibility, but sure seems like it's worth the risk to fix it instead of the medication alternative, which is forever.
What would ya'll do? I'm meeting the Dr. next week to discuss if there are surgical ways to fix this. Most people think I'm nuts to consider open heart surgery, when it can be maintained with blood thinners. I look at it as there's a risk with surgery of dropping dead but it can fix you vs. a risk of dropping dead everyday from some minor trauma to most people, but being on that blood thinner chit, would cause you to bleed out. So they want to restrict your life and be ever so cautious instead of living!!!
I'm determining whether surgery is a viable option. Whether they recommend it or not is irrelevant! If it can be fixed, I want it fixed, so I can move on with my life and not have this hanging over my head every day. Binx supports any solution I choose to take. Am I crazy for wanting to get my chest cracked open to fix it rather than being on Coumadin the rest of my life? I'm interested in what others with my passion for motorcycles would do in my shoes!
Thank you all for reading this and offering any of your personal feelings about this subject. I feel great and am not looking for sympathy by writing this. I just want to gage how good or bad my thought process is by preferring surgery over medication for life.
Hoist!
